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last day of class

2010-04-08T18:40:00.002+08:00

today was my last day of class in the university.. WAH~! i can't believe that time passes so fast~!
well.. i don't really have much to think now...
but i think before i end my university life, i must first finish my theses~!~!~!

Diabolo a day trip??

2010-04-04T22:50:00.004+08:00

As some of you might know, i was really busy for the pass few weeks...

y?? because of a project that is need to be done.. that is to create a movie....

N yes, i have totally on how to create a movie.... if i know i will not be studying linguistic rite... ><

so i ask my teacher whether i can interview him.. he said yes, n the next thing i know, i am already in the school where he teaches Diabolo.... ><

so, this is my another group member... her name is Behnaz.... ^^ we really took lots n lots of video...

And this is of coz the most important person... my teacher... n also the person that i was interviewing... good man.. good man..

This picture i took when he was talking to his student on the performance that will be held on the next day.... they look so stress up... or are they???

well, this was some picture out of lots of them that was took in that school

how ever, as i mention earlier, i am NOT GOOD in creating a good video...

the making itself took me like one week.. ><>

few more days in spain

2010-01-08T09:01:00.004+08:00

as some of you might know... it has been nearly a month... (izzit.. o more thn a month now) i am at spain.. an a few more days i will be back to Msia...

well, i really love spain... whn i first came here.. (salamanca) i felt in love with the slidely ancient taste city with a mixture of new modern life... it is not a big city.. but big enought to have everything in it... ^^

it is a city of my dream....

i felt really sad in the last day i staied in salamanca, till i cant sleep ... looking out the window thinking bout this spain... ensuring that everything i c is carve into my memory....

after salamanca, i am at madrid now. the capital city of spain... although the city is big, with a lot of thingy inside... shopping place, bars, place to visit.. but i somehow couldn't love this coty as much as how i love salamanca.. haha.. i think i am a quite bored person...

lastly, really hope that i can come back n continue my studies in salamanca.. ¬! love spain... !!!

2009-12-08T00:24:00.002+08:00

Hi people, at last i'm back in updating my blog.. as in the previous one, i'm now at spain...

so here are some pictures that i would like to show.....

well, when we reach here, it is the turning point of auturm to winter, so i have the chance to see the 2 season out of the four season... this is how it looks like with lots of leaves on the floor... ^^

nice??/

continue on with the place i stay.. the city i'm staying now is call salamanca, and the street i'm in now is el calle professor saez, downstairs there are convenient store. so we can buy some stuff we wan from there, and it is very convenient to buy things i need to cook... n this is the small but complete kitchen we have..

of coz.. even u are going a place to study.. but in reality, u are there for site seeing... that happens to me as well... i like spending my time walking around looking at places.. .n you will be amaze of the things you will see... this is one of the place i visited.. it is not something very special. this is the canteen for the university student... which you can eat for a very cheap price with a lot of stuff... plus the view of the place is extreamlly beautiful... as u can see from the pictures..

this is the place where i study.. well actually i'm in front of the office... so it is ot really "the place" i study... it is call aulas de la escuela, and the place i'm in now is escuelas menores.

ya, one more thing i would like to add.. on my way to spain, in the plan, i was very fortunate to have the oppotunity to c sunrise.. i think it was really a good way to start my trip in spain..

well this is all for now.. will update from time to time.. ^^

love n good luck~!

2009-12-03T23:13:00.002+08:00

halo there.....!!!!!

well, its been a long time since i go on9. for ur information, i´m currently in Spain.. yap, you heard me SPAIN..
haha shock, well i´m here just for a month, and will be back to malaysia on jan... just came here to take an intensive course, parcialy sponsore by the university.

i´m currently in a place call salamanca. which is at northwest of spain, 2 hours drive from madrid airport. this unic city is also a known as a city for student coz most of the people here are student of the university of salamanca and all the other things here are prepared best for student.
the weather here is very cold, but there is no snow, just strong wind and some rain. there are lots of people of different age, plus the the school n the city is merge together so to go to class, we will be walking pass houses, shops lots supermarket n more. for me it is very weird la, but getting use to it.

Things here are quite expensive.. exspecially food. so in order tp survive, i cook my self at home. the only thing which i can say it is cheap is their cloths. however, i found a place --> well, let me just call it as the student canteen, where with 3.60 euro (RM 18.00 ) i can have a bread (extreamly hard), a plate of salad, plate of meat and fries, fruit, water n yogurt. (considering this scheap in spain, usually food here cost me like 6-8 euro which is RM30-RM 40) haha.. so i´m officially undergoing a program call SAVE money..... wakakaka

anyways, at least i can still go on9 from time to time here which is free... thsnkz good ( the first few days, we cant find a place to go on9, n there is no connection in the house as well.)

well, will be updating from time to time about my spain trip + study

good luck everyone!!

exam vs study

2009-11-03T17:05:00.002+08:00

exam time is coming.. but there are still many things i need to do n need to be done.

often, many people will only start study the exam is only near the corner (haha including me)

this but sometimes, i really do wana change this bad habit by studying.. but i dun seem to be able to do it.. ><

and when i finaly have the commitment to start study early, i get sick n need to be in bed.. ><

*sign

well, i hope i will get better tomorow n be able to finish my studies ASAP~!

to all who will be sitting for exam, GOOD LUCK~!

2009-08-28T01:32:00.000+08:00

sorry for the half done post, but i somehow couldnt post the full page out.. ><

i'm back...

2009-08-28T00:35:00.004+08:00

hello people.. sorry for not updating for a very long time..... well, i will start off with sharing what did i do for my holidays. of coz travelling...

as i enjoy traveling all over, going to places n appriciate the beauty of people n places, this time, i came to Melacca, the historical place in Malaysia...

so what we have in Malacca?

when i talk bout historical placec, i mean historical

on the first night. i saw this really amazing thing, which is the fireworks rite on top of my head.. n even more amazing, i got to take a foto of it n it was in a love shape~!

the second amazing this is this, the carving stones in a famosa. carving is hard, n to carve findly is harder,,.. but these stone are nicely done n it lives till now~!

travel means pictures.. n the type of pic that cannot miss are candy shots... here are one of the best pic we had.. * i love this pic thats y i say it is the best pic.. ><

a pic with the very old canon, dunno still function o not..

well, here are the travelers that when to melacca... mua roomies... ^^ thankz a zillion to them for taking me to melacca...

naturally beauty of sunset.. coz it is just beside the sea.. here is a capture of it.. * i really like the sky... n i miss spending my time doing nothing n just watching the sky change its colur... make me realize how this word showfort its beauty humbely...

i love traveling

harry potter

2009-08-04T01:15:00.002+08:00

well, i'm not so of a fan of this movie, but today, i when to watch the so call last episode of harry potter, since i've been watching it from the begining ...

well.... after watching it, my feeling was... .... .... don't have words that i can discribe. of coz not in a good way.... first of all, the movie seen not ended.. n i wonder will they have episode 7 @.@

n the movie was a bit boring.. how can the greatest headmaster just die like tat??? so easy???

overall, i was quite dissapointed after the film.... if this should be the last episode....

bad day

2009-08-02T00:31:00.002+08:00

oh, i had a bad day.....

well... i think i should say i had a bad week...

it started of with ok, but slowly turns into a nighmare.. ><

my house was broke in on tues morning.. around 3 to 5, and for all the things, the stupid pencuri took my money n movil.... so i lost all my contact... *totaly sad about it

thn, i lost around 144 something ringgit.. in this time???~!~!~!

oh, well..... my father send the sim card to me so that i can get my old number back.. but untill now i haven get it back...

but the worst problem is i dunno where to get all my friends number.. and also working place number..

just like today, i was waiting for a cab.. and wish to make a call to the radio cab to c if there is any cab around..

but aperently, i forgot that i lost all my contact..

i was greatful to be able to get myself a cab home.....

this was how unlucky i am....

*but at leat now i got another new phone... which cost me alot.. T.T not traveling again...* sign

Earth hour

2009-04-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

328~! earth hour, i think where we need to show our kindness to the earth~!

so here goes nothing~!

our house held the earth hour as well where we switch all the lights, electric... incluf=ding computer... we put up some candles ... and waited for the one hour to pass.....

this was our little light.. so that we will not knock off anything from the house.... and hurt ourselves. the admosfere was no as bright as you seen... but actually, it was this dark in my house...

see how dark it was... so candle was necesary... okok, i know.. candles do give out heat as well.. but cant help it.. i cant be living in darkness..~!

saw my friend was eating with candle light dinner..... haha.. it was fun.. coz i was actually trying to blow off his candle~!

ss-ing again. this is something i can really do well... waahahahaha... looking closely to the fire and concetrating... as a remembrance actually.

so this was a fire picture that i took.... it was really nice... well.. i actually think that 328 does not only helps the earth.. but it also gives time to stop and rest... when the lights was off, then we only starts to notice our surroundings....

one hour of lights off is not actuall enuf, but i think is a very good time to let us say stop to ourself(forcefully) and think nicely before we continue on in our life~!

Diabolo presentation

2009-03-18T21:42:00.005+08:00

well, as the busy practice goes on in third college, finaly it is our performance day of the diabolo presentation for PHT, so every one was busying to make them selve preety to go up stage.. u know, there will be like many eyes looking at you..

so we were in the middle of makeup n some of the juniors starts to play with the web cam near us.. so i joint the fun n took this pictures..

at first it was really just a normal picture, but thn we found out few futures of the webcam.. n wala.. we capture a cute picture with flowers.. ^^

continue on, we found out a mirro button in the program.. so we try it on... it was fun... this pic shows only half of me... the other half a.... gone liao.... cool~!

c how we manage to make a beautiful art out from fingers~! too..

okok, continue on, here is our group photo.. taken just b4 we go up stage... ^^ the one in pink are seniors, red, teacher, n green junior plus a senior~! Go GO GOO~!~! diabolo

so, as we were busying preparing.. i saw my ex-roommate~! miss her so much... she was really preety tat day (she is always preety).

n she is wears a beautiful cheong sam~!~!~! red again.. so can c her from far.. she is going to sing for us~!

as usual.. ss ing~!

last pic.. a foto taken with juniors... check out behind.. joo chia,~! getting in to the picture as well.. ( i hope i got ur name rite, i only know chinese name.) ^^

so here are the updates..~!~! now, busying preparing for all the assignment.~! so ganbate~!

