yes~!~!

yeah... at last finish work liao.... ^^ so happy...
haha... stant for the whole 3days.... now can sit down.. SO 幸福o.... haha...
so now just sit here on9.. n yaya, pc fair, i buy webcam liao lo.. so happy o...
hihi... now can use my webcam.. although it is not so good.. but it is already enuf liao...
haha/////..
i vry fast happy de.....
well tomolo need to work again.. haiz.. need to sleep de lo......

working.. haha...

well.. this is the second day working.. one more day to go.. haiz.... a bit tired now... been standing for the pass 12 hours.. yap.. haha "din noe i can stand for so long... ^^
well.... really have fun doin streamyx promotion.. haiz... but takling n asking ppl to sign up to streamyx... haha.. not easy... ^^
but at least i got some sign ups this two days......
need to be happy for it... ^^
well, tomolo.. sunday.. won be tat easy to finish 12 requirement... today i only have 6.. haiz.....
jia you lo me.... lolz... mom not back yet.. hai.. all need to be done ourself.....
need some sleep now.... so nite nite lo..^^

ai...

today mom n family wen kl luu.... T.T
home a lone... need to do more work.. aizz
need to go do work lo... if not cannot finish by two people o.....
jia you o...... ^^

wah... whole day...

yesterday, when out shopping with my mom... but din buy anything.. haha.. just got myself a cloth.....yap.... ^^
thn at night, help my sister check her thises until 3.xx in the morning.... ai... not fun at all.......
haha.. so woke up vry late today... haha..... seldom woke this late... woke up around 11.00.. ai...
thn have breakfastat home.. thn is working again... haha....
had a late lunch.... just finished my lunch thou.... haha....
so need to go bahai center tonite... need to prepare... n als some of the things that is needed.. ^^
ai.. going to be a lone tomolo n until one week... ai... only two monkeys will be at home... T.T
not fun la.... ai.. but wt to do?

wedding~!

haha... my fren got marrid.. yeah... haha.. really happy for her... ^^ hihi..... woke up so so so early yesterday.. around 4.30 am.. early rite? duno y this few days cannot sleep well.... ai....
thn my uncle from terengganu bring us go eat breakfast.... haha... so nice.. but i cannot eat much oo........ T.T not feeling well thou..... aiz...
thn start going to kote marudu.... for the wedding.. ^^ hihi.... fun o.....
we reach there around 2.00.. ^^ n my friend is getting married... haha.... so happy for them..... ^^...
after tat, when back home around 5.00.. haha... reach kk already around 9.xx....
here is some pictures o...^^

orang utan?

haha, today staied at home n din go to schooll..... too tired.........^^
well, mom ask me to help her find orang utan... haha... the pictures r so so so so cute.. ^^ like it... well cannot write more thn need to finish my orang utan... ^^

today....

today i when to do all the payment with my pa... haha...
well, morning i went to school as usual... thn after library, i went to kong's house.. did not know he actually stay vry near to dorothy's house haha.. there got so many kittens... so cute~!~! n two big cats.. preety..... haha
after reach home, straight away help my mom to prepare her things....
after my mom went off, my followed my pa to pay the bills... went to TM point.. so cute, the workers there all wearing tie tat is printed with the word TM point.... haha... saw stella n thien there.....
after tat, when to center point.. haha... pay the astro bill.... well, there was a fight there.. i mean gal fight... haha...... in side the astro shop... got ppl chao jia....... wa, tat gal really is angry......
thn i when to karamunsing.. haha.. yeah pa speng me eat poridge....hihi... but i ate vry slow, coz i' having hou long tong.... haha
when buy something n then i ended up here.......... in fron of the com after i come back home..^^ haha... to night need to go Baha'i center.haha.... so today need to prepare early... ^^

biithday of Baha 'u' llah

haha.. yesterday was Birthday of Baha 'u' llah... yeah, i got to wear nice nice to Bahai centar....
haha.. i wore all blue, n u noe wat, most of my friends wore blue too... so it was like.. YEAH.. all in blue.. hihi...
got many people went yesterday.. haha... meet many friends.. ^^ so happy..... wai ho told me bout the stpm exam... n it was so scary.. i think i need to work hard lo.... jia you o...~!~!
yaya.... one more thing is tat the refreshment was so nice.... but the not nice thing is tat i'm having "hou long tong" ai.... i can't even eat all those tasty food....... T.T
yesterday slept so vry late.. around 3.. huh.. n i woke up 9.30 this morning.... uhuh... i straight away clean the house.... yap... hihi.. the house is too messy.. i u noe how much i hate to c the house in a mess.
after tat, my pa ask us to push the car.. u noe y? coz the cat cannot start.... push the car is not a big problem... but pushing the can in the rain.. wah.. tat is a big problem.....
haha.. was all wet though.... haha.....
well, duno wat to do today.. hmm.. really need to find something to do de. lo.......^^

some pic at ranau

cousins

ic~!

