yes

tomolo start schooll.....
din play much at this holiday, coz was in the hospital..
but i went for movies n also the fun fair..
hihi
so happy.. ^^

i'm here again

there are so many things i wan to say, but i dun noe how to say...
well, this few days is exam... but i'm sure i will not do well in this exam...
haiz... not tat i did not study,
but if u r at my house, n u can study, i really respact u...
every day it is only fighting,
wat kind of house is this??
well, my sickness is getting bad, n i dun noe how bad it will go...
hope that i will get well soon.
i did not when to the doctors, because no ppl bring me there.
haiz, i really dun noe wat kind of life is this
today, i canot c well, my eye has some problem, sometime, i'm really scare that i dun not have time for this world..
i reallt scare....
so i really need to appriciat life...
all that i can life....
although there are not many ppl noe bout this... o really care bout this... there is some one who care bout me, but their hadr work also have its border....
well, the only thing i have for my self now is hope. n hope i will live on.

hinese exam ... so headact.....

today is my chinese exam... so headact o me......
u ne, i actuay fnish red... but i dun remember a thing... ithink now is the time for me to be hard working already... haiz....
so, today's paper is like OMG... u ne at i mean...
i meet cikgu lim, my class teacher... he doesn't look ok... i think because i did bad in his paper... haiz.. irealy wuld not like taht to happen ....
s now feeling hrrible, terrilble...
plus, all the com in the librrary now is been ue by my friend to play games.... so u now how i feel now...
but wat cani do.. forgt t tell u where i am now...
i am sti in schol library,,....
playig the comm...
ot fun at all....
will be going out asap...
hrgh....
i really pe so...
b4 the teacher come scolding me .....
^^
just for now...

p.s my cm was strick by lightning... so this is how i enden up here now~!~!~~!

wat a day

haha, today i start off my day by calling people up from bed... i call him from 8.00 morning until 9.00 am... one hour, i call to his hp... but no answer, thn at last, i call to his house.. this of coz made him wake....
haha, but he is already late to go for tuition...
thn after that, i help abby to find for ho ching.. haha.. tat also took me a long time..
thn i when to tuition. study there till 11.30 n after that, me, abby, ting yao, ho ching, mei choon when to eat pizza.
haha
still ok la.. i n abby belanja ho ching.
later on, i went to find for mothers day present.
ting yao is having a hard time choosing his present..
haha.. we choose till like 4.00. then, we go damai to but stuff for de cake... T.T i cannot bake cake for my mom. so sad.
thn i when to teach children class of coz..
haha, they are still so cute...
thn here am i, on da com.. ^^

hope tomolo's mothers day will be fun ~!~!~!

其实很多男孩都不知道……

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子在冲他们发火后自己却转过身不断啜泣。
其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子从来不会真正生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。
其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对她自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，她是怕你做错事情。
你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火，不会冲你撒娇，不会让你哄她--因为在别人面前她都是淑女。
你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，即使让她生气也不会超过2天！

而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，
而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她……

于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她……
于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她……
于是，你们总莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福……
要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美~

因为她喜欢你，所以才偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。
因为她喜欢你，所以才会生你的气；而又是因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气那么久。

你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，很容易就碰伤摔碎。
你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害！

她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，因为真正值得让她哭的那个人根本舍不得让她哭……
她会很矜持，她会很骄傲，她会很冷淡，她总是嘴里说着“你走开”，心里却一直叫你留下。
请竖起你的耳朵，也请打开你的心，去听她内心真正的呼唤吧，而不是她嘴里的口是心非！
她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身；当侧身而过的时候，你看不见她的泪，那是滂沱在心里的泪~

如果你喜欢她，请多陪陪她；如果你喜欢她，请多宠宠她；如果你喜欢她，请多让让她……
如果你真的喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是一种呐喊！
请你张开臂膀拥抱她！
在爱情世界里，你们总是彼此伤害着，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈，爱到轰轰烈烈！
可是，爱情没有孰对孰错，更没有你比我多我比你少的概念。
你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够，不要试图让彼此受伤，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。
你们彼此相爱需要的是温暖、是幸福、是甜蜜、是快乐，而不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，更不要什么话都不讲就漠然离去。
要知道，当你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光……
越是安静，战火就越传，这是冷战，也是彼此的伤害。
无论以后怎么的复合，那些伤口是曾经存在的，是你怎么也抹不去的……

请给她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。
她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠、转身的无声安静。
请记住，相爱的人不要宣战，因为带来的伤害超出你的预计。
也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没什么是你接受不了的，只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子、所有的坏脾气、所有的臭毛病在你眼里都是撒娇。
也请记住，她喜欢你，需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她真心话。
她只是想你宠她，想你抱她……

muet>?

