yeah... it is christmaz........
but haha.... fall a sick... T.T
so meaning last christmas eve spen my whole day on bed... luckly i'm ok now.. hahahahaahahah
yes..... so bored o this christmas... haha.. at least i got something to do at night..
haha, go sing k at sean's house.. yeah.. but i cannot swim T.T
so so so sad.. since long time i hadt gone swimming.....but when i have the chance, i cannot go swiming.. wawawawa ='O *sob
haha... so today need to show off my teruk de voice.. singing.. haha.. but usually i duno how to sing thier songs de.. coz all english song.. cannot have chinese song de......
haha........
well, if i have my luck today, i can go c movie... but if not.. thn cannot.. haha... have not ask my mom yet... but told my pa.... haiz... how a??
think.. wish me luck thn....
haiz..~!~!~!~!~!~!~!
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Dong Zhi Kuai Le
haha.. today is dong zhi... so happy...
haha, early morning can eat tang yuan.. ^^
hihi, but thn need to go out to work.... T.T
tat is not really fun... hihi,
yesterday night when out yam cha after youth gathering... meet many
of my friend there.. ^^ well we yam cha till quite late yesterday ......
hshahaha.. luckly din get scholding from my mom... haha...
but we all sit at the coffee shop there, really just yam chA,,,,.. we just order drinks.. haha..
so funny o.. ppl stil got order food.. but we this bunch of youth just sit there n drink water...
haha...
yeah... now got tang yuan eat.. haha.. tonight's dinner must b vry nice de.. ~!~!~ HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA
so happy.... but from today, haiz.. need to prepare the things for chinese new year liao.... ai,,,,,.....
haha... jia you o... i need to finish my home work thn only i have time to prepare for chinese new year lo... ^^
wana go eat tang yuan lo... hahahaha...
write my blog other time ^^
haha, early morning can eat tang yuan.. ^^
hihi, but thn need to go out to work.... T.T
tat is not really fun... hihi,
yesterday night when out yam cha after youth gathering... meet many
of my friend there.. ^^ well we yam cha till quite late yesterday ......
hshahaha.. luckly din get scholding from my mom... haha...
but we all sit at the coffee shop there, really just yam chA,,,,.. we just order drinks.. haha..
so funny o.. ppl stil got order food.. but we this bunch of youth just sit there n drink water...
haha...
yeah... now got tang yuan eat.. haha.. tonight's dinner must b vry nice de.. ~!~!~ HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA
so happy.... but from today, haiz.. need to prepare the things for chinese new year liao.... ai,,,,,.....
haha... jia you o... i need to finish my home work thn only i have time to prepare for chinese new year lo... ^^
wana go eat tang yuan lo... hahahaha...
write my blog other time ^^
Monday, December 19, 2005
yeah... just camo back..
yeah.... just come back from TENOM... haha... a family camp...
it was fun, but i was sick.. haha... tat is not fun....
well, conduct the zipopo.. haha... so happy.... ^^ it was ok i think....
my cousin like the hippo... haha... n meet my niece... she is so cute.. just tat at this age need to be an aunty, haha,, tak biasa la...
well, only 41 ppl when to this camp this year.. the funny thing is tat u noe wat? all the aunty n uncle haha... vry vry vry vry playful.. sing karaok for the whole nite till 12.30.. hhahahahaha
SO LI HAi..
n they bring us go eat xiao ye.. haha.... nice o...
haha.... have tast many kinds of weidddd fruit.. haha....
thn wen jln jln at the park... DAMN tired...
haha.....
well, i think this came is way too cold.. all the time is not really fix dead.. haha... like this camp..
haha, we had dinner together with my uncle also.. haha... so fun
^^
it was fun, but i was sick.. haha... tat is not fun....
well, conduct the zipopo.. haha... so happy.... ^^ it was ok i think....
my cousin like the hippo... haha... n meet my niece... she is so cute.. just tat at this age need to be an aunty, haha,, tak biasa la...
well, only 41 ppl when to this camp this year.. the funny thing is tat u noe wat? all the aunty n uncle haha... vry vry vry vry playful.. sing karaok for the whole nite till 12.30.. hhahahahaha
SO LI HAi..
n they bring us go eat xiao ye.. haha.... nice o...
haha.... have tast many kinds of weidddd fruit.. haha....
thn wen jln jln at the park... DAMN tired...
haha.....
well, i think this came is way too cold.. all the time is not really fix dead.. haha... like this camp..
haha, we had dinner together with my uncle also.. haha... so fun
^^
Monday, December 12, 2005
wen to kk
haha... today when to kk to get glasses n do all the work...
but thn, u noe wat happen? mom n pa came back n ask me to do the air ticket.....
aiz... ke lian ting yao need to wait outside around 2 to 3...
haiz... luckly he go do his things first,...
thn u noe wat, i ask my sis to help, but thn, she dun wan....
so i rush all the things.. n thn when reach kk, i forgot to do all my things.. cannot thing liao..... HAIZ....
but luckly i sempat buy the spec....haha... so hard to find those spec.... thn buy cd.. for com de....
thn ting yao go buy his slipper... haha....
thn go pick his sister.. thn go home lo... ^^
haha... so happy... my ko ko come back for holiday liao.... ^^
haha.. can go yam cha with him~!!~!!~!~!~!
but now need to work...~!
HAIZ.....
but thn, u noe wat happen? mom n pa came back n ask me to do the air ticket.....
aiz... ke lian ting yao need to wait outside around 2 to 3...
haiz... luckly he go do his things first,...
thn u noe wat, i ask my sis to help, but thn, she dun wan....
so i rush all the things.. n thn when reach kk, i forgot to do all my things.. cannot thing liao..... HAIZ....
but luckly i sempat buy the spec....haha... so hard to find those spec.... thn buy cd.. for com de....
thn ting yao go buy his slipper... haha....
thn go pick his sister.. thn go home lo... ^^
haha... so happy... my ko ko come back for holiday liao.... ^^
haha.. can go yam cha with him~!!~!!~!~!~!
but now need to work...~!
HAIZ.....
Saturday, December 10, 2005
yesterday
haha... yap.. yesterday when to bahaicenter..... ^^ got one uncle came from england to give us a talk... ^^ hihi.. tat uncle is so good.. n kept on smiling all the way...
haha... when he first came to sabah, it was around 1960... n my mom wast born yet.. waw......
well, meet a new friend there.. haha.. came from west m'sia... i think i meet her o her sis b4.. but just cant remember.. HAIZ.....
haha.... chit chat for a while.......
thn wen home of coz...... haha... on9 lar... ^^
well.... afternoon, i spend my time working,.... haiz... a lot things tat need to be done.. T.T
haha....... need to finish my scrip to,........ duno wat will turn out thn ...
just can wish mua self good luck o... ^^ n one more thing.. (I lOVE FRIDAYS>>>)
haha... when he first came to sabah, it was around 1960... n my mom wast born yet.. waw......
well, meet a new friend there.. haha.. came from west m'sia... i think i meet her o her sis b4.. but just cant remember.. HAIZ.....
haha.... chit chat for a while.......
thn wen home of coz...... haha... on9 lar... ^^
well.... afternoon, i spend my time working,.... haiz... a lot things tat need to be done.. T.T
haha....... need to finish my scrip to,........ duno wat will turn out thn ...
just can wish mua self good luck o... ^^ n one more thing.. (I lOVE FRIDAYS>>>)
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
my sisters b'day....
haha... today is my sisters birthday.....
went out with ty today.... ^^ bring my sis to cp thn go work....
thn when finish work thn go eat dinner thn go home,.,..... ^^
today got my first gaji... haha.. so happy o.... ^^
haha.. although not alot.. but i'm still happy of it.. haha..... ^^
not much things happen today... ^^
went out with ty today.... ^^ bring my sis to cp thn go work....
thn when finish work thn go eat dinner thn go home,.,..... ^^
today got my first gaji... haha.. so happy o.... ^^
haha.. although not alot.. but i'm still happy of it.. haha..... ^^
not much things happen today... ^^
Saturday, December 03, 2005
today....
i always put my title as today.. some times i really duno how to discripe my day.. today, a horibble day.
i can't really says it is horrible, but something happen that let me feel vry sad. haha..been blam for nothing///......
thn din talk with my family for the whole day.........
sometimes i really dun feel like talk to them.. y? u can fell more that they would not like to care bout u.....
haha.. mayb ppl will say that i am sensitive.. nvm.. i noe wat am i thinking..
haiz..... some times i raelly feel tat it wil be vry good if i'm not here.... meaning i'm not at this earth... crazy thinking rite????
i also duno wat will happen next.... i'm getting more n more not feeling well.. but wat can i say???
i can't really says it is horrible, but something happen that let me feel vry sad. haha..been blam for nothing///......
thn din talk with my family for the whole day.........
sometimes i really dun feel like talk to them.. y? u can fell more that they would not like to care bout u.....
haha.. mayb ppl will say that i am sensitive.. nvm.. i noe wat am i thinking..
haiz..... some times i raelly feel tat it wil be vry good if i'm not here.... meaning i'm not at this earth... crazy thinking rite????
i also duno wat will happen next.... i'm getting more n more not feeling well.. but wat can i say???
Thursday, December 01, 2005
wat a day...
today woke up late.. coz yesterday was vry tired....
yesterday woke up at 7.30 in the morning to prepare to go to duno wat wanita thing...
haha, thn came back to home around 2.30.. well, of coz i have free lunch at hyatt. ^^ so happy.
after reach home, i stay at home rest.. haha, coz din really slept well. after that at night, got meeting on the zipopo show. haiz... 16 more days.. n i have not prepare anything... ai......
but the happy thing is yes, at last there will be a camp that i can go... ^^ haha....
well, i have not prepare anyting... wat to do?? cannot thing of anything.. n also duno how.. the song n all i also not yet finish.. hai... how o???
well, today mom n sis n pa went out n i need to cook lunch.. haiz... duno wat to cook also....T.T
not feeling really happy this few dayz. been scold all the way long... really sad...
well, not much things i been doin recenly.. but i need to do my homework lo... ^^
plenty of homework to do T.T
yeah, jia you to me o..~!~!
yesterday woke up at 7.30 in the morning to prepare to go to duno wat wanita thing...
haha, thn came back to home around 2.30.. well, of coz i have free lunch at hyatt. ^^ so happy.
after reach home, i stay at home rest.. haha, coz din really slept well. after that at night, got meeting on the zipopo show. haiz... 16 more days.. n i have not prepare anything... ai......
but the happy thing is yes, at last there will be a camp that i can go... ^^ haha....
well, i have not prepare anyting... wat to do?? cannot thing of anything.. n also duno how.. the song n all i also not yet finish.. hai... how o???
well, today mom n sis n pa went out n i need to cook lunch.. haiz... duno wat to cook also....T.T
not feeling really happy this few dayz. been scold all the way long... really sad...
well, not much things i been doin recenly.. but i need to do my homework lo... ^^
plenty of homework to do T.T
yeah, jia you to me o..~!~!
Sunday, November 27, 2005
yes~!~!
yeah... at last finish work liao.... ^^ so happy...
haha... stant for the whole 3days.... now can sit down.. SO 幸福o.... haha...
so now just sit here on9.. n yaya, pc fair, i buy webcam liao lo.. so happy o...
hihi... now can use my webcam.. although it is not so good.. but it is already enuf liao...
haha/////..
i vry fast happy de.....
well tomolo need to work again.. haiz.. need to sleep de lo......
haha... stant for the whole 3days.... now can sit down.. SO 幸福o.... haha...
so now just sit here on9.. n yaya, pc fair, i buy webcam liao lo.. so happy o...
hihi... now can use my webcam.. although it is not so good.. but it is already enuf liao...
haha/////..
i vry fast happy de.....
well tomolo need to work again.. haiz.. need to sleep de lo......
working.. haha...
well.. this is the second day working.. one more day to go.. haiz.... a bit tired now... been standing for the pass 12 hours.. yap.. haha "din noe i can stand for so long... ^^
well.... really have fun doin streamyx promotion.. haiz... but takling n asking ppl to sign up to streamyx... haha.. not easy... ^^
but at least i got some sign ups this two days......
need to be happy for it... ^^
well, tomolo.. sunday.. won be tat easy to finish 12 requirement... today i only have 6.. haiz.....
jia you lo me.... lolz... mom not back yet.. hai.. all need to be done ourself.....
need some sleep now.... so nite nite lo..^^
well.... really have fun doin streamyx promotion.. haiz... but takling n asking ppl to sign up to streamyx... haha.. not easy... ^^
but at least i got some sign ups this two days......
need to be happy for it... ^^
well, tomolo.. sunday.. won be tat easy to finish 12 requirement... today i only have 6.. haiz.....
jia you lo me.... lolz... mom not back yet.. hai.. all need to be done ourself.....
need some sleep now.... so nite nite lo..^^
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
ai...
today mom n family wen kl luu.... T.T
home a lone... need to do more work.. aizz
need to go do work lo... if not cannot finish by two people o.....
jia you o...... ^^
home a lone... need to do more work.. aizz
need to go do work lo... if not cannot finish by two people o.....
jia you o...... ^^
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
wah... whole day...
yesterday, when out shopping with my mom... but din buy anything.. haha.. just got myself a cloth.....yap.... ^^
thn at night, help my sister check her thises until 3.xx in the morning.... ai... not fun at all.......
haha.. so woke up vry late today... haha..... seldom woke this late... woke up around 11.00.. ai...
thn have breakfastat home.. thn is working again... haha....
had a late lunch.... just finished my lunch thou.... haha....
so need to go bahai center tonite... need to prepare... n als some of the things that is needed.. ^^
ai.. going to be a lone tomolo n until one week... ai... only two monkeys will be at home... T.T
not fun la.... ai.. but wt to do?
thn at night, help my sister check her thises until 3.xx in the morning.... ai... not fun at all.......
haha.. so woke up vry late today... haha..... seldom woke this late... woke up around 11.00.. ai...
thn have breakfastat home.. thn is working again... haha....
had a late lunch.... just finished my lunch thou.... haha....
so need to go bahai center tonite... need to prepare... n als some of the things that is needed.. ^^
ai.. going to be a lone tomolo n until one week... ai... only two monkeys will be at home... T.T
not fun la.... ai.. but wt to do?
