walking alone

yesterday i went to midvalley alone.
not because i was alone, but i was i bit tired of reading too long, plus i need to go in search of a present...
haha,
at first i did not wan to go to midvalley, but there are some senior who will go to mid valley,
so i ended up going with them untill mid valley. but i did not go jln jln wit them., one is because they are going back home..
haha, they go midvalley just to sit the ktm..
okok, continue with the story,
well, after gething off the car, i went in search of my goal, present.
well, first i went to find my sisters present, well, it is a pair of earings,
so i noe the rite place to find it..
thn search for the second present,
that took really long time.. so i prend my time window shopping, c ppl, walk around, c the design of a place, get inspiration,
well, and many things, but at last i found the present,..
i think it is nice, but not sure la....

well, ppl think it is lonely to walk alone, but i like doing it,
haha, mayb u wil think it is funny,
but i really do think it is interenting,
well, of coz walking with friends is fun, and u can play round, but i like walking alone, coz it gives us time to observe wat we always mis, like ppl, place, the design, all are put in effort. somehow, i think all the decoration is for ppl like me to c..
as i was walking, i suddenly come across ppl dancing, indian dance of coz. thn suddenly i realize that how amazing as our country, well, back in sabah, i do c indian dance, but i mean is really a different enviromen,
i look around the crowd that was enjoying the show, they are all kinds of people, all with happy looks on their faces, looking n enjoying the performance,
although there are just 4 ppl dancing, and conducting the whole program, but it was really a nice dance.
i put my senf as a visitor of that place, and how amaze i felt, how happy i felt,
and how the performance took away all my worries.
i stay there for quite sometime, as ppl gather around the stage to c them dance, ( they must have practive a long time to remember so many dance with only 4 ppl running the whole program.)
i walk away from the performance b4 the performance ended,
i when to the back stage to c how is it, when i reach the back stage, the performance already end, but i saw happy n tired faces. i think they must felt happy, n think that all the practice they have been going through is just nothing.

as i hope on the bus to go back to the uni, i start to look at ppls faces again, happy once, quite once, tired once, cheerful once, friendly once...

sometime, when we are tired o reach a state where we think we cannot handle anymore, well, take a walk, enjoy the senery, and mayb from there, u can meet all the happy faces that mayb they can brighten your day and steal away ur worries.

p/s, remember, to be happy too, u never know that mayb u have refresh someone who is in trouble too.... ^^

pre camp

time passes by fast, this is something i always say,
tat other day, i when to a pre camp at balakong,
i when there without knowing who will i meet,
o what will i be doing there,
i know i will surely meet some ppl that i had already know,
n that made me happy,
but i reall don't have any idea who will i be meeting when i reach there,
o what am i going to do over there,

going there, taking the bus n the ktm, rail way of coz,
as i am waithing alone in the station,
althougt there are many ppl waiting wit me,
but traveling alone is something that sometime can make u feel lonely.

at i hope in to the ktm, how am i amize towards my self,
how long had it been when i am in kl, the capital of my country,
and yet how empty i felt despite all the ppl and places i go..

when i reaches my destination, waithing is something i always been doing,
n reaching the traning center, without knowing anything,
i step in to the hall, and saw lots of faces looking at me,
"huey ye"
a voice so familar, i look at her n give her a smile,
thank goodness, there is a welcoming face showed at me, to make me feel more calm,
i sat beside her, n she start to introduce all the ppl around me,
n without i knowing it, i started to make friends. n i am so happy bout it.

how amazing human is,
freinds, family, ppl,
was once not know to each other, but some connecting pull them together, n made them something call friend,
how amazing it is, that we human can be link in such a way,
we never know, that mayb the ppl that we call stranger, may turn out to be something that we call friend in the future, we never know..

