i when to see the movie Enchanted..
happy to c the movie before it stop showing.
well, when we when to tanjung aru..
well, some time ppl will think that i dun like the sea...
but acutally i like all nature..
i too like the sea..
just tat i dun like those ppl who go to the sea n dirthy the place
or the crowed there...
for me, the sea is something that reflect calmness....
and sometimes shows its might, causing waves to go wild...
thats why i like the sea as it is, and not the sea side with alot of ppl walking around here n there.
well, tat day when i when to the sea side,
it was calm as it should be,...
i sat near the beach,... looking out to the sea...
so tranquel.....
there was a few youth playing football on my left side...
with me talking to my love one....
nice.. ^^
i like that feeling...
so calm n safe....
well...
mayb that is wat i like bout the sea.. n mayb thats y too
i dun like the beach now a days.......
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Sunday, December 09, 2007
headact
haiz....
when can i cut my hair? haiz////...
how am i going to cut my hair???
haiz....
well... hope all will get well lah..
when can i cut my hair? haiz////...
how am i going to cut my hair???
haiz....
well... hope all will get well lah..
Monday, December 03, 2007
race
today i went to the boat race.. to c la of coz... haha,
well, it is the formular f2000....
waited for the whole day but they change the time of the race due to the strong wind..
well, luckly i was lucky enough to c a glims of the speed fo the racing boat.... ^^
nice experience ... ^^
it is a long time since i write my blog... soyr for that...
this few days was really busy for me..
forst my mom was out station... n all the house work in the house need to be done by my big sis n i
including all the sending goods and the picking uo things
and the bills
and the food
n the cloth
and al.....
but the good thing bout it is that i don;t need to take care of my sisters
because they are at kampung now.. ^^
joining the intensive ruhi trainig...
hmm... really hope to joint.. but cannot leh.. no one at home now
haha.. that is the sacrifice that is need to be done when we r older.. T.T
yap, when to pulau with fanny they all when they came back... din remember did i write bout it.. but it was fun..
ya, i when out with kambing n ho ching n grace n julie n lok wa n chin ying sin n jenny..
haha, really miss to hang around with them.. ^^
all are so different now.. ^^
i think i'm one of the one that did not change much neh.. ^
ya, one more thing, yen nie n sien sien they al come back liao.. s happy leh.. ^^
haha, okie la.. is that for now, n i also need to have my nape.... ^^
hope all the best to all my friend...
and thakyou for reading my blog... although i duno who r u...
but really thankyou... ^^
well, it is the formular f2000....
waited for the whole day but they change the time of the race due to the strong wind..
well, luckly i was lucky enough to c a glims of the speed fo the racing boat.... ^^
nice experience ... ^^
it is a long time since i write my blog... soyr for that...
this few days was really busy for me..
forst my mom was out station... n all the house work in the house need to be done by my big sis n i
including all the sending goods and the picking uo things
and the bills
and the food
n the cloth
and al.....
but the good thing bout it is that i don;t need to take care of my sisters
because they are at kampung now.. ^^
joining the intensive ruhi trainig...
hmm... really hope to joint.. but cannot leh.. no one at home now
haha.. that is the sacrifice that is need to be done when we r older.. T.T
yap, when to pulau with fanny they all when they came back... din remember did i write bout it.. but it was fun..
ya, i when out with kambing n ho ching n grace n julie n lok wa n chin ying sin n jenny..
haha, really miss to hang around with them.. ^^
all are so different now.. ^^
i think i'm one of the one that did not change much neh.. ^
ya, one more thing, yen nie n sien sien they al come back liao.. s happy leh.. ^^
haha, okie la.. is that for now, n i also need to have my nape.... ^^
hope all the best to all my friend...
and thakyou for reading my blog... although i duno who r u...
but really thankyou... ^^
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
nice food?
well, i when to sutera to have dinner... represending my moms company..
haha. well, i tot wat food r we going to eat...
waw..... i reawlly duno how to eat those food.. T.T
hah... but some how i manage to eat it all.. ^^
li hai neh...
btw, did many things since i came back, when to pulau with abby n fanny they all
thn go kk jln jln with them
when to c movie with kambing n louise
n yam cha with san long n eric n yuh ching
and also when yoyo with aex yuh ching louise they all...
well, my next program is go visit kwong de house n meet up with stephy.. ^&^
haha.... ^^
haha. well, i tot wat food r we going to eat...
waw..... i reawlly duno how to eat those food.. T.T
hah... but some how i manage to eat it all.. ^^
li hai neh...
btw, did many things since i came back, when to pulau with abby n fanny they all
thn go kk jln jln with them
when to c movie with kambing n louise
n yam cha with san long n eric n yuh ching
and also when yoyo with aex yuh ching louise they all...
well, my next program is go visit kwong de house n meet up with stephy.. ^&^
haha.... ^^
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
lonely? happy? busy? sad?
lonely, happy, busy, sad, all this are feeling ...
but sometime, there are all kind of feelings around us that is contridiction to each other,
but, some times, all this feelings appear because there are lack of another feeling.
for example, we felt sad because we are lack of ther feeling of happy...
everyday, we may come across a lot of feeling, one minit we can be happy, thn another minit, we felt sad...
but because of all this feelings, our life become even more meaningful, more excithing, n more rich..
sometime we dun wan a certain feeling to appear, we felt sad, n we dun like the feeling, we felt angry..
but we never realize that, sometime, because of this feelings, we learn how to grow, we learn to overcome those feelings
and than, as we grow, we gain more n more expirent in dealing with our feelings,....
but, some times, it happen, when we cannot handle our feelings. and suddenly we burst like a bubble....
think of wat we wan to do, is it worth o not doing that thing,,, ... and thn, u may find out thatwe will we more calm, and the ability to control our feeling is even more....
and avantually, with all this better feelings, calmness, we gain more n more knowledge, and thn, we r able to widen out our knowledge n our contact...
overcoming our own feelings is from our own iniciative. but we must remember we must sometime stop n rethink on wat we have done, to make sure that we are on the right track.
gambate
but sometime, there are all kind of feelings around us that is contridiction to each other,
but, some times, all this feelings appear because there are lack of another feeling.
for example, we felt sad because we are lack of ther feeling of happy...
everyday, we may come across a lot of feeling, one minit we can be happy, thn another minit, we felt sad...
but because of all this feelings, our life become even more meaningful, more excithing, n more rich..
sometime we dun wan a certain feeling to appear, we felt sad, n we dun like the feeling, we felt angry..
but we never realize that, sometime, because of this feelings, we learn how to grow, we learn to overcome those feelings
and than, as we grow, we gain more n more expirent in dealing with our feelings,....
but, some times, it happen, when we cannot handle our feelings. and suddenly we burst like a bubble....
think of wat we wan to do, is it worth o not doing that thing,,, ... and thn, u may find out thatwe will we more calm, and the ability to control our feeling is even more....
and avantually, with all this better feelings, calmness, we gain more n more knowledge, and thn, we r able to widen out our knowledge n our contact...
overcoming our own feelings is from our own iniciative. but we must remember we must sometime stop n rethink on wat we have done, to make sure that we are on the right track.
gambate
Sunday, November 11, 2007
back home
i have been back home for this few days.. haha, only can say, it is fun...
will surely enjoy all my time here... ^^
miss my home
will surely enjoy all my time here... ^^
miss my home
Saturday, October 27, 2007
walking alone
yesterday i went to midvalley alone.
not because i was alone, but i was i bit tired of reading too long, plus i need to go in search of a present...
haha,
at first i did not wan to go to midvalley, but there are some senior who will go to mid valley,
so i ended up going with them untill mid valley. but i did not go jln jln wit them., one is because they are going back home..
haha, they go midvalley just to sit the ktm..
okok, continue with the story,
well, after gething off the car, i went in search of my goal, present.
well, first i went to find my sisters present, well, it is a pair of earings,
so i noe the rite place to find it..
thn search for the second present,
that took really long time.. so i prend my time window shopping, c ppl, walk around, c the design of a place, get inspiration,
well, and many things, but at last i found the present,..
i think it is nice, but not sure la....
well, ppl think it is lonely to walk alone, but i like doing it,
haha, mayb u wil think it is funny,
but i really do think it is interenting,
well, of coz walking with friends is fun, and u can play round, but i like walking alone, coz it gives us time to observe wat we always mis, like ppl, place, the design, all are put in effort. somehow, i think all the decoration is for ppl like me to c..
as i was walking, i suddenly come across ppl dancing, indian dance of coz. thn suddenly i realize that how amazing as our country, well, back in sabah, i do c indian dance, but i mean is really a different enviromen,
i look around the crowd that was enjoying the show, they are all kinds of people, all with happy looks on their faces, looking n enjoying the performance,
although there are just 4 ppl dancing, and conducting the whole program, but it was really a nice dance.
i put my senf as a visitor of that place, and how amaze i felt, how happy i felt,
and how the performance took away all my worries.
i stay there for quite sometime, as ppl gather around the stage to c them dance, ( they must have practive a long time to remember so many dance with only 4 ppl running the whole program.)
i walk away from the performance b4 the performance ended,
i when to the back stage to c how is it, when i reach the back stage, the performance already end, but i saw happy n tired faces. i think they must felt happy, n think that all the practice they have been going through is just nothing.
as i hope on the bus to go back to the uni, i start to look at ppls faces again, happy once, quite once, tired once, cheerful once, friendly once...