2009-02-22T20:04:00.003+08:00

here are some picture taken with my family when i when back to SABAH..

well, i cut my hair short, and now, i am with short hair.. haha...

so here are my family with 4 dauther and a son..

ps, BTW, i'm the second in the house... so don't mix up with my other sister which is actually younger than me.. ><

so chinese new year was fun.. and i got to get alot of ang pao from all my friends parents...

soon the time will come when i will not receive more angpao liao..==/'

so here are the pic of some friends and family.. ^^

2009-02-22T18:16:00.002+08:00

it had been a long time since i updated my blog..
well, i'm sorry about that... ^^

so how was my life?
i had a new lecture who teaches us spanish.. ^^
so happy.. someday will get his photo and paste up here.

okok... so now i started tutoring Ruhi book4.. ^^ it was a bit tough, coz it was in chinese.... ><
so every sat, i will go all over to damansara center n tutor...

well one more thing, i am thinking of changing my job now to demo power coz i really need my time....
haiz...
ok that is for now.. will continue writing when i have time.. now really is a busy time in the fac..,,. studying... exam and all.. so... GOOD lUCK

new year eve

2008-12-31T22:02:00.004+08:00

well, new year eve.. everyone when out to count down.. but me... yeah.. i'm here in front my computer n writing my blog... coz i have no way to go.. LOL/.... so wat can i do,... T.T

tomoro need to go work... haha...

but this year i have a really special christmas eve.. so let u all c wat christmaz eve i had..... it was simple... but fun... ^^

but as for my new year eve, here is what i hv been doing..

sit in fron com typing.. T.T

and with my other 2 house mate.... ^^

anyways, hope all, happy new year

may this year be better thn next year

continuation

2008-12-05T16:42:00.002+08:00

well continue with all the pic, this is the photo taken when i went to the mines wonderland.. which was the first time i when there.... nice o not..??

i saw a boat.. quickly ask my friend to help me take photo...// ^^ saw the boat??

when i was on my way finding for the road that lead me to the mines, i came across to a wall with phonix on it...// cold/....

haha... here are the other pic that i wanted to share to all of the people..// ^^

my trips

2008-12-05T15:58:00.004+08:00

well... after more then one week of trying to login to my blogger, at last i can login to my own blog.. ^^

so here are the long updates on wat have i did all this holiday.. well, i when to genting of coz, wit my house mates n my friends from 3rd colledge... so happy... ^^ here are the pictures..

well, this was when i came down from genting... it was really cold n alot of cloud...so this was how it was.... WHITE~!

scary right?? so here are all the ppl who when to genting.... of coz, due to the rain, we only ended up singing k in genting....

walking from first world to our destination...~!

btw, to tell u all, here is one special thing that i saw....when we were eating in one of the restaurant in genting,,... i saw this special thing.. its size is only like a small butter that they give us when we go in to the plain to put on the bread.. so.. guess what is it?? it was honey.. SO CUTE>...

so i took a pic of it.. and here it is

so, we ate at the restaurant and here are all the food that we ate.. guess how much it cost?? nearly RM 100..... die.. really expensive... so check out the 100 ringgit food...

btw, when we when uo, i came across a signboard at the cable care station... which i think it was really interesting.... because i have beed waiting more then 15 in the cable car station before i saw this signboard hanging on top of my head... check it out~!

and after i saw the board, i need to wait more then 15 minit again to reach the cable care.. =='

so here i am in the cable car.. it was a fun trip... ^^

well.... i when to many places again after that, like when to casino... (i'm 21 liao) and many site seeing..///..... but overall is that i can go play with my friends....^^

my days.. exam days...

2008-11-05T16:45:00.003+08:00

well... exam days.... a day where everyone doesn't like exam days...

well, increadably, i'm still able to find a time to get my self on9 and find a time to write my blog.. OMG... it is not that i prepared, is just that i need rest after few days of reading non stop.. ><

u wanan know what happen when people stard reading??

this was take last sem... but i think overall.], i think is the same..

*actually it is the same.. it was worse in my house.. ^^

exam exam

2008-11-02T23:45:00.002+08:00

忙碌的日子。。我快要喘不过气来的。。书上堆满了灰尘。。我准备好了吗？？不知是时间过得快，还是我的动作慢。。

好希望时间可以停留。。考完式意味着我又要大一岁了。。我准备好了吗？？我很清楚我的答案，但我还是不要去面对。。慧仪阿，醒醒点吧！！把我现在啊。，不要再偷懒了。。因为没时间了。。

drama?

2008-10-14T18:58:00.002+08:00

well.. it is the last two weeks of my second year first sem.. n guess what, i need to do 2 drama..

how this came about??

well, first of all.. if from my teacher.. spanish... she wanted us to act it out... the drama of coz.. so we ended up doing the drama...

thn in another class, the teacher said that we need to do a drama again..

wat??? why all this teacher love drama??

cannot understand them.. T.T

so now i'm stuck with two dramas...

i think all of us are stuck with two dramas... T.T

gambatee.....

unluckly o wat...

2008-09-22T01:02:00.002+08:00

well, i use to think that if i tried my best to do someting, i surely will not loose o ndo anything wrong. but the sad part is that i found it not true, this two days of working days, i was really unluckly...
i took care of the fitting room since there was no one there at tat time.. an sad to say that i was so busy that i loose one of the pans...
if the pans goes missing, that means that i need to pay back the pans, meaning that i will be cut from the salary.. T.T
that is bad u know... i dun really understand y there are peole who wans to stael.....
cou;dn.t understand...

my pic

2008-09-15T21:57:00.003+08:00

in summit USJ preparing the mc draft for the diabolo competition
me n siao rou..... we r the mc for the day
and the dj at summit batu pahat
at the hotal in summit bukit mertajam
me n li hong..

this are someof my pic during my days as a mc for the diabolo competition.

a very unluckly mooncake festival

2008-09-15T21:42:00.002+08:00

happy mooncake festical to all/....
usually, i love this festival, that is the mooncake festival where everyone can gether around and eat mooncake together..
wat a happy scenery... but this year, i had an extraordinary way to pass this meaningful day that i loved much... a happy day turn out to be a very unluckly day..
it all started when i woke up... i was preparing to go to the market when my friend call me up ans said that they hv cook breafast asn ask me to eat.... since i can't use the stove to cook, so i waited for them to finish their cooking..
but unluckly, they finished it quite late, n of coz, i ended up late.. was so sad bout it...
but they kindly sended me to work.. really need to say thankyou to them..
so, continue my story, i started work... i when and took care for the ladies department at levi's store, but one of the stuff said:" c, u stand here, all the customer been scare by u liao." wat the....
ok ok, so i when and stand at the gents department, and at last, i ended up at the fitting room... it was not a big deal though, when the stuff just now came and "help" me out in the fitting room.. he came and said that he can help me out, by only.. i mean ONLY serve one customer that was really preety.. ...
so i need to served the other rest of the customer.. and that doesn't help at all... he was standing there blocking everyone.. n he said that i was blocking the mirror for his customer... *so angry
ok ok.. continue.. then i ask other ppl to help me out in the fitting room.. at least this way, i can get rid of him.. so i continue with my work.. everything seems to be ok when my nightmare starts again..
i was measuring the pans of one of the customer, n when i stand up, my head had a bumbon my head at one of the customer's elbow.. OMG.. so pain, n it din happen just once, but TWICE...
then later on, i when to get my food, and the sales gal forgot to give my food, she just gave me my boss's food.. T.T
then i waited for more thn one hour for my bus, and came back homne finding that there was a lot of stuff that i did not buy... T.T
n i din have dinner to eat n all.. so sad
this mooncake festival i surely will not forget...

my days to come

2008-09-02T00:03:00.002+08:00

well, this few days, i had pass it in a really emotional way..
haha,,, not that anythink bad happen to me, nor it is happy stuff..
well, i started the diabolo practice already, hope that everythink will be ok...
n i need to prepare a lot of stuff now, a lot of thinks are going on now.. ^^
the happy think is that the things tat i'm doing now are all the things that i like, so i'm happy bout it.. ^^
at least i can do something that i like, finily.. ^^

ya, as for the diabolo mc trip to johor n pulau pinang, i'm happy bout it.. ^^
meet a lot of people n learn up many thing... i thnink i can mc more natural not,the first few games was bad in mc ing, but i think now i had inprove, i think everything will be ok la...
^^
haha

btw, sorry i would like to say to all of my friend for not updating o posing up pictures, was quitew busy this few days, but i promise to post up pictures when i have the chance

jia you lo.. ^^

wat a bad day

2008-08-16T22:22:00.002+08:00

well, have u ever felt a day was so bad?

well, i can say today was my bad day..

today i when to work, well i do go to work every weekends..

so today i went to work as usual,,,....

At first everything was ok, but then, something turn up..... the boss ask me to learn to sew the pans, the first few try was ok, but then, wat happen was that i did one of the pans wrongly,,... n ops, my dream to get 5 ringgit per hour flys away... T.T ok ok, continue on, so i was working like usual after all the incident, n there is this aunty came, n ask me if there was any pans for her size..

well, she wore size 30, so the whole shop we only have 3 types of jeans . so i told her n took the three jeans for her.. but thn she say she dun like all of them n start walking around around the shop.. i was furiest, n thn she call me n ask holding a pans on her hand, " how bout this? i think u will have my size," so i answer no we dun have, we only have that three pair of jeans in size 30.. well, n she start walking around nd around again...

well this happen for more than 4 times, until i was so frustrated.. i cant understand that is it me o she has a really bad hearing problem.?

haha.... ok ok... no offen.. well, after that all when quite ok, so i was hpply back home cooking maggie to eat..

after pouring half of the soup onto my bowl, suddenly as i was putting the work back, it flip over me n i got burn on my fingers.. so now my finget is red in colour n look like a hot dog.. haha...

haiz... so clumsy...... n wat a day

a funny day?

2008-08-04T15:11:00.002+08:00

this few days i pass with a really boring way, yeah, that means in a normal way, but sometime, normal day doesn'n mean that there is nothing interesting happen...

so today, i think i will just say wat is the interesting part... so wat are the interesting part that happen to me/?

well, as u all know, i have been working in midvalley for sometime now, and althout=gh working is not fun, but sometime, interensting happen.

well, in the place i work, there is one new workers that wotrk there, not that new people in interesting o something, but this gal is really funny, she is scare of a lot of people, and also not really a friendly people.. i think, for thre first few days i know her. coz she dun really talk with other people, future more, she only talk to gal, n wat she say is funny, like i'm looking at a gal hair, and she ask me, "why are u looking at the gal's butt??" wat??? i'm looking at the hair, n SHE is looking at the BUTT.. but i'm not.. haha, wat la.. i think i will have a really interesting day working with this gal....

ya, thn one more funny thing happeh... that is when i went home with my friend, haha, i when to the wrong way, and wat happen? we went all the way to 1U..hahaha... so far, i took us like 20 minit to go back home, where the road only takes us 10 minit...

duh... so funny.

lunch with a ...