Monday, November 21, 2005
wedding~!
haha... my fren got marrid.. yeah... haha.. really happy for her... ^^ hihi..... woke up so so so early yesterday.. around 4.30 am.. early rite? duno y this few days cannot sleep well.... ai....
thn my uncle from terengganu bring us go eat breakfast.... haha... so nice.. but i cannot eat much oo........ T.T not feeling well thou..... aiz...
thn start going to kote marudu.... for the wedding.. ^^ hihi.... fun o.....
we reach there around 2.00.. ^^ n my friend is getting married... haha.... so happy for them..... ^^...
after tat, when back home around 5.00.. haha... reach kk already around 9.xx....
here is some pictures o...^^
Thursday, November 17, 2005
orang utan?
haha, today staied at home n din go to schooll..... too tired.........^^
well, mom ask me to help her find orang utan... haha... the pictures r so so so so cute.. ^^ like it... well cannot write more thn need to finish my orang utan... ^^
well, mom ask me to help her find orang utan... haha... the pictures r so so so so cute.. ^^ like it... well cannot write more thn need to finish my orang utan... ^^
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
today....
today i when to do all the payment with my pa... haha...
well, morning i went to school as usual... thn after library, i went to kong's house.. did not know he actually stay vry near to dorothy's house haha.. there got so many kittens... so cute~!~! n two big cats.. preety..... haha
after reach home, straight away help my mom to prepare her things....
after my mom went off, my followed my pa to pay the bills... went to TM point.. so cute, the workers there all wearing tie tat is printed with the word TM point.... haha... saw stella n thien there.....
after tat, when to center point.. haha... pay the astro bill.... well, there was a fight there.. i mean gal fight... haha...... in side the astro shop... got ppl chao jia....... wa, tat gal really is angry......
thn i when to karamunsing.. haha.. yeah pa speng me eat poridge....hihi... but i ate vry slow, coz i' having hou long tong.... haha
when buy something n then i ended up here.......... in fron of the com after i come back home..^^ haha... to night need to go Baha'i center.haha.... so today need to prepare early... ^^
well, morning i went to school as usual... thn after library, i went to kong's house.. did not know he actually stay vry near to dorothy's house haha.. there got so many kittens... so cute~!~! n two big cats.. preety..... haha
after reach home, straight away help my mom to prepare her things....
after my mom went off, my followed my pa to pay the bills... went to TM point.. so cute, the workers there all wearing tie tat is printed with the word TM point.... haha... saw stella n thien there.....
after tat, when to center point.. haha... pay the astro bill.... well, there was a fight there.. i mean gal fight... haha...... in side the astro shop... got ppl chao jia....... wa, tat gal really is angry......
thn i when to karamunsing.. haha.. yeah pa speng me eat poridge....hihi... but i ate vry slow, coz i' having hou long tong.... haha
when buy something n then i ended up here.......... in fron of the com after i come back home..^^ haha... to night need to go Baha'i center.haha.... so today need to prepare early... ^^
Saturday, November 12, 2005
biithday of Baha 'u' llah
haha.. yesterday was Birthday of Baha 'u' llah... yeah, i got to wear nice nice to Bahai centar....
haha.. i wore all blue, n u noe wat, most of my friends wore blue too... so it was like.. YEAH.. all in blue.. hihi...
got many people went yesterday.. haha... meet many friends.. ^^ so happy..... wai ho told me bout the stpm exam... n it was so scary.. i think i need to work hard lo.... jia you o...~!~!
yaya.... one more thing is tat the refreshment was so nice.... but the not nice thing is tat i'm having "hou long tong" ai.... i can't even eat all those tasty food....... T.T
yesterday slept so vry late.. around 3.. huh.. n i woke up 9.30 this morning.... uhuh... i straight away clean the house.... yap... hihi.. the house is too messy.. i u noe how much i hate to c the house in a mess.
after tat, my pa ask us to push the car.. u noe y? coz the cat cannot start.... push the car is not a big problem... but pushing the can in the rain.. wah.. tat is a big problem.....
haha.. was all wet though.... haha.....
well, duno wat to do today.. hmm.. really need to find something to do de. lo.......^^
haha.. i wore all blue, n u noe wat, most of my friends wore blue too... so it was like.. YEAH.. all in blue.. hihi...
got many people went yesterday.. haha... meet many friends.. ^^ so happy..... wai ho told me bout the stpm exam... n it was so scary.. i think i need to work hard lo.... jia you o...~!~!
yaya.... one more thing is tat the refreshment was so nice.... but the not nice thing is tat i'm having "hou long tong" ai.... i can't even eat all those tasty food....... T.T
yesterday slept so vry late.. around 3.. huh.. n i woke up 9.30 this morning.... uhuh... i straight away clean the house.... yap... hihi.. the house is too messy.. i u noe how much i hate to c the house in a mess.
after tat, my pa ask us to push the car.. u noe y? coz the cat cannot start.... push the car is not a big problem... but pushing the can in the rain.. wah.. tat is a big problem.....
haha.. was all wet though.... haha.....
well, duno wat to do today.. hmm.. really need to find something to do de. lo.......^^
Friday, November 11, 2005
today....
it been one week of holiday... i think la, but one thing i dun like is tat i stil need to go back to school every day...~!~! OMG
so tired~!~! n not fun at all....... every day need to c those books~! ai.... plus, i getting sick again~!~! arg!
well...... been sleeping more today, hmm a sign that i'm getting sick~!haha...
ya o... tat nigth when to watch movie with yen nie.. lolz, we watch zorro, a nice movie~! yeah like it.... n got a bear again... cool huh~! the bear was SO CUTE~! try think where would i put the bear..... haha..... it was also a mirical that my mom would let me watch movie until 11.xx... haha... nice~!
pass few days, my cousin was at my house too... so happy to meet them again... there are from singapore, so u noe how long only i can meet them once. =) hihi, there r so tall.. n preety of coz.><
well, need to get ready to go bahai center liao.......^^ today is a big day, need to wear nice nice..... ^^
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
huh?
today is the first day of holiday... yeah... ppl should be happy of it.. but not me.. today early morning... i need to go back to school to check the books in the library... oh well.. wat to do bout it......
haha.. when to school around 7.50 am.... means i need to wake up around 7 in the morning... ai.... but at least i got little rest yesterday.... (except waiting for someone to reach home....) but at last i cannot stand... n of coz..... fall a sleep... got a terrible dream.... argh....... n the thing is... i got back their msg only around 12.xx..... i really do not have enuf sleep.... ai..... .... ><
yeah.. tat was morning... thn din have any breakfast till around 12.00... ai.... here goes again....
well wat to do... need to check all the books... at least i hv reach 800 book... (some thing that i can be happy of today) so tired........ but the bad news is tat i stil need to go back to school... coz y.. coz i'm the ketua ting 6?? wat is this.... u noe, three week is like... damn long ok..... ai......
ok .ok... back to today.... yeah... after having lunch (at last..) when back home in louise's car... hihi.. so happy..... can reach home safely..... ^^
reach home... but my parents was no in.. meaning need to take care of my sisters n brother. ai...
thn wash the colth , clean the room, take the cloth, dry the cloth, clean the fan.... zap.. in is already 5 pm/..... ai,... thn where was i after tat? =) of coz in fron com la... XD
haha.... but now need to cook lo... no idea wat to cook.......... ai,......
holiday so not fun... where also cannot go.. cannot go out, cannot go camp..... ai............... SAD~!!~
but there is more things tat let me feel sad.... now i seldom chat with him.. i start to duno who is him..... n i dun like this feelings... ai....
well today i wil go c movie with yennie... mayb she can help me...... haha... at least some entertaiment for now~!
haha.. when to school around 7.50 am.... means i need to wake up around 7 in the morning... ai.... but at least i got little rest yesterday.... (except waiting for someone to reach home....) but at last i cannot stand... n of coz..... fall a sleep... got a terrible dream.... argh....... n the thing is... i got back their msg only around 12.xx..... i really do not have enuf sleep.... ai..... .... ><
yeah.. tat was morning... thn din have any breakfast till around 12.00... ai.... here goes again....
well wat to do... need to check all the books... at least i hv reach 800 book... (some thing that i can be happy of today) so tired........ but the bad news is tat i stil need to go back to school... coz y.. coz i'm the ketua ting 6?? wat is this.... u noe, three week is like... damn long ok..... ai......
ok .ok... back to today.... yeah... after having lunch (at last..) when back home in louise's car... hihi.. so happy..... can reach home safely..... ^^
reach home... but my parents was no in.. meaning need to take care of my sisters n brother. ai...
thn wash the colth , clean the room, take the cloth, dry the cloth, clean the fan.... zap.. in is already 5 pm/..... ai,... thn where was i after tat? =) of coz in fron com la... XD
haha.... but now need to cook lo... no idea wat to cook.......... ai,......
holiday so not fun... where also cannot go.. cannot go out, cannot go camp..... ai............... SAD~!!~
but there is more things tat let me feel sad.... now i seldom chat with him.. i start to duno who is him..... n i dun like this feelings... ai....
well today i wil go c movie with yennie... mayb she can help me...... haha... at least some entertaiment for now~!
Sunday, November 06, 2005
fun~!
just came back from Ranau...... yeaz.. my home town.. it seems a long time since i when back to ranau...
well.. many things have change there..... haha... but yet every thing still seems the same.... haha... miss the roti canai over there. haha
well... meet my cousin there.... there r so tall~!~! wah.......... i really getting shoter now..
haha..... i when to sabah tea..... nice place...........
if go ranau... i cannot miss to play chess with my cousin..... there r so good.... hai... long time din play.........
well... on the way going back to kk... the mist was so thick until i cannot c anything... wah.. so scary...... lucky my pa was a good driver..... haha.......
well... need to do work lo...........
well.. many things have change there..... haha... but yet every thing still seems the same.... haha... miss the roti canai over there. haha
well... meet my cousin there.... there r so tall~!~! wah.......... i really getting shoter now..
haha..... i when to sabah tea..... nice place...........
if go ranau... i cannot miss to play chess with my cousin..... there r so good.... hai... long time din play.........
well... on the way going back to kk... the mist was so thick until i cannot c anything... wah.. so scary...... lucky my pa was a good driver..... haha.......
well... need to do work lo...........
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
wat am i?
i use to think.. who am i n wat am i?
i'm someone ppl trow rubbish at?
i am someone ppl dun care at all?
i'm someone tat ppl make puppet at?
i'm someone who wokr hard but at last gets scolding only?
i'm someone trying to chage all my wrong doings but at last stil been scold by ppl?
i'm someone with no friends?
i'm some one which cannot talk my feelings out?
i am some one that cannot say NO.. n when i say that means i'm wrong?
i not sure what am i .. but i noe all above is me...
so meaning i am as a rubbish... yeah... a rubbish.....
funny heh..... ppl can hate me so much,..... n i also hate my self......
i hv tried hard... but it is all useless.... what can i do?nothing.
i'm not friendly at all... no use.....
all my felings i need to keep deep in my heart.... keep it as deep as posible...
i am asking.. wat am i in ur heart? tell me truly... if i'm someone bad.. just tell me... i'm not someone who can hate one ppl easyly..... tat i noe..... coz i my self is hate by ppl.
i'm someone ppl trow rubbish at?
i am someone ppl dun care at all?
i'm someone tat ppl make puppet at?
i'm someone who wokr hard but at last gets scolding only?
i'm someone trying to chage all my wrong doings but at last stil been scold by ppl?
i'm someone with no friends?
i'm some one which cannot talk my feelings out?
i am some one that cannot say NO.. n when i say that means i'm wrong?
i not sure what am i .. but i noe all above is me...
so meaning i am as a rubbish... yeah... a rubbish.....
funny heh..... ppl can hate me so much,..... n i also hate my self......
i hv tried hard... but it is all useless.... what can i do?nothing.
i'm not friendly at all... no use.....
all my felings i need to keep deep in my heart.... keep it as deep as posible...
i am asking.. wat am i in ur heart? tell me truly... if i'm someone bad.. just tell me... i'm not someone who can hate one ppl easyly..... tat i noe..... coz i my self is hate by ppl.