sometime, when we are tired o reach a state where we think we cannot handle anymore, well, take a walk, enjoy the senery, and mayb from there, u can meet all the happy faces that mayb they can brighten your day and steal away ur worries.
p/s, remember, to be happy too, u never know that mayb u have refresh someone who is in trouble too.... ^^
not because i was alone, but i was i bit tired of reading too long, plus i need to go in search of a present...
haha,
at first i did not wan to go to midvalley, but there are some senior who will go to mid valley,
so i ended up going with them untill mid valley. but i did not go jln jln wit them., one is because they are going back home..
haha, they go midvalley just to sit the ktm..
okok, continue with the story,
well, after gething off the car, i went in search of my goal, present.
well, first i went to find my sisters present, well, it is a pair of earings,
so i noe the rite place to find it..
thn search for the second present,
that took really long time.. so i prend my time window shopping, c ppl, walk around, c the design of a place, get inspiration,
well, and many things, but at last i found the present,..
i think it is nice, but not sure la....
well, ppl think it is lonely to walk alone, but i like doing it,
haha, mayb u wil think it is funny,
but i really do think it is interenting,
well, of coz walking with friends is fun, and u can play round, but i like walking alone, coz it gives us time to observe wat we always mis, like ppl, place, the design, all are put in effort. somehow, i think all the decoration is for ppl like me to c..
as i was walking, i suddenly come across ppl dancing, indian dance of coz. thn suddenly i realize that how amazing as our country, well, back in sabah, i do c indian dance, but i mean is really a different enviromen,
i look around the crowd that was enjoying the show, they are all kinds of people, all with happy looks on their faces, looking n enjoying the performance,
although there are just 4 ppl dancing, and conducting the whole program, but it was really a nice dance.
i put my senf as a visitor of that place, and how amaze i felt, how happy i felt,
and how the performance took away all my worries.
i stay there for quite sometime, as ppl gather around the stage to c them dance, ( they must have practive a long time to remember so many dance with only 4 ppl running the whole program.)
i walk away from the performance b4 the performance ended,
i when to the back stage to c how is it, when i reach the back stage, the performance already end, but i saw happy n tired faces. i think they must felt happy, n think that all the practice they have been going through is just nothing.
as i hope on the bus to go back to the uni, i start to look at ppls faces again, happy once, quite once, tired once, cheerful once, friendly once...
sometime, when we are tired o reach a state where we think we cannot handle anymore, well, take a walk, enjoy the senery, and mayb from there, u can meet all the happy faces that mayb they can brighten your day and steal away ur worries.
p/s, remember, to be happy too, u never know that mayb u have refresh someone who is in trouble too.... ^^
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
pre camp
time passes by fast, this is something i always say,
tat other day, i when to a pre camp at balakong,
i when there without knowing who will i meet,
o what will i be doing there,
i know i will surely meet some ppl that i had already know,
n that made me happy,
but i reall don't have any idea who will i be meeting when i reach there,
o what am i going to do over there,
going there, taking the bus n the ktm, rail way of coz,
as i am waithing alone in the station,
althougt there are many ppl waiting wit me,
but traveling alone is something that sometime can make u feel lonely.
at i hope in to the ktm, how am i amize towards my self,
how long had it been when i am in kl, the capital of my country,
and yet how empty i felt despite all the ppl and places i go..
when i reaches my destination, waithing is something i always been doing,
n reaching the traning center, without knowing anything,
i step in to the hall, and saw lots of faces looking at me,
"huey ye"
a voice so familar, i look at her n give her a smile,
thank goodness, there is a welcoming face showed at me, to make me feel more calm,
i sat beside her, n she start to introduce all the ppl around me,
n without i knowing it, i started to make friends. n i am so happy bout it.
how amazing human is,
freinds, family, ppl,
was once not know to each other, but some connecting pull them together, n made them something call friend,
how amazing it is, that we human can be link in such a way,
we never know, that mayb the ppl that we call stranger, may turn out to be something that we call friend in the future, we never know..
just like my days in precamp, i got to noe ppl, funny ppl, fun ppl,
made a chat with them, learn a chant with them, place n study together, consult with them, and i learn many things, a lot of things,
things that i may not have learn,
how to conduct, how to talk,
we are growing everyday, some may grow fast, and some slow,
but sometime, with just some help from the group of ppl we can learn more thn wat we are able to learn in usual..
before going there, i was scare, but coming back, i know that i have grow, i have learn many things, i became more mature now,
but we must not forget those who help us in the process of our growth,
this group of ppl that always been out side helping us, teaching us,
there are once someone that had never ment anything to us, nor that have any realtionship with us,
but with just this words, they became someone that mayb can change our life,
mayb can made us someone better next time,
someone we know that we can always count on when we have problems,
this people are given this name by us: FRIEND
thankyou i would like to wish to them, thankyou for taking care of me when i need it, thankyou for always helping me,n listening to me. but most of all, thankyou for being my FRIEND
tat other day, i when to a pre camp at balakong,
i when there without knowing who will i meet,
o what will i be doing there,
i know i will surely meet some ppl that i had already know,
n that made me happy,
but i reall don't have any idea who will i be meeting when i reach there,
o what am i going to do over there,
going there, taking the bus n the ktm, rail way of coz,
as i am waithing alone in the station,
althougt there are many ppl waiting wit me,
but traveling alone is something that sometime can make u feel lonely.
at i hope in to the ktm, how am i amize towards my self,
how long had it been when i am in kl, the capital of my country,
and yet how empty i felt despite all the ppl and places i go..
when i reaches my destination, waithing is something i always been doing,
n reaching the traning center, without knowing anything,
i step in to the hall, and saw lots of faces looking at me,
"huey ye"
a voice so familar, i look at her n give her a smile,
thank goodness, there is a welcoming face showed at me, to make me feel more calm,
i sat beside her, n she start to introduce all the ppl around me,
n without i knowing it, i started to make friends. n i am so happy bout it.
how amazing human is,
freinds, family, ppl,
was once not know to each other, but some connecting pull them together, n made them something call friend,
how amazing it is, that we human can be link in such a way,
we never know, that mayb the ppl that we call stranger, may turn out to be something that we call friend in the future, we never know..
just like my days in precamp, i got to noe ppl, funny ppl, fun ppl,
made a chat with them, learn a chant with them, place n study together, consult with them, and i learn many things, a lot of things,
things that i may not have learn,
how to conduct, how to talk,
we are growing everyday, some may grow fast, and some slow,
but sometime, with just some help from the group of ppl we can learn more thn wat we are able to learn in usual..
before going there, i was scare, but coming back, i know that i have grow, i have learn many things, i became more mature now,
but we must not forget those who help us in the process of our growth,
this group of ppl that always been out side helping us, teaching us,
there are once someone that had never ment anything to us, nor that have any realtionship with us,
but with just this words, they became someone that mayb can change our life,
mayb can made us someone better next time,
someone we know that we can always count on when we have problems,
this people are given this name by us: FRIEND
thankyou i would like to wish to them, thankyou for taking care of me when i need it, thankyou for always helping me,n listening to me. but most of all, thankyou for being my FRIEND
Thursday, October 18, 2007
friends
i was chatting with my friend.. and suddenly i reliaze how important they r to me..
i really felt happy after chatting with them..
aslthough i dun have any problem.. but chatting with them just make me happy..
thank you all my freind to acompany me to walk in this path that leads us to our future..
i really thank you all to brighten my day..
thankz my friends.
i really felt happy after chatting with them..
aslthough i dun have any problem.. but chatting with them just make me happy..
thank you all my freind to acompany me to walk in this path that leads us to our future..
i really thank you all to brighten my day..
thankz my friends.
Monday, October 15, 2007
Book 7
a nice n hard book to read..
well, i just come back from intensive learning .. for book 7,
well i have not finish the whole book yet..
well, next friday i need to continue the book, well, i really hope that i can finish it,..
\i really look forward to it...
well, gambatee lo
well, i just come back from intensive learning .. for book 7,
well i have not finish the whole book yet..
well, next friday i need to continue the book, well, i really hope that i can finish it,..
\i really look forward to it...
well, gambatee lo
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
what do you think bout it?
as days passes by, without us knowing,
i don't really know wat is that i have been doing..
there was a trip, un to the hill,
where frashness is all around you..
we played, sang beautiful songs, and act funny drama..
and sad once too..
but in sometime, i don't really know was going on...
today, i got a news, a new that shock me...
n i din know wat to do..
#
but i know, life after death, is much more happier,
and i should not be sad..
but somehow, after thinking of the two kid, i feth sad
mayb i din wan them to past the days i have been passing...
but, wat can i do..
coz i'm just an outsider,
looking at all the happenings..
and couldn't do a thing...
i was happy, n din really think much yesterday, and the days before that...
but after this incident, i suddenly realise,
how weak are we,
and how short our time is...
sometime it make me scare, but i know,
by just being scare, won help anything...##
there are still plenty of things i can do, i can help
i can give to this socialty...
and i know i don't really have mucch time eighter..
when i feel that i am able to go trough all this,
then i can get my answer..
by then., the only thing i can do now
is ...
make every time worth as they were ment to be...
not only to me, but to every one...
i don't really know wat is that i have been doing..
there was a trip, un to the hill,
where frashness is all around you..
we played, sang beautiful songs, and act funny drama..
and sad once too..
but in sometime, i don't really know was going on...
today, i got a news, a new that shock me...
n i din know wat to do..
