Wednesday, November 21, 2007

nice food?

well, i when to sutera to have dinner... represending my moms company..
haha. well, i tot wat food r we going to eat...
waw..... i reawlly duno how to eat those food.. T.T
hah... but some how i manage to eat it all.. ^^
li hai neh...
btw, did many things since i came back, when to pulau with abby n fanny they all
thn go kk jln jln with them
when to c movie with kambing n louise
n yam cha with san long n eric n yuh ching
and also when yoyo with aex yuh ching louise they all...
well, my next program is go visit kwong de house n meet up with stephy.. ^&^
haha.... ^^

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

lonely? happy? busy? sad?

lonely, happy, busy, sad, all this are feeling ...
but sometime, there are all kind of feelings around us that is contridiction to each other,
but, some times, all this feelings appear because there are lack of another feeling.
for example, we felt sad because we are lack of ther feeling of happy...

everyday, we may come across a lot of feeling, one minit we can be happy, thn another minit, we felt sad...
but because of all this feelings, our life become even more meaningful, more excithing, n more rich..
sometime we dun wan a certain feeling to appear, we felt sad, n we dun like the feeling, we felt angry..
but we never realize that, sometime, because of this feelings, we learn how to grow, we learn to overcome those feelings

and than, as we grow, we gain more n more expirent in dealing with our feelings,....
but, some times, it happen, when we cannot handle our feelings. and suddenly we burst like a bubble....

think of wat we wan to do, is it worth o not doing that thing,,, ... and thn, u may find out thatwe will we more calm, and the ability to control our feeling is even more....
and avantually, with all this better feelings, calmness, we gain more n more knowledge, and thn, we r able to widen out our knowledge n our contact...

overcoming our own feelings is from our own iniciative. but we must remember we must sometime stop n rethink on wat we have done, to make sure that we are on the right track.

gambate

Sunday, November 11, 2007

back home

i have been back home for this few days.. haha, only can say, it is fun...
will surely enjoy all my time here... ^^
miss my home

Saturday, October 27, 2007

walking alone

yesterday i went to midvalley alone.
not because i was alone, but i was i bit tired of reading too long, plus i need to go in search of a present...
haha,
at first i did not wan to go to midvalley, but there are some senior who will go to mid valley,
so i ended up going with them untill mid valley. but i did not go jln jln wit them., one is because they are going back home..
haha, they go midvalley just to sit the ktm..
okok, continue with the story,
well, after gething off the car, i went in search of my goal, present.
well, first i went to find my sisters present, well, it is a pair of earings,
so i noe the rite place to find it..
thn search for the second present,
that took really long time.. so i prend my time window shopping, c ppl, walk around, c the design of a place, get inspiration,
well, and many things, but at last i found the present,..
i think it is nice, but not sure la....

well, ppl think it is lonely to walk alone, but i like doing it,
haha, mayb u wil think it is funny,
but i really do think it is interenting,
well, of coz walking with friends is fun, and u can play round, but i like walking alone, coz it gives us time to observe wat we always mis, like ppl, place, the design, all are put in effort. somehow, i think all the decoration is for ppl like me to c..
as i was walking, i suddenly come across ppl dancing, indian dance of coz. thn suddenly i realize that how amazing as our country, well, back in sabah, i do c indian dance, but i mean is really a different enviromen,
i look around the crowd that was enjoying the show, they are all kinds of people, all with happy looks on their faces, looking n enjoying the performance,
although there are just 4 ppl dancing, and conducting the whole program, but it was really a nice dance.
i put my senf as a visitor of that place, and how amaze i felt, how happy i felt,
and how the performance took away all my worries.
i stay there for quite sometime, as ppl gather around the stage to c them dance, ( they must have practive a long time to remember so many dance with only 4 ppl running the whole program.)
i walk away from the performance b4 the performance ended,
i when to the back stage to c how is it, when i reach the back stage, the performance already end, but i saw happy n tired faces. i think they must felt happy, n think that all the practice they have been going through is just nothing.

