today..

so sleepy n tired..
try to think u hv not been sleeping since 3 weeks ago. not meaning u din even sleep at all, but u just slept for like 4 hours a day, wat u feel the next day? sleepy all rite,
that iswat i felt today.
sleepy n need to study, OMG.. tat was so hard... chinese, eco n math, all are hard sublect.. haiz... kesian me...
thn after tat, after school, i need to teach the marching team...
so kesian me o... already sleepy like hell, thn need to teach somemore
HAIZ.~!~!
comeback, at first wana just rest, who noes kena scold... T.T
so sad...
but at least tomolo is sports day.. saringan.. haha
ok, i wana sleep lo.. bb lo..
nite nite

day passes fast

few more days thn it will be the sports day n chinese new year.
well, i'm busying with sport day now, n do not have time for chinese new year.. tat is bas..
haiz, nearly lost my voice everyday.chinese new year is coming near.. but my house is in a mess...
wat i can do?
nothing la..
well, there is been many happy things happening in my group of freinds.. haha,
most of my friend has gal o boy friend liao.. so happy for them... ^^
hope all the best to u all o.. ^^
haiz..... chinese new year go where leh??
hmm, i wana get lots n lots of ang pao... (wah, so tan xin o me)
haha, but tat is the fun part of chinese new year rite,,.. ^^
today need to finish my homework o... &^^

today

i hate it....... i sometimes feel tired too......
haiz... i duno wat happen to me today, i was so in a bad mood...
angry, but i duno how to evpress my feeling. i forgot how to be angry
i really duno how
i'm scare, duno how to sad o cry o angry
although i really mad.. but....
haiz wat to do..
when can i be myself without been say by other people?
when?

wat is the differents between like n love?

In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you love, you get happy.
In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.
If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush.
But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile.
In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind.
But in front of the person you love, you can.
In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy.
But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self.
You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like.
But you can always smile and stare into the eyes of the one you love.
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.
When the one you love is crying, you cry with them.
The feeling of like starts from the ear.
But the feeling of love starts from the eye.
So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears.
But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever

first day of sports

hmm, today is monday, a b,lue day. but luckly today i can go for sport.............~!~!~!~!~!~!!~!~!
haha, i was change to red... so sad o...
but still ok la... can survive..... ^^ at least last time i use to hang around at red house.
hmm, teach perbarisan.......... still ok...
haha, but need to speak in bm........
hmm,
tomolo holiday, yeah, can sleep late.. so happy..

clean da room

yes.. clean my room.. haha, took all the old books out from my room. now i have extra space to put my cloth. at last i have a space to put my cloth.. ^^
thn i was a lot of cleaning... wipe all my things.. ^^ chinese new year is near.
i come across many of my old things... my letters.. haha, not only tat i noe am actually a write letter lover. my letters is one BOX... OMG>. tat is a lot.
n of coz is my ang pao pack. there are all so nice. been keeping them since young n now i found out that i do not have much space left.
thn i come across a lot of pictures. i was so small last time.. i mean tiny.. ^^
now i have grown alot.. ^^ happy of that. at last... ^^ hahah
all those funny pic taken. haha, miss those old time.. haiz.. old liao now.....
not fun...
but anyways, all those pic a only can keep them as my memory....
well, one good things is i acn wear many cloth liao.. at last... i usually cannot wear all thosecloths, but now i can liao.. need to be happy of tat.
sometimes, i feel scare that i am growing old.. but i cant change the fake that i am growing old...
haiz.. just hope that i can use.. i mean must use my time well.. ^^
wish me luck

7.25pm 星期二

今天，是2006年上课的第一天，踏上害怕的心情去上课了。
这一个星期，心情不好，不知什么地方错了。
可是，被忽烈的感觉却越来越强烈。觉得自己不怎么重要。
到了学校，尽量让那不安的心，稳定起来。
和朋友谈起话来。但，这无法让我的心情平复下来。
不知为何，我好像逃避。不想在讲话。
我怕我自己再也牚不下我的心情了。好像大声地哭出来。 让眼泪把我心里的苦衷都冲出来。
但不知为何，还是哭不出来。
每天晚上，失眠的日子，我不想再拥有了。
好像找一个热，把我心里的话告诉他，和他聊聊。
没有朋友的感觉不好，被忽烈的感觉更不好。
到底有多少个人明白我心里在想什么。
可能，我是一个很难相处的人吧？
觉得自己好失败。哈哈，真可笑。
觉得快要崩溃了。可是不能。我如何是好呢？

new year....