#
but i know, life after death, is much more happier,
and i should not be sad..
but somehow, after thinking of the two kid, i feth sad
mayb i din wan them to past the days i have been passing...
but, wat can i do..
coz i'm just an outsider,
looking at all the happenings..
and couldn't do a thing...
i was happy, n din really think much yesterday, and the days before that...
but after this incident, i suddenly realise,
how weak are we,
and how short our time is...
sometime it make me scare, but i know,
by just being scare, won help anything...##
there are still plenty of things i can do, i can help
i can give to this socialty...
and i know i don't really have mucch time eighter..
when i feel that i am able to go trough all this,
then i can get my answer..
by then., the only thing i can do now
is ...
make every time worth as they were ment to be...
not only to me, but to every one...
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
days at frazer hill....
last week end, i went to frazer hill..
it ic our cc trip.. n it was vry vry vry vry fun..
haha..... ^^
althoughi did not get much sleep.. ^^
but nvm la... that is wat i need to pay for, if i wanted to go to the trip..
but i did not regard.. ^^
and was really very happy of it.. ^^
haha.. at least ido meet alot of friends... seniors,and those same badge with me... ^^
haha, we had many fun they, we did explore race, and basicly, we when to many many many place... walking n jogging n running of coz.. but overall, fun... ^^
thn nite we play mafia, and haha, come ppl got addicted with in, ya, at night time, we play games too.. many many games.. ^^
haha, but our group din really win many things... ^^
but no problem, our group always say, the mosyt important is the way we pass this trip, the most things we take is photo, and the most things we see is senery,,,....
haha, cool huh.
then after that at night we did something like talent show, and it was totaly funny... kanasai titanic, tat really fulfill the title, then pearl harbour, that was really touching, and the inner meaning was really good... it made ppl cry too... as for my group, we did journey to the west.. haha, funny one.. we suppors to do something that made ppl cry and cry and cry, but at last, we ended up doping something that was really funny, the attaim to make something sad turn to be something really funny... but no problem .... coz laughter is the best medican.. ^^
ya, one more thing, i got the best K LE FE girls award... haha, i was "BAi GU JING" read in chinese plase... haha, not my name is bai gu already/... haiz,... ^^ but , haha, it was ok..
^^
well until now, the photo i will post it soon, when i got the photos..
it ic our cc trip.. n it was vry vry vry vry fun..
haha..... ^^
althoughi did not get much sleep.. ^^
but nvm la... that is wat i need to pay for, if i wanted to go to the trip..
but i did not regard.. ^^
and was really very happy of it.. ^^
haha.. at least ido meet alot of friends... seniors,and those same badge with me... ^^
haha, we had many fun they, we did explore race, and basicly, we when to many many many place... walking n jogging n running of coz.. but overall, fun... ^^
thn nite we play mafia, and haha, come ppl got addicted with in, ya, at night time, we play games too.. many many games.. ^^
haha, but our group din really win many things... ^^
but no problem, our group always say, the mosyt important is the way we pass this trip, the most things we take is photo, and the most things we see is senery,,,....
haha, cool huh.
then after that at night we did something like talent show, and it was totaly funny... kanasai titanic, tat really fulfill the title, then pearl harbour, that was really touching, and the inner meaning was really good... it made ppl cry too... as for my group, we did journey to the west.. haha, funny one.. we suppors to do something that made ppl cry and cry and cry, but at last, we ended up doping something that was really funny, the attaim to make something sad turn to be something really funny... but no problem .... coz laughter is the best medican.. ^^
ya, one more thing, i got the best K LE FE girls award... haha, i was "BAi GU JING" read in chinese plase... haha, not my name is bai gu already/... haiz,... ^^ but , haha, it was ok..
^^
well until now, the photo i will post it soon, when i got the photos..
Thursday, September 13, 2007
coldness.. or refreshing?
rain.... water that falls from the sky,
it brings freshness and moisture
to the land they fall on
giving life and hope to every being....
as rain come, it brings along a gift,
it is a gift from Heaven,
more precious than anything ...
it brings life to the land.
but sometimes,
rain brings more then hope,
it brings sorrow, and emptiness
that makes people weep as it falls.
sometime i start to wonder,
what are you...
are you a gift , a bounty that was given from heaven,
or are you a reminder, telling us to be think carefully
as i look out the window to the falling rain,
i felt happy because it rain, at last..
but i do know someway in my heart,
theres a slide feel of sorrow.
you might say that it is the nature of the rain..
and there are no one to ask to...
but some how i still wonder,
are you my gift, or my reminder
are you coldness.. or refreshing
it brings freshness and moisture
to the land they fall on
giving life and hope to every being....
as rain come, it brings along a gift,
it is a gift from Heaven,
more precious than anything ...
it brings life to the land.
but sometimes,
rain brings more then hope,
it brings sorrow, and emptiness
that makes people weep as it falls.
sometime i start to wonder,
what are you...
are you a gift , a bounty that was given from heaven,
or are you a reminder, telling us to be think carefully
as i look out the window to the falling rain,
i felt happy because it rain, at last..
but i do know someway in my heart,
theres a slide feel of sorrow.
you might say that it is the nature of the rain..
and there are no one to ask to...
but some how i still wonder,
are you my gift, or my reminder
are you coldness.. or refreshing
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
in class
I have class, but i am very tired.. coz i duno wat to do now.. haiz..
every wed n tues..
some of u might think that having com class is fun... but not when u need to do all the exersice in the com..
u will get really tired...
when i say tired, i mean really tired....
haha... everyday need to learn many many things.... ^^
luckly i fund it quite interesting... if not i really duno how can i survive in earning spanish all the time..
today olej no water neh.. coz the pipe was broken.. so they need to change the pipe today.. haven take my bath yet.. duno when the water will come back..,.. luckly i was able to keep somewater.. so that in case that the water din come today, at least we stll have water tonight.. ^^
haha... not like last time no water to brust teeth n drink water..
later at night got meeting.. i really dun feel like going... tired... but wat to do.. i must go... ^^
talkoing bout night... i really have two really funny n fun roomates.. they are willing to help each other.. n that is really nice of them.
yesterday we did disco in the room... it was really really fun... Y^^^
haha... all the best to them////
lateron i will write more bout them
every wed n tues..
some of u might think that having com class is fun... but not when u need to do all the exersice in the com..
u will get really tired...
when i say tired, i mean really tired....
haha... everyday need to learn many many things.... ^^
luckly i fund it quite interesting... if not i really duno how can i survive in earning spanish all the time..
today olej no water neh.. coz the pipe was broken.. so they need to change the pipe today.. haven take my bath yet.. duno when the water will come back..,.. luckly i was able to keep somewater.. so that in case that the water din come today, at least we stll have water tonight.. ^^
haha... not like last time no water to brust teeth n drink water..
later at night got meeting.. i really dun feel like going... tired... but wat to do.. i must go... ^^
talkoing bout night... i really have two really funny n fun roomates.. they are willing to help each other.. n that is really nice of them.
yesterday we did disco in the room... it was really really fun... Y^^^
haha... all the best to them////
lateron i will write more bout them
Friday, September 07, 2007
wat a day
well, not much things happen to me..
haha, recenly i am always sleely, coz not really enuf sleep...
but then still ok la....
haha,
this few days was the konvo... i was actually incharge to wash plates.. but lastly i did not go because i was sick..
haha, sick again... plus some one came n visit me... , so i was even more tired thn usual...
haiz...
now is almost ten weeks i was here... haiz...
i did learn something.. but i really need to work as hard as posible... u know, i;m not that type that all the knowledge can easily get in to my head... nop... really not those type.. but wat to do.. all i can do now is work hard...
so that i can catch up on wat i miss..
ya, one more thing, on merdeka day, i went to c fireworks...
haha, it was beautifull.... really nice... ^^
so happy to c it....
haha, it was a competition actually,and that day the country that is competing is Japan...
at first it was not so nice, but then... the last part was really nice.. they put up many many many fireworks until it turns into a big giantic love shape firework...
nice..
thn of coz we took tans of pictures... but, i did not take much pictures... because i dun't have a camera... ^^
haha
never mind.. all put in head thn ok liao de lo...
lastly, gambatee to all my friends... jia you jia you to u all o...
p/s: my mom is coming soon... so happy... ^^
i can have my things here.. ping pong.. guitar.... haha~!
haha, recenly i am always sleely, coz not really enuf sleep...
but then still ok la....
haha,
this few days was the konvo... i was actually incharge to wash plates.. but lastly i did not go because i was sick..
haha, sick again... plus some one came n visit me... , so i was even more tired thn usual...
haiz...
now is almost ten weeks i was here... haiz...
i did learn something.. but i really need to work as hard as posible... u know, i;m not that type that all the knowledge can easily get in to my head... nop... really not those type.. but wat to do.. all i can do now is work hard...
so that i can catch up on wat i miss..
ya, one more thing, on merdeka day, i went to c fireworks...
haha, it was beautifull.... really nice... ^^
so happy to c it....
haha, it was a competition actually,and that day the country that is competing is Japan...
at first it was not so nice, but then... the last part was really nice.. they put up many many many fireworks until it turns into a big giantic love shape firework...
nice..
thn of coz we took tans of pictures... but, i did not take much pictures... because i dun't have a camera... ^^
haha
never mind.. all put in head thn ok liao de lo...
lastly, gambatee to all my friends... jia you jia you to u all o...
p/s: my mom is coming soon... so happy... ^^
i can have my things here.. ping pong.. guitar.... haha~!