just like my days in precamp, i got to noe ppl, funny ppl, fun ppl,
made a chat with them, learn a chant with them, place n study together, consult with them, and i learn many things, a lot of things,
things that i may not have learn,
how to conduct, how to talk,

we are growing everyday, some may grow fast, and some slow,
but sometime, with just some help from the group of ppl we can learn more thn wat we are able to learn in usual..
before going there, i was scare, but coming back, i know that i have grow, i have learn many things, i became more mature now,
but we must not forget those who help us in the process of our growth,
this group of ppl that always been out side helping us, teaching us,
there are once someone that had never ment anything to us, nor that have any realtionship with us,
but with just this words, they became someone that mayb can change our life,
mayb can made us someone better next time,
someone we know that we can always count on when we have problems,

this people are given this name by us: FRIEND

thankyou i would like to wish to them, thankyou for taking care of me when i need it, thankyou for always helping me,n listening to me. but most of all, thankyou for being my FRIEND

friends

i was chatting with my friend.. and suddenly i reliaze how important they r to me..
i really felt happy after chatting with them..
aslthough i dun have any problem.. but chatting with them just make me happy..
thank you all my freind to acompany me to walk in this path that leads us to our future..
i really thank you all to brighten my day..
thankz my friends.

Book 7

a nice n hard book to read..
well, i just come back from intensive learning .. for book 7,
well i have not finish the whole book yet..
well, next friday i need to continue the book, well, i really hope that i can finish it,..
\i really look forward to it...
well, gambatee lo

what do you think bout it?

as days passes by, without us knowing,
i don't really know wat is that i have been doing..
there was a trip, un to the hill,
where frashness is all around you..
we played, sang beautiful songs, and act funny drama..
and sad once too..
but in sometime, i don't really know was going on...

today, i got a news, a new that shock me...
n i din know wat to do..
#
but i know, life after death, is much more happier,
and i should not be sad..
but somehow, after thinking of the two kid, i feth sad

mayb i din wan them to past the days i have been passing...
but, wat can i do..
coz i'm just an outsider,
looking at all the happenings..
and couldn't do a thing...

i was happy, n din really think much yesterday, and the days before that...
but after this incident, i suddenly realise,
how weak are we,
and how short our time is...

sometime it make me scare, but i know,
by just being scare, won help anything...##

there are still plenty of things i can do, i can help
i can give to this socialty...
and i know i don't really have mucch time eighter..
when i feel that i am able to go trough all this,
then i can get my answer..

by then., the only thing i can do now
is ...
make every time worth as they were ment to be...
not only to me, but to every one...

days at frazer hill....

last week end, i went to frazer hill..
it ic our cc trip.. n it was vry vry vry vry fun..
haha..... ^^
althoughi did not get much sleep.. ^^
but nvm la... that is wat i need to pay for, if i wanted to go to the trip..
but i did not regard.. ^^
and was really very happy of it.. ^^
haha.. at least ido meet alot of friends... seniors,and those same badge with me... ^^
haha, we had many fun they, we did explore race, and basicly, we when to many many many place... walking n jogging n running of coz.. but overall, fun... ^^
thn nite we play mafia, and haha, come ppl got addicted with in, ya, at night time, we play games too.. many many games.. ^^
haha, but our group din really win many things... ^^
but no problem, our group always say, the mosyt important is the way we pass this trip, the most things we take is photo, and the most things we see is senery,,,....
haha, cool huh.
then after that at night we did something like talent show, and it was totaly funny... kanasai titanic, tat really fulfill the title, then pearl harbour, that was really touching, and the inner meaning was really good... it made ppl cry too... as for my group, we did journey to the west.. haha, funny one.. we suppors to do something that made ppl cry and cry and cry, but at last, we ended up doping something that was really funny, the attaim to make something sad turn to be something really funny... but no problem .... coz laughter is the best medican.. ^^
ya, one more thing, i got the best K LE FE girls award... haha, i was "BAi GU JING" read in chinese plase... haha, not my name is bai gu already/... haiz,... ^^ but , haha, it was ok..
^^
well until now, the photo i will post it soon, when i got the photos..