Friday, October 21, 2005
? vs ??
hahaha.. i alwayss don't know wat to put in my title... it seems vry hard to put...
well... many things has passed... first is prom nite, thn is a day working in the new hotel.. LE MERIDIAN.. fun o... so nice the hotel... i love goin new hotel... tats y i love my mom's job... haha... lucky me o
well, today is bb ball match.... haha... form 6 won. but i noe tat actually the form 4 can play more better if they were not under perasure..... poor them o....... well , tomolo there is another match... haha.... i think they mayb will win gua....
today i spend my time in the library as usual... well, i type the chinese books in to the com... hmm, only manage to finish 10 books.,.. so slow o..... rite? but u noe how long i finish only 10 books? well almost 1 and a half hours... haha..... need to improve in my typing o.... lolz.....
well... another day have pass n i still not yet think wat to buy.. hmm wat to buy a? i'm thinking to make my self.. but i noe many dun like de... wat to do.. wat to buy? y so many ppl birthday at the same time de?
haha... u noe, yesterday something funny happen.. i was involve in one of the party chats... but the point is, i din noe anyone in da party chat... so the only thing i can do was to noe new ppl... it was ok ok for me to noe new ppl o to makes friend.. u all noe that i'm not good at tat.....
well ,... need to finish my home work fast... cannot write more lo.. ^^
good luck to al those is de friends o.. good luck in ur exam...~!
well... many things has passed... first is prom nite, thn is a day working in the new hotel.. LE MERIDIAN.. fun o... so nice the hotel... i love goin new hotel... tats y i love my mom's job... haha... lucky me o
well, today is bb ball match.... haha... form 6 won. but i noe tat actually the form 4 can play more better if they were not under perasure..... poor them o....... well , tomolo there is another match... haha.... i think they mayb will win gua....
today i spend my time in the library as usual... well, i type the chinese books in to the com... hmm, only manage to finish 10 books.,.. so slow o..... rite? but u noe how long i finish only 10 books? well almost 1 and a half hours... haha..... need to improve in my typing o.... lolz.....
well... another day have pass n i still not yet think wat to buy.. hmm wat to buy a? i'm thinking to make my self.. but i noe many dun like de... wat to do.. wat to buy? y so many ppl birthday at the same time de?
haha... u noe, yesterday something funny happen.. i was involve in one of the party chats... but the point is, i din noe anyone in da party chat... so the only thing i can do was to noe new ppl... it was ok ok for me to noe new ppl o to makes friend.. u all noe that i'm not good at tat.....
well ,... need to finish my home work fast... cannot write more lo.. ^^
good luck to al those is de friends o.. good luck in ur exam...~!
Saturday, October 08, 2005
hihi... exam.. two more dayys
yeah... two more days to go...... but this exam... not easy...... is chinese...... wah.. not fun o...
need to study the two books... but the main thing is not tat.... is the book all need to hafal....
ai.....
well.... i think i can finish de.....
jia you o.... yes....... ~!~!
need to study the two books... but the main thing is not tat.... is the book all need to hafal....
ai.....
well.... i think i can finish de.....
jia you o.... yes....... ~!~!
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
a girl thinkz
When a GIRL is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says I love you, she means it.
When a GIRL says "i miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that.
When a GIRL is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says I love you, she means it.
When a GIRL says "i miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Saturday, September 24, 2005
hmm..... thinking n thinking n thinking
many days i did not write my blog... kind of busy lately....
haha.... sometimes things does not go the way we wanted.. but wat can we do thn?
today i when to school. actually we go to school to study, but lastly the teacher did not come. so i ended up playing b.ball... funny, i keep long hair, but someone told me i look like a guy, n they actually thought i am a guy? omg? with long hair???
but sometime, we cannot control wat people think we are, but sometime it is really hard listening to them. but the only way to bcome better, to improve , is to listen to them.
well, mayb i am bad n no quallity, o many, but wat can i do? is it my wrong n i need to change it?
ever we felt something we dun wan to feel, but the feel keep on coming?
ever u try dun to be sad but u cant?
ever u try hard to change ur personality but u become worse?
ever u try to make frends but u ended up alone?
had anytime you feel that no people can accept wat you are?
well, wat do u feel when u are no good in anything? n nothing at all?
always people say that there are things that you are vry good in, o if practise, thn you can be good in it. but until now, i never believe it. haha.... when u do not have the talent, meaning u really don't have it. no matter how much you practise or change. haha....
haha.... sometimes things does not go the way we wanted.. but wat can we do thn?
today i when to school. actually we go to school to study, but lastly the teacher did not come. so i ended up playing b.ball... funny, i keep long hair, but someone told me i look like a guy, n they actually thought i am a guy? omg? with long hair???
but sometime, we cannot control wat people think we are, but sometime it is really hard listening to them. but the only way to bcome better, to improve , is to listen to them.
well, mayb i am bad n no quallity, o many, but wat can i do? is it my wrong n i need to change it?
ever we felt something we dun wan to feel, but the feel keep on coming?
ever u try dun to be sad but u cant?
ever u try hard to change ur personality but u become worse?
ever u try to make frends but u ended up alone?
had anytime you feel that no people can accept wat you are?
well, wat do u feel when u are no good in anything? n nothing at all?
always people say that there are things that you are vry good in, o if practise, thn you can be good in it. but until now, i never believe it. haha.... when u do not have the talent, meaning u really don't have it. no matter how much you practise or change. haha....
Sunday, August 28, 2005
dun ignore ur gf sms.
Jane is a typical college girl who enjoyslife to the fullest.She loves her boyfriend so much and texts him every now and then.
Mark is Jane's boyfriend who works in a call center in Los Angeles.He's always busy doing so many things.He only manage to reply to Jane's texts when he got off from work.
One time, Mark receive a message from Jane : "Hi baby ! How are you ? I miss you ! Call my house when u get home..take care ! I loveyou !"
Mark ignored the message because he always receive the same message when ever it is time for him to go home from work.
"Baby, I miss you...did u eat yet ?! Take care when you get home ! I'll be waiting for yourcall...I love you !"
"Baby, where are you ?! It's unfair that you dont reply to my texts...well, I'm just gonna wait for your call...I love you !"
Mark reaches home and lay on his bed.The last time he knew is that he's reading Jane's text.
He was so tired he fall asleep and wasn't able to return Jane's call.
He can still hear his phone beeps but he's too tired to take a glimpse on the message.
When he woke up the next day, he remembers that he needs to call Jane.He ignored the messages and dialed to Jane.
No one answering in her house.He called up her cellphone and he was surprised that her father answered the call.
In his voice you can feel his tears and hear his heart tearing apart.
"Mark, why havent you called ? Jane was waiting for your call all night !"
"Dad, I'm sorry. I fell asleep being so tired from work...I was calling ur house but no one was answering. Where are you ? So I can come over."
"Just meet me at Jane's house."
Mark went to Jane's house and much to his surprised he saw a lot of people inside.The house were so lighted but you can see the gloom on every person you'll meet there.
He was greeted by Jane's mom on tears.She hug him tight and cried on his shoulders.
"Jane was waiting for you. She didnt come with us because she was waiting for your call.She was killed by robbers that broke in our house. She's gone, Mark. She's gone."
"Thats impossible...she texted me...how could this happen ?!"
Mark can't look who's inside the coffin.He can't move and it feels like his whole body is stuck on the chair he's seating on.
He wanted to cry but it seems that something is blocking his tears to fall down.
He turned to his phone and read the messages of Jane.
"Baby, I'm not coming with my mom and dad..I'm just gonna wait for your call...."
"Baby...I'm so scared...It seems like theres someone downstairs...please call me now !"
"Babe....someones here...they might kill me...please call me now, where are you ?I need you here..!!"
"Baby....I love you !..."
He wanted to shout and cry so loud.It's true that Jane is waiting for his call.Up to her last breath she only thinks about him.
He stared at Jane inside the coffin.Suddenly tears starts flowing down his cheeks.
He can't say anything.The only words he uttered...
"My baby, I'm so sorry ! I could have known,I could have fought for you ! I'm really sorry !I love you so much !"
Mark is Jane's boyfriend who works in a call center in Los Angeles.He's always busy doing so many things.He only manage to reply to Jane's texts when he got off from work.
One time, Mark receive a message from Jane : "Hi baby ! How are you ? I miss you ! Call my house when u get home..take care ! I loveyou !"
Mark ignored the message because he always receive the same message when ever it is time for him to go home from work.
"Baby, I miss you...did u eat yet ?! Take care when you get home ! I'll be waiting for yourcall...I love you !"
"Baby, where are you ?! It's unfair that you dont reply to my texts...well, I'm just gonna wait for your call...I love you !"
Mark reaches home and lay on his bed.The last time he knew is that he's reading Jane's text.
He was so tired he fall asleep and wasn't able to return Jane's call.
He can still hear his phone beeps but he's too tired to take a glimpse on the message.
When he woke up the next day, he remembers that he needs to call Jane.He ignored the messages and dialed to Jane.
No one answering in her house.He called up her cellphone and he was surprised that her father answered the call.
In his voice you can feel his tears and hear his heart tearing apart.
"Mark, why havent you called ? Jane was waiting for your call all night !"
"Dad, I'm sorry. I fell asleep being so tired from work...I was calling ur house but no one was answering. Where are you ? So I can come over."
"Just meet me at Jane's house."
Mark went to Jane's house and much to his surprised he saw a lot of people inside.The house were so lighted but you can see the gloom on every person you'll meet there.
He was greeted by Jane's mom on tears.She hug him tight and cried on his shoulders.
"Jane was waiting for you. She didnt come with us because she was waiting for your call.She was killed by robbers that broke in our house. She's gone, Mark. She's gone."
"Thats impossible...she texted me...how could this happen ?!"
Mark can't look who's inside the coffin.He can't move and it feels like his whole body is stuck on the chair he's seating on.
He wanted to cry but it seems that something is blocking his tears to fall down.
He turned to his phone and read the messages of Jane.
"Baby, I'm not coming with my mom and dad..I'm just gonna wait for your call...."
"Baby...I'm so scared...It seems like theres someone downstairs...please call me now !"
"Babe....someones here...they might kill me...please call me now, where are you ?I need you here..!!"
"Baby....I love you !..."
He wanted to shout and cry so loud.It's true that Jane is waiting for his call.Up to her last breath she only thinks about him.
He stared at Jane inside the coffin.Suddenly tears starts flowing down his cheeks.
He can't say anything.The only words he uttered...
"My baby, I'm so sorry ! I could have known,I could have fought for you ! I'm really sorry !I love you so much !"
Saturday, August 27, 2005
stop???
this few days working.. ai... at last my eyes can rest.......
well..... yesterday talking with my mom n my big sis about the company....
i was shock when my mom ask me to stop study..... OMG... stop my studies??
the first word come out from my mouth was NOT WAY... NOT on earth that i'm going to stop my studies.....
well, tat means i really need to study hard to ensure i can get a scolarship thn. if not, i duno can i continue my studies to the level i wan o not... ai......
to tell the truth, at first, my mom erally hopes tat i can go to matric.. coz tat can cut down the expenses use by me... but i did not wan to study tat.. i wanted to study chinese.. i noe many ppl think i'm crazy coz i choose to study chinese.. which is not so popular... but.... wat to do... i have choosen this path.. i need to continue my long jouney... n i really need to get result.... ai.... duno how can i do it thn.. i don't wan to loose this appotunity to study...
so JIA YOU O~!!~!!~~!~!!
haha... today i take care of my sisters n brother.. haha.. been beat by my brother for more thn one hour... ai~! but at last he stop n sleep... hmm..... so pain... haha.....
well late lo... need to do homework lo..... ^^
going to study extremely hard~!!~ hihi... jia you o me~!
well..... yesterday talking with my mom n my big sis about the company....
i was shock when my mom ask me to stop study..... OMG... stop my studies??
the first word come out from my mouth was NOT WAY... NOT on earth that i'm going to stop my studies.....
well, tat means i really need to study hard to ensure i can get a scolarship thn. if not, i duno can i continue my studies to the level i wan o not... ai......
to tell the truth, at first, my mom erally hopes tat i can go to matric.. coz tat can cut down the expenses use by me... but i did not wan to study tat.. i wanted to study chinese.. i noe many ppl think i'm crazy coz i choose to study chinese.. which is not so popular... but.... wat to do... i have choosen this path.. i need to continue my long jouney... n i really need to get result.... ai.... duno how can i do it thn.. i don't wan to loose this appotunity to study...
so JIA YOU O~!!~!!~~!~!!
haha... today i take care of my sisters n brother.. haha.. been beat by my brother for more thn one hour... ai~! but at last he stop n sleep... hmm..... so pain... haha.....
well late lo... need to do homework lo..... ^^
going to study extremely hard~!!~ hihi... jia you o me~!
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Its a long time
Well, I seems a long time since I did not write my blog... Many things happen to me within this period of time.
Stil remember tat day my frien got lose in the jungle. lolz. listen bout his story really funny. it was raining and they could not get down from the water fall. but at last they manage to come back safely. really got us a shock.. haha.. a yek call me just to tell me tat his sis also gone missing until 10.xx night.. i mean they left the house at 6.xx morning. he was really scare tat his sis really missing.^^
thn this few days holiday. well, i'm really good in breaking things.. yap, i broke my spec again.. need to tell u clearly.. it is AGAIN. meaning in the whole family, i'm really good in spoiling my spect.. haha.. need to get one new one. well nothing much different coz just change the bingkai of the spec.
well at first the aunty of the shop, (which noe me quite well for breking my spec) took a pink spec for me... PINK?? OMG, i can wear any colour spec except pink. not tat i hate pink, but duno y i just dun like. but at last the old spec cannot fit in to tat, thn only we change to this GREEN one.. lolz.
this few days working over night.. haha.. tired. well i think i really need a GOOD REST.... hihi.. i write until here only o.... time to find my pillow n SLEEP~!~!
Stil remember tat day my frien got lose in the jungle. lolz. listen bout his story really funny. it was raining and they could not get down from the water fall. but at last they manage to come back safely. really got us a shock.. haha.. a yek call me just to tell me tat his sis also gone missing until 10.xx night.. i mean they left the house at 6.xx morning. he was really scare tat his sis really missing.^^
thn this few days holiday. well, i'm really good in breaking things.. yap, i broke my spec again.. need to tell u clearly.. it is AGAIN. meaning in the whole family, i'm really good in spoiling my spect.. haha.. need to get one new one. well nothing much different coz just change the bingkai of the spec.
well at first the aunty of the shop, (which noe me quite well for breking my spec) took a pink spec for me... PINK?? OMG, i can wear any colour spec except pink. not tat i hate pink, but duno y i just dun like. but at last the old spec cannot fit in to tat, thn only we change to this GREEN one.. lolz.
this few days working over night.. haha.. tired. well i think i really need a GOOD REST.... hihi.. i write until here only o.... time to find my pillow n SLEEP~!~!