Saturday, August 25, 2007
aquarium....
i went to the aquarium recenly..... it was so fun.. with many fishes...
hihi... a saw sea turtle.. they are so so so cute... hihi.. when i say cute, i really mean that they are cute... but then... i walk future, i saw a more cure creature.. it is a monkey.. a very small monkey...
hihi, so cute n small... ^^
i took picture with it.. but i cannot hold it.. ^^
haha...
thn i saw kangaroo as well.. ^^
ans the skung.. ^^
haha.. but i canot take any picture of it/... coz we cannot that photo at that area.. they only let us to c it only....
haha.... ^^
thn i got to c the under water creature... saw the sting ray, so big.... haha..
the shark too...
n there are scuba diver in the water as well......
hmm... they are not scare on the shark.. ^^
haha... it was really fun... ^^
hope next time can go c even more nice one... coz i wana c dolphine,,, feel that they are so cute.. ^^
haha... next week exam... hope all the best to me.. ^^
hihi... a saw sea turtle.. they are so so so cute... hihi.. when i say cute, i really mean that they are cute... but then... i walk future, i saw a more cure creature.. it is a monkey.. a very small monkey...
hihi, so cute n small... ^^
i took picture with it.. but i cannot hold it.. ^^
haha...
thn i saw kangaroo as well.. ^^
ans the skung.. ^^
haha.. but i canot take any picture of it/... coz we cannot that photo at that area.. they only let us to c it only....
haha.... ^^
thn i got to c the under water creature... saw the sting ray, so big.... haha..
the shark too...
n there are scuba diver in the water as well......
hmm... they are not scare on the shark.. ^^
haha... it was really fun... ^^
hope next time can go c even more nice one... coz i wana c dolphine,,, feel that they are so cute.. ^^
haha... next week exam... hope all the best to me.. ^^
Monday, August 13, 2007
gotong royong
well, we have our gotong royong last sunday... haha, yesterday la... it was fun/... n i wa able to meet with a lot of ppl... ^^
so happy....
we all took plenty of pic.. all sot sot de la.... ^^
still okee.... ^^
going to let u all c the pic once i get them..
now lets talk bout today, today i start class... but i dun quite understan wat the teacher was telling.... haiz.... but hope i waill get wat she is talking after studyong the books la... ^^
hopes all will be alrigh...
next week is my exam.. hope i can get flying colours.. T.T
hope la...
really need to study hard.. as hard as i could... T.T
okie la.. as for now... my life in uni..
jia you to me..
n btw, i feel okie.... no more sick.....
happy of it.. cAN SING now... ^^
hahaha.... ^^
but my roommate sick now.. hope she will get well soon
so happy....
we all took plenty of pic.. all sot sot de la.... ^^
still okee.... ^^
going to let u all c the pic once i get them..
now lets talk bout today, today i start class... but i dun quite understan wat the teacher was telling.... haiz.... but hope i waill get wat she is talking after studyong the books la... ^^
hopes all will be alrigh...
next week is my exam.. hope i can get flying colours.. T.T
hope la...
really need to study hard.. as hard as i could... T.T
okie la.. as for now... my life in uni..
jia you to me..
n btw, i feel okie.... no more sick.....
happy of it.. cAN SING now... ^^
hahaha.... ^^
but my roommate sick now.. hope she will get well soon
Thursday, August 09, 2007
tired
was up till 3 recenly... studying/..... now i can practice my spanish more, coz my room mate is talking to me with her language n i am answering it in spanish... sp io hope my language can inprove....
yersterday i went to the biAN lun , debate chinese de la.... at first i did not wan to go there... i wanted to go to the xiang sheng zhu... but last last kena pull to go to the xiang sheng zhu there la.... haiz..... ^^ nvmm..... but thn kena call up to go bian lun again...
n then we debate lo...
the title is walking brings more happyness thn driving//...
so basicly... i was like, wat title is this.... ^^ still ok la... so i when on bian lun.... but thn wat happen was that.... i got to go for another round of pk debate.....
haiz..... last last, just debate tilll it was 12... but one happy thing is that i was able to eat cake... chocolate cake .... eat also feel happy liao... because there was some one birthday.,,,... ^^
hahaha... one very very very senior de senior.... ^^
but overall, it was still ok.. but i really hope that i was able to go for the xiang sheng too that day,,... coz say wat also, i like xiang sheng... i mean i love to c n talk ... ^^
and it is not as tense at the debate... but writing the scripe is another thing al.......
ya, one more thing, i need to go dance ... haiz... so tecnacly i need to go down to dance.. i think i need to take her placeto dance de... so gambatee to me....
n i feel much more helthy liao..... thankz to all those who took care of we when i was sck.... reallm thankz you, xie xie, arigato gozaimasu, gracias...... terima kasih......
yersterday i went to the biAN lun , debate chinese de la.... at first i did not wan to go there... i wanted to go to the xiang sheng zhu... but last last kena pull to go to the xiang sheng zhu there la.... haiz..... ^^ nvmm..... but thn kena call up to go bian lun again...
n then we debate lo...
the title is walking brings more happyness thn driving//...
so basicly... i was like, wat title is this.... ^^ still ok la... so i when on bian lun.... but thn wat happen was that.... i got to go for another round of pk debate.....
haiz..... last last, just debate tilll it was 12... but one happy thing is that i was able to eat cake... chocolate cake .... eat also feel happy liao... because there was some one birthday.,,,... ^^
hahaha... one very very very senior de senior.... ^^
but overall, it was still ok.. but i really hope that i was able to go for the xiang sheng too that day,,... coz say wat also, i like xiang sheng... i mean i love to c n talk ... ^^
and it is not as tense at the debate... but writing the scripe is another thing al.......
ya, one more thing, i need to go dance ... haiz... so tecnacly i need to go down to dance.. i think i need to take her placeto dance de... so gambatee to me....
n i feel much more helthy liao..... thankz to all those who took care of we when i was sck.... reallm thankz you, xie xie, arigato gozaimasu, gracias...... terima kasih......
Sunday, August 05, 2007
sick badly
i am sick for so many days now, each time i feel the i am recovering, thn i get my fever at night again... and a bad one too...
haiz, miss class for two days liao... keep on asking ppl got wat homework, but no one wans to tell me leh.. they say dun have,... haiz.... dun noe how... ..
hope i will noe the homeworks la.... T.T
there are so many things i wan to do.. but somehow, i cant finish them coz i noly can do things a while only.. thn need to rest... n i loose weight too... coz i was sick till i cannot eat most of the things here.. T.T really sad bout it... i really miss all the vege... hope to go back home n eat nice nice food......
haha, but anyway, i hope i will recover as soon as posible.. i also would like to thank all my room mate.. tere are so good, and really took real care of me all this while... thank you o.... ^^
haiz, miss class for two days liao... keep on asking ppl got wat homework, but no one wans to tell me leh.. they say dun have,... haiz.... dun noe how... ..
hope i will noe the homeworks la.... T.T
there are so many things i wan to do.. but somehow, i cant finish them coz i noly can do things a while only.. thn need to rest... n i loose weight too... coz i was sick till i cannot eat most of the things here.. T.T really sad bout it... i really miss all the vege... hope to go back home n eat nice nice food......
haha, but anyway, i hope i will recover as soon as posible.. i also would like to thank all my room mate.. tere are so good, and really took real care of me all this while... thank you o.... ^^
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
continue
continue with my life... i got sick... n really sick.... i'm so tired.. i think i need to sleep for little more...
but , still ok la... life here, the time pass like water..
i duno how much i have learn, but i will try my best to do wat i can....
but , still ok la... life here, the time pass like water..
i duno how much i have learn, but i will try my best to do wat i can....
Sunday, July 29, 2007
basket ball?
today , my day was really busy... hahha..
i woke up at 8.00 morning... actually is dreak my self out from the bed... haha..
so basicly, i did not get much sleep...
thn i go the ptum de function... busy... but i think it will be vry fun de/...
so just go.. it turn out ok... ^^
thn at 3, i when to youth gathering in one uncle house...
we did bbq, but we wasnt the one who cook the things'
thn we all play the treasure hunt.. n boy how hard is it to play..
our group just got 61 mark... so funny neh.
but nvm la... happy liao thn ok..
thn louise call ask me to play basket ball...
so i when to her colledge to play basketba;lll..
well, play in mid night.. not really midnight la.. but it is nite time;..
so samething hard to play..
plus i cannot c somemore..
bu tluckly i was able to play....and it was fun....
never have that fun time since i came here///.......
haha...... but noe i so so so os tired... feel wana sleep liao... i think later i will sleep lo... nite nte to every one
jia you.. gambatee/...
i woke up at 8.00 morning... actually is dreak my self out from the bed... haha..
so basicly, i did not get much sleep...
thn i go the ptum de function... busy... but i think it will be vry fun de/...
so just go.. it turn out ok... ^^
thn at 3, i when to youth gathering in one uncle house...
we did bbq, but we wasnt the one who cook the things'
thn we all play the treasure hunt.. n boy how hard is it to play..
our group just got 61 mark... so funny neh.
but nvm la... happy liao thn ok..
thn louise call ask me to play basket ball...
so i when to her colledge to play basketba;lll..
well, play in mid night.. not really midnight la.. but it is nite time;..
so samething hard to play..
plus i cannot c somemore..
bu tluckly i was able to play....and it was fun....
never have that fun time since i came here///.......
haha...... but noe i so so so os tired... feel wana sleep liao... i think later i will sleep lo... nite nte to every one
jia you.. gambatee/...
