driver..= mamat

well, now i noe y driving is tires and why i dun like driving.

ya, of coz driving is fun, u can go any place u wan.. but once come to finding a parking and looking only the road and cannot do anything except driving, thn, think again, driving is not tat fun after all..

haha...

today i send my sis to places she wanted to go.. haha... tell u the truth, i wasn't able to even wake up..
LOL.....
but luckly i was able to drak my self out from bed..
thn send my sister to hospital...
haiz..... tired...

just now went our with ting yau to city mall..
hihi, so happy.. thankz to him so much...
thank you..
although the thing i plan did not went smothly, but thank for fulfilling it...
i was so happy.
hihi..

one more thng, we have a farewell thinging for ting yau yesterday.. haha... talk until so late...^^
i think next time we won have tat much chance to stay that way..
but still ok... hihi.... sure will miss him much..

duno tomolo de flight i can go send o not leh... T.T
hope i can go...
hmm, really need to pack my things liao... OMG.... not yet even start packing.. not a good sign...

jia you to me.. all the best to all...
and will always miss you to him..

tired day...

as day passes by,
the day to get in to uni comes near...
and how nervous i am now,
i'm scare that i will mis bringing something to tat place
i duno..
and all my friends
sure will miss them all

well, today prepare my things
wah, so many need to do, with so little time

haha, but guess wat, i got a new laptop..
so nice neh
hahaha
so happy also
thankz mummy n pa.. ^^
i really need to thank them coz i can get in to uni... ^^
haha...

eat dinner

today we all went and have dinner with our form 6 teacher..
haha, u coulden have think that actually eating with teacher can be very fun..
and when i say fun, i really mean it.. ^^

haha.... we talk with teacher bout uni life... they give us many info.. and it was nice..
i was happy.. ^^
haha... luckly i did go...
i was able to go two places in one night... ^^
haha,

but now, i have many things need to prepare again...
i'm leaving sabah on the 30,
n i haven prepare my cloth yet..
black skirt, baju kurung... OMG...

money come out like water... T.T

hope every thing will turn out ok....

i'm starting to feel nervous now... haiz.. i think it is time i go c a movei first.. ^^

goin of soon

now everyone is going in to uni, including me, lucky enuf, i was able to get in to Um..
hha//....
well, leaving sabah to west.. hmm, something i did not think tat much, but hope i will get use to it as soon as possible.
talk to teacher bout it, and got whole lots of information from her.. so happy i talk to her..

well, many of my friends will be studying in UMS...
i sure will miss them, T.T

gambatee to all of u... ^^

a day out

went out today.. it was fun.. at least can get my mine off a while. but haha.. not that fun also..
coz i need to worry my big sis too.. ^^
so din actually shop much.. is more like bring my big sister go jln jln..
haha.. but use to it liao.. ^^
this time go out i tot i can go c movie, mana tau my sister late late, thn everything is late.. so i din have the chance to c movie with my friends.. they said it was nice.. T.T
i so long din go c movie.. hmm.. i go kacau cts they all ask thm to bring my go c movie lo..

haha...

we also talk bout go out together go eat stem boat.. also long time din go eat lo.. ^^

haha.. i miss all those time..

my life was kinda dull this few months... everyday work.. but no payment.. so..
well, i think i can get over it de... ^^

just that i have a feeling that i will be quite busy on monday..
n btw, i missed my appointment with the dentice.. T.T i forgot bout it.. how now?? T.T
i really duno wat to do .. i also din tell my mom bout it yet,... haiz.. so how? i need to wash my teeth.. if not i will get worse..

haiz.. hope everything will be ok//

no parents day

haha, 3 days without parents.. ppl will think it is fun..
of coz, in some condition, i was fun,,..
but thn, it was hard.. dispite need to send the things and need to do a whole lots of house work...
i still need to do aii the work that my pa was doin. n it was not fun

haha... haiz... but still ok la.. i can watch wat movie i wanted to watch in the tv.. haha
n that is a nice thing..
i can sleep when i wanted to... ^^

but when your parents is not around, and because u are one of the eldest in the house, there is so much responsiblity that we need to hold on to.. and we cant really do wat we wan. coz we have sisters too... and that's y...

even it was just for few days only, i realy can feel the presure..... haha... at last i;m relise from the hard work that i did.

but comming back to all the working days, well, not much happen/// but i dun really enjoy it eighter... haha... parents back mean work.. n plenty of work.. n tired..
T.T

i cant watch the movie i wanted to watch.. n going out is really a problem.. so.. nvm la.. ^^

hope i can get over with the pileof work that is waithing for me o..

答应

今天很想用华语来表达自己。
本来今天以为是一个很好的日子，但是从早上到现在都没有一个能让我开心的东西发生。
今天早上本来以为可以去CITY　ＭＡＬＬ，　但是，没去成。结果去吃了一点东西，拿了钱，去了ＣＥＮＴＲＡＬ　买了一点东西，就回家啦。
本来想散心，但到头来啊，反而使给了自己根大压力。也没有去任何地方。
嗨！没办法啦。
哪知道，回家后，本来答应要和我一起去看戏的姐姐自己跑去看戏啦。把我丢在家。多亏我这么多天都没有约朋友去看戏，因为答应了姐姐，却被她放了飞机。。有点气。上次她叫我不要去开会，叫我陪她去买点东西，我没去开会因为要陪她，但她却把我丢在家。。。没话说了。谁叫我容易骗，　容易上当。这么容易就相信人家，相信人家所答应的东西。
从小，人家说不能给我答应，应为答应了就一定要做。可是，答应了的东西不就是一定要做的吗？我真是不明白。因为，从小人家答应我的东西，很少做到。那么答应是什么东西呢？答应难道是说了就算了吗？

有时候，我心里会想，如果你不肯定可不可以做，那就不要答应我呀，免得我伤心，然后又说我小气。我不知我还可以忍受多久，因为感觉有点透不过气来了。不知何时，但感觉就要疯了。　脑袋也有点点迟钝了。。。

昨天，
我很像是活着。
今天，
感觉不像活着。
明天，
我还会活着吗？
我自己也不清楚了。
只知道眼前出现了一条
崎岖不平的道路。
但，
我还有能力继续走下去吗？