today is my muet speaking.
hmm... terrible o...
haiz.. wat to do....
but , still ok la... ( i hope so)
today i settle my tshirt..... hope it will turn out rite... i really hope.. n the time.. hmm...
haiz.. the library thing some more... headact....
so wat can i do?

mky birthday

yesterday was my birthday. at first, i din hope for anything... coz not much ppl wish me at school...
but when i reach home, chun ping call me to wish me,... thn i got many msg from my old old friend... haha.. they all wish me happy birthday..
afterthat, my family bring me to have dinner outside..... so happy. my pa also give me a tilam... so nice,,,, i can sleep well now.
thn i when out with my friends to easy way at beverly........ haha.... just chat chat n talk talk there. thn cut cake...
afterthat, i when to tanjung aru with ting yao, tet san, n yew. haha... we walk to the beach,..... so nice..... n cute too... ^^]
thn i went home... that is how i celebrate my birthday this year... ^^

hiaz

haiz.... duno wat to think... haiz.
haiz............. so luan now....
haiz

some times...... but really?

sometimes.. i feel that i can share my feelings.. but really, when i think back... can i??
i feel sad sometimes... but, can i feel that way? o it is something wrong?
sometimes, i wana find a person to talk too.. but who can i find?
sometimes, i think that i can go over with a problem, but i know i can't.
sometimes, i wan to share my happyness, but than only i noe that i have no one to share my feelings to.
sometimes, i feel like wan to cry, but at last my tears flow inside to my heart.
sometimes, i feel empty but wat can i fill tit in???

haha... manything i pass just like that.. with no feelings n all.. the only thing that make me going is time... n also my will to continue study.
when i feel bad, i really hope someone would noe.... but is there/?

just like today, when i talk something, i been scold.
n when i wanted something, i also been scold.
i need to listen to everything, without saying no.
i'm afaird to say no. but thn, ppl say i do not have my own point of view. everything is needed to be done readly for me.
when i talk, ppl will not listen, so wat is the use if i talk?
i have learn to no talk. just listen. i think tat at least will not hurt my feelings which is oledi empty.
i do not hope for anything now.... nothing....

today... thursday..`!~!~~!
hihi.... i got a meeting today...
finish around 3.
yes.. ta day at least i got talk with her... ^^
so happy... BERJAYA...~!~!~!~!~
need to study now./. i dun wan to fail..~!!~!

tuesday.. Holiday~!

hihi.. today is holiday..~!~!~
at last i go c movie~!~!
haha... i went to c i'm not stupit......
the movie is so touching.... LOL... cried at cinema.... T.T
haha..... i'm really happy today..
ya, i went for a walk at sutera harbour too.... WAH... so so so so fun o....
the place is so nice.... except it is vry vry hot... ^^
well, i spend my time looking at the fishes...
so cute....
.....
today, i am so happy.. but i also need to finish my work today......
hope i can finish it o
^^
jia you me...~!~!~!

hmm....

haiz.. i fail my chinese again....
feeling not so happy... haiz.. but who will noe.....
hmm.... i just feel down this few days... i need to smile, so that ppl will not noe my feelings,...
so sad..
well, today, i study mat. matermatik most easy chapter.. matric......
i also need to prepare my shirt de design...
haiz
so sleepy.... n tired too.....

hmm....

haiz.... there is so many things in my heart, but i cannot say out.
sometimes, i really wan to find someone to talk too.. but... haha, who i have??
haiz.. so many things i just feel like scream it out... but can i?
sometimes, when i'm sad? i just can cry in to my heart... can anyone noe?
haha... ppl will think that if i dun tell ppl, how tat ppl will noe??
haha.. but wat choice do i have?
i rather choose to be the one to be hurt, rather thn the one who hurts ppl feelings.
somethings, i really feel that i do not have friends at all....
haha
lonely
i don't know how long i can stand... i really don noe..
now, even writing out my feelings is a problem?
how i'm going to stand ?

wah!~!~!~!~!~!~!~

tired~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~
so many work to do... with so little time... T.T
din sleep for 3 days liao doin work.. T.T
now still continue work ... n i have not done my homework......
omg... how o...
haiz... today need to stay up late again....
wat to do.... if wan study thn must work... ^^
GAMBATE to ME~!!~!~!