2008-07-27T22:33:00.002+08:00

today i went to work... yeah.. so fun.. coz only work for 6 hours, and morning shift of coz.. so it was like extreamly fun.... haha..
so of coz working need to eat lunch.. so i had my lunch.....
before i ate my lunch, i was amaze to c a cat in the food cord of MID VALLY... i'm not kidding... it is in MIDVALLY..... funny huh, so i ignore the cat, coz it was not disturbing me eating...
yeah.. that was wat i think.. but i'm like totaly wrong.. not long after i start eating, i found a pair of eyes loking at me.. gosh, it was that cat looking at me..
but i continue eating when i found out the cat was actually infront of me now..
wat cat is this., i was a cute cat.. but i can say it was really a naughty one, y do i say that?, here is the story..
i tried to chase the cat off... with my fingers of coz, first time the cat was scare.. then the cat came for the second time... but then, i chase it with my finger again, now with more fingers of coz, since i was eating... so not so free to eat and chase the cat with my hand... but i was really WRONG to chase it with just fingers, coz then the cat starts to play highfive with me, when evey i tried to chase the cat, the cat will like clap on my hand..
DUH, stupid cat...
so how did i manage to get rid of the cat?
will i sparkle a little bit of water towards the cat, although i felt sorry for the cat...
wat a lunch time today...

a movie

2008-07-25T22:44:00.002+08:00

i went out to have a movie with MJ, Zhi li n siew kim..
well, first time going out with them... but overall it is ok..
at first bit funny, but thn can talk liao... but i talk more with Mj la.. haha, coz the other two are couple, dun wan kacau them..

well, went to c red clif today, and it is a really nice movie.. haha, but just that i cant wait for the ending,... it is something to do with history and war of the three countries.. so i think it is really fun watching it..
haha,,,,
but really, a movie without ending is somehow feel missing... so i really do hope that the other episode will come out soon...

yaya, so how i ended up watching movie with them?
well, today i went back to third.. well, not much things change... actually i really hope the life in the college coz we can c alot of people, and most of my friend are in college..
haiz.. so i think i will go back to college often..
n also listen to new song..
forgot how to sing liao.. T.T but it was really a nice song....

lastly, all the best to my friends..... hope that ur dream will come true

me n my new home

2008-07-21T21:42:00.002+08:00

after a three weeks move in to my new house, i at last was able to make my self home.. haha... i have my own free time already,... n own home where i can cook n eat as the time i like.. i live more healthy n i have more personal space... haha... that's good u know....

so people out there, my new address now s A102, no: 2 desa persona, jalan 17/21E 46400 petaling jaya selangor....

so now no more living in KL, living in Petaling now,.... haha, actually is just opposite, coz just cross one road n i'l be at Kl...

haha....

ok ok, so wwhat have i done here? well, i start working in Levi's again, every sat n sun, coz i dun wan to burdent my parents with all the fees, so i think i will be working most of the time, so i ended up to have free time on the week days o during public holiday,,... looking for me now is even harder...

btw, one very funny thing happen to me today, i was at the library all day... OMG... i culdn't believe this.. n i was there actually reading n brough few books back home, no because i suddenly feel like reading, it is just that i need to find a topic for my penulisan kertas ilmiah, something like my project paper that is quite hard also.. n i got one of the most fierce teacher.. n that is bad,...

well, i miss few of my friends back then in college, so hope to visit them soon.. ^^

oklah, hasta aqui ahora, until here now....

hasta luago...

goong back to class

2008-07-05T12:56:00.002+08:00

well, after a two month nothing much to do eccept with a lot of work n travelling around sabah, lastly, it is the end of my semester break, n now i'm preparing my self to go back to class in uni...
well, to say, it is actually not a big deal.. i have a new place to stay going to learn to stay with new people... haha.. hope i can cope with it,,,..

but then, the main concern for me is not only that, i hope i can cope with all the spanish language that i am learning now.. and also all the homeworks n works that i am bount to come across.
and how i solve things without the help of himm..
i surely will miss him..
hmm...

class aging,,...... now i need to wake up at 6 in the morning.... OMG...
but still ok la......
need to practice to sleep early lo...
ok la....
thats for now...

home alone

2008-06-17T21:08:00.002+08:00

today my parents when to KL..
so meaning to say today is the first day my parents is out station...
the only thing i can say is... OMG.....
so many work to do.. T.T
so... haiz...
wat to do..
tomorrow need to wake up early to continue all the work...

all kids in house now..
let me think of the movie home alone...
haha...
but i think still ok la..... ^^

2008-06-08T23:32:00.000+08:00

just came back from a totaly nice trip...
will write soon....

petrol

2008-06-05T15:13:00.002+08:00

as u all know, yesterday after work, an announcement was made bout the increasing prise of non other than the petrol..
well, it is not any kind of price increasment... it is the increasment bout RM 0.78 sen for petrol n 1 ringgit for disel... the price increas on the next day after 12.00 o'clock midnight....
so....
wat do u think will happen, yap, of coz all the cars when to pam oil...
and wat happen next?? a major jam all around places which have petrol station.....

but that is not the funny thing...
the funny part is that yesterday is one of my friend's birthday...
and her house is after 2 petrol station..
so wat do u think???
there was a jam until infront of her house...
and the worse part, she has a bbq birthday party for her 21 birthday....

so... most of us was late for the birthday party coz we were cought in the jam...
but bad things don't com alone..
my bf car... don't have any oil...
n he stays at kinarut..
so he must fill oil for his car... if not the cant go back home...
so wat happen next?

we were so scare that we cannot go home... the car was like totaly no oil.. n we might stop just in the middle of the road anytime....
luckly, we manage to come to the petrol station neawr my house, there was 3 petrol sdtation there, so we were able to fill oil...
n the best thing is that we manage to get the cheap oil at 11.54.. haha...
really... if we were 6 minit late..
we need to pay almost double for the price of the oil....

that was really a day for all of us.... ^^

cleaning vs running nose

2008-06-01T21:21:00.001+08:00

today i help to fix the cupboard in the room...
i mean store room...
actually it is not a big deal......
but to clean one place while u sneeze all around that is something..
so i when all around the house finding my scarf./.... but u know what..
i din found any..
haiz... i think my mom throw it liao la./....
so sad...
so i keep on sneezing n sneezing n sneezing until the end of the work...
yap... sneezing day is today

shock.....

2008-05-26T19:11:00.002+08:00

after so many days of work....
at last i so tired n slept..
yeah...
this few days busying cleaning the room.. n do alot of stuff without much sleep..
so yeah..
i was so tired...
n slept at four someting.....
as i was sleeping..
suddenly someone open the door...
to my shock..
huey luu is back,.,..
apa la in...
she told me she not coming back yesterday...
thn suddenly come back pula...
haiz..
wat la she... give ppl xin zhang bing only...
so..... yeah...
i was shock from my dreams...
n here am i ending up posting todays happening to the computer... ^^

anyways.. i'm glade she came back.. coz there will be someone helping me clean the room... n i do not need to do it alone.. althongh i like doing things alone ... with my own paste.... ^^

my Room??

2008-05-20T15:17:00.002+08:00

这几天，我家在装修。本来这是一件快乐的事，但，昨天，妈告诉我说我的房间也要变成shore room... 天啊，本来有一间房间的我，突然这几天就要流落街头了。。。什么嘛。。。我就问说我将睡在哪里。。答案很简单。。。 “就和你姐姐睡咯。反正啊，你回来没多久就回去西马了。”
嗨。。。现在我知道到，一旦出去读书了。。。在家地所有东西就会被丢掉。。。。
虽然很想不般。。可是自己也知道不可能了。。。过几天。。。我就要过流落街头的日子了。。。

在西马房间也和人家分。。。。回到家里，更加糟糕。。。没有地方睡。。。

算了吧。。。慧仪。。。任命吧。。。
今年的二十一岁生日。。。得到的礼物和祝福。。都非常怪。。。
二十一岁生日庆典。。。
来自我父母：帮他们办货。。。
来自男友：帮我办货
来自大学朋友：最正常。。。帮我庆祝（谢谢你们咯。。。
来自中学的朋友：无。。。
来自姐妹：无。。。。

生日礼物：
来自父母：把房间搬掉，没房间睡
来自男友：reload
来自大学朋友：茶叶蛋，和pizza （大家知道我喜欢吃。。。)
来自中学的朋友：无。。。
来自姐妹：无。。。

从以上几个要点。。。终结一下。。。
我是个没什么朋友的人。。。
二十一岁的礼物是非常“特别”的。。。。
二十一岁的生日庆典。。。好奇怪哦。。。。

我的二十一岁生日。。。。
就这样平平淡淡，好气又好笑。。。
在没什么的情况下。。。过了。/。。。。

好伤心哦。。。

生日蛋糕虽然也只吃到一口。。。
后来迟到的，就只是朋友的生日蛋糕。。。。。
还要是我买的。。。。
但不要紧。。。哈哈。。

从父母那儿得到的礼物。。。。
最糟糕。。。。
哈哈哈哈。。。。我唯有接受了。。。
并说声谢谢咯。。。

帮我庆生的人。。谢谢咯///

2008-05-18T14:45:00.002+08:00

Tags

Got a tag from Steph

The Rules
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

Random Fact 1:
waking me up is a really easy thing to do..
all u need to do is.. knock on my door n switch on the light..
o call out my name...
damn, that's y my mom n pa like to wake me up everytime there is something urgent that she wan me to do.. T.T

Random fact 2:
i'm the shortest gal in my house....
mayb is something to do with the pertumbuhan terbantut thing...
all my sisters n my mom is actually more that 16+ height...
but i'm only 158.. which is y i really look short in the house...

Random fact 3:
i love chocolate...., candy n sweet stuff...

Random fact 4:
i'm someone who likes to go traveling to many places..
i dun mind going alone... just that i really need a map.. that i can understand well.. coz i'm someone that is really blur with roads.. n tent to get lost easily...
can even get lost in kk penampang area..
haha.....

Random fact 5:
more than 50% of my friends are guys....
coz i dun really look anything like a gal....
yeap...... can imagine it....
i mean fizicaly.. so mostly guys dun really c me as a gal....
sad..

Random fact 6:
it takes me half a year to gain 1 to 2 kg.... but it only takes me 2 week to loose it...
so to me loosing weight is easier that gaining weight...
so i'm really famous with the name "pi bao gu", o " bai ku jing"

Random fact 7:
i like blue.. but all my things are mostly in pink o green...
funny huh?