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
sorry
just wana tell many ppl that i felt sorry.
someting i don't mean it, but.......
well, i duno wat to think now accept to study n forget everything that is bodering me.
............................. SORRY............................
someting i don't mean it, but.......
well, i duno wat to think now accept to study n forget everything that is bodering me.
............................. SORRY............................
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
out of place??
i really duno wat had happen to me.....
just feel this few month out of place...
mayb i'm thinking a lot, but.....
haha..... wat am i thinking....
today play my most love sport..... basket ball.....
long time din play liao.....
haha..... swet like something.... haha.....
well... need to go....
eat momom lo
bb/
just feel this few month out of place...
mayb i'm thinking a lot, but.....
haha..... wat am i thinking....
today play my most love sport..... basket ball.....
long time din play liao.....
haha..... swet like something.... haha.....
well... need to go....
eat momom lo
bb/
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
ai~!~!
since a long time din on9......
well... this few days always busy studying......
really not fun studying ekonomi....
but i hope i dun fail it.... if not i need to study bm...
which is not a fun subject.....
ai..........
anywhere, test coming soon...
need to eat book lo..... lol.
meaning read book..... ^^
wish me luck.
well... this few days always busy studying......
really not fun studying ekonomi....
but i hope i dun fail it.... if not i need to study bm...
which is not a fun subject.....
ai..........
anywhere, test coming soon...
need to eat book lo..... lol.
meaning read book..... ^^
wish me luck.
Sunday, July 17, 2005
meaning
Do you know what is family?
Do you really understand what is behind the word family? It gives me a shock when I know the answer.
So long I never realize I don't know the real Meaning of family.......... Here Is The Answer ...........
FAMILY =
(F)ather
(A)nd
(M)other
(I)
(L)ove
(Y)ou
WHY does a man want to have a WIFE?
Because:
(W)ashing
(I)roning
(F)ood
(E)ntertainment
WHY does a woman want to have a HUSBAND?
because:
(H)ousing
(U)nderstanding
(S)haring
(B)uying
(A)nd
(N)ever
(D)emanding
Do you know that a simple "HELLO" can be a sweet one?
Especially from your love one. (I mean not only from the boyfriend/girlfriend).
The word HELLO means :
(H)ow are you?
(E)verything all right?
(L)ike to hear from you
(L)ove to see you soon!
(O)bviously, I miss you ..
Do you really understand what is behind the word family? It gives me a shock when I know the answer.
So long I never realize I don't know the real Meaning of family.......... Here Is The Answer ...........
FAMILY =
(F)ather
(A)nd
(M)other
(I)
(L)ove
(Y)ou
WHY does a man want to have a WIFE?
Because:
(W)ashing
(I)roning
(F)ood
(E)ntertainment
WHY does a woman want to have a HUSBAND?
because:
(H)ousing
(U)nderstanding
(S)haring
(B)uying
(A)nd
(N)ever
(D)emanding
Do you know that a simple "HELLO" can be a sweet one?
Especially from your love one. (I mean not only from the boyfriend/girlfriend).
The word HELLO means :
(H)ow are you?
(E)verything all right?
(L)ike to hear from you
(L)ove to see you soon!
(O)bviously, I miss you ..
Saturday, June 18, 2005
ai..............
ever u feel u been left out?
well... tat is wat i feel now... duno y..
just feel being left out,..............
n that is not a good feeling........
well....... i duno why i feel so...
some time ppl long to have a freind.. i mean a close friend, till
u can tell them wat u feel.... really honestly...
n will not li yong u... but... haha... wat am i to have such a
appotunity?
well... i really sometime wan a friend. but, need a freind that
can noe me, n if i do wrong, can forgive...]
well, mayb i cannot always go out, n i need to do work...
but.... ai....
wat is friend? for me, some one who u can share ur feeling with
and will not get scolding...
someone who will support u, when u need help.
o will not scold u. even u cannot help her o do wat she wan...
i think is hard to be freind..
actually friend is so simple, dun make ur friend sad, o hurt them by saying something hush...
n of coz, make freinds with your heart...
i think that is the purest friendz...
most important is to forgive and to FORGET....
well... tat is wat i feel now... duno y..
just feel being left out,..............
n that is not a good feeling........
well....... i duno why i feel so...
some time ppl long to have a freind.. i mean a close friend, till
u can tell them wat u feel.... really honestly...
n will not li yong u... but... haha... wat am i to have such a
appotunity?
well... i really sometime wan a friend. but, need a freind that
can noe me, n if i do wrong, can forgive...]
well, mayb i cannot always go out, n i need to do work...
but.... ai....
wat is friend? for me, some one who u can share ur feeling with
and will not get scolding...
someone who will support u, when u need help.
o will not scold u. even u cannot help her o do wat she wan...
i think is hard to be freind..
actually friend is so simple, dun make ur friend sad, o hurt them by saying something hush...
n of coz, make freinds with your heart...
i think that is the purest friendz...
most important is to forgive and to FORGET....
Thursday, June 09, 2005
woman
By the time the Lord made woman, he was into his sixth day of working overtime.
An angel appeared and said,
"Why are you spending so much time on this one?"
And the Lord answered,
"Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic,
have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers,
have a lap that can hold four children at one time,
have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart
-and she will do everything with only two hands."
The angel was astounded at the requirements.
"Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model?
That 's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish.
"But I won't," the Lord protested.
"I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart.
She already heals herself when she is sick
AND can work 18 hour days."
The angel moved closer and touched the woman.
"But you have made her so soft, Lord."
"She is soft," the Lord agreed,
"but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."
"Will she be able to think?", asked the angel.
The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason and negotiate."
The angel then noticed something, and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek.
"Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model.
I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."
"That's not a leak," the Lord corrected, " that's a TEAR!"
"What's the tear for?" the angel asked.
The Lord said,
"The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief, and her pride."
The angel was impressed.
"You are a genius, Lord. You thought of everything! Woman is truly amazing."
And she is!
Women have strengths that amaze men.
They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning. They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideals. They give moral support to their family and friends.Women have vital things to say and everything to give.
HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,
IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.
An angel appeared and said,
"Why are you spending so much time on this one?"
And the Lord answered,
"Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic,
have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers,
have a lap that can hold four children at one time,
have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart
-and she will do everything with only two hands."
The angel was astounded at the requirements.
"Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model?
That 's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish.
"But I won't," the Lord protested.
"I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart.
She already heals herself when she is sick
AND can work 18 hour days."
The angel moved closer and touched the woman.
"But you have made her so soft, Lord."
"She is soft," the Lord agreed,
"but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."
"Will she be able to think?", asked the angel.
The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason and negotiate."
The angel then noticed something, and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek.
"Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model.
I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."
"That's not a leak," the Lord corrected, " that's a TEAR!"
"What's the tear for?" the angel asked.
The Lord said,
"The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief, and her pride."
The angel was impressed.
"You are a genius, Lord. You thought of everything! Woman is truly amazing."
And she is!
Women have strengths that amaze men.
They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning. They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideals. They give moral support to their family and friends.Women have vital things to say and everything to give.
HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,
IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.
yeah~!
lolz.. yesterday when to get my school uniform o.....
well it looks yellow, tast yellow, feel yellow... yuck..
lolz... for one thing i dun like yellow...
i mean the uniform. lolz... well it is not really yellow
it is more on cream... but i still dun like it...
haha.... well, i when to get my uniform..
so from start school... i will be more on less like a.....
BANANA... lolz... louise will kill me if she c this...
hmm.. wat to do.... need to wear that uniform till next year..
haha....
so , today wat i'm goin to do?
well... feel like to clean my room....
just now finish clean the house.
thn help my mom type her things...
now finish post, go clean my room
ppl will think y i dun wan to clean my room first only post... well
TELL U A SECRET... my sis just wake up...
haha.... so now only can clean
ai..~!~! later need to go out with my grandma...
bring her to clinic.... thn nite need to go bahai center...
well, i hope i can finish my things by then....
lolz.... but i dun think so.....
haha... plenty of things waiting me to finish....
so how is ur day?
yaya... school starting lo....
ai so scare.. cannot sleep late late liao...
cannot play com o c tv liao ... T.T
haha..... but at least i got something to do.......
i mean will not so bored...
haha... so scare to get in the new class.. meet new ppl.....
i really mean NEW~!
bless me n wish me luck thn..... ^^
well it looks yellow, tast yellow, feel yellow... yuck..
lolz... for one thing i dun like yellow...
i mean the uniform. lolz... well it is not really yellow
it is more on cream... but i still dun like it...
haha.... well, i when to get my uniform..
so from start school... i will be more on less like a.....
BANANA... lolz... louise will kill me if she c this...
hmm.. wat to do.... need to wear that uniform till next year..
haha....
so , today wat i'm goin to do?
well... feel like to clean my room....
just now finish clean the house.
thn help my mom type her things...
now finish post, go clean my room
ppl will think y i dun wan to clean my room first only post... well
TELL U A SECRET... my sis just wake up...
haha.... so now only can clean
ai..~!~! later need to go out with my grandma...
bring her to clinic.... thn nite need to go bahai center...
well, i hope i can finish my things by then....
lolz.... but i dun think so.....
haha... plenty of things waiting me to finish....
so how is ur day?
yaya... school starting lo....
ai so scare.. cannot sleep late late liao...
cannot play com o c tv liao ... T.T
haha..... but at least i got something to do.......
i mean will not so bored...
haha... so scare to get in the new class.. meet new ppl.....
i really mean NEW~!
bless me n wish me luck thn..... ^^
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
just come back from camp!~!~!
WELL.... just come back from camp yesterday... lolz... so fun(i think)
haha.. today sleep till vry late
wah.... broke my record.... sleep in the morning till afternoon thn
evening sleep till now... now just wake up.....
haha.... tat camp makes me learn a lot of things o.... hmm.... first time i felt that the time passed so fast~!~!
I REALLY MEAN SO FAST~!~!.
ai..... tonight need to go out again.... to practise step dance.~!
haha... duno where all my tenaga come from
well.... the camp was so fun.... i run around the whole place... haha
cool.. now loose weight pula...
but meet one friend staying at rich view..
elain staying there.... so nice... next time can go her house o...
o call her out... ^^
lolz..... well... need to prepare my self lo....
haha... ^^ need to go take bath.... ^^
haha.. today sleep till vry late
wah.... broke my record.... sleep in the morning till afternoon thn
evening sleep till now... now just wake up.....
haha.... tat camp makes me learn a lot of things o.... hmm.... first time i felt that the time passed so fast~!~!
I REALLY MEAN SO FAST~!~!.
ai..... tonight need to go out again.... to practise step dance.~!
haha... duno where all my tenaga come from
well.... the camp was so fun.... i run around the whole place... haha
cool.. now loose weight pula...
but meet one friend staying at rich view..
elain staying there.... so nice... next time can go her house o...
o call her out... ^^
lolz..... well... need to prepare my self lo....
haha... ^^ need to go take bath.... ^^
Sunday, May 22, 2005
haha... ai...
well.. today i work up late.... y ?? coz yesterday nite when to c movie, star wars with my big sis...
well, actually i no need to go de, but thn one of her fren cannot go, n my mom dun let her go out if she is the only gal goin out with a bunch of guys.. haha...
so i when out with them.... n c movie,... please note.. i NOT NEED TO PAY.... yeah~!~!~! meanign free movie..
haha,.... but i kinda dun like the movie.. y? coz the movie halfhalf one...
ai.....
haha the movie is something like 2.30 hour... wah... i almost sleep watching that movie..
but thn.. the light from the movie keep me awake... haha
when i reach home... OMG.. 12.00~!~! wah.... really sleepy..
but haha, dun wan to sleep pula....
ai... till 1 something i think only i sleep... wat lar me.
but ... everything ok.. my big sis.. keep on talking on tat movie.
so today when i woke up, wah~!~! 11.00 broke my record.. firstime sleeping till this late.
so li hai o....
thn i ate something.. thn,... haha... wash the kitchen/....
actually i should say playing with water... haha...
i enjoy it. but the only thing is it took me more thn 1 hour to clean all the water....
so tiring........^^
lolz...
well, actually i no need to go de, but thn one of her fren cannot go, n my mom dun let her go out if she is the only gal goin out with a bunch of guys.. haha...
so i when out with them.... n c movie,... please note.. i NOT NEED TO PAY.... yeah~!~!~! meanign free movie..
haha,.... but i kinda dun like the movie.. y? coz the movie halfhalf one...
ai.....
haha the movie is something like 2.30 hour... wah... i almost sleep watching that movie..
but thn.. the light from the movie keep me awake... haha
when i reach home... OMG.. 12.00~!~! wah.... really sleepy..
but haha, dun wan to sleep pula....
ai... till 1 something i think only i sleep... wat lar me.
but ... everything ok.. my big sis.. keep on talking on tat movie.
so today when i woke up, wah~!~! 11.00 broke my record.. firstime sleeping till this late.
so li hai o....
thn i ate something.. thn,... haha... wash the kitchen/....
actually i should say playing with water... haha...
i enjoy it. but the only thing is it took me more thn 1 hour to clean all the water....
so tiring........^^
lolz...