as i hope on the bus to go back to the uni, i start to look at ppls faces again, happy once, quite once, tired once, cheerful once, friendly once...

sometime, when we are tired o reach a state where we think we cannot handle anymore, well, take a walk, enjoy the senery, and mayb from there, u can meet all the happy faces that mayb they can brighten your day and steal away ur worries.

p/s, remember, to be happy too, u never know that mayb u have refresh someone who is in trouble too.... ^^

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

pre camp

time passes by fast, this is something i always say,
tat other day, i when to a pre camp at balakong,
i when there without knowing who will i meet,
o what will i be doing there,
i know i will surely meet some ppl that i had already know,
n that made me happy,
but i reall don't have any idea who will i be meeting when i reach there,
o what am i going to do over there,

going there, taking the bus n the ktm, rail way of coz,
as i am waithing alone in the station,
althougt there are many ppl waiting wit me,
but traveling alone is something that sometime can make u feel lonely.

at i hope in to the ktm, how am i amize towards my self,
how long had it been when i am in kl, the capital of my country,
and yet how empty i felt despite all the ppl and places i go..

when i reaches my destination, waithing is something i always been doing,
n reaching the traning center, without knowing anything,
i step in to the hall, and saw lots of faces looking at me,
"huey ye"
a voice so familar, i look at her n give her a smile,
thank goodness, there is a welcoming face showed at me, to make me feel more calm,
i sat beside her, n she start to introduce all the ppl around me,
n without i knowing it, i started to make friends. n i am so happy bout it.

how amazing human is,
freinds, family, ppl,
was once not know to each other, but some connecting pull them together, n made them something call friend,
how amazing it is, that we human can be link in such a way,
we never know, that mayb the ppl that we call stranger, may turn out to be something that we call friend in the future, we never know..

just like my days in precamp, i got to noe ppl, funny ppl, fun ppl,
made a chat with them, learn a chant with them, place n study together, consult with them, and i learn many things, a lot of things,
things that i may not have learn,
how to conduct, how to talk,

we are growing everyday, some may grow fast, and some slow,
but sometime, with just some help from the group of ppl we can learn more thn wat we are able to learn in usual..
before going there, i was scare, but coming back, i know that i have grow, i have learn many things, i became more mature now,
but we must not forget those who help us in the process of our growth,
this group of ppl that always been out side helping us, teaching us,
there are once someone that had never ment anything to us, nor that have any realtionship with us,
but with just this words, they became someone that mayb can change our life,
mayb can made us someone better next time,
someone we know that we can always count on when we have problems,

this people are given this name by us: FRIEND

thankyou i would like to wish to them, thankyou for taking care of me when i need it, thankyou for always helping me,n listening to me. but most of all, thankyou for being my FRIEND

Thursday, October 18, 2007

friends

i was chatting with my friend.. and suddenly i reliaze how important they r to me..
i really felt happy after chatting with them..
aslthough i dun have any problem.. but chatting with them just make me happy..
thank you all my freind to acompany me to walk in this path that leads us to our future..
i really thank you all to brighten my day..
thankz my friends.

Monday, October 15, 2007

Book 7

a nice n hard book to read..
well, i just come back from intensive learning .. for book 7,
well i have not finish the whole book yet..
well, next friday i need to continue the book, well, i really hope that i can finish it,..
\i really look forward to it...
well, gambatee lo

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

what do you think bout it?

as days passes by, without us knowing,
i don't really know wat is that i have been doing..
there was a trip, un to the hill,
where frashness is all around you..
we played, sang beautiful songs, and act funny drama..
and sad once too..
but in sometime, i don't really know was going on...

today, i got a news, a new that shock me...
n i din know wat to do..
#
but i know, life after death, is much more happier,
and i should not be sad..
but somehow, after thinking of the two kid, i feth sad

mayb i din wan them to past the days i have been passing...
but, wat can i do..
coz i'm just an outsider,
looking at all the happenings..
and couldn't do a thing...