Thursday, July 26, 2007
上课了!!
我上课已经是第三个星期了... 可是我还是一点东西都不会.
大家都可以说留利的西班牙语.但是, 我还很乱.
我看, 我是时候在努力拉. 可能是自己不够努力.
好烦呀~!~!~!
下个星期就是考试.. 我也不董怎么考试.
现在我唯一能做的,
就是
努力努力再努力,...........
每个人都有自己的问题,
但,
问题是可以解决的,
只是看看自己要不要努力把问题决绝而已...
大家都可以说留利的西班牙语.但是, 我还很乱.
我看, 我是时候在努力拉. 可能是自己不够努力.
好烦呀~!~!~!
下个星期就是考试.. 我也不董怎么考试.
现在我唯一能做的,
就是
努力努力再努力,...........
每个人都有自己的问题,
但,
问题是可以解决的,
只是看看自己要不要努力把问题决绝而已...
Friday, July 20, 2007
time + memory = history
as child, i look foward to this place,
and as teenager, i made it as my goal,
there was so many hopes i lay my dreams apon it,
and now i am in it..
thinking back to the pass now,
i miss my childhood,
looking back now,
i miss my teeenager life style...
sometime, people are so funny,
when they don't have it, they strive to get it,
once they get it,
not many apreciate it.
mayb one of them is me,
or even you.
but please bere in mind that,
life + memory = history
wat we need to know now,
is wat are we going to do NOW.
and future.....
days in university passes in a flash,
i don't wan to make it as only my memory,
so i will strive to make each day meaningful..
can i?
and will you?
and as teenager, i made it as my goal,
there was so many hopes i lay my dreams apon it,
and now i am in it..
thinking back to the pass now,
i miss my childhood,
looking back now,
i miss my teeenager life style...
sometime, people are so funny,
when they don't have it, they strive to get it,
once they get it,
not many apreciate it.
mayb one of them is me,
or even you.
but please bere in mind that,
life + memory = history
wat we need to know now,
is wat are we going to do NOW.
and future.....
days in university passes in a flash,
i don't wan to make it as only my memory,
so i will strive to make each day meaningful..
can i?
and will you?
Monday, July 16, 2007
Melaka
when to melaka on the saturday,... wern nie bring me n bei san oveer to her home town, although we din go to all the history place, but they really bring my all over the place to makan...
made really a lot of friends there, and it was really fun... ^^
i ate durian there, n nice one too... really need to thankz aunty to take us in to her house to stay... n thankz to pei ling n pei yee too... who bring us all around malaka to look look see see and eat... ^^
it was really fun there.....
when i reach there i loose my voice. but tat din really stop them to bring me out and eat all the nice nice food... ^^
i ate plenty type of food, and those i never c b4, like celup sate, i think tat is wat they call it, thn the rice round round de, thn mai ya tang, a king of candy, durian, nyonya food and many... ^^ so nice neh.,.... ^^
beside that, they also sing k at home, wah, now only i noe that their whole family can really sing,... n sing in a melodies way too.. T.T i wasn't able to sing coz no voice...
ya one more thing, i think i'll be find here in um, coz all my senior took really good care of me.. ^^ got fdew lecture from them bout how to take care my self.. ^^ really need to thank them o...
today study no voice, my teacher was so good, she din let me read anything, haha, i cannot read them either. LOL...
ok la.. until here...
all the best to all my amigos...
GOOD LUCK
made really a lot of friends there, and it was really fun... ^^
i ate durian there, n nice one too... really need to thankz aunty to take us in to her house to stay... n thankz to pei ling n pei yee too... who bring us all around malaka to look look see see and eat... ^^
it was really fun there.....
when i reach there i loose my voice. but tat din really stop them to bring me out and eat all the nice nice food... ^^
i ate plenty type of food, and those i never c b4, like celup sate, i think tat is wat they call it, thn the rice round round de, thn mai ya tang, a king of candy, durian, nyonya food and many... ^^ so nice neh.,.... ^^
beside that, they also sing k at home, wah, now only i noe that their whole family can really sing,... n sing in a melodies way too.. T.T i wasn't able to sing coz no voice...
ya one more thing, i think i'll be find here in um, coz all my senior took really good care of me.. ^^ got fdew lecture from them bout how to take care my self.. ^^ really need to thank them o...
today study no voice, my teacher was so good, she din let me read anything, haha, i cannot read them either. LOL...
ok la.. until here...
all the best to all my amigos...
GOOD LUCK
Friday, July 13, 2007
days in uni
it is the second week in uni now, well, and it is time to talk bout my first two weeks in uni life...
well, the haluan siswa is really a challenging thing,,... but haha, overall atill ok...
every day, we only get to sleep for like 2 hours.. n take bath at late night.. but till the last few days, it was ok already.. everything is back to normal again...
haha, but one thing that made me vry sad is that during tat time, i break my glasses.. so meaning to say, i dun have glasses for like 5 days.. i broke it when i was playing bola baling...
haha, long time din play that game.. we dint win, but at least i enjoy the game n made many friends.,..
so happy neh...
one more thing, we lose in our cheer leading competition... it was bad.. but nevermind.. i dun really mind winning also.. haha
thnh after a week, my class started.. well, it was bad.....
coz i realize that my class credit hours are overall more thn other ppl.. n my class number are really small.. only 6 ppl... os... a lot of studying and teacher will always c u... hmm... no compliments... haha..
one more thing. learning a new language wasnt a nice thing to do.. u need to study real hard.. thn in my condition where i'm not use ti the food and all. it was really hard...
i wander how could i survive till the 3 year... ??
gambatee to me... * haha.. learning spanise but still type in japanese...
well, i mayb going to malacca to visit there ... ^^ hope everything will be ok...
n ya, i attainted the NDF yesterday, haha, luckly there are ppl that i noe.. ^^
the comity there are vry good. the aunty even give me cakes to bring home.. ^^
n prayer books too.. which i forgot to bring.. ^^
ok la... until now. adios
well, the haluan siswa is really a challenging thing,,... but haha, overall atill ok...
every day, we only get to sleep for like 2 hours.. n take bath at late night.. but till the last few days, it was ok already.. everything is back to normal again...
haha, but one thing that made me vry sad is that during tat time, i break my glasses.. so meaning to say, i dun have glasses for like 5 days.. i broke it when i was playing bola baling...
haha, long time din play that game.. we dint win, but at least i enjoy the game n made many friends.,..
so happy neh...
one more thing, we lose in our cheer leading competition... it was bad.. but nevermind.. i dun really mind winning also.. haha
thnh after a week, my class started.. well, it was bad.....
coz i realize that my class credit hours are overall more thn other ppl.. n my class number are really small.. only 6 ppl... os... a lot of studying and teacher will always c u... hmm... no compliments... haha..
one more thing. learning a new language wasnt a nice thing to do.. u need to study real hard.. thn in my condition where i'm not use ti the food and all. it was really hard...
i wander how could i survive till the 3 year... ??
gambatee to me... * haha.. learning spanise but still type in japanese...
well, i mayb going to malacca to visit there ... ^^ hope everything will be ok...
n ya, i attainted the NDF yesterday, haha, luckly there are ppl that i noe.. ^^
the comity there are vry good. the aunty even give me cakes to bring home.. ^^
n prayer books too.. which i forgot to bring.. ^^
ok la... until now. adios
Thursday, June 28, 2007
driver..= mamat
well, now i noe y driving is tires and why i dun like driving.
ya, of coz driving is fun, u can go any place u wan.. but once come to finding a parking and looking only the road and cannot do anything except driving, thn, think again, driving is not tat fun after all..
haha...
today i send my sis to places she wanted to go.. haha... tell u the truth, i wasn't able to even wake up..
LOL.....
but luckly i was able to drak my self out from bed..
thn send my sister to hospital...
haiz..... tired...
just now went our with ting yau to city mall..
hihi, so happy.. thankz to him so much...
thank you..
although the thing i plan did not went smothly, but thank for fulfilling it...
i was so happy.
hihi..
one more thng, we have a farewell thinging for ting yau yesterday.. haha... talk until so late...^^
i think next time we won have tat much chance to stay that way..
but still ok... hihi.... sure will miss him much..
duno tomolo de flight i can go send o not leh... T.T
hope i can go...
hmm, really need to pack my things liao... OMG.... not yet even start packing.. not a good sign...
jia you to me.. all the best to all...
and will always miss you to him..
ya, of coz driving is fun, u can go any place u wan.. but once come to finding a parking and looking only the road and cannot do anything except driving, thn, think again, driving is not tat fun after all..
haha...
today i send my sis to places she wanted to go.. haha... tell u the truth, i wasn't able to even wake up..
LOL.....
but luckly i was able to drak my self out from bed..
thn send my sister to hospital...
haiz..... tired...
just now went our with ting yau to city mall..
hihi, so happy.. thankz to him so much...
thank you..
although the thing i plan did not went smothly, but thank for fulfilling it...
i was so happy.
hihi..
one more thng, we have a farewell thinging for ting yau yesterday.. haha... talk until so late...^^
i think next time we won have tat much chance to stay that way..
but still ok... hihi.... sure will miss him much..
duno tomolo de flight i can go send o not leh... T.T
hope i can go...
hmm, really need to pack my things liao... OMG.... not yet even start packing.. not a good sign...
jia you to me.. all the best to all...
and will always miss you to him..