Thursday, May 19, 2005
haha..... go school
well... school start lo... but today in having holiday...
haha.... funny rite? coz school nothing to do lor...
the firstday just register n nothing to do...
i go dye back my hair...... but.. ai.. the colour cannot go in
so stil a bit coloured
thn yesterday, nothing to do... haha....
just stay at school....
but we did chat manythings bout freinds
well... i dun really noe wat to do when facing these problems
haha.. thn we when to han yees house.. hang around
today? i when out with dear dear.. to post office
lolz.... thn we go han yee there
play the com game
thn we go out eat...
when sending me home time, my sis call.. funny.. she call to other ppls hp...
not me~!~! lolz
she forget my number...
ai.....
thn we go take dear dear's sis thn only go buy paper....
haha... reach home.. my mom ask me to go out with her
thn we when to buy some make cake stuff...
haha.. guess who i meet.. wong tin fatt... ai.... y lar tat time meet him...
wat to do....
thn when home.. haha... thn SLEEP... so tired
haha... after tat... u noe.. here on9./...
lolz... tat is me first three schooling days...haha
haha.... funny rite? coz school nothing to do lor...
the firstday just register n nothing to do...
i go dye back my hair...... but.. ai.. the colour cannot go in
so stil a bit coloured
thn yesterday, nothing to do... haha....
just stay at school....
but we did chat manythings bout freinds
well... i dun really noe wat to do when facing these problems
haha.. thn we when to han yees house.. hang around
today? i when out with dear dear.. to post office
lolz.... thn we go han yee there
play the com game
thn we go out eat...
when sending me home time, my sis call.. funny.. she call to other ppls hp...
not me~!~! lolz
she forget my number...
ai.....
thn we go take dear dear's sis thn only go buy paper....
haha... reach home.. my mom ask me to go out with her
thn we when to buy some make cake stuff...
haha.. guess who i meet.. wong tin fatt... ai.... y lar tat time meet him...
wat to do....
thn when home.. haha... thn SLEEP... so tired
haha... after tat... u noe.. here on9./...
lolz... tat is me first three schooling days...haha
Sunday, May 15, 2005
失去你才知道愛著你
愛在一次兩人共進晚餐的夜晚 , 女孩跟男孩提出分手的要求..
男孩起先楞了一下．然後默默的接受了....
女孩說我們還是好朋友, 男孩說: 恩~對呀~只要你有任何困難我一定會幫你的...
然後像平時一樣傻笑..就這樣..平靜的吃完他們的最後一次晚餐
之後男孩還是每天打電話給女孩..問他過的怎樣?回到家了嗎? 吃飽了嗎?
女孩雖然覺得奇怪但也沒問．理所當然的接受男孩的關心
直到那女孩在一次遷怒的情況下對那男孩說:那跟你沒關係!!男孩淡淡的說:抱歉~打擾了
原來那女孩和他現在的男友吵架了．可憐的男孩成了出氣筒..
隔了一天女孩就沒接到男孩的電話了女孩覺得奇怪..但也沒多想..又過了幾天男孩還是都沒有打給女孩
女孩心想:搞甚麼?才念他兩句就給我耍脾氣真是的算了~到底是我理虧我打給他好了.順便．告訴他男生別這麼小氣~~
女孩打了半天沒人接就算了還暫停使用勒~女孩開始覺得奇怪了....跑到男孩的公司找男孩．但是男孩的同事說那個男孩早就離職了
男孩的老闆是男孩的好朋友,於是..那個女孩就問他那男孩去了哪呢?
他老闆說:我不知道我也在找他呀!?
女孩不死心.打電話去男孩家.男孩的家人說男孩出國了
女孩心想奇怪了
男孩的家境並不富裕怎麼可能讓他出國呢?(事實上男孩的家境也是女孩跟他分手的原因之一吧)再說他要出國就算沒告訴我...他的朋友也都該知道吧?真奇怪????
滿心懷疑的她帶著滿心的疑問回到家中...突然發現它的信箱裡有一封信!她打開來看...是男孩寫的信..
這下她確定男孩的確離開台南了..只是沒有說去了哪?可惡的豬頭~~走也不會說一聲~~
從此以後雖然女孩沒再見過男孩...但是總會定期的收到男孩的信特別是重要的日子..如女孩的生日時他會祝她生日快樂並附帶禮物..情人節時也不忘祝她幸福..和鮮花聖誕節更是不用說..就連女孩考大學都會收到他鼓勵的卡片
所以雖然女孩已經很久沒見過男孩了但是還都能感受男孩的關懷..只是女孩發現男孩寄給她的信幾乎都是沒有寄信住址的~要不然就是轉寄的~
真是怪了??彷彿是友人直接把信放在信箱的??..而且也不曉的為甚麼男孩的朋友們都變的對女孩特別好?不但生日有禮物還會邀女孩一起出去玩....
更甚的只要是男孩的朋友而她是女生的話還會主動邀女孩去逛街.聊天.講電話噓寒問暖等等..關懷的舉動...
令女孩覺得奇怪但時間一久了女孩也習慣了..
那段日子....她覺得好快樂好幸福..直到..女孩有一天發現男孩很久沒有寄信給他了..她覺得奇怪..但想說算了可能最近男孩比較忙吧?
但是一個星期過去了女孩還是沒有收到半封信...
她開始慌了..她不知道她為何會慌..只知道她想看男孩的信...
兩年了男孩總是會寫信給女孩..特別是在特別的日子裡總有男孩從遠方捎來暖暖的祝福..陪他繼續走下去..
雖然女孩沒辦法回信..但是這已經是女孩生活的一部份如今突然間消失了
女孩突然發現好像少了一個依靠..女孩開始四處打聽男孩的下落..到以前男孩常去的咖啡廳.茶店.書店.網咖.一坐.一待就是一整天...只希望能看到男孩...
但是都沒有...男孩好像就從世上蒸發了..
她抱著最後的希望到了男孩的好朋友的公司...問男孩的朋友及同事男孩的下落..
男孩的同事中有個女生叫的茹琳被女孩一問竟然哭了..女孩問茹琳妳怎麼了?男孩的老闆說:喂~~拿去打給這個人吧!!妳就知道他去那了...
女孩一看是一張有手機號碼的便條紙.女孩很開心..心想:總算被我找到了吧!!
女孩打了手機...:喂~~~?
手機那端傳來的是一個男生的聲音.
雖然女孩已經快2年沒見過男孩了.但是她確定電話裡的人不是男孩
女孩說:請問.....對方還沒聽女孩講完就說:喔..我知道你是誰了...妳找我哥哥的吧?我等妳很久了...你現在有時間嗎?方便出來嗎?我們約個地方祥談吧...妳就會明白的...
女孩一頭霧水的來到和男孩的弟弟約定的地方
女孩一看就知道他的確是男孩的弟弟因為的確蠻像的...
女孩迫不及待的問:妳哥哥呢?
男孩的弟弟沒說話只是靜靜的從手提袋裡拿出一封信...遞給女孩...
抱歉..其實這封信前幾天就該拿給妳了只是我不知道我應該怎麼拿給妳所以才拖到今天....
原來這兩年的信都是你寫給我的?!!女孩驚訝的問...
不不不不!!我只是代我哥哥交給妳罷了..
幹嘛那麼麻煩呀?真是的?故作神秘..女孩雖然嘴中念念有詞但是還是難掩臉上的興奮....
打開了信....
嗨~~~ 穗 妳最近過的好嗎?天氣開始轉涼了唷~自己小心身體唷?書讀的如何呢?別太貪玩了知道嗎?呵呵~把你說的像小孩子一樣..抱歉抱歉..只是..我真的放心不下妳
妳總是這麼需要人.關心.保護
不過妳放心我已經交代我的死黨們要好好照顧妳了...因為在妳看這封信的時候我早就到了一個很遠的地方了....我沒辦法在繼續照顧妳了..但我真的放心不下妳所以我用了這個辦法來陪妳度過接下來的日子....希望妳不要介意...
但是這很可能是我的最後一封信了因為我的時間到了....很抱歉我真的不是不想見妳..只是我不願意讓你看到我現在的樣子..更不希望因為我而讓妳傷心難過...
我希望妳開開心心的..這是我最大的願望呀..而且也快聯考了呀
如果因為我害妳沒考上我大概沒辦法原諒自己因為這是我的最後要求...
算一算大概有200多封吧?呵呵~希望妳不會嫌太囉唆~~我雖然快離開了...但是我沒有後悔跟妳在一起過..
跟妳在一起的日子我很開心.....雖然...妳最後不是選擇我...但這樣也好不然我真的不知道怎麼跟妳提分手
因為我不想連累妳...畢竟這樣的我是不可能給妳幸福的.跟妳分手後我的身體越來越差!!到了醫院檢查...醫生告訴我我只有3個月的壽命了...還好妳提早跟我分手了...不然...
呵呵~~~妳果然冰雪聰明....所以我將日子算一算照著年歷寫了200多封的信在叫我弟弟幫我依照日期寄給妳..就好像我還在妳身邊陪著妳一樣..
算算2年了吧?我想妳對我的感覺也比較淡了吧?應該比較能接受這個事實了吧??所以我在這時候寫最後一封信再說我也沒辦法再寫了...希望妳原諒....我不知道這樣對妳的影響會不會很大...
如果會..抱歉這次我沒辦法安慰妳了....我只想告訴你我愛妳..我恨不得能一輩子照顧妳...就算最後妳跟另一個男子攜手走向紅毯的另一端我也希望能繼續當妳的朋友.....
但我能嗎?我不能因為上天給我的時間到了...雖然短促但是我覺得並不後悔...我的人生是完整的...就像我們的戀情雖然短暫..但是我覺得值得了...
謝謝妳陪我談我今生的第一段戀愛..如果時間能從來我不會去追妳...不會愛上妳..過去能從來嗎?不能..所以我還是傷了妳....
如果明天的付出..等待..能讓妳我長相廝守我一定去做...但我有明天嗎?沒有..所以我還是會離開妳..
如果現在我能無牽無掛的離開人間就表示我已經不再愛妳..不再在乎妳...但我眼角的眼淚已經告訴我我放不下妳..所以是的我.愛.妳......
不要為我哭因為愛過妳我很幸福...割斷一段因緣很簡單...只要忘記思念的方法就可以了
所以忘了我吧....愛妳的奈落NERON 2001/9/21 奇美醫院
女孩看著信上的時間是他們分手的一個月後....也是她跟他說:這跟妳沒關係的隔天......
那天天氣轉涼了....秋天到了那晚在台南的3皇3家門口 一個女孩抱著一封信痛哭失聲.....
男孩起先楞了一下．然後默默的接受了....
女孩說我們還是好朋友, 男孩說: 恩~對呀~只要你有任何困難我一定會幫你的...
然後像平時一樣傻笑..就這樣..平靜的吃完他們的最後一次晚餐
之後男孩還是每天打電話給女孩..問他過的怎樣?回到家了嗎? 吃飽了嗎?
女孩雖然覺得奇怪但也沒問．理所當然的接受男孩的關心
直到那女孩在一次遷怒的情況下對那男孩說:那跟你沒關係!!男孩淡淡的說:抱歉~打擾了
原來那女孩和他現在的男友吵架了．可憐的男孩成了出氣筒..
隔了一天女孩就沒接到男孩的電話了女孩覺得奇怪..但也沒多想..又過了幾天男孩還是都沒有打給女孩
女孩心想:搞甚麼?才念他兩句就給我耍脾氣真是的算了~到底是我理虧我打給他好了.順便．告訴他男生別這麼小氣~~
女孩打了半天沒人接就算了還暫停使用勒~女孩開始覺得奇怪了....跑到男孩的公司找男孩．但是男孩的同事說那個男孩早就離職了
男孩的老闆是男孩的好朋友,於是..那個女孩就問他那男孩去了哪呢?
他老闆說:我不知道我也在找他呀!?
女孩不死心.打電話去男孩家.男孩的家人說男孩出國了
女孩心想奇怪了
男孩的家境並不富裕怎麼可能讓他出國呢?(事實上男孩的家境也是女孩跟他分手的原因之一吧)再說他要出國就算沒告訴我...他的朋友也都該知道吧?真奇怪????
滿心懷疑的她帶著滿心的疑問回到家中...突然發現它的信箱裡有一封信!她打開來看...是男孩寫的信..
這下她確定男孩的確離開台南了..只是沒有說去了哪?可惡的豬頭~~走也不會說一聲~~
從此以後雖然女孩沒再見過男孩...但是總會定期的收到男孩的信特別是重要的日子..如女孩的生日時他會祝她生日快樂並附帶禮物..情人節時也不忘祝她幸福..和鮮花聖誕節更是不用說..就連女孩考大學都會收到他鼓勵的卡片
所以雖然女孩已經很久沒見過男孩了但是還都能感受男孩的關懷..只是女孩發現男孩寄給她的信幾乎都是沒有寄信住址的~要不然就是轉寄的~
真是怪了??彷彿是友人直接把信放在信箱的??..而且也不曉的為甚麼男孩的朋友們都變的對女孩特別好?不但生日有禮物還會邀女孩一起出去玩....
更甚的只要是男孩的朋友而她是女生的話還會主動邀女孩去逛街.聊天.講電話噓寒問暖等等..關懷的舉動...
令女孩覺得奇怪但時間一久了女孩也習慣了..
那段日子....她覺得好快樂好幸福..直到..女孩有一天發現男孩很久沒有寄信給他了..她覺得奇怪..但想說算了可能最近男孩比較忙吧?
但是一個星期過去了女孩還是沒有收到半封信...
她開始慌了..她不知道她為何會慌..只知道她想看男孩的信...
兩年了男孩總是會寫信給女孩..特別是在特別的日子裡總有男孩從遠方捎來暖暖的祝福..陪他繼續走下去..
雖然女孩沒辦法回信..但是這已經是女孩生活的一部份如今突然間消失了
女孩突然發現好像少了一個依靠..女孩開始四處打聽男孩的下落..到以前男孩常去的咖啡廳.茶店.書店.網咖.一坐.一待就是一整天...只希望能看到男孩...