i was happy, n din really think much yesterday, and the days before that...
but after this incident, i suddenly realise,
how weak are we,
and how short our time is...

sometime it make me scare, but i know,
by just being scare, won help anything...##

there are still plenty of things i can do, i can help
i can give to this socialty...
and i know i don't really have mucch time eighter..
when i feel that i am able to go trough all this,
then i can get my answer..

by then., the only thing i can do now
is ...
make every time worth as they were ment to be...
not only to me, but to every one...

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

days at frazer hill....

last week end, i went to frazer hill..
it ic our cc trip.. n it was vry vry vry vry fun..
haha..... ^^
althoughi did not get much sleep.. ^^
but nvm la... that is wat i need to pay for, if i wanted to go to the trip..
but i did not regard.. ^^
and was really very happy of it.. ^^
haha.. at least ido meet alot of friends... seniors,and those same badge with me... ^^
haha, we had many fun they, we did explore race, and basicly, we when to many many many place... walking n jogging n running of coz.. but overall, fun... ^^
thn nite we play mafia, and haha, come ppl got addicted with in, ya, at night time, we play games too.. many many games.. ^^
haha, but our group din really win many things... ^^
but no problem, our group always say, the mosyt important is the way we pass this trip, the most things we take is photo, and the most things we see is senery,,,....
haha, cool huh.
then after that at night we did something like talent show, and it was totaly funny... kanasai titanic, tat really fulfill the title, then pearl harbour, that was really touching, and the inner meaning was really good... it made ppl cry too... as for my group, we did journey to the west.. haha, funny one.. we suppors to do something that made ppl cry and cry and cry, but at last, we ended up doping something that was really funny, the attaim to make something sad turn to be something really funny... but no problem .... coz laughter is the best medican.. ^^
ya, one more thing, i got the best K LE FE girls award... haha, i was "BAi GU JING" read in chinese plase... haha, not my name is bai gu already/... haiz,... ^^ but , haha, it was ok..
^^
well until now, the photo i will post it soon, when i got the photos..

Thursday, September 13, 2007

coldness.. or refreshing?

rain.... water that falls from the sky,
it brings freshness and moisture
to the land they fall on
giving life and hope to every being....

as rain come, it brings along a gift,
it is a gift from Heaven,
more precious than anything ...
it brings life to the land.

but sometimes,
rain brings more then hope,
it brings sorrow, and emptiness
that makes people weep as it falls.

sometime i start to wonder,
what are you...
are you a gift , a bounty that was given from heaven,
or are you a reminder, telling us to be think carefully

as i look out the window to the falling rain,
i felt happy because it rain, at last..
but i do know someway in my heart,
theres a slide feel of sorrow.

you might say that it is the nature of the rain..
and there are no one to ask to...
but some how i still wonder,
are you my gift, or my reminder

are you coldness.. or refreshing

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

in class

I have class, but i am very tired.. coz i duno wat to do now.. haiz..
every wed n tues..
some of u might think that having com class is fun... but not when u need to do all the exersice in the com..
u will get really tired...

when i say tired, i mean really tired....

haha... everyday need to learn many many things.... ^^
luckly i fund it quite interesting... if not i really duno how can i survive in earning spanish all the time..

today olej no water neh.. coz the pipe was broken.. so they need to change the pipe today.. haven take my bath yet.. duno when the water will come back..,.. luckly i was able to keep somewater.. so that in case that the water din come today, at least we stll have water tonight.. ^^
haha... not like last time no water to brust teeth n drink water..