Random fact 8:
i dun like hot weather, but i like sunny day....

ok... the 8 ppl that i wan to tag is..
i have no idea..
so i think i can stop here la....

life back in kk

2008-05-18T13:38:00.003+08:00

well, it is a while since i'm back at kk... during this time, there are many things happen in kk... so.. haha.. yap.. was not able to update for a while eventhough i have really good internet access here..

one of the reasin i wasn't able to keep updating is because my house is under renovation..
n since i came back, all the things i need to do is to carry the box to the shop near austrial park..
then is that some of ting yau friend n my friend came over sabah, so we need to bring them jln jlnj..
another thing is that yeah.. as u all know, all the dauthers in my house need to work,.....
so since i came back.. all that i did is work.. n really did not when out to do anything like shopping stuff..
just that yesterday i was able to c a movie n have yam cha with some of my friend that i like to hang around with...

so yeah.. talking bout the trip to bring my friends,.. well, i bring them to ranau, kundasang n pulau...
so of coz, here are some of the pictures that we took during that time...
here are they...

my stay in someplace call kolej kediaman ke3

2008-04-27T18:06:00.003+08:00

well, this was the first place i stayied when i first came to stay at kl... in um of coz..
well, at first when i came to this place.... i was really glade coz it is near my colledge, and i wake up early to go to class everyday, somehow, i like this place... just that the food here is sometime hot n spicy, but all this wasn't a problem for me... n i actually plan to stay back for my other years here.... i like this place...
there was my really cute n happy roommates, which i like so much, and also alots of friends that i can talk with n play with, n sing song with...
i always dream of staying in this kind of places, where everyone will know each other n make friends with.. a hostel of coz...
well, i really did meet alot of friends here, some a funny, some cool, and some even talented with a lot of skills, i did really learn a lot here, especially when i can just drop by to someone's room n talk with them... so just foolaround with my roommates, which i like to do most of the time...
i even told my roommate, that we fight to stay in colledge...
well, that is all my dreams when i;m here in my first sem... but as someof u know, sometime, what we dream for will not always comr true,
something happen to me, n u can't continue staying in the colledge anymore...
i though of all kinds of altenative to solve my problem, but it all ended up in a dead end... i'm really sad bout it, but i know i could not do anything...
now, it is only few days left berofe i leave this place .....
but one thing i will know for sure that is i will always remember the ppl over here..
i think i will always come back here often... coz i know cleary that i will miss u all... especially bei shan, my roommate, who was always there when i have problem... n who always give me a helping hand when i need it....
thank you very much,
other than that, i would also like to wish thatnk you for all my friend who held me when i need one, n who though me many things when i'm here....
bringing me out ( a cho, a gong, n lao ma men)
thn who teach me guitar n sing for us when we wan to hear sone ( wen jun lao ba)
help me in my com stuff ( yu xiang lao ba)
all my friend..
one thing i know for surw, thank you for letting me b your friend...
adois, y muchas gracias por todos..
no les ovido nunca.....

sing k

2008-04-24T17:03:00.004+08:00

That day, when out with a few friens, to sing k... as fair well for us...
so we when n sing our hearts out.... haha..
it was really fun... one of my friend can really sing really nice... so we spend our morning there..... ^^
n guess wat.... we sempat take a few pictures as remembrence....
haha.... this is four of us who when out to sing...welll..... posing for the cam.... n wat is su sing doing? i tot we say act cool???
haha... never mind... she is always cool... just duno y suddenly act cute pula......
ok ok.... so after we got out from the place where we sing song, thn we when to sungai wang...
so as u know there is always a lot of ppl in sungai wang doing road show... so tat time, there was pl doing road show as well... n they wanted someone to go out to play games...
so me n my roommate when n play games... haha...astually she dunwan de... but kena takir go de.....
sorry neh...
so we play some thing like stone n scicous, n paper.... something like that la... but with our whole body to act out... haha... funny..
so here we are...haha.......... this is rock... which i duno y we need to do that...
ok.\, continue, then while walking, some of my friend felt hungry... n they when to sushi buffer, but we din plan to eat, i mean me n my roommate... so me order a plate of frendfries.... yeah,... in a jap restaurant....
so we need to eat it in a jap way, that is of coz eat it with wasapi....
haha.......... but to tell the truth, it was really nice...... don really tast weird....
haha..... but it looks totaly weird.....
as u can c....
so wat is the most usual thing in a jap restaurant?
that is there is always a train with a lot of sushi moving round n round n round... so we took pic of the train...
here it is...

but the sushi here don really look nice.....
yeah... check this out...
it really don look anything like sushi huh....
haha...
but still ok la... coz there ware really a number of ppl there.....
so i think overall the food is edible....

purlpe bulding

2008-04-17T03:59:00.004+08:00

well, when for a walk that day with my roommate... n we come to a building,... that is purple in colour.....
well, for now i call it the purple building......
okok, so we when walking around taking alot of pictures...
(like wat we always we do when we go walking around... )
so we walk n walk n we come across a place...... that is the rooftop....
n we took a pic as remembrence ....
well, posing for the cam..
one two cheese...........
well, if u wondering who is taking the pictues??
well, the answer is no body.....
haha, i just put it on one of the roof n took the pic auto..
which is very dangerious...
dun try it at home...
haha

so after posting we continue walking around and around...
n as u know, our uni if famous of its varity of animals... n one of the animals which dominate almost half of UM is of coz monkeys..
so in UM, parking is not really a problem in some of the places exept bangunan peperiksaan..
but, the most improtant factor when u park ur car is where u park ur car..
if u hink under the tree o some place that will not get much of the sun... well, think again...
coz those places has alot of parking, but u will also have alot of "visiter" visiting ur car, just like this car we found near the purple building....
well, there are at least five visitors ON is car....
check this out...

haha....... pity the person...
ok ok..
so where is actually this mysterious purple building??
well... let me show u the whole pic of the purple building...
saw it???
nice??
still have no idea where is it???
think harder...... on top of the hill
purple in colour..
of coz... it is facualty sains n teknologi...~!~!

naw ruz

2008-03-22T12:52:00.006+08:00

21 of march.... it is naw ruz... a day where we baha'is celebrate our new year...

haha... well, i join the subang cominity in celebrating this festival.. i when early to help out in decorating the hall...

it was really fun... n really grand... i really like it.. haha... such a nice place to go... ^^

it was from a normal hall... n we make it into a really nice hall... of coz they did hire ppl to decorate the hall into a really nice place...

of coz nice place means nice ppl n nice food n program,.... well, it is casual wear.. so i wore really casual....

haha.... but thn, i was ask do i wana be user.. so y say it is ok for me...

n i became the user
n because i took the number from all the tables... so i became the luckly draw lady for the left group..

haha... it was really fun.. although i did not have the chance to really sit down n eat..

ya, i meet roya there... nice...

haha... we took lots of pic... but here are some of them....

busy decorating

me.....

some pic

2008-03-22T12:32:00.002+08:00

i finish working tat day, b4 cc night.... n i come across with this... took some pic of it... but going to post just one... haha, it was nice...

then, when to cc night... the theme was old school... so all of us wore something like school uniform...... n took a lot of pic... this is siew li... one of the organizer//...
this is rachael..... she is hot... n pretty..... won a prize .... cool huh..
me n amos..... he is gool.... n funny too... one of the banana gang... can really act
well.... these are some of the pictures of me.... durong cc night...

cc night

2008-03-17T14:43:00.002+08:00

well... in my college, there is something that is call cc night...
well, of coz cc stands for chinese commitee....
and in this cc night, we all willl know who is our guardian angel... n who is the cc queen n cc king...
well, i was late for the whole thing coz, as u know, i have to work now... n tat dat, i need to go to work.... so....
i was late of co... plus there were plenty of people there ( i mean in midvalley).. well i don't know why... so all i know is that there were so many people untill i can't go anywhere...
n taht is sad....
haha...
ok ok ... continue...
i reach the bus station in uni at 9 something...
walk till the econ fac.... n i'm half dead....
reach there, they were playing games tat time... so i spend my time eating... haha...
thn, they call out the nomanies for the cc queen n king...
well, there have alot of fun... but duno why i was quite bored..
well, contunue, we have few activities... but one sad thing is that it took out too much time... so the whole thing was really a bit bored...
but luckly i took few pictures...
but the sad part of all is that i dunno who is my guardian angle.. so....
nevermind la....
well... few of the prices i had in mind got the price... n was happy for them....
haha... at last everything is going to and end.. n that is sad///..
next time, i will not ahve the chance to have that much fun with them again..
but one thing for sure, i'll be really happy to always stay in contact with bei san...
she is such a dear...... nice friend to have..
ok la...
thats all for now... the pic will post soon.

fish...

2008-03-17T14:17:00.002+08:00

i bought two fishes last day.......
red guppy..... there were cute... n small of coz.. adding some like to the death room...
hope there r ok... i really love them.. haha....coz there so cute...
yap..... going to take pic today... yesterday wanted to take pic of them... but there r swimming so fast... like scare of something... so..... was quite worry... today it was quite ok.... so i think there r going to be ok...

haha....

hope my fish will be ok ...

back again..

2008-03-07T21:44:00.001+08:00

halo... ilm back again..
well
not much things have happen thisfew days.. but first of all, i think i should talk bout the PHt that we had on monday.... first of all... sorry bout the late posting. this few days... it was really been a few busy days.... haha.... after PTH.. there is so many thing that is need to be done... but i think still ok la... at least i have done some of the homework...
haha...
well, the pth waS OK ... I tried to do my best in all the performence.. althougn my performentes was not that good.... but./.. still ok la... the bad thing was i rained that day... so i got really wet that day.... T.T
but my friend was really even wet... she was all soak in the rain.. coz she is incharge of the mic... so she was at the back stage all the time... but she really did a good jog...
welll.... here really need to thank all the people who work hard of the show....

well.... how is everyone?
hope u all is in a good condition lo...

guess wat

2008-03-06T14:18:00.001+08:00

guess wat, i'm in class online with my laptop.. haha...
ok lah.. will update soon... bye

the pictures from prom night

2008-02-27T17:58:00.003+08:00

me n my roomates

well, here are some of the pictures i took when i went to MAK, malam anugerah kursiah...hahaha//....

me n chee siong

well, i think i'm bit funny... but anyhow... here are the pics

tired

2008-02-26T21:51:00.000+08:00

felt really tired this few days... will post soon.. coz now need to go practice...
yap... their practice is at 10... when ppl goes to sleep....
haiz... dun like this....

eh... studying vs ko-kum

2008-02-20T14:34:00.002+08:00

OMG>... it was such a busy week.... but it is going to be even more busy.. T.T
our pesta tiong hua is coming soon.... including all the exam...
so now, i'm really having a tight time...
studying n joining the performence..

having major pain in all my body... due to the dance practice...
n i need to prepare for my parctice of the xiang sheng too..
haven have time to practice tat..
but... got to prepare for the exam tomolo... T.T
haiz... was shall i do??
no idea...
all the best i wish to me..
n hope that i will not fall.
coz i wana go for the MAK...
haha.....
break/.....

I WAN BREAK

long time no c...

2008-02-19T16:58:00.003+08:00

haha... wel, at last i'm here...

again...

welll, i did many things... happy n sad,...

some i like it... but some i dun really enjoy it/..

we start from chinese new year.. well, during the chinese new year,

i was at the college ... as u all know by now that i din when back for the celebration..

so wat i did was i when to work... at midvalley of coz...

haha, i tot it will be little ppl in the mall, since it was the first day of chinese new year, but u know wat happen?

there was to many ppl....

haha, even chinese... it is kinda weirde for chinese to comeout to shop at the first day of chinese new year...

well, continue, i when to stay at my aunty's house....

haha..... i remember once that i misplace my keys, i i got louise to come all over from wangsa maju to give me my spare keys... n the worse things is after that, when she reach my room, i found my keys..... =='

haha,

well, as for my class, it was ok...

i'm trying really hard to catch up with it... but i'm not sure my self can i do that..

all the ppl in my class are really good... when i mean really good... they are GOOD....

so now, haveing a really hard time to study.... T.T

haha... okok.... continue, as for valentine, i celebrate it with my room mate....

haha, we did a quite romentic n small party in the room... took some fotoes too...
^^

haha, this year also din celebrate valentine...

haiz.... never mind la...... still ok la... at least... ^^

but the celebration in the uni that my roommate n i did is really funny... hmm... will post those pic i took soon.,,,,...

now, everyone is really busy with the PTH>.....

same goes for me... i got dance practice,
yoyo, n xiang shen...
hais...so tired...
well, please come n c my performence at 3 mar...
haha...
ok la... wish all the best to me o..

water..