when out

hmm, today i went out to center point with my friends... i when around 11 morning, to help tty c his things for the fish tank..... thn when to center piont.. continue finding until 12.30.. OMG.. n we haven found the things..
meet louise n steph at watson... not watson actually, i think i should say in forn of the stair...
thn walk together lo.. wait for ppl...
thn i when to take my ring... hmm... fit in nicely... so happy.
we duno where to go.. so guess wat, of coz waist our time walking around.. HAHAH
we took photo together.. haha, long time din take photo... hmm, since when liao a??? haha, forgot
while waiting for the pictures to develope..... we play games... until my hand pain... T.T
thn we when play bowling... wah.. so happy.... ^^
hihi
but thn, after finish playing, when we r walking out, i of coz did the thing i can do best - JATUH... in bowling center... not fun... haha
now having mager pain on my body.. T.T
haiz.. .duno y i always fall down de....
but nvm la....
haiz.. fall till i lay down.. i quickly jump up.. but i noe many ppl saw, coz some one scream...
wah.... duno where to put my face.. haha....... but still ok la... i am use to do that,...
so i think i am vry good in falling down....something wrong with my leg i think./
hmm.... reach home now thn continue my life, work of coz.....
but i need to go take my bath first... ^^

monday

monday......
haha.. a day i use to be blue.. but today, haha, i did my homework... wah.... so li hai eh
i seldom do my homework de.. but duno y this time will do my homework.. haha.. did it for 3 hours...
hmm... i think i'm getting good... `1~!~!!~!
haha.....
today.. fasting of coz.. hmm..... i'm getting thinner o...
can c clearly./..
y does some ppl won get thin when they fast???
haiz.....
hmm... now need to think wat to eat tomolo.....
wat a/..????
haha... need to bake bisckut o.... ^^
hmm... duno how is the tast???
haha i hope will be ok....

YES~!~!~!~!

at last finish my exam.. although i pass up hmm i think 2 blank papers.. ~!~! haha... first time doing that.. y? coz i did not bring my watch... hahaha.. thn hor, got scare thn forgot everything... hahaha
really, sometimes, little things happen in our life can sometime make a big change.... HAIZ.. so meaning to say, i will mostly fail my papers.. not just one, but two of them...T.T
well, holiday is just in the corver. n i duno wat to do...... stay at home? doing nothing? i really need to thing something usefull to do...
well, now i'm having headact on how to pay all the pans???
wat la my sister..... she is the one who ask to get tat all panz.. n ask will finish with the payment.. but thn, wat happen,?? she hutang two ppl.. each person 100 ove,... headact a,,,,,...!~!~! thn all throw to me to think how..... SO So So So So So angry~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!
she first say got a way to ask them to buy, but look at now???
wat can i do???
having headact now~!~! how to pay off the depts>?????????
well, one thing i noe is that my sister is not giving me any cooperation at all,.... i really mean it.. HAIZ\1`1`1~!~!~!
wat can i do?
having holiday is not really a good thing for me. i need to stay at home.. n i basicly can't do anything....
so? da point is i hate long term holiday...
nothing to do~!

today

today is the first day of fasting.... din did much things......
hais.... hungry...^^
wish everyong happy fasting..
today i cannot go out swimming with my friends... so sad o.....
but never mind la..

saturday

well, saturdays is the day that i will be so busy, that i don't have time for my own self.. T.T
most of my friends will know that i seldom come out during saterday coz i need to teach at 4.00 and have my tuition on 7.30..
haha, it was somethings different this saturday.
i start off m day at 6.00. wake up of coz.. thn go to putatan, to help uot at a cause for the st. fransis guls. it is thier camp n we when to help uncle kang.
thn when i came back, it was already 1.30.. OMG.. really need a nap.
so of coz i when to sleep. sleep till 3.00.. thn prepare to go bhai ccenter to join thier ayyam i ha children party. so when i reach home again, it was 6.00. take my bath, thn prepare my things, there i was to go to tuition...
haha, that was my whole saturday, boring huh? HAHA....
so how was ur saturday?
mine was vry tiring, plus that i did not sleep on friday.. how could i sleep when i was sad?? haha,
so meaning it was like.... DAMn tired
haha, luckly my eye din swallen up.
ok.. ^^ need to continue my sunday life o

busy busy busy

such a busy day.. every day study stady n stady.. haiz..
pening liao...
today is assembly.. thn was librarian's meeting.. so fan o... hai.z... i so wish that i do not need to take care of the library.... T.T
but wat can i do.. not that the teacher will listen....
so today was extra busy with all the classes that need to be attain.. T.T
SO tired.~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!
but i need to finish my chinese.. wah.. not happy.....
wat to do ........
gam ba tee o me~!~!