但是都沒有...男孩好像就從世上蒸發了..
她抱著最後的希望到了男孩的好朋友的公司...問男孩的朋友及同事男孩的下落..
男孩的同事中有個女生叫的茹琳被女孩一問竟然哭了..女孩問茹琳妳怎麼了?男孩的老闆說:喂~~拿去打給這個人吧!!妳就知道他去那了...
女孩一看是一張有手機號碼的便條紙.女孩很開心..心想:總算被我找到了吧!!
女孩打了手機...:喂~~~?
手機那端傳來的是一個男生的聲音.
雖然女孩已經快2年沒見過男孩了.但是她確定電話裡的人不是男孩
女孩說:請問.....對方還沒聽女孩講完就說:喔..我知道你是誰了...妳找我哥哥的吧?我等妳很久了...你現在有時間嗎?方便出來嗎?我們約個地方祥談吧...妳就會明白的...
女孩一頭霧水的來到和男孩的弟弟約定的地方
女孩一看就知道他的確是男孩的弟弟因為的確蠻像的...
女孩迫不及待的問:妳哥哥呢?
男孩的弟弟沒說話只是靜靜的從手提袋裡拿出一封信...遞給女孩...
抱歉..其實這封信前幾天就該拿給妳了只是我不知道我應該怎麼拿給妳所以才拖到今天....
原來這兩年的信都是你寫給我的?!!女孩驚訝的問...
不不不不!!我只是代我哥哥交給妳罷了..
幹嘛那麼麻煩呀?真是的?故作神秘..女孩雖然嘴中念念有詞但是還是難掩臉上的興奮....
打開了信....
嗨~~~ 穗 妳最近過的好嗎?天氣開始轉涼了唷~自己小心身體唷?書讀的如何呢?別太貪玩了知道嗎?呵呵~把你說的像小孩子一樣..抱歉抱歉..只是..我真的放心不下妳
妳總是這麼需要人.關心.保護
不過妳放心我已經交代我的死黨們要好好照顧妳了...因為在妳看這封信的時候我早就到了一個很遠的地方了....我沒辦法在繼續照顧妳了..但我真的放心不下妳所以我用了這個辦法來陪妳度過接下來的日子....希望妳不要介意...
但是這很可能是我的最後一封信了因為我的時間到了....很抱歉我真的不是不想見妳..只是我不願意讓你看到我現在的樣子..更不希望因為我而讓妳傷心難過...
我希望妳開開心心的..這是我最大的願望呀..而且也快聯考了呀
如果因為我害妳沒考上我大概沒辦法原諒自己因為這是我的最後要求...
算一算大概有200多封吧?呵呵~希望妳不會嫌太囉唆~~我雖然快離開了...但是我沒有後悔跟妳在一起過..
跟妳在一起的日子我很開心.....雖然...妳最後不是選擇我...但這樣也好不然我真的不知道怎麼跟妳提分手
因為我不想連累妳...畢竟這樣的我是不可能給妳幸福的.跟妳分手後我的身體越來越差!!到了醫院檢查...醫生告訴我我只有3個月的壽命了...還好妳提早跟我分手了...不然...
呵呵~~~妳果然冰雪聰明....所以我將日子算一算照著年歷寫了200多封的信在叫我弟弟幫我依照日期寄給妳..就好像我還在妳身邊陪著妳一樣..
算算2年了吧?我想妳對我的感覺也比較淡了吧?應該比較能接受這個事實了吧??所以我在這時候寫最後一封信再說我也沒辦法再寫了...希望妳原諒....我不知道這樣對妳的影響會不會很大...
如果會..抱歉這次我沒辦法安慰妳了....我只想告訴你我愛妳..我恨不得能一輩子照顧妳...就算最後妳跟另一個男子攜手走向紅毯的另一端我也希望能繼續當妳的朋友.....
但我能嗎?我不能因為上天給我的時間到了...雖然短促但是我覺得並不後悔...我的人生是完整的...就像我們的戀情雖然短暫..但是我覺得值得了...
謝謝妳陪我談我今生的第一段戀愛..如果時間能從來我不會去追妳...不會愛上妳..過去能從來嗎?不能..所以我還是傷了妳....
如果明天的付出..等待..能讓妳我長相廝守我一定去做...但我有明天嗎?沒有..所以我還是會離開妳..
如果現在我能無牽無掛的離開人間就表示我已經不再愛妳..不再在乎妳...但我眼角的眼淚已經告訴我我放不下妳..所以是的我.愛.妳......
不要為我哭因為愛過妳我很幸福...割斷一段因緣很簡單...只要忘記思念的方法就可以了
所以忘了我吧....愛妳的奈落NERON 2001/9/21 奇美醫院
女孩看著信上的時間是他們分手的一個月後....也是她跟他說:這跟妳沒關係的隔天......
那天天氣轉涼了....秋天到了那晚在台南的3皇3家門口 一個女孩抱著一封信痛哭失聲.....
數和葉子
我很喜歡其中一句話：「葉子的離開，是因為風的追求，還是樹的不挽留。」 倘若你愛上一個人，千萬別裝作無所謂毫不在乎，愛情，玩不起心理戰呀！
趕快跟你的他表白吧
樹
會叫樹的原因，是因為我擅長畫水彩畫，最愛畫樹，久而久之，我的畫作右下方索性以一棵樹來代表我。 高中三年交過五個女朋友，有一個女孩子，我很愛她，卻遲遲不敢追，她沒有美麗的面孔，沒有姣好的身材，沒有撩人的魅力，一個再平凡不過的女孩子。
我喜歡她，真的真的很喜歡她，喜歡她的單純，她的直率，她的可愛，她的智障，她的脆弱。 不追她的原因，也許是潛意識覺得平凡如她配不上我；也許是因為怕在一起後，一切的好感都會消失；也許是怕外人的指指點點傷害了她；也許是覺得，她會是我的，不用急著為了她而放棄一切。 最後這個原因，讓她陪了我三年，讓她看著我和別的女孩子廝混了三年，讓她心痛了三年。
她很想當一個好演員，但我卻像一個嚴苛的導演。我和第二個女朋友在廁所接吻，被她撞見，她尷尬的笑笑說：「Go ~ on！」然後跑掉，第二天，她眼睛腫得像核桃一樣，我故意不去猜想是誰讓她哭成這樣，嘲笑了她一天，她在所有人都回家後，在教室哭了起來，她不知道練球回來拿東西的我，看了她一個多小時。
我的第四個女朋友，一直很不喜歡她，有次她們兩個吵了起來，我知道依她的個性不會去惹事，但我還是護著女朋友，她被我吼了一下後，愣住，眼淚滑了下來，我無視她的眼淚，陪女友走出教室，第二天，她依舊嘻嘻哈哈的和我開玩笑，我知道她很難過，但她不會知道我的心不比她好受。
當我和第五個女朋友分手時，我約她出去玩，玩了一天，我對她說：「我有事要對妳說。」她說：「真巧，我也有事要對你說。」「我和她分手了。」「我和他在一起了。」我知道「他」是誰，他追她也有一陣子了，是個蠻可愛的男孩子，活潑有趣，充滿了熱情，追她追得滿城風雨。
我不能表現自己的心痛，只能笑笑地恭喜她，但當我回到家，心中的痛楚強烈得令我無法承受，像有個千斤重的石頭壓在我胸口，我無法呼吸，想大叫卻叫不出來，眼淚竟然滑了下來，我掩面大哭，多少次，我也看著她為了那個不願承認的人掩面大哭。
畢業典禮時，我在手機上發現了一封簡訊，這是十天前，我掩面大哭時傳來的，只是我一直沒有去開過機。 「葉子的離開，是因為風的追求，還是樹的不挽留。」
葉子
高中時，喜歡蒐集葉子，why？因為我覺得，一片葉子要離開它長期依賴的樹，好勇敢哩！ 高中三年，我和一個男孩子很好，不算男女朋友那種好，是好朋友那種好，但是，在他交第一個女朋友時，我學會了一種不該有的感覺，吃醋，心中的酸，不是一顆檸檬可以比喻，那就像是100顆臭酸的檸檬，酸到不行，他們只在一起兩個月，當他們分手，我還得掩飾自己心中強烈的喜悅，但是一個月後，他和另一個女孩子在一起。
我喜歡他，也知道他喜歡我，可是，他為什麼總是不追我呢？明明喜歡彼此，為什麼不行動？每當他交一個女朋友，我就心痛一次，一次又一次的打擊，讓我不禁懷疑，是我一廂情願嗎？不愛我，為什麼要對我那麼好？他對我的好，已經不是普通朋友可以做到。喜歡一個人，好難過，我可以清楚的知道他的喜好，他的習慣，唯獨他對我的感覺，我猜不透，難道要我這個女孩子去開口嗎？
儘管如此，我還是想在他身邊，關心他，陪他，愛他，也許算是一種等待的行為，等待他回來愛我，就像每天晚上等他的電話，等他的簡訊，我知道，就算他再忙，也會撥出一些時間給我。這樣的等待，陪了我三年，等待是難熬的，是令人想放棄的，但等到的那一剎那，讓人第二天會繼續等下去。這樣的煎熬，這樣的痛苦，這樣的幸福，這樣的矛盾，陪了我三年。
直到三年級下學期，高二一個學弟喜歡上我，每天的熱情追求，令我從一開始的拒絕，漸漸願意挪出我心房的一些位置給他。他像一陣溫柔而持久的風，撩撥我這片搖搖欲墜的葉子，到最後，我發現我已經不想只留一點點的位置給這陣風，我知道這陣風，會帶我這片傷痕累累的葉子，到更幸福的地方。 於是我離開了樹，樹只是笑笑，沒有挽留。 「葉子的離開，是因為風的追求，還是樹的不挽留。」
風
因為我喜歡的女孩子叫葉子，因為她有一棵令她依戀的樹，所以我要當一陣風，一陣呵護她的風。 第一次看見她，是高二我轉來一個月後的事，個子小小的她坐在球場旁，一雙眼凝視著同和我在球場的學長，每天的社團時間，她總會坐在那裡，一個人，和朋友，她的眼光依舊凝視著他，當他和女孩子打打鬧鬧，她的眼中有淚，當他看向她，她的眼中有笑。看她成了我的習慣，就像她愛看他。
有一天她沒來，我心中沒來由的焦慮與不安，我無法解釋那種感覺，除了不安，還是不安，而且那學長竟然也不在。我衝去他們教室，躲在外面，看著學長罵她，她的眼淚，他的離去。 第二天，她依舊坐在場邊，看著他，我走過去，對她笑一笑，拿了張紙條給她，她先是驚訝的看著我，然後笑笑地收下。 隔天，她拿著紙條出現在我面前，然後離開。 「葉子的心太沉重，風吹不動。」 「不是葉子的心太沉重，是葉子根本就不想離開樹。」
我回給她這段話後，她漸漸會和我說話，收我的禮物，接我的電話。 我知道她喜歡的不是我，但我還是有毅力一定要讓她喜歡上我，四個月內我告白了不下20次，每一次她都轉移話題，但我還是不會放棄，我決定要的人，我就一定會給它追過來！ 一直到不知道第幾次的告白，出了口，雖然知道她一定會又說到別的事，但還是有一絲絲希望她的答應，沒想到她都不說話，「妳在幹嘛？怎麼不說話？」我對著話筒說。
「我在點頭。」 「啊？」我不敢相信自己的耳朵。 「我在點頭！」她大聲叫。 我甩掉電話，匆匆披上一件衣服，上了機車，衝去她們家按門鈴，當她開門的那一剎那，緊緊抱住她。 「葉子的離開，是因為風的追求，還是樹的不挽留。」
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趕快跟你的他表白吧
樹
會叫樹的原因，是因為我擅長畫水彩畫，最愛畫樹，久而久之，我的畫作右下方索性以一棵樹來代表我。 高中三年交過五個女朋友，有一個女孩子，我很愛她，卻遲遲不敢追，她沒有美麗的面孔，沒有姣好的身材，沒有撩人的魅力，一個再平凡不過的女孩子。
我喜歡她，真的真的很喜歡她，喜歡她的單純，她的直率，她的可愛，她的智障，她的脆弱。 不追她的原因，也許是潛意識覺得平凡如她配不上我；也許是因為怕在一起後，一切的好感都會消失；也許是怕外人的指指點點傷害了她；也許是覺得，她會是我的，不用急著為了她而放棄一切。 最後這個原因，讓她陪了我三年，讓她看著我和別的女孩子廝混了三年，讓她心痛了三年。
她很想當一個好演員，但我卻像一個嚴苛的導演。我和第二個女朋友在廁所接吻，被她撞見，她尷尬的笑笑說：「Go ~ on！」然後跑掉，第二天，她眼睛腫得像核桃一樣，我故意不去猜想是誰讓她哭成這樣，嘲笑了她一天，她在所有人都回家後，在教室哭了起來，她不知道練球回來拿東西的我，看了她一個多小時。
我的第四個女朋友，一直很不喜歡她，有次她們兩個吵了起來，我知道依她的個性不會去惹事，但我還是護著女朋友，她被我吼了一下後，愣住，眼淚滑了下來，我無視她的眼淚，陪女友走出教室，第二天，她依舊嘻嘻哈哈的和我開玩笑，我知道她很難過，但她不會知道我的心不比她好受。
當我和第五個女朋友分手時，我約她出去玩，玩了一天，我對她說：「我有事要對妳說。」她說：「真巧，我也有事要對你說。」「我和她分手了。」「我和他在一起了。」我知道「他」是誰，他追她也有一陣子了，是個蠻可愛的男孩子，活潑有趣，充滿了熱情，追她追得滿城風雨。
我不能表現自己的心痛，只能笑笑地恭喜她，但當我回到家，心中的痛楚強烈得令我無法承受，像有個千斤重的石頭壓在我胸口，我無法呼吸，想大叫卻叫不出來，眼淚竟然滑了下來，我掩面大哭，多少次，我也看著她為了那個不願承認的人掩面大哭。
畢業典禮時，我在手機上發現了一封簡訊，這是十天前，我掩面大哭時傳來的，只是我一直沒有去開過機。 「葉子的離開，是因為風的追求，還是樹的不挽留。」
葉子
高中時，喜歡蒐集葉子，why？因為我覺得，一片葉子要離開它長期依賴的樹，好勇敢哩！ 高中三年，我和一個男孩子很好，不算男女朋友那種好，是好朋友那種好，但是，在他交第一個女朋友時，我學會了一種不該有的感覺，吃醋，心中的酸，不是一顆檸檬可以比喻，那就像是100顆臭酸的檸檬，酸到不行，他們只在一起兩個月，當他們分手，我還得掩飾自己心中強烈的喜悅，但是一個月後，他和另一個女孩子在一起。
我喜歡他，也知道他喜歡我，可是，他為什麼總是不追我呢？明明喜歡彼此，為什麼不行動？每當他交一個女朋友，我就心痛一次，一次又一次的打擊，讓我不禁懷疑，是我一廂情願嗎？不愛我，為什麼要對我那麼好？他對我的好，已經不是普通朋友可以做到。喜歡一個人，好難過，我可以清楚的知道他的喜好，他的習慣，唯獨他對我的感覺，我猜不透，難道要我這個女孩子去開口嗎？
儘管如此，我還是想在他身邊，關心他，陪他，愛他，也許算是一種等待的行為，等待他回來愛我，就像每天晚上等他的電話，等他的簡訊，我知道，就算他再忙，也會撥出一些時間給我。這樣的等待，陪了我三年，等待是難熬的，是令人想放棄的，但等到的那一剎那，讓人第二天會繼續等下去。這樣的煎熬，這樣的痛苦，這樣的幸福，這樣的矛盾，陪了我三年。
直到三年級下學期，高二一個學弟喜歡上我，每天的熱情追求，令我從一開始的拒絕，漸漸願意挪出我心房的一些位置給他。他像一陣溫柔而持久的風，撩撥我這片搖搖欲墜的葉子，到最後，我發現我已經不想只留一點點的位置給這陣風，我知道這陣風，會帶我這片傷痕累累的葉子，到更幸福的地方。 於是我離開了樹，樹只是笑笑，沒有挽留。 「葉子的離開，是因為風的追求，還是樹的不挽留。」
風
因為我喜歡的女孩子叫葉子，因為她有一棵令她依戀的樹，所以我要當一陣風，一陣呵護她的風。 第一次看見她，是高二我轉來一個月後的事，個子小小的她坐在球場旁，一雙眼凝視著同和我在球場的學長，每天的社團時間，她總會坐在那裡，一個人，和朋友，她的眼光依舊凝視著他，當他和女孩子打打鬧鬧，她的眼中有淚，當他看向她，她的眼中有笑。看她成了我的習慣，就像她愛看他。
有一天她沒來，我心中沒來由的焦慮與不安，我無法解釋那種感覺，除了不安，還是不安，而且那學長竟然也不在。我衝去他們教室，躲在外面，看著學長罵她，她的眼淚，他的離去。 第二天，她依舊坐在場邊，看著他，我走過去，對她笑一笑，拿了張紙條給她，她先是驚訝的看著我，然後笑笑地收下。 隔天，她拿著紙條出現在我面前，然後離開。 「葉子的心太沉重，風吹不動。」 「不是葉子的心太沉重，是葉子根本就不想離開樹。」
我回給她這段話後，她漸漸會和我說話，收我的禮物，接我的電話。 我知道她喜歡的不是我，但我還是有毅力一定要讓她喜歡上我，四個月內我告白了不下20次，每一次她都轉移話題，但我還是不會放棄，我決定要的人，我就一定會給它追過來！ 一直到不知道第幾次的告白，出了口，雖然知道她一定會又說到別的事，但還是有一絲絲希望她的答應，沒想到她都不說話，「妳在幹嘛？怎麼不說話？」我對著話筒說。
「我在點頭。」 「啊？」我不敢相信自己的耳朵。 「我在點頭！」她大聲叫。 我甩掉電話，匆匆披上一件衣服，上了機車，衝去她們家按門鈴，當她開門的那一剎那，緊緊抱住她。 「葉子的離開，是因為風的追求，還是樹的不挽留。」
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goin back to school
well.... school starting soon lo..... lolz...... need to wake up early T.T not fun....
haha..... but anyway, at least i no need to stay at home n feel so boring... haha.. cannot wait to study again... so mis the time study for test... haha... funny o me...
well.... now i'm so busy on the camp.. n help my mom work.. so i cannot write much lo...
ai... need to work even on sunday.. ai....
haha..... but anyway, at least i no need to stay at home n feel so boring... haha.. cannot wait to study again... so mis the time study for test... haha... funny o me...
well.... now i'm so busy on the camp.. n help my mom work.. so i cannot write much lo...
ai... need to work even on sunday.. ai....
Monday, May 09, 2005
goin back to school
well... today i when back to schoo.. y? because i cannot go in to form 6.. so need to find tat teacher... but thn one teacher not in school n one teacher teaching in class... so i waited for like 1 hour... haha
me n my mom waited at school... thn suddenly one of the teacher saw me.. so how? he ask me lar which school i wana go in.. i say i wanted to take chinese.. so i'll go in to form6.. thn aiyo... so many things he say.. say this n tat... wat lar...
thn the teacher in class come to bilik guru.... but thn.. ai .. need to wait for the other teacher.. which only coming back on wed.. n only b at school at thus.. ai...
thn i the teacher ask me to c the counselor.. to c the uni things... so tomolo need to go school again...ai~!~!~!~!~!~!
haha... i walk back home.. thn wat i did? i sleep lo... wah~! sleep till 6.50 o.. wah... first time i sleep till so long... really li hai... haha.......
thn here am i on9 again.. lolz...
tat is wat happen today //. = )
me n my mom waited at school... thn suddenly one of the teacher saw me.. so how? he ask me lar which school i wana go in.. i say i wanted to take chinese.. so i'll go in to form6.. thn aiyo... so many things he say.. say this n tat... wat lar...
thn the teacher in class come to bilik guru.... but thn.. ai .. need to wait for the other teacher.. which only coming back on wed.. n only b at school at thus.. ai...
thn i the teacher ask me to c the counselor.. to c the uni things... so tomolo need to go school again...ai~!~!~!~!~!~!