2008-02-19T16:24:00.003+08:00

sometimes strong, sometimes calm....
life cannot goes on without it..
but life can't have too much of it...

can't be cut, nor be tear...
it can only be blend
merge...
mix
combine
such a unic item was create....
but have we notice it?

clean, clear,
transparent,
cold, ice, hot,heat
all these qualities can be adope by it...
a unic things it was...
just like us, obtaining all the virtue that is around us.

but sometime,
unclean, dirty, unclear
rough
is also adope by it..

but, the proses of purifying is hard...
but it doesn't mean that it cant be done..
patien is needed to make it clear...

water... how unic are u...

cny is coming

2008-02-06T01:21:00.000+08:00

yeah... always like chinese new year so much... ^^
chinese new year means a lot of nice food,
aot of home visit,
alot of ang pao,
alot of wishes,
alot of red red
alot of pork......

n many more..

haha, but this new year, i celubrate it a bit different... haha... so hope i will enjot to the fullest in this new year lo.... ^^
yeah~!~!

this new year,
going to go friend house to eat,
will stay one day at aunty's house,
will celebrat louise birthday..

haha.... not tat interesting, but i'm sure a lots of fun.... n fun .. n fun....
hahaha....
wish everybody HAPPY NEW YEAr,,,,,

gong xi gong xi.. hong bao na lai..

sick..... not funb at all

2008-01-31T23:34:00.001+08:00

this few days... i've been having tooth pain//.... which cause me to have fever for nearly one week now... then later on, now i'm having fever plus running nose... haha.. not good at all.... haiz...

but any where.... i'm going to work for the rest of the days..... at my chinese new year now... i'll be spending my days working.. i hope there will be a day where i can go to my aunty house... really hope nothing will suddenly apear....

ya, one more thing... i really dun fell like going to saturdays ocation... but haiz... nevermind la....

HAPPY NEW YEAR to every one i know lo...

gong xi gong xi...

sick....

2008-01-30T18:12:00.000+08:00

was sick for this few days... really felt bad..
but really thankz to natalie for bring me out for porige n taking me form class to kolej..
muchas gracias

bad? good?

2008-01-28T15:25:00.000+08:00

awake, n found my self in a forest
wondering around without knowing my path to choose
reach two doors one written good n the other bad
i reach out my hand, but i cant choose

a feeling of anger, a feeling of being hate
a feeling of betray
a feeling of hopeless,
bad is thy name
a name thats reflect lonelyness n sorrows

but, as i take my hand out,
good is unreachable
i can feel it, but it seems so far.
i pulse a moment, n turn to bad

unreachable, am i hopeless?
unreachable, am i lonely?
unreachable, do i bring sorrows?
unreachable, am i bad?

with a door leading down to the darkness
wat is behind u?
shall i continue walking o shall i stop?
fear suround me, hopes leaves me
paint in my heart, n i stop.

than i saw a golden key,
shining infront of me,
i took it, n walk to the other door.
i open the door, n i found another two door
than i suddenly realize,
all this is but my test.
shall i continue walking? o shall i stop?

working

2008-01-21T14:37:00.000+08:00

i have been working for the past few days, in mid valley. it was ok... haha, at least i can have some extra income to cover up all the expenses here,.. which are like really a lot..
okok, anyways
i will work hard... ^^
hope i can manage my time to study n work...
ok, last of all, hope all the best to me...

n hope i will get well soon..
coz i dun feel quite well now...

cny

2008-01-07T15:28:00.000+08:00

well, will not be able to pass my cny at home this year..
haha, but we talk bout really a lot in the room,
haha, this is wat we talk yesterday in my room with both of my roomates.

me: i think A doesn't like cny as much as we like.
B:...
A: (comes in n heard the radio) oh no, i dun like cny
Me n B: yeah.. correct
A: wat the...
B: u know Cny is really fun.
A: is just that we need to work a lot before that, just for that few days, really dun like it
me: but that is the fun part
A: well, still dun really like it

thn me n B starts talikng bout the cny

well, it never have pass my head that there is someone who actually dun really like cny....
hmm..... never think of it

study vs work

2008-01-07T15:17:00.000+08:00

well, i was really busy recenly... doing those reading n writing plus finding a house n also planning to find a job..
well, it ended up like this

me:.. hey, how r we going to find a place to stay?
roommate: well, i have a friend who ask me, but i haven reply yet.
we: wat~! thn we better say that we wana have a look at the house n mayb can rent it..
roommate: this fast? but she wana find ppl only to stay in during july
me: well, if it is near this area, i think there will be a lot of ppl will be fighting for the place..
roommate: really?? thn i'll call her asap

well, i hope she will be able to call her soon..
wan to cut a problem now
then, we continue with a nother problem

me: hey, i wan to find a job, part time
roommate: really? then where u planing to find it?
me:well, i think midvalley, hey, anyone wan ppl to work for only one day a week?
roommate: do they wan to ask for ppl to work for just a short time?
me: not sure eh... well if not i can also work on tuesdays..
roommate: thn i think more ppl will wan ppl to work for two days i think
me: yeah.. so i'll go hunt for a job.. boy, it will be very hard for me now..
roommate: wat to do.. but i know u can do it de la.
me: hope so..

so well, i really hope u all can pray for me to find a good place to stay n a good work..
wish me luck

class

2008-01-03T16:51:00.000+08:00

class has started recenly...
all of us r busying regester our subject...
well...
i did not get to register one of my subject..
so hopefully i can get it during this time of add n drop...

sea

2007-12-20T16:22:00.000+08:00

i when to see the movie Enchanted..
happy to c the movie before it stop showing.
well, when we when to tanjung aru..

well, some time ppl will think that i dun like the sea...
but acutally i like all nature..
i too like the sea..
just tat i dun like those ppl who go to the sea n dirthy the place
or the crowed there...

for me, the sea is something that reflect calmness....
and sometimes shows its might, causing waves to go wild...
thats why i like the sea as it is, and not the sea side with alot of ppl walking around here n there.

well, tat day when i when to the sea side,
it was calm as it should be,...
i sat near the beach,... looking out to the sea...
so tranquel.....

there was a few youth playing football on my left side...
with me talking to my love one....
nice.. ^^

i like that feeling...
so calm n safe....

well...
mayb that is wat i like bout the sea.. n mayb thats y too
i dun like the beach now a days.......

headact

2007-12-09T17:26:00.000+08:00

haiz....
when can i cut my hair? haiz////...
how am i going to cut my hair???
haiz....
well... hope all will get well lah..

race

2007-12-03T00:56:00.000+08:00

today i went to the boat race.. to c la of coz... haha,
well, it is the formular f2000....
waited for the whole day but they change the time of the race due to the strong wind..
well, luckly i was lucky enough to c a glims of the speed fo the racing boat.... ^^
nice experience ... ^^
it is a long time since i write my blog... soyr for that...

this few days was really busy for me..
forst my mom was out station... n all the house work in the house need to be done by my big sis n i
including all the sending goods and the picking uo things
and the bills
and the food
n the cloth
and al.....
but the good thing bout it is that i don;t need to take care of my sisters
because they are at kampung now.. ^^
joining the intensive ruhi trainig...
hmm... really hope to joint.. but cannot leh.. no one at home now
haha.. that is the sacrifice that is need to be done when we r older.. T.T

yap, when to pulau with fanny they all when they came back... din remember did i write bout it.. but it was fun..
ya, i when out with kambing n ho ching n grace n julie n lok wa n chin ying sin n jenny..
haha, really miss to hang around with them.. ^^
all are so different now.. ^^
i think i'm one of the one that did not change much neh.. ^

ya, one more thing, yen nie n sien sien they al come back liao.. s happy leh.. ^^
haha, okie la.. is that for now, n i also need to have my nape.... ^^
hope all the best to all my friend...
and thakyou for reading my blog... although i duno who r u...
but really thankyou... ^^

nice food?

2007-11-21T12:35:00.000+08:00

well, i when to sutera to have dinner... represending my moms company..
haha. well, i tot wat food r we going to eat...
waw..... i reawlly duno how to eat those food.. T.T
hah... but some how i manage to eat it all.. ^^
li hai neh...
btw, did many things since i came back, when to pulau with abby n fanny they all
thn go kk jln jln with them
when to c movie with kambing n louise
n yam cha with san long n eric n yuh ching
and also when yoyo with aex yuh ching louise they all...
well, my next program is go visit kwong de house n meet up with stephy.. ^&^
haha.... ^^

lonely? happy? busy? sad?

2007-11-13T00:20:00.000+08:00

lonely, happy, busy, sad, all this are feeling ...
but sometime, there are all kind of feelings around us that is contridiction to each other,
but, some times, all this feelings appear because there are lack of another feeling.
for example, we felt sad because we are lack of ther feeling of happy...

everyday, we may come across a lot of feeling, one minit we can be happy, thn another minit, we felt sad...
but because of all this feelings, our life become even more meaningful, more excithing, n more rich..
sometime we dun wan a certain feeling to appear, we felt sad, n we dun like the feeling, we felt angry..
but we never realize that, sometime, because of this feelings, we learn how to grow, we learn to overcome those feelings

and than, as we grow, we gain more n more expirent in dealing with our feelings,....
but, some times, it happen, when we cannot handle our feelings. and suddenly we burst like a bubble....

think of wat we wan to do, is it worth o not doing that thing,,, ... and thn, u may find out thatwe will we more calm, and the ability to control our feeling is even more....
and avantually, with all this better feelings, calmness, we gain more n more knowledge, and thn, we r able to widen out our knowledge n our contact...

overcoming our own feelings is from our own iniciative. but we must remember we must sometime stop n rethink on wat we have done, to make sure that we are on the right track.

gambate

back home

2007-11-11T17:59:00.000+08:00

i have been back home for this few days.. haha, only can say, it is fun...
will surely enjoy all my time here... ^^
miss my home

walking alone

2007-10-27T11:53:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went to midvalley alone.
not because i was alone, but i was i bit tired of reading too long, plus i need to go in search of a present...
haha,
at first i did not wan to go to midvalley, but there are some senior who will go to mid valley,
so i ended up going with them untill mid valley. but i did not go jln jln wit them., one is because they are going back home..
haha, they go midvalley just to sit the ktm..
okok, continue with the story,
well, after gething off the car, i went in search of my goal, present.
well, first i went to find my sisters present, well, it is a pair of earings,
so i noe the rite place to find it..
thn search for the second present,
that took really long time.. so i prend my time window shopping, c ppl, walk around, c the design of a place, get inspiration,
well, and many things, but at last i found the present,..
i think it is nice, but not sure la....