happy new year everyone....
haha, yesterday din spend my new year eve with my class mate... no ppl call thou... T.T
but luckly haha, celebrate with all the bahai friends.. haha...
well, i at 6.30, i when to uncle yon house to eat staem bot.. haha, so nice...
haha, first eat rice, thn eat steam bot. so fun.. it was also wai ho birthday..
haha... when in the middle of eating.. o should i say just finish eat, thn no curen.. haha
tat time, we all take the cake out.. of coz only youth la.. all the adulth at infron eat...haha
thn we sung birthday song, thn cut cake. haha, so fun o...
the cake also so nice.. yum yum...... white chocolate cake... i love it... ^^
haha, thn my sis fren come.. go to peter's house eat bbq.. yeah.. haha, fun o... ^^
there we meet many old friends n also new de.. ^^
haha.. thn play "cho dai di" with them.. loose de need to eat chicken wing.. hahaha...
so funny o.. haiz.. me kena once..
haha but the boys kena more time... hahahaha.. ke lian them
thn when new year.. we all wish each other happy new year.. it was so fun n happy.. haha, all old one year liao.
thn we when to sean sean house.. swimming... hah. swimming at midnight? nuts rite... hah
but new year ma.
haha, swim till 2.30.. thn when to sean house c movie.. but me chat with yen nie..
thn we sleep around 5.00, with the happyness in my heart... ^^ new year, mean a new day, a new hope, a new life.
today, wake up at 8.. haha, rally nuts.. but stay at sean house.. haha, all the uncle n aunty when to sean house, chit chat.. haha
thn around 2.50 afternoon, i go back home.. ^^
uncle chew send me..
but one thing, i can't send sms on new year. so sad o.. T.T was not intime to wish someone happy new year.. sorri o

christmas

yeah... it is christmaz........
but haha.... fall a sick... T.T
so meaning last christmas eve spen my whole day on bed... luckly i'm ok now.. hahahahaahahah
yes..... so bored o this christmas... haha.. at least i got something to do at night..
haha, go sing k at sean's house.. yeah.. but i cannot swim T.T
so so so sad.. since long time i hadt gone swimming.....but when i have the chance, i cannot go swiming.. wawawawa ='O *sob
haha... so today need to show off my teruk de voice.. singing.. haha.. but usually i duno how to sing thier songs de.. coz all english song.. cannot have chinese song de......
haha........
well, if i have my luck today, i can go c movie... but if not.. thn cannot.. haha... have not ask my mom yet... but told my pa.... haiz... how a??
think.. wish me luck thn....
haiz..~!~!~!~!~!~!~!

Dong Zhi Kuai Le

haha.. today is dong zhi... so happy...
haha, early morning can eat tang yuan.. ^^
hihi, but thn need to go out to work.... T.T
tat is not really fun... hihi,
yesterday night when out yam cha after youth gathering... meet many
of my friend there.. ^^ well we yam cha till quite late yesterday ......
hshahaha.. luckly din get scholding from my mom... haha...
but we all sit at the coffee shop there, really just yam chA,,,,.. we just order drinks.. haha..
so funny o.. ppl stil got order food.. but we this bunch of youth just sit there n drink water...
haha...
yeah... now got tang yuan eat.. haha.. tonight's dinner must b vry nice de.. ~!~!~ HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA
so happy.... but from today, haiz.. need to prepare the things for chinese new year liao.... ai,,,,,.....
haha... jia you o... i need to finish my home work thn only i have time to prepare for chinese new year lo... ^^
wana go eat tang yuan lo... hahahaha...
write my blog other time ^^

some pic

yeah.~!~!
pozing for picture~!

mua sis

my pic..

yeah... just camo back..

yeah.... just come back from TENOM... haha... a family camp...
it was fun, but i was sick.. haha... tat is not fun....
well, conduct the zipopo.. haha... so happy.... ^^ it was ok i think....
my cousin like the hippo... haha... n meet my niece... she is so cute.. just tat at this age need to be an aunty, haha,, tak biasa la...
well, only 41 ppl when to this camp this year.. the funny thing is tat u noe wat? all the aunty n uncle haha... vry vry vry vry playful.. sing karaok for the whole nite till 12.30.. hhahahahaha
SO LI HAi..
n they bring us go eat xiao ye.. haha.... nice o...
haha.... have tast many kinds of weidddd fruit.. haha....
thn wen jln jln at the park... DAMN tired...
haha.....
well, i think this came is way too cold.. all the time is not really fix dead.. haha... like this camp..
haha, we had dinner together with my uncle also.. haha... so fun
^^

wen to kk

haha... today when to kk to get glasses n do all the work...
but thn, u noe wat happen? mom n pa came back n ask me to do the air ticket.....
aiz... ke lian ting yao need to wait outside around 2 to 3...
haiz... luckly he go do his things first,...
thn u noe wat, i ask my sis to help, but thn, she dun wan....
so i rush all the things.. n thn when reach kk, i forgot to do all my things.. cannot thing liao..... HAIZ....
but luckly i sempat buy the spec....haha... so hard to find those spec.... thn buy cd.. for com de....
thn ting yao go buy his slipper... haha....
thn go pick his sister.. thn go home lo... ^^
haha... so happy... my ko ko come back for holiday liao.... ^^
haha.. can go yam cha with him~!!~!!~!~!~!
but now need to work...~!
HAIZ.....