haha... i walk back home.. thn wat i did? i sleep lo... wah~! sleep till 6.50 o.. wah... first time i sleep till so long... really li hai... haha.......
thn here am i on9 again.. lolz...
tat is wat happen today //. = )
Saturday, May 07, 2005
wat a day~!
haha... not everyday is happy rite?
haha.. but duno y this few days my mood goes up n down.... haha.... y?
I DUNNO
well.. just feeling bad this few days.....
haha..
just wana say today i not happy... yesterday also not happt.. last few days also not happy....
ai~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!
haha.. but duno y this few days my mood goes up n down.... haha.... y?
I DUNNO
well.. just feeling bad this few days.....
haha..
just wana say today i not happy... yesterday also not happt.. last few days also not happy....
ai~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
well, i so happy o.... y coz i'm 18 le o....
haha... well, on 2 may, actually midnite, all my bahai frends help me celebrate my birthday,...... haha.. the tell me is the last day ah seng in kk, tomolo he is going to labuan liao...
but when we reach there, they were actually planing to celebrate my birthday...~!~!~! haha... so happy o.. they buy me cake somemore.....
thn at tat evening, i when yam cha with my best fren... well.. we have some chat n we also when to lintas supermarket... y? to blow aircorn... haha... funny rite? coz the weather was so vry vry vry vry HOT~!~!~! but on our way home, suddenly it feels like goin to rain....
thn at nite, i when to CHang Sheng Xue... haha.... i din think tat i can sit for so long o.... haha
but after tat, around 10.30, i when to damai, RC cafe. go there yam cha also... haha.....
my mom n pa also got go.. but they pak to at different place.. just beside us... haha... so funny.
later we when to tanjung aru... to blow wind.. actually i wana buy cake for vic... but thn... haha.. forget.... wat lar me... so funny o.. we try to find cake at tanjung aru... but way can find at tat time....
haha.. So we only wish him lo....
thn i drive home..... haha.... i duno how. n so SCARY...~!~!~!~!~!~!
lolz.. btu it was fun... haha... i dun think next time they wana let me drive again... hahahahahahhaha
haha... well, on 2 may, actually midnite, all my bahai frends help me celebrate my birthday,...... haha.. the tell me is the last day ah seng in kk, tomolo he is going to labuan liao...
but when we reach there, they were actually planing to celebrate my birthday...~!~!~! haha... so happy o.. they buy me cake somemore.....
thn at tat evening, i when yam cha with my best fren... well.. we have some chat n we also when to lintas supermarket... y? to blow aircorn... haha... funny rite? coz the weather was so vry vry vry vry HOT~!~!~! but on our way home, suddenly it feels like goin to rain....
thn at nite, i when to CHang Sheng Xue... haha.... i din think tat i can sit for so long o.... haha
but after tat, around 10.30, i when to damai, RC cafe. go there yam cha also... haha.....
my mom n pa also got go.. but they pak to at different place.. just beside us... haha... so funny.
later we when to tanjung aru... to blow wind.. actually i wana buy cake for vic... but thn... haha.. forget.... wat lar me... so funny o.. we try to find cake at tanjung aru... but way can find at tat time....
haha.. So we only wish him lo....
thn i drive home..... haha.... i duno how. n so SCARY...~!~!~!~!~!~!
lolz.. btu it was fun... haha... i dun think next time they wana let me drive again... hahahahahahhaha
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
sick~!
haha... busy busy busy day...... thn, wat happen? u will fall a sick.. well.. that was wat i been doin this few days.
haha.... yesterday, for me, the world was spiningh around.. n round n round.... ai......
terpaksa go sleep... thn plus my mom yesterday talk alot to me... aiks.... more headact.. haha.... wat to do.....but at least yesterday i spend my time sleeping
haha... today, my fever not yet gone off... but need to start work lo... ai!~!~!~!
so blur o me..... SO BLUR~!~!~!~!~!!!~!~!~!~!!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!
hahaha.. at least i write down tat i feel blur..... coz today need to face all the wording again... argh.....
hope i recover soon lo..`!~!~!^^
haha.... yesterday, for me, the world was spiningh around.. n round n round.... ai......
terpaksa go sleep... thn plus my mom yesterday talk alot to me... aiks.... more headact.. haha.... wat to do.....but at least yesterday i spend my time sleeping
haha... today, my fever not yet gone off... but need to start work lo... ai!~!~!~!
so blur o me..... SO BLUR~!~!~!~!~!!!~!~!~!~!!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!
hahaha.. at least i write down tat i feel blur..... coz today need to face all the wording again... argh.....
hope i recover soon lo..`!~!~!^^
Monday, April 25, 2005
lolz...
lolz... it is funny sometime there is some ppl who write their blog after the the next day telling wat happen yesterday... well. i'm ont of tat person~!~! ^^
haahahha.. the hamster still dun wan to come out.. well, i duno where is the hamster liao~!~! but yesterday, i when to kk, actually i din inform o remind anyone to go kk de.. but it turn out...... wow so many ppl when.. lolz, i guess i'm lucky thn.
me n my sis n louise when to c the iu day, there i also meet steph tay n steph lai. i also meet cindy, jana, gary, wilson, wai peng, wai on, fairuz, layli, greta, patrisia n many many ppl... wah... din though will meet so many ppl^^. ok, after the iu thinging thn me louise n my sis when down to of coz the place to play game. there we meet with fairuz n layli again... haha, tarik them to go take photo lo.... quite funny lar the pic we draw.. lolz....
thn wat happen? layli n fairuz need to go home liao, thn louise need to take money, so only me n huey luu alone, but we r really busy, for? of coz finding my cloth lar.... i buy new cloth.. o i should say new dress~!~!~! OMG a dress??~!~!~!~!~! lolz, ppl who know me well will noe i'm the type who do not like to wear dress.. but wat to do, need it during Ridvan day.. ai~!~!~!~!~!!~! terpaksa lar need to go buy one... haha..
than my sis also wana buy choth, so after found my dress, is time for huey luu to find hers.. lolz. i found out that she choose her baju a... so long~!~! i need to wait like for 1 hour at one shop... haha.... funny. thn after buy the cloth, we walk to the bus station.. huey luu pula there buat lawak.. she walk like so girlish.. haha.. so cacat o.... '
finaly we at kepayan, thn we go buy drinkz, whn walk back home again, haha, basket ball court there meet some frenz.. chat with them thn continue walk home... haha.. u noe, i been walking the whole day, duno y i can takan lar.......
lolz... but yesterday was rili tiring o..... lolz... duno wat will happen tomolo leh~?
haahahha.. the hamster still dun wan to come out.. well, i duno where is the hamster liao~!~! but yesterday, i when to kk, actually i din inform o remind anyone to go kk de.. but it turn out...... wow so many ppl when.. lolz, i guess i'm lucky thn.
me n my sis n louise when to c the iu day, there i also meet steph tay n steph lai. i also meet cindy, jana, gary, wilson, wai peng, wai on, fairuz, layli, greta, patrisia n many many ppl... wah... din though will meet so many ppl^^. ok, after the iu thinging thn me louise n my sis when down to of coz the place to play game. there we meet with fairuz n layli again... haha, tarik them to go take photo lo.... quite funny lar the pic we draw.. lolz....
thn wat happen? layli n fairuz need to go home liao, thn louise need to take money, so only me n huey luu alone, but we r really busy, for? of coz finding my cloth lar.... i buy new cloth.. o i should say new dress~!~!~! OMG a dress??~!~!~!~!~! lolz, ppl who know me well will noe i'm the type who do not like to wear dress.. but wat to do, need it during Ridvan day.. ai~!~!~!~!~!!~! terpaksa lar need to go buy one... haha..
than my sis also wana buy choth, so after found my dress, is time for huey luu to find hers.. lolz. i found out that she choose her baju a... so long~!~! i need to wait like for 1 hour at one shop... haha.... funny. thn after buy the cloth, we walk to the bus station.. huey luu pula there buat lawak.. she walk like so girlish.. haha.. so cacat o.... '
finaly we at kepayan, thn we go buy drinkz, whn walk back home again, haha, basket ball court there meet some frenz.. chat with them thn continue walk home... haha.. u noe, i been walking the whole day, duno y i can takan lar.......
lolz... but yesterday was rili tiring o..... lolz... duno wat will happen tomolo leh~?