well, ppl think it is lonely to walk alone, but i like doing it,
haha, mayb u wil think it is funny,
but i really do think it is interenting,
well, of coz walking with friends is fun, and u can play round, but i like walking alone, coz it gives us time to observe wat we always mis, like ppl, place, the design, all are put in effort. somehow, i think all the decoration is for ppl like me to c..
as i was walking, i suddenly come across ppl dancing, indian dance of coz. thn suddenly i realize that how amazing as our country, well, back in sabah, i do c indian dance, but i mean is really a different enviromen,
i look around the crowd that was enjoying the show, they are all kinds of people, all with happy looks on their faces, looking n enjoying the performance,
although there are just 4 ppl dancing, and conducting the whole program, but it was really a nice dance.
i put my senf as a visitor of that place, and how amaze i felt, how happy i felt,
and how the performance took away all my worries.
i stay there for quite sometime, as ppl gather around the stage to c them dance, ( they must have practive a long time to remember so many dance with only 4 ppl running the whole program.)
i walk away from the performance b4 the performance ended,
i when to the back stage to c how is it, when i reach the back stage, the performance already end, but i saw happy n tired faces. i think they must felt happy, n think that all the practice they have been going through is just nothing.

as i hope on the bus to go back to the uni, i start to look at ppls faces again, happy once, quite once, tired once, cheerful once, friendly once...

sometime, when we are tired o reach a state where we think we cannot handle anymore, well, take a walk, enjoy the senery, and mayb from there, u can meet all the happy faces that mayb they can brighten your day and steal away ur worries.

p/s, remember, to be happy too, u never know that mayb u have refresh someone who is in trouble too.... ^^

pre camp

2007-10-23T14:25:00.000+08:00

time passes by fast, this is something i always say,
tat other day, i when to a pre camp at balakong,
i when there without knowing who will i meet,
o what will i be doing there,
i know i will surely meet some ppl that i had already know,
n that made me happy,
but i reall don't have any idea who will i be meeting when i reach there,
o what am i going to do over there,

going there, taking the bus n the ktm, rail way of coz,
as i am waithing alone in the station,
althougt there are many ppl waiting wit me,
but traveling alone is something that sometime can make u feel lonely.

at i hope in to the ktm, how am i amize towards my self,
how long had it been when i am in kl, the capital of my country,
and yet how empty i felt despite all the ppl and places i go..

when i reaches my destination, waithing is something i always been doing,
n reaching the traning center, without knowing anything,
i step in to the hall, and saw lots of faces looking at me,
"huey ye"
a voice so familar, i look at her n give her a smile,
thank goodness, there is a welcoming face showed at me, to make me feel more calm,
i sat beside her, n she start to introduce all the ppl around me,
n without i knowing it, i started to make friends. n i am so happy bout it.

how amazing human is,
freinds, family, ppl,
was once not know to each other, but some connecting pull them together, n made them something call friend,
how amazing it is, that we human can be link in such a way,
we never know, that mayb the ppl that we call stranger, may turn out to be something that we call friend in the future, we never know..

just like my days in precamp, i got to noe ppl, funny ppl, fun ppl,
made a chat with them, learn a chant with them, place n study together, consult with them, and i learn many things, a lot of things,
things that i may not have learn,
how to conduct, how to talk,

we are growing everyday, some may grow fast, and some slow,
but sometime, with just some help from the group of ppl we can learn more thn wat we are able to learn in usual..
before going there, i was scare, but coming back, i know that i have grow, i have learn many things, i became more mature now,
but we must not forget those who help us in the process of our growth,
this group of ppl that always been out side helping us, teaching us,
there are once someone that had never ment anything to us, nor that have any realtionship with us,
but with just this words, they became someone that mayb can change our life,
mayb can made us someone better next time,
someone we know that we can always count on when we have problems,

this people are given this name by us: FRIEND

thankyou i would like to wish to them, thankyou for taking care of me when i need it, thankyou for always helping me,n listening to me. but most of all, thankyou for being my FRIEND

friends

2007-10-18T00:14:00.000+08:00

i was chatting with my friend.. and suddenly i reliaze how important they r to me..
i really felt happy after chatting with them..
aslthough i dun have any problem.. but chatting with them just make me happy..
thank you all my freind to acompany me to walk in this path that leads us to our future..
i really thank you all to brighten my day..
thankz my friends.

Book 7

2007-10-15T18:45:00.000+08:00

a nice n hard book to read..
well, i just come back from intensive learning .. for book 7,
well i have not finish the whole book yet..
well, next friday i need to continue the book, well, i really hope that i can finish it,..
\i really look forward to it...
well, gambatee lo

what do you think bout it?

2007-10-09T14:00:00.000+08:00

as days passes by, without us knowing,
i don't really know wat is that i have been doing..
there was a trip, un to the hill,
where frashness is all around you..
we played, sang beautiful songs, and act funny drama..
and sad once too..
but in sometime, i don't really know was going on...

today, i got a news, a new that shock me...
n i din know wat to do..
#
but i know, life after death, is much more happier,
and i should not be sad..
but somehow, after thinking of the two kid, i feth sad

mayb i din wan them to past the days i have been passing...
but, wat can i do..
coz i'm just an outsider,
looking at all the happenings..
and couldn't do a thing...

i was happy, n din really think much yesterday, and the days before that...
but after this incident, i suddenly realise,
how weak are we,
and how short our time is...

sometime it make me scare, but i know,
by just being scare, won help anything...##

there are still plenty of things i can do, i can help
i can give to this socialty...
and i know i don't really have mucch time eighter..
when i feel that i am able to go trough all this,
then i can get my answer..

by then., the only thing i can do now
is ...
make every time worth as they were ment to be...
not only to me, but to every one...

days at frazer hill....

2007-10-02T11:11:00.000+08:00

last week end, i went to frazer hill..
it ic our cc trip.. n it was vry vry vry vry fun..
haha..... ^^
althoughi did not get much sleep.. ^^
but nvm la... that is wat i need to pay for, if i wanted to go to the trip..
but i did not regard.. ^^
and was really very happy of it.. ^^
haha.. at least ido meet alot of friends... seniors,and those same badge with me... ^^
haha, we had many fun they, we did explore race, and basicly, we when to many many many place... walking n jogging n running of coz.. but overall, fun... ^^
thn nite we play mafia, and haha, come ppl got addicted with in, ya, at night time, we play games too.. many many games.. ^^
haha, but our group din really win many things... ^^
but no problem, our group always say, the mosyt important is the way we pass this trip, the most things we take is photo, and the most things we see is senery,,,....
haha, cool huh.
then after that at night we did something like talent show, and it was totaly funny... kanasai titanic, tat really fulfill the title, then pearl harbour, that was really touching, and the inner meaning was really good... it made ppl cry too... as for my group, we did journey to the west.. haha, funny one.. we suppors to do something that made ppl cry and cry and cry, but at last, we ended up doping something that was really funny, the attaim to make something sad turn to be something really funny... but no problem .... coz laughter is the best medican.. ^^
ya, one more thing, i got the best K LE FE girls award... haha, i was "BAi GU JING" read in chinese plase... haha, not my name is bai gu already/... haiz,... ^^ but , haha, it was ok..
^^
well until now, the photo i will post it soon, when i got the photos..

coldness.. or refreshing?

2007-09-13T14:10:00.000+08:00

rain.... water that falls from the sky,
it brings freshness and moisture
to the land they fall on
giving life and hope to every being....

as rain come, it brings along a gift,
it is a gift from Heaven,
more precious than anything ...
it brings life to the land.

but sometimes,
rain brings more then hope,
it brings sorrow, and emptiness
that makes people weep as it falls.

sometime i start to wonder,
what are you...
are you a gift , a bounty that was given from heaven,
or are you a reminder, telling us to be think carefully

as i look out the window to the falling rain,
i felt happy because it rain, at last..
but i do know someway in my heart,
theres a slide feel of sorrow.

you might say that it is the nature of the rain..
and there are no one to ask to...
but some how i still wonder,
are you my gift, or my reminder

are you coldness.. or refreshing

in class

2007-09-12T14:44:00.000+08:00

I have class, but i am very tired.. coz i duno wat to do now.. haiz..
every wed n tues..
some of u might think that having com class is fun... but not when u need to do all the exersice in the com..
u will get really tired...

when i say tired, i mean really tired....

haha... everyday need to learn many many things.... ^^
luckly i fund it quite interesting... if not i really duno how can i survive in earning spanish all the time..

today olej no water neh.. coz the pipe was broken.. so they need to change the pipe today.. haven take my bath yet.. duno when the water will come back..,.. luckly i was able to keep somewater.. so that in case that the water din come today, at least we stll have water tonight.. ^^
haha... not like last time no water to brust teeth n drink water..

later at night got meeting.. i really dun feel like going... tired... but wat to do.. i must go... ^^

talkoing bout night... i really have two really funny n fun roomates.. they are willing to help each other.. n that is really nice of them.
yesterday we did disco in the room... it was really really fun... Y^^^

haha... all the best to them////
lateron i will write more bout them

wat a day

2007-09-07T18:34:00.000+08:00

well, not much things happen to me..
haha, recenly i am always sleely, coz not really enuf sleep...
but then still ok la....
haha,
this few days was the konvo... i was actually incharge to wash plates.. but lastly i did not go because i was sick..
haha, sick again... plus some one came n visit me... , so i was even more tired thn usual...
haiz...

now is almost ten weeks i was here... haiz...
i did learn something.. but i really need to work as hard as posible... u know, i;m not that type that all the knowledge can easily get in to my head... nop... really not those type.. but wat to do.. all i can do now is work hard...

so that i can catch up on wat i miss..

ya, one more thing, on merdeka day, i went to c fireworks...
haha, it was beautifull.... really nice... ^^
so happy to c it....
haha, it was a competition actually,and that day the country that is competing is Japan...
at first it was not so nice, but then... the last part was really nice.. they put up many many many fireworks until it turns into a big giantic love shape firework...
nice..
thn of coz we took tans of pictures... but, i did not take much pictures... because i dun't have a camera... ^^
haha
never mind.. all put in head thn ok liao de lo...

lastly, gambatee to all my friends... jia you jia you to u all o...

p/s: my mom is coming soon... so happy... ^^
i can have my things here.. ping pong.. guitar.... haha~!

aquarium....