yesterday

haha... yap.. yesterday when to bahaicenter..... ^^ got one uncle came from england to give us a talk... ^^ hihi.. tat uncle is so good.. n kept on smiling all the way...
haha... when he first came to sabah, it was around 1960... n my mom wast born yet.. waw......
well, meet a new friend there.. haha.. came from west m'sia... i think i meet her o her sis b4.. but just cant remember.. HAIZ.....
haha.... chit chat for a while.......
thn wen home of coz...... haha... on9 lar... ^^

well.... afternoon, i spend my time working,.... haiz... a lot things tat need to be done.. T.T
haha....... need to finish my scrip to,........ duno wat will turn out thn ...
just can wish mua self good luck o... ^^ n one more thing.. (I lOVE FRIDAYS>>>)

my sisters b'day....

haha... today is my sisters birthday.....
went out with ty today.... ^^ bring my sis to cp thn go work....
thn when finish work thn go eat dinner thn go home,.,..... ^^
today got my first gaji... haha.. so happy o.... ^^
haha.. although not alot.. but i'm still happy of it.. haha..... ^^
not much things happen today... ^^

today....

i always put my title as today.. some times i really duno how to discripe my day.. today, a horibble day.
i can't really says it is horrible, but something happen that let me feel vry sad. haha..been blam for nothing///......
thn din talk with my family for the whole day.........
sometimes i really dun feel like talk to them.. y? u can fell more that they would not like to care bout u.....
haha.. mayb ppl will say that i am sensitive.. nvm.. i noe wat am i thinking..
haiz..... some times i raelly feel tat it wil be vry good if i'm not here.... meaning i'm not at this earth... crazy thinking rite????
i also duno wat will happen next.... i'm getting more n more not feeling well.. but wat can i say???

wat a day...

today woke up late.. coz yesterday was vry tired....
yesterday woke up at 7.30 in the morning to prepare to go to duno wat wanita thing...
haha, thn came back to home around 2.30.. well, of coz i have free lunch at hyatt. ^^ so happy.
after reach home, i stay at home rest.. haha, coz din really slept well. after that at night, got meeting on the zipopo show. haiz... 16 more days.. n i have not prepare anything... ai......
but the happy thing is yes, at last there will be a camp that i can go... ^^ haha....
well, i have not prepare anyting... wat to do?? cannot thing of anything.. n also duno how.. the song n all i also not yet finish.. hai... how o???
well, today mom n sis n pa went out n i need to cook lunch.. haiz... duno wat to cook also....T.T
not feeling really happy this few dayz. been scold all the way long... really sad...
well, not much things i been doin recenly.. but i need to do my homework lo... ^^
plenty of homework to do T.T
yeah, jia you to me o..~!~!

yes~!~!

yeah... at last finish work liao.... ^^ so happy...
haha... stant for the whole 3days.... now can sit down.. SO 幸福o.... haha...
so now just sit here on9.. n yaya, pc fair, i buy webcam liao lo.. so happy o...
hihi... now can use my webcam.. although it is not so good.. but it is already enuf liao...
haha/////..
i vry fast happy de.....
well tomolo need to work again.. haiz.. need to sleep de lo......

working.. haha...

well.. this is the second day working.. one more day to go.. haiz.... a bit tired now... been standing for the pass 12 hours.. yap.. haha "din noe i can stand for so long... ^^
well.... really have fun doin streamyx promotion.. haiz... but takling n asking ppl to sign up to streamyx... haha.. not easy... ^^
but at least i got some sign ups this two days......
need to be happy for it... ^^
well, tomolo.. sunday.. won be tat easy to finish 12 requirement... today i only have 6.. haiz.....
jia you lo me.... lolz... mom not back yet.. hai.. all need to be done ourself.....
need some sleep now.... so nite nite lo..^^

ai...

today mom n family wen kl luu.... T.T
home a lone... need to do more work.. aizz
need to go do work lo... if not cannot finish by two people o.....
jia you o...... ^^