today....

it been one week of holiday... i think la, but one thing i dun like is tat i stil need to go back to school every day...~!~! OMG

so tired~!~! n not fun at all....... every day need to c those books~! ai.... plus, i getting sick again~!~! arg!

well...... been sleeping more today, hmm a sign that i'm getting sick~!haha...

ya o... tat nigth when to watch movie with yen nie.. lolz, we watch zorro, a nice movie~! yeah like it.... n got a bear again... cool huh~! the bear was SO CUTE~! try think where would i put the bear..... haha..... it was also a mirical that my mom would let me watch movie until 11.xx... haha... nice~!

pass few days, my cousin was at my house too... so happy to meet them again... there are from singapore, so u noe how long only i can meet them once. =) hihi, there r so tall.. n preety of coz.><

well, need to get ready to go bahai center liao.......^^ today is a big day, need to wear nice nice..... ^^

huh?

today is the first day of holiday... yeah... ppl should be happy of it.. but not me.. today early morning... i need to go back to school to check the books in the library... oh well.. wat to do bout it......
haha.. when to school around 7.50 am.... means i need to wake up around 7 in the morning... ai.... but at least i got little rest yesterday.... (except waiting for someone to reach home....) but at last i cannot stand... n of coz..... fall a sleep... got a terrible dream.... argh....... n the thing is... i got back their msg only around 12.xx..... i really do not have enuf sleep.... ai..... .... ><
yeah.. tat was morning... thn din have any breakfast till around 12.00... ai.... here goes again....
well wat to do... need to check all the books... at least i hv reach 800 book... (some thing that i can be happy of today) so tired........ but the bad news is tat i stil need to go back to school... coz y.. coz i'm the ketua ting 6?? wat is this.... u noe, three week is like... damn long ok..... ai......
ok .ok... back to today.... yeah... after having lunch (at last..) when back home in louise's car... hihi.. so happy..... can reach home safely..... ^^
reach home... but my parents was no in.. meaning need to take care of my sisters n brother. ai...
thn wash the colth , clean the room, take the cloth, dry the cloth, clean the fan.... zap.. in is already 5 pm/..... ai,... thn where was i after tat? =) of coz in fron com la... XD
haha.... but now need to cook lo... no idea wat to cook.......... ai,......
holiday so not fun... where also cannot go.. cannot go out, cannot go camp..... ai............... SAD~!!~
but there is more things tat let me feel sad.... now i seldom chat with him.. i start to duno who is him..... n i dun like this feelings... ai....
well today i wil go c movie with yennie... mayb she can help me...... haha... at least some entertaiment for now~!

fun~!

just came back from Ranau...... yeaz.. my home town.. it seems a long time since i when back to ranau...
well.. many things have change there..... haha... but yet every thing still seems the same.... haha... miss the roti canai over there. haha
well... meet my cousin there.... there r so tall~!~! wah.......... i really getting shoter now..
haha..... i when to sabah tea..... nice place...........
if go ranau... i cannot miss to play chess with my cousin..... there r so good.... hai... long time din play.........
well... on the way going back to kk... the mist was so thick until i cannot c anything... wah.. so scary...... lucky my pa was a good driver..... haha.......
well... need to do work lo...........

wat am i?

i use to think.. who am i n wat am i?
i'm someone ppl trow rubbish at?
i am someone ppl dun care at all?
i'm someone tat ppl make puppet at?
i'm someone who wokr hard but at last gets scolding only?
i'm someone trying to chage all my wrong doings but at last stil been scold by ppl?
i'm someone with no friends?
i'm some one which cannot talk my feelings out?
i am some one that cannot say NO.. n when i say that means i'm wrong?

i not sure what am i .. but i noe all above is me...
so meaning i am as a rubbish... yeah... a rubbish.....
funny heh..... ppl can hate me so much,..... n i also hate my self......
i hv tried hard... but it is all useless.... what can i do?nothing.
i'm not friendly at all... no use.....
all my felings i need to keep deep in my heart.... keep it as deep as posible...
i am asking.. wat am i in ur heart? tell me truly... if i'm someone bad.. just tell me... i'm not someone who can hate one ppl easyly..... tat i noe..... coz i my self is hate by ppl.