2007-08-25T15:19:00.000+08:00

i went to the aquarium recenly..... it was so fun.. with many fishes...
hihi... a saw sea turtle.. they are so so so cute... hihi.. when i say cute, i really mean that they are cute... but then... i walk future, i saw a more cure creature.. it is a monkey.. a very small monkey...
hihi, so cute n small... ^^
i took picture with it.. but i cannot hold it.. ^^
haha...
thn i saw kangaroo as well.. ^^
ans the skung.. ^^
haha.. but i canot take any picture of it/... coz we cannot that photo at that area.. they only let us to c it only....
haha.... ^^

thn i got to c the under water creature... saw the sting ray, so big.... haha..
the shark too...
n there are scuba diver in the water as well......
hmm... they are not scare on the shark.. ^^
haha... it was really fun... ^^
hope next time can go c even more nice one... coz i wana c dolphine,,, feel that they are so cute.. ^^

haha... next week exam... hope all the best to me.. ^^

gotong royong

2007-08-13T18:36:00.000+08:00

well, we have our gotong royong last sunday... haha, yesterday la... it was fun/... n i wa able to meet with a lot of ppl... ^^
so happy....
we all took plenty of pic.. all sot sot de la.... ^^
still okee.... ^^
going to let u all c the pic once i get them..

now lets talk bout today, today i start class... but i dun quite understan wat the teacher was telling.... haiz.... but hope i waill get wat she is talking after studyong the books la... ^^
hopes all will be alrigh...
next week is my exam.. hope i can get flying colours.. T.T
hope la...
really need to study hard.. as hard as i could... T.T

okie la.. as for now... my life in uni..

jia you to me..

n btw, i feel okie.... no more sick.....
happy of it.. cAN SING now... ^^

hahaha.... ^^
but my roommate sick now.. hope she will get well soon

tired

2007-08-09T18:09:00.000+08:00

was up till 3 recenly... studying/..... now i can practice my spanish more, coz my room mate is talking to me with her language n i am answering it in spanish... sp io hope my language can inprove....
yersterday i went to the biAN lun , debate chinese de la.... at first i did not wan to go there... i wanted to go to the xiang sheng zhu... but last last kena pull to go to the xiang sheng zhu there la.... haiz..... ^^ nvmm..... but thn kena call up to go bian lun again...
n then we debate lo...
the title is walking brings more happyness thn driving//...
so basicly... i was like, wat title is this.... ^^ still ok la... so i when on bian lun.... but thn wat happen was that.... i got to go for another round of pk debate.....
haiz..... last last, just debate tilll it was 12... but one happy thing is that i was able to eat cake... chocolate cake .... eat also feel happy liao... because there was some one birthday.,,,... ^^
hahaha... one very very very senior de senior.... ^^

but overall, it was still ok.. but i really hope that i was able to go for the xiang sheng too that day,,... coz say wat also, i like xiang sheng... i mean i love to c n talk ... ^^

and it is not as tense at the debate... but writing the scripe is another thing al.......

ya, one more thing, i need to go dance ... haiz... so tecnacly i need to go down to dance.. i think i need to take her placeto dance de... so gambatee to me....
n i feel much more helthy liao..... thankz to all those who took care of we when i was sck.... reallm thankz you, xie xie, arigato gozaimasu, gracias...... terima kasih......

sick badly

2007-08-05T17:26:00.000+08:00

i am sick for so many days now, each time i feel the i am recovering, thn i get my fever at night again... and a bad one too...
haiz, miss class for two days liao... keep on asking ppl got wat homework, but no one wans to tell me leh.. they say dun have,... haiz.... dun noe how... ..
hope i will noe the homeworks la.... T.T

there are so many things i wan to do.. but somehow, i cant finish them coz i noly can do things a while only.. thn need to rest... n i loose weight too... coz i was sick till i cannot eat most of the things here.. T.T really sad bout it... i really miss all the vege... hope to go back home n eat nice nice food......

haha, but anyway, i hope i will recover as soon as posible.. i also would like to thank all my room mate.. tere are so good, and really took real care of me all this while... thank you o.... ^^

continue

2007-07-31T16:52:00.000+08:00

continue with my life... i got sick... n really sick.... i'm so tired.. i think i need to sleep for little more...

but , still ok la... life here, the time pass like water..
i duno how much i have learn, but i will try my best to do wat i can....

basket ball?

2007-07-29T02:07:00.000+08:00

today , my day was really busy... hahha..
i woke up at 8.00 morning... actually is dreak my self out from the bed... haha..
so basicly, i did not get much sleep...
thn i go the ptum de function... busy... but i think it will be vry fun de/...
so just go.. it turn out ok... ^^
thn at 3, i when to youth gathering in one uncle house...
we did bbq, but we wasnt the one who cook the things'
thn we all play the treasure hunt.. n boy how hard is it to play..
our group just got 61 mark... so funny neh.
but nvm la... happy liao thn ok..
thn louise call ask me to play basket ball...
so i when to her colledge to play basketba;lll..
well, play in mid night.. not really midnight la.. but it is nite time;..
so samething hard to play..
plus i cannot c somemore..
bu tluckly i was able to play....and it was fun....
never have that fun time since i came here///.......
haha...... but noe i so so so os tired... feel wana sleep liao... i think later i will sleep lo... nite nte to every one
jia you.. gambatee/...

上课了!!

2007-07-26T14:49:00.000+08:00

我上课已经是第三个星期了... 可是我还是一点东西都不会.
大家都可以说留利的西班牙语.但是, 我还很乱.
我看, 我是时候在努力拉. 可能是自己不够努力.

好烦呀~!~!~!

下个星期就是考试.. 我也不董怎么考试.
现在我唯一能做的,
就是
努力努力再努力,...........

每个人都有自己的问题,
但,
问题是可以解决的,
只是看看自己要不要努力把问题决绝而已...

time + memory = history

2007-07-20T10:41:00.000+08:00

as child, i look foward to this place,
and as teenager, i made it as my goal,
there was so many hopes i lay my dreams apon it,
and now i am in it..

thinking back to the pass now,
i miss my childhood,
looking back now,
i miss my teeenager life style...

sometime, people are so funny,
when they don't have it, they strive to get it,
once they get it,
not many apreciate it.

mayb one of them is me,
or even you.
but please bere in mind that,
life + memory = history

wat we need to know now,
is wat are we going to do NOW.
and future.....

days in university passes in a flash,
i don't wan to make it as only my memory,
so i will strive to make each day meaningful..
can i?
and will you?

Melaka

2007-07-16T14:26:00.000+08:00

when to melaka on the saturday,... wern nie bring me n bei san oveer to her home town, although we din go to all the history place, but they really bring my all over the place to makan...
made really a lot of friends there, and it was really fun... ^^

i ate durian there, n nice one too... really need to thankz aunty to take us in to her house to stay... n thankz to pei ling n pei yee too... who bring us all around malaka to look look see see and eat... ^^
it was really fun there.....

when i reach there i loose my voice. but tat din really stop them to bring me out and eat all the nice nice food... ^^

i ate plenty type of food, and those i never c b4, like celup sate, i think tat is wat they call it, thn the rice round round de, thn mai ya tang, a king of candy, durian, nyonya food and many... ^^ so nice neh.,.... ^^

beside that, they also sing k at home, wah, now only i noe that their whole family can really sing,... n sing in a melodies way too.. T.T i wasn't able to sing coz no voice...

ya one more thing, i think i'll be find here in um, coz all my senior took really good care of me.. ^^ got fdew lecture from them bout how to take care my self.. ^^ really need to thank them o...

today study no voice, my teacher was so good, she din let me read anything, haha, i cannot read them either. LOL...
ok la.. until here...
all the best to all my amigos...
GOOD LUCK

days in uni

2007-07-13T10:42:00.000+08:00

it is the second week in uni now, well, and it is time to talk bout my first two weeks in uni life...
well, the haluan siswa is really a challenging thing,,... but haha, overall atill ok...
every day, we only get to sleep for like 2 hours.. n take bath at late night.. but till the last few days, it was ok already.. everything is back to normal again...
haha, but one thing that made me vry sad is that during tat time, i break my glasses.. so meaning to say, i dun have glasses for like 5 days.. i broke it when i was playing bola baling...
haha, long time din play that game.. we dint win, but at least i enjoy the game n made many friends.,..

so happy neh...

one more thing, we lose in our cheer leading competition... it was bad.. but nevermind.. i dun really mind winning also.. haha

thnh after a week, my class started.. well, it was bad.....
coz i realize that my class credit hours are overall more thn other ppl.. n my class number are really small.. only 6 ppl... os... a lot of studying and teacher will always c u... hmm... no compliments... haha..

one more thing. learning a new language wasnt a nice thing to do.. u need to study real hard.. thn in my condition where i'm not use ti the food and all. it was really hard...
i wander how could i survive till the 3 year... ??
gambatee to me... * haha.. learning spanise but still type in japanese...
well, i mayb going to malacca to visit there ... ^^ hope everything will be ok...
n ya, i attainted the NDF yesterday, haha, luckly there are ppl that i noe.. ^^
the comity there are vry good. the aunty even give me cakes to bring home.. ^^
n prayer books too.. which i forgot to bring.. ^^

ok la... until now. adios

driver..= mamat

2007-06-28T19:45:00.000+08:00

well, now i noe y driving is tires and why i dun like driving.

ya, of coz driving is fun, u can go any place u wan.. but once come to finding a parking and looking only the road and cannot do anything except driving, thn, think again, driving is not tat fun after all..

haha...

today i send my sis to places she wanted to go.. haha... tell u the truth, i wasn't able to even wake up..
LOL.....
but luckly i was able to drak my self out from bed..
thn send my sister to hospital...
haiz..... tired...

just now went our with ting yau to city mall..
hihi, so happy.. thankz to him so much...
thank you..
although the thing i plan did not went smothly, but thank for fulfilling it...
i was so happy.
hihi..

one more thng, we have a farewell thinging for ting yau yesterday.. haha... talk until so late...^^
i think next time we won have tat much chance to stay that way..
but still ok... hihi.... sure will miss him much..

duno tomolo de flight i can go send o not leh... T.T
hope i can go...
hmm, really need to pack my things liao... OMG.... not yet even start packing.. not a good sign...

jia you to me.. all the best to all...
and will always miss you to him..

tired day...