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
tired day...
as day passes by,
the day to get in to uni comes near...
and how nervous i am now,
i'm scare that i will mis bringing something to tat place
i duno..
and all my friends
sure will miss them all
well, today prepare my things
wah, so many need to do, with so little time
haha, but guess wat, i got a new laptop..
so nice neh
hahaha
so happy also
thankz mummy n pa.. ^^
i really need to thank them coz i can get in to uni... ^^
haha...
the day to get in to uni comes near...
and how nervous i am now,
i'm scare that i will mis bringing something to tat place
i duno..
and all my friends
sure will miss them all
well, today prepare my things
wah, so many need to do, with so little time
haha, but guess wat, i got a new laptop..
so nice neh
hahaha
so happy also
thankz mummy n pa.. ^^
i really need to thank them coz i can get in to uni... ^^
haha...
Sunday, June 24, 2007
eat dinner
today we all went and have dinner with our form 6 teacher..
haha, u coulden have think that actually eating with teacher can be very fun..
and when i say fun, i really mean it.. ^^
haha.... we talk with teacher bout uni life... they give us many info.. and it was nice..
i was happy.. ^^
haha... luckly i did go...
i was able to go two places in one night... ^^
haha,
but now, i have many things need to prepare again...
i'm leaving sabah on the 30,
n i haven prepare my cloth yet..
black skirt, baju kurung... OMG...
money come out like water... T.T
hope every thing will turn out ok....
i'm starting to feel nervous now... haiz.. i think it is time i go c a movei first.. ^^
haha, u coulden have think that actually eating with teacher can be very fun..
and when i say fun, i really mean it.. ^^
haha.... we talk with teacher bout uni life... they give us many info.. and it was nice..
i was happy.. ^^
haha... luckly i did go...
i was able to go two places in one night... ^^
haha,
but now, i have many things need to prepare again...
i'm leaving sabah on the 30,
n i haven prepare my cloth yet..
black skirt, baju kurung... OMG...
money come out like water... T.T
hope every thing will turn out ok....
i'm starting to feel nervous now... haiz.. i think it is time i go c a movei first.. ^^
Saturday, June 23, 2007
goin of soon
now everyone is going in to uni, including me, lucky enuf, i was able to get in to Um..
hha//....
well, leaving sabah to west.. hmm, something i did not think tat much, but hope i will get use to it as soon as possible.
talk to teacher bout it, and got whole lots of information from her.. so happy i talk to her..
well, many of my friends will be studying in UMS...
i sure will miss them, T.T
gambatee to all of u... ^^
hha//....
well, leaving sabah to west.. hmm, something i did not think tat much, but hope i will get use to it as soon as possible.
talk to teacher bout it, and got whole lots of information from her.. so happy i talk to her..
well, many of my friends will be studying in UMS...
i sure will miss them, T.T
gambatee to all of u... ^^
Saturday, June 09, 2007
a day out
went out today.. it was fun.. at least can get my mine off a while. but haha.. not that fun also..
coz i need to worry my big sis too.. ^^
so din actually shop much.. is more like bring my big sister go jln jln..
haha.. but use to it liao.. ^^
this time go out i tot i can go c movie, mana tau my sister late late, thn everything is late.. so i din have the chance to c movie with my friends.. they said it was nice.. T.T
i so long din go c movie.. hmm.. i go kacau cts they all ask thm to bring my go c movie lo..
haha...
we also talk bout go out together go eat stem boat.. also long time din go eat lo.. ^^
haha.. i miss all those time..
my life was kinda dull this few months... everyday work.. but no payment.. so..
well, i think i can get over it de... ^^
just that i have a feeling that i will be quite busy on monday..
n btw, i missed my appointment with the dentice.. T.T i forgot bout it.. how now?? T.T
i really duno wat to do .. i also din tell my mom bout it yet,... haiz.. so how? i need to wash my teeth.. if not i will get worse..
haiz.. hope everything will be ok//
coz i need to worry my big sis too.. ^^
so din actually shop much.. is more like bring my big sister go jln jln..
haha.. but use to it liao.. ^^
this time go out i tot i can go c movie, mana tau my sister late late, thn everything is late.. so i din have the chance to c movie with my friends.. they said it was nice.. T.T
i so long din go c movie.. hmm.. i go kacau cts they all ask thm to bring my go c movie lo..
haha...
we also talk bout go out together go eat stem boat.. also long time din go eat lo.. ^^
haha.. i miss all those time..
my life was kinda dull this few months... everyday work.. but no payment.. so..
well, i think i can get over it de... ^^
just that i have a feeling that i will be quite busy on monday..
n btw, i missed my appointment with the dentice.. T.T i forgot bout it.. how now?? T.T
i really duno wat to do .. i also din tell my mom bout it yet,... haiz.. so how? i need to wash my teeth.. if not i will get worse..
haiz.. hope everything will be ok//
Thursday, June 07, 2007
no parents day
haha, 3 days without parents.. ppl will think it is fun..
of coz, in some condition, i was fun,,..
but thn, it was hard.. dispite need to send the things and need to do a whole lots of house work...
i still need to do aii the work that my pa was doin. n it was not fun
haha... haiz... but still ok la.. i can watch wat movie i wanted to watch in the tv.. haha
n that is a nice thing..
i can sleep when i wanted to... ^^
but when your parents is not around, and because u are one of the eldest in the house, there is so much responsiblity that we need to hold on to.. and we cant really do wat we wan. coz we have sisters too... and that's y...
even it was just for few days only, i realy can feel the presure..... haha... at last i;m relise from the hard work that i did.
but comming back to all the working days, well, not much happen/// but i dun really enjoy it eighter... haha... parents back mean work.. n plenty of work.. n tired..
T.T
i cant watch the movie i wanted to watch.. n going out is really a problem.. so.. nvm la.. ^^
hope i can get over with the pileof work that is waithing for me o..
of coz, in some condition, i was fun,,..
but thn, it was hard.. dispite need to send the things and need to do a whole lots of house work...
i still need to do aii the work that my pa was doin. n it was not fun
haha... haiz... but still ok la.. i can watch wat movie i wanted to watch in the tv.. haha
n that is a nice thing..
i can sleep when i wanted to... ^^
but when your parents is not around, and because u are one of the eldest in the house, there is so much responsiblity that we need to hold on to.. and we cant really do wat we wan. coz we have sisters too... and that's y...
even it was just for few days only, i realy can feel the presure..... haha... at last i;m relise from the hard work that i did.
but comming back to all the working days, well, not much happen/// but i dun really enjoy it eighter... haha... parents back mean work.. n plenty of work.. n tired..
T.T
i cant watch the movie i wanted to watch.. n going out is really a problem.. so.. nvm la.. ^^
hope i can get over with the pileof work that is waithing for me o..
Saturday, June 02, 2007
答应
今天很想用华语来表达自己。
本来今天以为是一个很好的日子，但是从早上到现在都没有一个能让我开心的东西发生。
今天早上本来以为可以去CITY ＭＡＬＬ， 但是，没去成。结果去吃了一点东西，拿了钱，去了ＣＥＮＴＲＡＬ 买了一点东西，就回家啦。
本来想散心，但到头来啊，反而使给了自己根大压力。也没有去任何地方。
嗨！没办法啦。
哪知道，回家后，本来答应要和我一起去看戏的姐姐自己跑去看戏啦。把我丢在家。多亏我这么多天都没有约朋友去看戏，因为答应了姐姐，却被她放了飞机。。有点气。上次她叫我不要去开会，叫我陪她去买点东西，我没去开会因为要陪她，但她却把我丢在家。。。没话说了。谁叫我容易骗， 容易上当。这么容易就相信人家，相信人家所答应的东西。
从小，人家说不能给我答应，应为答应了就一定要做。可是，答应了的东西不就是一定要做的吗？我真是不明白。因为，从小人家答应我的东西，很少做到。那么答应是什么东西呢？答应难道是说了就算了吗？
有时候，我心里会想，如果你不肯定可不可以做，那就不要答应我呀，免得我伤心，然后又说我小气。我不知我还可以忍受多久，因为感觉有点透不过气来了。不知何时，但感觉就要疯了。 脑袋也有点点迟钝了。。。
昨天，
我很像是活着。
今天，
感觉不像活着。
明天，
我还会活着吗？
我自己也不清楚了。
只知道眼前出现了一条
崎岖不平的道路。
但，
我还有能力继续走下去吗？
本来今天以为是一个很好的日子，但是从早上到现在都没有一个能让我开心的东西发生。
今天早上本来以为可以去CITY ＭＡＬＬ， 但是，没去成。结果去吃了一点东西，拿了钱，去了ＣＥＮＴＲＡＬ 买了一点东西，就回家啦。
本来想散心，但到头来啊，反而使给了自己根大压力。也没有去任何地方。
嗨！没办法啦。
哪知道，回家后，本来答应要和我一起去看戏的姐姐自己跑去看戏啦。把我丢在家。多亏我这么多天都没有约朋友去看戏，因为答应了姐姐，却被她放了飞机。。有点气。上次她叫我不要去开会，叫我陪她去买点东西，我没去开会因为要陪她，但她却把我丢在家。。。没话说了。谁叫我容易骗， 容易上当。这么容易就相信人家，相信人家所答应的东西。
从小，人家说不能给我答应，应为答应了就一定要做。可是，答应了的东西不就是一定要做的吗？我真是不明白。因为，从小人家答应我的东西，很少做到。那么答应是什么东西呢？答应难道是说了就算了吗？
有时候，我心里会想，如果你不肯定可不可以做，那就不要答应我呀，免得我伤心，然后又说我小气。我不知我还可以忍受多久，因为感觉有点透不过气来了。不知何时，但感觉就要疯了。 脑袋也有点点迟钝了。。。
昨天，
我很像是活着。
今天，
感觉不像活着。
明天，
我还会活着吗？
我自己也不清楚了。
只知道眼前出现了一条
崎岖不平的道路。
但，
我还有能力继续走下去吗？
Thursday, May 31, 2007
bored,......