later at night got meeting.. i really dun feel like going... tired... but wat to do.. i must go... ^^

talkoing bout night... i really have two really funny n fun roomates.. they are willing to help each other.. n that is really nice of them.
yesterday we did disco in the room... it was really really fun... Y^^^

haha... all the best to them////
lateron i will write more bout them

Friday, September 07, 2007

wat a day

well, not much things happen to me..
haha, recenly i am always sleely, coz not really enuf sleep...
but then still ok la....
haha,
this few days was the konvo... i was actually incharge to wash plates.. but lastly i did not go because i was sick..
haha, sick again... plus some one came n visit me... , so i was even more tired thn usual...
haiz...

now is almost ten weeks i was here... haiz...
i did learn something.. but i really need to work as hard as posible... u know, i;m not that type that all the knowledge can easily get in to my head... nop... really not those type.. but wat to do.. all i can do now is work hard...

so that i can catch up on wat i miss..

ya, one more thing, on merdeka day, i went to c fireworks...
haha, it was beautifull.... really nice... ^^
so happy to c it....
haha, it was a competition actually,and that day the country that is competing is Japan...
at first it was not so nice, but then... the last part was really nice.. they put up many many many fireworks until it turns into a big giantic love shape firework...
nice..
thn of coz we took tans of pictures... but, i did not take much pictures... because i dun't have a camera... ^^
haha
never mind.. all put in head thn ok liao de lo...

lastly, gambatee to all my friends... jia you jia you to u all o...

p/s: my mom is coming soon... so happy... ^^
i can have my things here.. ping pong.. guitar.... haha~!

Saturday, August 25, 2007

aquarium....

i went to the aquarium recenly..... it was so fun.. with many fishes...
hihi... a saw sea turtle.. they are so so so cute... hihi.. when i say cute, i really mean that they are cute... but then... i walk future, i saw a more cure creature.. it is a monkey.. a very small monkey...
hihi, so cute n small... ^^
i took picture with it.. but i cannot hold it.. ^^
haha...
thn i saw kangaroo as well.. ^^
ans the skung.. ^^
haha.. but i canot take any picture of it/... coz we cannot that photo at that area.. they only let us to c it only....
haha.... ^^

thn i got to c the under water creature... saw the sting ray, so big.... haha..
the shark too...
n there are scuba diver in the water as well......
hmm... they are not scare on the shark.. ^^
haha... it was really fun... ^^
hope next time can go c even more nice one... coz i wana c dolphine,,, feel that they are so cute.. ^^

haha... next week exam... hope all the best to me.. ^^

Monday, August 13, 2007

gotong royong

well, we have our gotong royong last sunday... haha, yesterday la... it was fun/... n i wa able to meet with a lot of ppl... ^^
so happy....
we all took plenty of pic.. all sot sot de la.... ^^
still okee.... ^^
going to let u all c the pic once i get them..

now lets talk bout today, today i start class... but i dun quite understan wat the teacher was telling.... haiz.... but hope i waill get wat she is talking after studyong the books la... ^^
hopes all will be alrigh...
next week is my exam.. hope i can get flying colours.. T.T
hope la...
really need to study hard.. as hard as i could... T.T

okie la.. as for now... my life in uni..

jia you to me..


n btw, i feel okie.... no more sick.....
happy of it.. cAN SING now... ^^


hahaha.... ^^
but my roommate sick now.. hope she will get well soon

Thursday, August 09, 2007

tired

was up till 3 recenly... studying/..... now i can practice my spanish more, coz my room mate is talking to me with her language n i am answering it in spanish... sp io hope my language can inprove....
yersterday i went to the biAN lun , debate chinese de la.... at first i did not wan to go there... i wanted to go to the xiang sheng zhu... but last last kena pull to go to the xiang sheng zhu there la.... haiz..... ^^ nvmm..... but thn kena call up to go bian lun again...
n then we debate lo...
the title is walking brings more happyness thn driving//...
so basicly... i was like, wat title is this.... ^^ still ok la... so i when on bian lun.... but thn wat happen was that.... i got to go for another round of pk debate.....
haiz..... last last, just debate tilll it was 12... but one happy thing is that i was able to eat cake... chocolate cake .... eat also feel happy liao... because there was some one birthday.,,,... ^^
hahaha... one very very very senior de senior.... ^^

but overall, it was still ok.. but i really hope that i was able to go for the xiang sheng too that day,,... coz say wat also, i like xiang sheng... i mean i love to c n talk ... ^^

and it is not as tense at the debate... but writing the scripe is another thing al.......