2007-06-26T19:12:00.000+08:00

as day passes by,
the day to get in to uni comes near...
and how nervous i am now,
i'm scare that i will mis bringing something to tat place
i duno..
and all my friends
sure will miss them all

well, today prepare my things
wah, so many need to do, with so little time

haha, but guess wat, i got a new laptop..
so nice neh
hahaha
so happy also
thankz mummy n pa.. ^^
i really need to thank them coz i can get in to uni... ^^
haha...

eat dinner

2007-06-24T13:46:00.000+08:00

today we all went and have dinner with our form 6 teacher..
haha, u coulden have think that actually eating with teacher can be very fun..
and when i say fun, i really mean it.. ^^

haha.... we talk with teacher bout uni life... they give us many info.. and it was nice..
i was happy.. ^^
haha... luckly i did go...
i was able to go two places in one night... ^^
haha,

but now, i have many things need to prepare again...
i'm leaving sabah on the 30,
n i haven prepare my cloth yet..
black skirt, baju kurung... OMG...

money come out like water... T.T

hope every thing will turn out ok....

i'm starting to feel nervous now... haiz.. i think it is time i go c a movei first.. ^^

goin of soon

2007-06-23T10:56:00.000+08:00

now everyone is going in to uni, including me, lucky enuf, i was able to get in to Um..
hha//....
well, leaving sabah to west.. hmm, something i did not think tat much, but hope i will get use to it as soon as possible.
talk to teacher bout it, and got whole lots of information from her.. so happy i talk to her..

well, many of my friends will be studying in UMS...
i sure will miss them, T.T

gambatee to all of u... ^^

a day out

2007-06-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

went out today.. it was fun.. at least can get my mine off a while. but haha.. not that fun also..
coz i need to worry my big sis too.. ^^
so din actually shop much.. is more like bring my big sister go jln jln..
haha.. but use to it liao.. ^^
this time go out i tot i can go c movie, mana tau my sister late late, thn everything is late.. so i din have the chance to c movie with my friends.. they said it was nice.. T.T
i so long din go c movie.. hmm.. i go kacau cts they all ask thm to bring my go c movie lo..

haha...

we also talk bout go out together go eat stem boat.. also long time din go eat lo.. ^^

haha.. i miss all those time..

my life was kinda dull this few months... everyday work.. but no payment.. so..
well, i think i can get over it de... ^^

just that i have a feeling that i will be quite busy on monday..
n btw, i missed my appointment with the dentice.. T.T i forgot bout it.. how now?? T.T
i really duno wat to do .. i also din tell my mom bout it yet,... haiz.. so how? i need to wash my teeth.. if not i will get worse..

haiz.. hope everything will be ok//

no parents day

2007-06-07T21:15:00.000+08:00

haha, 3 days without parents.. ppl will think it is fun..
of coz, in some condition, i was fun,,..
but thn, it was hard.. dispite need to send the things and need to do a whole lots of house work...
i still need to do aii the work that my pa was doin. n it was not fun

haha... haiz... but still ok la.. i can watch wat movie i wanted to watch in the tv.. haha
n that is a nice thing..
i can sleep when i wanted to... ^^

but when your parents is not around, and because u are one of the eldest in the house, there is so much responsiblity that we need to hold on to.. and we cant really do wat we wan. coz we have sisters too... and that's y...

even it was just for few days only, i realy can feel the presure..... haha... at last i;m relise from the hard work that i did.

but comming back to all the working days, well, not much happen/// but i dun really enjoy it eighter... haha... parents back mean work.. n plenty of work.. n tired..
T.T

i cant watch the movie i wanted to watch.. n going out is really a problem.. so.. nvm la.. ^^

hope i can get over with the pileof work that is waithing for me o..

答应

2007-06-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

今天很想用华语来表达自己。
本来今天以为是一个很好的日子，但是从早上到现在都没有一个能让我开心的东西发生。
今天早上本来以为可以去CITY　ＭＡＬＬ，　但是，没去成。结果去吃了一点东西，拿了钱，去了ＣＥＮＴＲＡＬ　买了一点东西，就回家啦。
本来想散心，但到头来啊，反而使给了自己根大压力。也没有去任何地方。
嗨！没办法啦。
哪知道，回家后，本来答应要和我一起去看戏的姐姐自己跑去看戏啦。把我丢在家。多亏我这么多天都没有约朋友去看戏，因为答应了姐姐，却被她放了飞机。。有点气。上次她叫我不要去开会，叫我陪她去买点东西，我没去开会因为要陪她，但她却把我丢在家。。。没话说了。谁叫我容易骗，　容易上当。这么容易就相信人家，相信人家所答应的东西。
从小，人家说不能给我答应，应为答应了就一定要做。可是，答应了的东西不就是一定要做的吗？我真是不明白。因为，从小人家答应我的东西，很少做到。那么答应是什么东西呢？答应难道是说了就算了吗？

有时候，我心里会想，如果你不肯定可不可以做，那就不要答应我呀，免得我伤心，然后又说我小气。我不知我还可以忍受多久，因为感觉有点透不过气来了。不知何时，但感觉就要疯了。　脑袋也有点点迟钝了。。。

昨天，
我很像是活着。
今天，
感觉不像活着。
明天，
我还会活着吗？
我自己也不清楚了。
只知道眼前出现了一条
崎岖不平的道路。
但，
我还有能力继续走下去吗？

bored,......

2007-05-31T13:55:00.001+08:00

today not much things to do.. ^^ just book some air ticket for my parents..

well, recenly i just cut my hair.. still not so use with the new look. but i dun think anyone notice i cut already.. coz the differents is not much... just that my fron hair is short now..
so not much ppl notice.. hahaha

this few days really nothing to do... i just do the house chorse..
hmm.. n not much..
made a song.. but duno nice o not the song.. well nvm la.. ^^
hope the song will come out nice..
there is still a few missing tone..
hope to get the inspirition to finish the song soon....
haha..

there is a movie i wanted to c.. but duno call who neh..
hmm.. how leh???
hiaz.. no idea..
well... hope i will be able to watch it..

btw, planning to change my skin.. but i duno change to wat.. still thinking... anyone have anyidea??? haha...
my chat box is not working anymore.. well lazy to put that in liao...
coz not moving always.. haha..

althought i have many things to do.. but i really not sure wat to do now..
everything is blank in my head...
i duno wat to think liao..
just hope days passes by.. thats all...
so bored neh...

okie la....
hope i will find something to do soon.

2007-05-31T13:55:00.000+08:00

2007-05-25T19:20:00.000+08:00

at balakong friends

study

2007-05-25T18:37:00.000+08:00

just came back from west..
have lots of fun there,
and also learn pleanty of things.

after learning unit one of the book discourse on social action,
it really let me think many things, and see things cleary, in a different point of view,
i now c how things are fragmented, where else, it shoudn't be this way.
hmm... * fall in to deep though again

haha, i also been able to strenten on apriciation towards beauty, not as in phisicaly, but also deep within. ya, one more important thing i learn and i will always remember is that the transformation in society don't just start with indivitual, but also social transformation is also needed. not only one side, but both as well. * never though of tat until i learn this book.

ya, one more thing that is very important is that i some how manage to improve my english.. * yeah, good news to me!~~!~!
happy bout it.

i also meet alot of friend like Rani, Chia Pei, Kong Eng, Dylane, Jeeven, Soon Seng (don't know how to spell his name), khameal, Feizy, danish, nirosh, shakira, temily, and many many more.. miss u all... ^^

haha, i when to the eye of the world too./.... it was fun, mayb coz we were quite crazy in the cabin... well... haha.... no problem of being crazy once a while... ^^

lastly, hope everyone have a fun and nice day~!

time

2007-05-10T10:44:00.000+08:00

day passes by each day.
but how many of us realise it?
once i was still a little child,
but just a turn,
i was one step closer to take responsiblity,
one step closer to become an aldut.

And yet,
we still dun realise,
that our time will never wait for us.
and it still flows away without our notice.

Time, is slow and yet so fast.
time can be so slow that we did not notice the earth is turning.
yet, it can be so fast until we did not notice it has already past.

can we say time is fast? o should we say it slow?
i dun really noe.
but i do noe, time is something that we can't buy
time is something we cannot take
o hold on to..

the effect of time can be seen every where,
but y, we still don't think it as something presous to us?
y we still wan to waise time??

May

2007-05-07T12:26:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time since i update my blog. there is so many things happen.. ^^
first is my birthday, this year's birthday is really simple.. ^^
on the 1st may, vic n eve help me celebrate my birthday.. really thankz to them o... ^^ arigato..
thn on the 2nd, i went to beach.. with family n Bahai friend. well, it was not for my birthday, it was for twelve day of ridvan... well, really have fun there, haha... but i bring wrong cloth, so lastly ended up wearing my mom's cloth... ^^

thn later at night, i call fanny , cts, lemon, louise to go yam cha.. so just chat there... it's been a long time since i go out.. well, i seldom go out.. haha...

well, one more thing, louise n me got the same interview couses... hope we both can go in to the couses we want.. ^^

thn, yesterday, was a busy day, when we rest at night time, my big sis suddenly start to "decorate" me.. well, she some how come out with a kimono, and start dressing me up.. well, it do look like kimono.. but, kinda funny also...la.... ^^

mayb it was just me

2007-04-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

since young, i dun really like ppl breaking promise,
like they say wan bring me to somewhere,
i will put much hope on it.
but,
once they break the promise,
the only answer i got is that we need to be flexsible,
need to c the time,
need to accept ppl breaking promise.

but, sometimes,
i really hope, that ppl can fulfill at least one promise they made to me
exspeacially some one that is important to me.
i dun like ppl making promises.

but i do make promises, ant will no mater how, fulfill it.
even thn i get scolding later.
but i always kept them.

but i really hope ppl will keep their promises.
really i hope.

today, some one said coming to c me, i did prepare, but i din even get an answer,
nor did tat person came.
this made me think of the sandakan trip.
if tat really u can't go, plz, dun promise me.

i am really scare i become someone who doesn't believe in promises people made..

a door to be open

2007-04-04T21:55:00.000+08:00

infron me is two door, a door that looks small and timid
and the other, big and mighty

i turn to the mighty door,
thinking how to open it,
it must take all my might to open it.
But to my surprise,
when i tried to open that mighty door,
just a push,
the door came trembling down

then, i turn to the small and timid door
thinking, this door must be as heavy as stone
as hard as diamond
i gather all my might,
and give the door a push.
but, to my surprise
the door open so easily,
as if it was never been close.

the mighty door tell me,
don't judge a book by it's cover
the timid door tell me,
don't let your past be an obstacle

we always doubt how to open each door
but,
now i know how
another question comes out,
which one do i go in?

some memories..where to go?.. **Ψ**♀♂

last day of class

Diabolo a day trip??

few more days in spain

exam vs study

i'm back...

harry potter

bad day

Earth hour

Diabolo presentation

new year eve

continuation

my trips

my days.. exam days...

exam exam

drama?

unluckly o wat...

my pic

a very unluckly mooncake festival

my days to come

wat a bad day

a funny day?

lunch with a ...

a movie

me n my new home

goong back to class

home alone

petrol

cleaning vs running nose

shock.....

my Room??

life back in kk

my stay in someplace call kolej kediaman ke3

sing k

purlpe bulding

naw ruz

some pic

cc night

fish...

back again..

guess wat

the pictures from prom night

tired

eh... studying vs ko-kum

long time no c...

water..

cny is coming

sick..... not funb at all

sick....

bad? good?

working

cny

study vs work

class

sea

headact

race

nice food?

lonely? happy? busy? sad?

back home

walking alone

pre camp

friends

Book 7

what do you think bout it?

days at frazer hill....

coldness.. or refreshing?

in class

wat a day

aquarium....

gotong royong

tired

sick badly

continue

basket ball?

上课了!!

time + memory = history

Melaka

days in uni

driver..= mamat

some memories..where to go?.. Ψ♀♂