today not much things to do.. ^^ just book some air ticket for my parents..
well, recenly i just cut my hair.. still not so use with the new look. but i dun think anyone notice i cut already.. coz the differents is not much... just that my fron hair is short now..
so not much ppl notice.. hahaha
this few days really nothing to do... i just do the house chorse..
hmm.. n not much..
made a song.. but duno nice o not the song.. well nvm la.. ^^
hope the song will come out nice..
there is still a few missing tone..
hope to get the inspirition to finish the song soon....
haha..
there is a movie i wanted to c.. but duno call who neh..
hmm.. how leh???
hiaz.. no idea..
well... hope i will be able to watch it..
btw, planning to change my skin.. but i duno change to wat.. still thinking... anyone have anyidea??? haha...
my chat box is not working anymore.. well lazy to put that in liao...
coz not moving always.. haha..
althought i have many things to do.. but i really not sure wat to do now..
everything is blank in my head...
i duno wat to think liao..
just hope days passes by.. thats all...
so bored neh...
okie la....
hope i will find something to do soon.
well, recenly i just cut my hair.. still not so use with the new look. but i dun think anyone notice i cut already.. coz the differents is not much... just that my fron hair is short now..
so not much ppl notice.. hahaha
this few days really nothing to do... i just do the house chorse..
hmm.. n not much..
made a song.. but duno nice o not the song.. well nvm la.. ^^
hope the song will come out nice..
there is still a few missing tone..
hope to get the inspirition to finish the song soon....
haha..
there is a movie i wanted to c.. but duno call who neh..
hmm.. how leh???
hiaz.. no idea..
well... hope i will be able to watch it..
btw, planning to change my skin.. but i duno change to wat.. still thinking... anyone have anyidea??? haha...
my chat box is not working anymore.. well lazy to put that in liao...
coz not moving always.. haha..
althought i have many things to do.. but i really not sure wat to do now..
everything is blank in my head...
i duno wat to think liao..
just hope days passes by.. thats all...
so bored neh...
okie la....
hope i will find something to do soon.
Friday, May 25, 2007
study
just came back from west..
have lots of fun there,
and also learn pleanty of things.
after learning unit one of the book discourse on social action,
it really let me think many things, and see things cleary, in a different point of view,
i now c how things are fragmented, where else, it shoudn't be this way.
hmm... * fall in to deep though again
haha, i also been able to strenten on apriciation towards beauty, not as in phisicaly, but also deep within. ya, one more important thing i learn and i will always remember is that the transformation in society don't just start with indivitual, but also social transformation is also needed. not only one side, but both as well. * never though of tat until i learn this book.
ya, one more thing that is very important is that i some how manage to improve my english.. * yeah, good news to me!~~!~!
happy bout it.
i also meet alot of friend like Rani, Chia Pei, Kong Eng, Dylane, Jeeven, Soon Seng (don't know how to spell his name), khameal, Feizy, danish, nirosh, shakira, temily, and many many more.. miss u all... ^^
haha, i when to the eye of the world too./.... it was fun, mayb coz we were quite crazy in the cabin... well... haha.... no problem of being crazy once a while... ^^
lastly, hope everyone have a fun and nice day~!
have lots of fun there,
and also learn pleanty of things.
after learning unit one of the book discourse on social action,
it really let me think many things, and see things cleary, in a different point of view,
i now c how things are fragmented, where else, it shoudn't be this way.
hmm... * fall in to deep though again
haha, i also been able to strenten on apriciation towards beauty, not as in phisicaly, but also deep within. ya, one more important thing i learn and i will always remember is that the transformation in society don't just start with indivitual, but also social transformation is also needed. not only one side, but both as well. * never though of tat until i learn this book.
ya, one more thing that is very important is that i some how manage to improve my english.. * yeah, good news to me!~~!~!
happy bout it.
i also meet alot of friend like Rani, Chia Pei, Kong Eng, Dylane, Jeeven, Soon Seng (don't know how to spell his name), khameal, Feizy, danish, nirosh, shakira, temily, and many many more.. miss u all... ^^
haha, i when to the eye of the world too./.... it was fun, mayb coz we were quite crazy in the cabin... well... haha.... no problem of being crazy once a while... ^^
lastly, hope everyone have a fun and nice day~!
Thursday, May 10, 2007
time
day passes by each day.
but how many of us realise it?
once i was still a little child,
but just a turn,
i was one step closer to take responsiblity,
one step closer to become an aldut.
And yet,
we still dun realise,
that our time will never wait for us.
and it still flows away without our notice.
Time, is slow and yet so fast.
time can be so slow that we did not notice the earth is turning.
yet, it can be so fast until we did not notice it has already past.
can we say time is fast? o should we say it slow?
i dun really noe.
but i do noe, time is something that we can't buy
time is something we cannot take
o hold on to..
the effect of time can be seen every where,
but y, we still don't think it as something presous to us?
y we still wan to waise time??
but how many of us realise it?
once i was still a little child,
but just a turn,
i was one step closer to take responsiblity,
one step closer to become an aldut.
And yet,
we still dun realise,
that our time will never wait for us.
and it still flows away without our notice.
Time, is slow and yet so fast.
time can be so slow that we did not notice the earth is turning.
yet, it can be so fast until we did not notice it has already past.
can we say time is fast? o should we say it slow?
i dun really noe.
but i do noe, time is something that we can't buy
time is something we cannot take
o hold on to..
the effect of time can be seen every where,
but y, we still don't think it as something presous to us?
y we still wan to waise time??
Monday, May 07, 2007
May
it's been a long time since i update my blog. there is so many things happen.. ^^
first is my birthday, this year's birthday is really simple.. ^^
on the 1st may, vic n eve help me celebrate my birthday.. really thankz to them o... ^^ arigato..
thn on the 2nd, i went to beach.. with family n Bahai friend. well, it was not for my birthday, it was for twelve day of ridvan... well, really have fun there, haha... but i bring wrong cloth, so lastly ended up wearing my mom's cloth... ^^
thn later at night, i call fanny , cts, lemon, louise to go yam cha.. so just chat there... it's been a long time since i go out.. well, i seldom go out.. haha...
well, one more thing, louise n me got the same interview couses... hope we both can go in to the couses we want.. ^^
thn, yesterday, was a busy day, when we rest at night time, my big sis suddenly start to "decorate" me.. well, she some how come out with a kimono, and start dressing me up.. well, it do look like kimono.. but, kinda funny also...la.... ^^
first is my birthday, this year's birthday is really simple.. ^^
on the 1st may, vic n eve help me celebrate my birthday.. really thankz to them o... ^^ arigato..
thn on the 2nd, i went to beach.. with family n Bahai friend. well, it was not for my birthday, it was for twelve day of ridvan... well, really have fun there, haha... but i bring wrong cloth, so lastly ended up wearing my mom's cloth... ^^
thn later at night, i call fanny , cts, lemon, louise to go yam cha.. so just chat there... it's been a long time since i go out.. well, i seldom go out.. haha...
well, one more thing, louise n me got the same interview couses... hope we both can go in to the couses we want.. ^^
thn, yesterday, was a busy day, when we rest at night time, my big sis suddenly start to "decorate" me.. well, she some how come out with a kimono, and start dressing me up.. well, it do look like kimono.. but, kinda funny also...la.... ^^
Friday, April 06, 2007
mayb it was just me
since young, i dun really like ppl breaking promise,
like they say wan bring me to somewhere,
i will put much hope on it.
but,
once they break the promise,
the only answer i got is that we need to be flexsible,
need to c the time,
need to accept ppl breaking promise.
but, sometimes,
i really hope, that ppl can fulfill at least one promise they made to me
exspeacially some one that is important to me.
i dun like ppl making promises.
but i do make promises, ant will no mater how, fulfill it.
even thn i get scolding later.
but i always kept them.
but i really hope ppl will keep their promises.
really i hope.
today, some one said coming to c me, i did prepare, but i din even get an answer,
nor did tat person came.
this made me think of the sandakan trip.
if tat really u can't go, plz, dun promise me.
i am really scare i become someone who doesn't believe in promises people made..
like they say wan bring me to somewhere,
i will put much hope on it.
but,
once they break the promise,
the only answer i got is that we need to be flexsible,
need to c the time,
need to accept ppl breaking promise.
but, sometimes,
i really hope, that ppl can fulfill at least one promise they made to me
exspeacially some one that is important to me.
i dun like ppl making promises.
but i do make promises, ant will no mater how, fulfill it.
even thn i get scolding later.
but i always kept them.
but i really hope ppl will keep their promises.
really i hope.
today, some one said coming to c me, i did prepare, but i din even get an answer,
nor did tat person came.
this made me think of the sandakan trip.
if tat really u can't go, plz, dun promise me.
i am really scare i become someone who doesn't believe in promises people made..
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
a door to be open
infron me is two door, a door that looks small and timid
and the other, big and mighty
i turn to the mighty door,
thinking how to open it,
it must take all my might to open it.