ya, one more thing, i need to go dance ... haiz... so tecnacly i need to go down to dance.. i think i need to take her placeto dance de... so gambatee to me....
n i feel much more helthy liao..... thankz to all those who took care of we when i was sck.... reallm thankz you, xie xie, arigato gozaimasu, gracias...... terima kasih......

Sunday, August 05, 2007

sick badly

i am sick for so many days now, each time i feel the i am recovering, thn i get my fever at night again... and a bad one too...
haiz, miss class for two days liao... keep on asking ppl got wat homework, but no one wans to tell me leh.. they say dun have,... haiz.... dun noe how... ..
hope i will noe the homeworks la.... T.T

there are so many things i wan to do.. but somehow, i cant finish them coz i noly can do things a while only.. thn need to rest... n i loose weight too... coz i was sick till i cannot eat most of the things here.. T.T really sad bout it... i really miss all the vege... hope to go back home n eat nice nice food......

haha, but anyway, i hope i will recover as soon as posible.. i also would like to thank all my room mate.. tere are so good, and really took real care of me all this while... thank you o.... ^^

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

continue

continue with my life... i got sick... n really sick.... i'm so tired.. i think i need to sleep for little more...

but , still ok la... life here, the time pass like water..
i duno how much i have learn, but i will try my best to do wat i can....

Sunday, July 29, 2007

basket ball?

today , my day was really busy... hahha..
i woke up at 8.00 morning... actually is dreak my self out from the bed... haha..
so basicly, i did not get much sleep...
thn i go the ptum de function... busy... but i think it will be vry fun de/...
so just go.. it turn out ok... ^^
thn at 3, i when to youth gathering in one uncle house...
we did bbq, but we wasnt the one who cook the things'
thn we all play the treasure hunt.. n boy how hard is it to play..
our group just got 61 mark... so funny neh.
but nvm la... happy liao thn ok..
thn louise call ask me to play basket ball...
so i when to her colledge to play basketba;lll..
well, play in mid night.. not really midnight la.. but it is nite time;..
so samething hard to play..
plus i cannot c somemore..
bu tluckly i was able to play....and it was fun....
never have that fun time since i came here///.......
haha...... but noe i so so so os tired... feel wana sleep liao... i think later i will sleep lo... nite nte to every one
jia you.. gambatee/...

Thursday, July 26, 2007

上课了!!

我上课已经是第三个星期了... 可是我还是一点东西都不会.
大家都可以说留利的西班牙语.但是, 我还很乱.
我看, 我是时候在努力拉. 可能是自己不够努力.

好烦呀~!~!~!

下个星期就是考试.. 我也不董怎么考试.
现在我唯一能做的,
就是
努力努力再努力,...........

每个人都有自己的问题,
但,
问题是可以解决的,
只是看看自己要不要努力把问题决绝而已...

Friday, July 20, 2007

time + memory = history

as child, i look foward to this place,
and as teenager, i made it as my goal,
there was so many hopes i lay my dreams apon it,
and now i am in it..

thinking back to the pass now,
i miss my childhood,
looking back now,
i miss my teeenager life style...

sometime, people are so funny,
when they don't have it, they strive to get it,
once they get it,
not many apreciate it.

mayb one of them is me,
or even you.
but please bere in mind that,
life + memory = history

wat we need to know now,
is wat are we going to do NOW.
and future.....

days in university passes in a flash,
i don't wan to make it as only my memory,
so i will strive to make each day meaningful..
can i?
and will you?