Saturday, April 23, 2005
wat a day
today ...~!~! wat a day~!~!
today.. i wake up in the morning and found out that my sis's mice... erm.. i mean hamster had
gone missing...~!~!
lolz but it sound so funny rite? well the story goes like this....
my sis when to buy a hamster .. thn yesterday, i heard that her hamster fall sick. so me n my big sis take out the hamster from the "house" it was staying,(which the size of the cage is just like the susu junjung tin tat big)... lolz... i gave it some water n change the cage in to a bigger box.... give it some food... thn we when to sleep...
haha.. thn wat happen today? the hamster gone missing..... y? coz mayb i did not close the box nicely..... ai.. thn i terpaksa wake up at 6 o'clock to find that hamster... n i only slept for 4 hours... ai.... i never think tat i can sleep in such a short time.....
i find the hamster till 8.. n i still cannot find it... so i when to school.. to c the singing competition.
thn comeback.. i continue find the hamster till 1.30 oclock~!
OMG.... wat a day of finding hamster... ai... hope the hamster will come out.. fast fast come out~!~!
today.. i wake up in the morning and found out that my sis's mice... erm.. i mean hamster had
gone missing...~!~!
lolz but it sound so funny rite? well the story goes like this....
my sis when to buy a hamster .. thn yesterday, i heard that her hamster fall sick. so me n my big sis take out the hamster from the "house" it was staying,(which the size of the cage is just like the susu junjung tin tat big)... lolz... i gave it some water n change the cage in to a bigger box.... give it some food... thn we when to sleep...
haha.. thn wat happen today? the hamster gone missing..... y? coz mayb i did not close the box nicely..... ai.. thn i terpaksa wake up at 6 o'clock to find that hamster... n i only slept for 4 hours... ai.... i never think tat i can sleep in such a short time.....
i find the hamster till 8.. n i still cannot find it... so i when to school.. to c the singing competition.
thn comeback.. i continue find the hamster till 1.30 oclock~!
OMG.... wat a day of finding hamster... ai... hope the hamster will come out.. fast fast come out~!~!
Monday, April 18, 2005
in our life
in our life... we will meet with many different things... each things mayb will need you to make a choice.. whether the choice in good or bad.. we still need to make the choice.
when we are in form 4, i'm sure u have read the poem, "the road not taken" well.... at first i keep thinking it is just another boring novel... but after these years, i found out that it is not.
well... many will think why.. but, for me, i just can tell you that if u think wat the poem tells you, and bring it to our life today , in this age, u will find out that it actually helps us to think before we do anything.
lolz.... today, my day was o.k o.k.... go yam cha with some of my frens. and also saw many of the five A class ppl... kinda fun.
when home n cook something for myself n my sis.... thn go out with frends. well, time pass very fast, thn in half minit, i when back to home.
thn i help my mom something to do thn i on the com.. well... i duno wat will happen to nite.... but i hope it will be ok ok. coz my sis is coming back from west today......
well.. times really flys...... well.. few more days, i'm going to be old one eyar... ai~!~!~~!~! wat i am going to do?
when we are in form 4, i'm sure u have read the poem, "the road not taken" well.... at first i keep thinking it is just another boring novel... but after these years, i found out that it is not.
well... many will think why.. but, for me, i just can tell you that if u think wat the poem tells you, and bring it to our life today , in this age, u will find out that it actually helps us to think before we do anything.
lolz.... today, my day was o.k o.k.... go yam cha with some of my frens. and also saw many of the five A class ppl... kinda fun.
when home n cook something for myself n my sis.... thn go out with frends. well, time pass very fast, thn in half minit, i when back to home.
thn i help my mom something to do thn i on the com.. well... i duno wat will happen to nite.... but i hope it will be ok ok. coz my sis is coming back from west today......
well.. times really flys...... well.. few more days, i'm going to be old one eyar... ai~!~!~~!~! wat i am going to do?
为人守则
1. 你将获得一具躯壳。
不管你喜不喜欢，在人世的这段时间，这个身体都属于你。
2. 你必须接受学习的过程。
你将到一所称为“生活”的学校当全职学生，每天你都会有机会学习不同的课程；有些课程会让你觉得兴致盎然，有些或许会被你评为枯燥乏味。
3. 在人间，没有所谓的“犯错”，只有 “经验”。
成长是个“错了在试”的过程。 “失败”的经验和“成功”的经验一样可贵。
4. 你必须真正学会每个教训。
如果你不受教， 那么每个教训将会一再重复， 直到你学会为止。一旦学会了， 才能继续下个学习。
5. 学无止境。
生命的每个历程都有必须学习的课程，所谓“活到老， 学到老”。
6. 珍惜已拥有的。
没到手的一定比到手的稀奇， 但不一定比到手的更好。
7. 你会从他人身上看到自己。
你 会去爱某人， 是因为你在他身上看见自己的可爱之处；恨某个人也是同样的道理。
8. 你的一生全凭你自己决定。
你有所需的一切资源及工具， 如何利用， 全看你自己的本事及抉择。
9. 答案存在于你心中。
你心中的藏有对生命疑问的答案，只要你倾听内心的声音， 信任自己的直觉，必能得到解答。
10. 你将会忘记上述的规则。
11. 只要你愿意，你也可以随时记起这些规则。
对吧？？？
不管你喜不喜欢，在人世的这段时间，这个身体都属于你。
2. 你必须接受学习的过程。
你将到一所称为“生活”的学校当全职学生，每天你都会有机会学习不同的课程；有些课程会让你觉得兴致盎然，有些或许会被你评为枯燥乏味。
3. 在人间，没有所谓的“犯错”，只有 “经验”。
成长是个“错了在试”的过程。 “失败”的经验和“成功”的经验一样可贵。
4. 你必须真正学会每个教训。
如果你不受教， 那么每个教训将会一再重复， 直到你学会为止。一旦学会了， 才能继续下个学习。
5. 学无止境。
生命的每个历程都有必须学习的课程，所谓“活到老， 学到老”。
6. 珍惜已拥有的。
没到手的一定比到手的稀奇， 但不一定比到手的更好。
7. 你会从他人身上看到自己。
你 会去爱某人， 是因为你在他身上看见自己的可爱之处；恨某个人也是同样的道理。
8. 你的一生全凭你自己决定。
你有所需的一切资源及工具， 如何利用， 全看你自己的本事及抉择。
9. 答案存在于你心中。
你心中的藏有对生命疑问的答案，只要你倾听内心的声音， 信任自己的直觉，必能得到解答。
10. 你将会忘记上述的规则。
11. 只要你愿意，你也可以随时记起这些规则。
对吧？？？
Sunday, April 17, 2005
anyone is special.
YOU are special....watever ppl say or think!~!
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this.
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air.
My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value.
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE.
You are special- Don't EVER forget it."
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this.
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air.
My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value.
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE.
You are special- Don't EVER forget it."
if a girl cry because of u.
A girl wont cry easily Except in front of the person who she love themost, she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily, only when she love you the most, she put down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please dont give her up,maybe bcoz of your decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry rite in front of you, When she cry bcoz of you, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling? Think.
Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity, In front of you, And bcoz of you?
She cry not because she is weak, She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity, She cry, Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, n agony have become too big aburden to be kept inside.
Guys, Think about it, If a girl cry her heart out 2 you, And all because of you, Its time to look back on wat u have done, Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it, Coz one day, It may be too late for regrets, It may be too late to say "im sorry".
To my friends... Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do dis to a girl, You may regret for the rest of your life. Maybe in your life, she's the onli one that love YOU the most.
Remember this lesson
A girl wont cry easily, only when she love you the most, she put down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please dont give her up,maybe bcoz of your decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry rite in front of you, When she cry bcoz of you, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling? Think.
Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity, In front of you, And bcoz of you?
She cry not because she is weak, She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity, She cry, Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, n agony have become too big aburden to be kept inside.
Guys, Think about it, If a girl cry her heart out 2 you, And all because of you, Its time to look back on wat u have done, Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it, Coz one day, It may be too late for regrets, It may be too late to say "im sorry".
To my friends... Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do dis to a girl, You may regret for the rest of your life. Maybe in your life, she's the onli one that love YOU the most.
Remember this lesson
Friday, April 15, 2005
wat a busy day...
today is a busy n tiring day.
yesterday i need to wake up at 6 morning, plus yesterday i olny can sleep at 2 o'clock in the morning, i so today getting up from bed was so hard. lolz.... at first, i wake up at 6, not really wake up, but is been wake by my sister who need to go to school. ai... thn my tiring day starts....
at first, i need to do something in the com... but thn my mom call us to go to the market to buy vegi for the house... thn i ended up the whole morning in the market buying o i should say carrying the vege... n i can tell u that it is HeavY!~!
thn we when to see kiong.. there.. we just help my father push the troly.. n walking around n around n round... n round round... lolz.... i can tell u it was so long....
thn i reach home.... someone come to my house... lolz.. so sweet.....
thn at night, i when to meeting... wah... so headact o......
the meeting ends at 10.30.. wah.. at last finish....
but tomolo i need towake up at 4.00.. n now i'm still here in fron of the com n it is already 12.58.. lolz... i hope i can wake up tomolo.....
yesterday i need to wake up at 6 morning, plus yesterday i olny can sleep at 2 o'clock in the morning, i so today getting up from bed was so hard. lolz.... at first, i wake up at 6, not really wake up, but is been wake by my sister who need to go to school. ai... thn my tiring day starts....
at first, i need to do something in the com... but thn my mom call us to go to the market to buy vegi for the house... thn i ended up the whole morning in the market buying o i should say carrying the vege... n i can tell u that it is HeavY!~!
thn we when to see kiong.. there.. we just help my father push the troly.. n walking around n around n round... n round round... lolz.... i can tell u it was so long....
thn i reach home.... someone come to my house... lolz.. so sweet.....
thn at night, i when to meeting... wah... so headact o......
the meeting ends at 10.30.. wah.. at last finish....
but tomolo i need towake up at 4.00.. n now i'm still here in fron of the com n it is already 12.58.. lolz... i hope i can wake up tomolo.....
Sunday, April 10, 2005
today....
so how was today? everyone has their own today... but how was mine?
well... i start off with a nightmare... lolz.. this wake me up in the early morning
go to the livingroom to sleep.... cool.....~!~!
thn sleep not till 10 minits, my brother wake me up... ai..~!~!~ need to wake up lo...
so wat i did,,... i eat some bread n thn start to clean the house...
i start with the fan... thn with the floor.... thn with the plates thn ... OMG..... so many work...
lolz....
u noe when is my lunch?? at 3~!~! from mornign din eat till 3~!~! wah.......
thn continue work till now....
lolz.. now only stop.. haha.....
so this is my today.... ai....
HOw is Urs?
well... i start off with a nightmare... lolz.. this wake me up in the early morning
go to the livingroom to sleep.... cool.....~!~!
thn sleep not till 10 minits, my brother wake me up... ai..~!~!~ need to wake up lo...
so wat i did,,... i eat some bread n thn start to clean the house...
i start with the fan... thn with the floor.... thn with the plates thn ... OMG..... so many work...
lolz....
u noe when is my lunch?? at 3~!~! from mornign din eat till 3~!~! wah.......
thn continue work till now....
lolz.. now only stop.. haha.....
so this is my today.... ai....
HOw is Urs?
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
wat a day...
well...ever u find one day that u need to get up early n found out that u only busy in the morning but at the afternoon, u are so bored??? lolz...
well.. today my day is tat.... ai..... wat a day i can say.... all my family members wen out n now i at home alone...
mayb u will think that i can bo out ... but thn i cannot, coz there is still my little brother n sister at home...
yap... i need to babysit them....... n tat is so not nice,....
ai... wat to do...... now at home looking care of this few kids...
hope ur day in better thn mine thn ~!^^
well.. today my day is tat.... ai..... wat a day i can say.... all my family members wen out n now i at home alone...
mayb u will think that i can bo out ... but thn i cannot, coz there is still my little brother n sister at home...
yap... i need to babysit them....... n tat is so not nice,....
ai... wat to do...... now at home looking care of this few kids...
hope ur day in better thn mine thn ~!^^
Sunday, April 03, 2005
wah...~!~!~!
wat a day..... so long i din come here liao...
ya, this few days i was vry busy... lolz...
many things to do...
but wat i can do? nothing wat....... i just hope i can manage to finish every thing today..... wat bout u? do u have many things to do? lolz...??
ya, this few days i was vry busy... lolz...
many things to do...
but wat i can do? nothing wat....... i just hope i can manage to finish every thing today..... wat bout u? do u have many things to do? lolz...??
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