But to my surprise,
when i tried to open that mighty door,
just a push,
the door came trembling down
then, i turn to the small and timid door
thinking, this door must be as heavy as stone
as hard as diamond
i gather all my might,
and give the door a push.
but, to my surprise
the door open so easily,
as if it was never been close.
the mighty door tell me,
don't judge a book by it's cover
the timid door tell me,
don't let your past be an obstacle
we always doubt how to open each door
but,
now i know how
another question comes out,
which one do i go in?
and the other, big and mighty
i turn to the mighty door,
thinking how to open it,
it must take all my might to open it.
But to my surprise,
when i tried to open that mighty door,
just a push,
the door came trembling down
then, i turn to the small and timid door
thinking, this door must be as heavy as stone
as hard as diamond
i gather all my might,
and give the door a push.
but, to my surprise
the door open so easily,
as if it was never been close.
the mighty door tell me,
don't judge a book by it's cover
the timid door tell me,
don't let your past be an obstacle
we always doubt how to open each door
but,
now i know how
another question comes out,
which one do i go in?
Friday, March 30, 2007
30 march 2007.....
well, i woke up today and found out that half of my family members are sick.
this means that i need to do all the work..
will, i mean ALL.... n u noe how tired tat is...
haha.... luckly my mom din really ask me to do al..
luckly for me.
the day b4 yesterday i got a sms saying that he will go to ns on sat...
which is tomolo....
one part of me felt gad that at last he is able to go, and won need to bother it anymore..
but one part of me felt sad.... T.T
haha.. i think i do need some time to overcome it de...
but you never noe....
3 month is not tat long... but when u start to count the days, it make it longer.. and longer...
haha.... stupid me
well, i'm still thinking will i go to the trip, since that its been a long time we din gether together.
but, karabunei is really a place i always go de...
haha...
but mayb70% of me will go... but a nother problem arise...
i have NO CAR>>> NO TRANSPORT....
haiz... i think i contact steph n c how la... ^^
this means that i need to do all the work..
will, i mean ALL.... n u noe how tired tat is...
haha.... luckly my mom din really ask me to do al..
luckly for me.
the day b4 yesterday i got a sms saying that he will go to ns on sat...
which is tomolo....
one part of me felt gad that at last he is able to go, and won need to bother it anymore..
but one part of me felt sad.... T.T
haha.. i think i do need some time to overcome it de...
but you never noe....
3 month is not tat long... but when u start to count the days, it make it longer.. and longer...
haha.... stupid me
well, i'm still thinking will i go to the trip, since that its been a long time we din gether together.
but, karabunei is really a place i always go de...
haha...
but mayb70% of me will go... but a nother problem arise...
i have NO CAR>>> NO TRANSPORT....
haiz... i think i contact steph n c how la... ^^
Friday, March 16, 2007
Saturday, March 10, 2007
another day..... another day
fasting month.....
means need to wake up early... ^^
so i have been waking up early n also been sleeping late....
so wake up early + sleep late = not enuf sleep..
haha........
well, during fasting month, i usually gain weight. but this year, i loose weight T.T
tat is a terrible news for me.....
so sad..
most of my cloth already vry loose...
haiz.......
but nvm.... it is fun to fast.... but it is quite tired also..
haha..... so hope i can manage it o....
means need to wake up early... ^^
so i have been waking up early n also been sleeping late....
so wake up early + sleep late = not enuf sleep..
haha........
well, during fasting month, i usually gain weight. but this year, i loose weight T.T
tat is a terrible news for me.....
so sad..
most of my cloth already vry loose...
haiz.......
but nvm.... it is fun to fast.... but it is quite tired also..
haha..... so hope i can manage it o....
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
wat?
new year, a season where ppl will feel happy, will wish one another.
tat season is when all the love n blessing will go flyin around...
but, i duno why, i dont really can blen in to this season.....
i tried to blen in, but the more i try, the more i felt drop out..
haha...... so i just keep quite..... until i dun really talk much.....
and act as wat ppl wan... n not wat i am.....
it is hard, but i duno wat more can i do....
even at home, a mask was always with me...
when can i be me again? y cant anyone accept me as me...
n not as wat they hope to be...
why?
this new year, i duno wat meaning to me..
now, i also worried with my future..
wat can i do?
i really scare i did not do well, due to my health n hospital visit..
i noe i cannot blam anyone..
but i noe i tried..
so wat i get is mine...
n there is nothing i can do noe...
sometime i cannot sleep, thinking many things...
but i really duno who can i tell..
i duno who to tell..
ppl use to say tell ur friend... but the ones who i tried as friend,
didnt respond to this call..
some time i wonder, them , will they tread me as wat i tried them?
so, slowly, i start to feel lost...
now, i am wondering in a path i duno where it will leads....
tat season is when all the love n blessing will go flyin around...
but, i duno why, i dont really can blen in to this season.....
i tried to blen in, but the more i try, the more i felt drop out..
haha...... so i just keep quite..... until i dun really talk much.....
and act as wat ppl wan... n not wat i am.....
it is hard, but i duno wat more can i do....
even at home, a mask was always with me...
when can i be me again? y cant anyone accept me as me...
n not as wat they hope to be...
why?
this new year, i duno wat meaning to me..
now, i also worried with my future..
wat can i do?
i really scare i did not do well, due to my health n hospital visit..
i noe i cannot blam anyone..
but i noe i tried..
so wat i get is mine...
n there is nothing i can do noe...
sometime i cannot sleep, thinking many things...
but i really duno who can i tell..
i duno who to tell..
ppl use to say tell ur friend... but the ones who i tried as friend,
didnt respond to this call..
some time i wonder, them , will they tread me as wat i tried them?
so, slowly, i start to feel lost...
now, i am wondering in a path i duno where it will leads....
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
new year?
first of all... Happy New Year o...
well, today is the third day of new year, which usually, ppl will go visit most of ppl de house... but i din go anywhere
hahaha....
actually i wanted to go somewhere de.. but i duno who to call to go tat place..
anyways,,, wat to do......
i can only be at home today...
n no ppl came visit as well..
haha.. this is the first time i dun really have the mood of chinese new year..
i mean, this begining of the year, i basicly din have any mood for any celebration..
haiz...
valentine, birthday, new year,.... i really duno now...
haiz,,,,....
but lastly, still need to wish everyone, happy new year.. i mean... happpy chinese new year. to every one...
hope every one have a wonderfull new year, may your wish come true.. ~!~!~!
well, today is the third day of new year, which usually, ppl will go visit most of ppl de house... but i din go anywhere
hahaha....
actually i wanted to go somewhere de.. but i duno who to call to go tat place..
anyways,,, wat to do......
i can only be at home today...
n no ppl came visit as well..
haha.. this is the first time i dun really have the mood of chinese new year..
i mean, this begining of the year, i basicly din have any mood for any celebration..
haiz...
valentine, birthday, new year,.... i really duno now...
haiz,,,,....
but lastly, still need to wish everyone, happy new year.. i mean... happpy chinese new year. to every one...
hope every one have a wonderfull new year, may your wish come true.. ~!~!~!
Friday, February 09, 2007
have u every been to a misarable day??
haha..
plenty of things happen to me...
but, sometime, i dun really wan this things to happen... but i just cannot help not to let tat things happen.
haiz..... how?
sometime, i feel like will i be remember?
i mean, i always feel that can i find some one to talk to?
i mean a friend...
mayb i'm not someone ppl will remember....
but...
haiz..
mayb i'm not someone who noe how to make friend..
haiz....
haha..
plenty of things happen to me...
but, sometime, i dun really wan this things to happen... but i just cannot help not to let tat things happen.
haiz..... how?
sometime, i feel like will i be remember?
i mean, i always feel that can i find some one to talk to?
i mean a friend...
mayb i'm not someone ppl will remember....
but...
haiz..
mayb i'm not someone who noe how to make friend..
haiz....
Thursday, January 04, 2007
i just heard the news.. although it has pass many days, but wat i can get is, when ppl have problem, but, there will always be ppl to help u
sometime, we cannot say this world is cruel.. coz, when we look around, even small little good deeds, sometime make us feel good.
at least, in this time, there is still ppl that is kind hearted enuf to help people...
but, i am no way getting health... haiz.//// but i really hope can leave a normal life..
but now, i can't even eat cold, hot, heady food..... all i can eat is normal plain food..
at least i still can eat pizza... haiz.....
well, every ones live will change, but towards wat path? a better one o towards the worse? i have a feelings that my life will change from now, but to where?
i don't really noe it my self.....
hmm.. as time passes by, i am walking towards 20 years old... but i dun really like it...
i look down, n c so many ppl younger thn me... ... haiz.............
nothing to say...
anywhere.... wish all happy new year.....
sometime, we cannot say this world is cruel.. coz, when we look around, even small little good deeds, sometime make us feel good.
at least, in this time, there is still ppl that is kind hearted enuf to help people...
but, i am no way getting health... haiz.//// but i really hope can leave a normal life..
but now, i can't even eat cold, hot, heady food..... all i can eat is normal plain food..
at least i still can eat pizza... haiz.....
well, every ones live will change, but towards wat path? a better one o towards the worse? i have a feelings that my life will change from now, but to where?
i don't really noe it my self.....
hmm.. as time passes by, i am walking towards 20 years old... but i dun really like it...
i look down, n c so many ppl younger thn me... ... haiz.............
nothing to say...
anywhere.... wish all happy new year.....
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