i'm here again

there are so many things i wan to say, but i dun noe how to say...
well, this few days is exam... but i'm sure i will not do well in this exam...
haiz... not tat i did not study,
but if u r at my house, n u can study, i really respact u...
every day it is only fighting,
wat kind of house is this??
well, my sickness is getting bad, n i dun noe how bad it will go...
hope that i will get well soon.
i did not when to the doctors, because no ppl bring me there.
haiz, i really dun noe wat kind of life is this
today, i canot c well, my eye has some problem, sometime, i'm really scare that i dun not have time for this world..
i reallt scare....
so i really need to appriciat life...
all that i can life....
although there are not many ppl noe bout this... o really care bout this... there is some one who care bout me, but their hadr work also have its border....
well, the only thing i have for my self now is hope. n hope i will live on.

hinese exam ... so headact.....

today is my chinese exam... so headact o me......
u ne, i actuay fnish red... but i dun remember a thing... ithink now is the time for me to be hard working already... haiz....
so, today's paper is like OMG... u ne at i mean...
i meet cikgu lim, my class teacher... he doesn't look ok... i think because i did bad in his paper... haiz.. irealy wuld not like taht to happen ....
s now feeling hrrible, terrilble...
plus, all the com in the librrary now is been ue by my friend to play games.... so u now how i feel now...
but wat cani do.. forgt t tell u where i am now...
i am sti in schol library,,....
playig the comm...
ot fun at all....
will be going out asap...
hrgh....
i really pe so...
b4 the teacher come scolding me .....
^^
just for now...

p.s my cm was strick by lightning... so this is how i enden up here now~!~!~~!

wat a day

haha, today i start off my day by calling people up from bed... i call him from 8.00 morning until 9.00 am... one hour, i call to his hp... but no answer, thn at last, i call to his house.. this of coz made him wake....
haha, but he is already late to go for tuition...
thn after that, i help abby to find for ho ching.. haha.. tat also took me a long time..
thn i when to tuition. study there till 11.30 n after that, me, abby, ting yao, ho ching, mei choon when to eat pizza.
haha
still ok la.. i n abby belanja ho ching.
later on, i went to find for mothers day present.
ting yao is having a hard time choosing his present..
haha.. we choose till like 4.00. then, we go damai to but stuff for de cake... T.T i cannot bake cake for my mom. so sad.
thn i when to teach children class of coz..
haha, they are still so cute...
thn here am i, on da com.. ^^

hope tomolo's mothers day will be fun ~!~!~!

其实很多男孩都不知道……

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子在冲他们发火后自己却转过身不断啜泣。
其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子从来不会真正生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。
其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对她自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，她是怕你做错事情。
你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火，不会冲你撒娇，不会让你哄她--因为在别人面前她都是淑女。
你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，即使让她生气也不会超过2天！

而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，
而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她……

于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她……
于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她……
于是，你们总莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福……
要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美~

因为她喜欢你，所以才偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。
因为她喜欢你，所以才会生你的气；而又是因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气那么久。

你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，很容易就碰伤摔碎。
你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害！

她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，因为真正值得让她哭的那个人根本舍不得让她哭……
她会很矜持，她会很骄傲，她会很冷淡，她总是嘴里说着“你走开”，心里却一直叫你留下。
请竖起你的耳朵，也请打开你的心，去听她内心真正的呼唤吧，而不是她嘴里的口是心非！
她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身；当侧身而过的时候，你看不见她的泪，那是滂沱在心里的泪~

如果你喜欢她，请多陪陪她；如果你喜欢她，请多宠宠她；如果你喜欢她，请多让让她……
如果你真的喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是一种呐喊！
请你张开臂膀拥抱她！
在爱情世界里，你们总是彼此伤害着，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈，爱到轰轰烈烈！
可是，爱情没有孰对孰错，更没有你比我多我比你少的概念。
你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够，不要试图让彼此受伤，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。
你们彼此相爱需要的是温暖、是幸福、是甜蜜、是快乐，而不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，更不要什么话都不讲就漠然离去。
要知道，当你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光……
越是安静，战火就越传，这是冷战，也是彼此的伤害。
无论以后怎么的复合，那些伤口是曾经存在的，是你怎么也抹不去的……

请给她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。
她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠、转身的无声安静。
请记住，相爱的人不要宣战，因为带来的伤害超出你的预计。
也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没什么是你接受不了的，只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子、所有的坏脾气、所有的臭毛病在你眼里都是撒娇。
也请记住，她喜欢你，需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她真心话。
她只是想你宠她，想你抱她……

muet>?

today is my muet speaking.
hmm... terrible o...
haiz.. wat to do....
but , still ok la... ( i hope so)
today i settle my tshirt..... hope it will turn out rite... i really hope.. n the time.. hmm...
haiz.. the library thing some more... headact....
so wat can i do?

mky birthday

yesterday was my birthday. at first, i din hope for anything... coz not much ppl wish me at school...
but when i reach home, chun ping call me to wish me,... thn i got many msg from my old old friend... haha.. they all wish me happy birthday..
afterthat, my family bring me to have dinner outside..... so happy. my pa also give me a tilam... so nice,,,, i can sleep well now.
thn i when out with my friends to easy way at beverly........ haha.... just chat chat n talk talk there. thn cut cake...
afterthat, i when to tanjung aru with ting yao, tet san, n yew. haha... we walk to the beach,..... so nice..... n cute too... ^^]
thn i went home... that is how i celebrate my birthday this year... ^^