hmm....

haiz.... there is so many things in my heart, but i cannot say out.
sometimes, i really wan to find someone to talk too.. but... haha, who i have??
haiz.. so many things i just feel like scream it out... but can i?
sometimes, when i'm sad? i just can cry in to my heart... can anyone noe?
haha... ppl will think that if i dun tell ppl, how tat ppl will noe??
haha.. but wat choice do i have?
i rather choose to be the one to be hurt, rather thn the one who hurts ppl feelings.
somethings, i really feel that i do not have friends at all....
haha
lonely
i don't know how long i can stand... i really don noe..
now, even writing out my feelings is a problem?
how i'm going to stand ?

wah!~!~!~!~!~!~!~

tired~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~
so many work to do... with so little time... T.T
din sleep for 3 days liao doin work.. T.T
now still continue work ... n i have not done my homework......
omg... how o...
haiz... today need to stay up late again....
wat to do.... if wan study thn must work... ^^
GAMBATE to ME~!!~!~!

when out

hmm, today i went out to center point with my friends... i when around 11 morning, to help tty c his things for the fish tank..... thn when to center piont.. continue finding until 12.30.. OMG.. n we haven found the things..
meet louise n steph at watson... not watson actually, i think i should say in forn of the stair...
thn walk together lo.. wait for ppl...
thn i when to take my ring... hmm... fit in nicely... so happy.
we duno where to go.. so guess wat, of coz waist our time walking around.. HAHAH
we took photo together.. haha, long time din take photo... hmm, since when liao a??? haha, forgot
while waiting for the pictures to develope..... we play games... until my hand pain... T.T
thn we when play bowling... wah.. so happy.... ^^
hihi
but thn, after finish playing, when we r walking out, i of coz did the thing i can do best - JATUH... in bowling center... not fun... haha
now having mager pain on my body.. T.T
haiz.. .duno y i always fall down de....
but nvm la....
haiz.. fall till i lay down.. i quickly jump up.. but i noe many ppl saw, coz some one scream...
wah.... duno where to put my face.. haha....... but still ok la... i am use to do that,...
so i think i am vry good in falling down....something wrong with my leg i think./
hmm.... reach home now thn continue my life, work of coz.....
but i need to go take my bath first... ^^

monday

monday......
haha.. a day i use to be blue.. but today, haha, i did my homework... wah.... so li hai eh
i seldom do my homework de.. but duno y this time will do my homework.. haha.. did it for 3 hours...
hmm... i think i'm getting good... `1~!~!!~!
haha.....
today.. fasting of coz.. hmm..... i'm getting thinner o...
can c clearly./..
y does some ppl won get thin when they fast???
haiz.....
hmm... now need to think wat to eat tomolo.....
wat a/..????
haha... need to bake bisckut o.... ^^
hmm... duno how is the tast???
haha i hope will be ok....

YES~!~!~!~!

at last finish my exam.. although i pass up hmm i think 2 blank papers.. ~!~! haha... first time doing that.. y? coz i did not bring my watch... hahaha.. thn hor, got scare thn forgot everything... hahaha
really, sometimes, little things happen in our life can sometime make a big change.... HAIZ.. so meaning to say, i will mostly fail my papers.. not just one, but two of them...T.T
well, holiday is just in the corver. n i duno wat to do...... stay at home? doing nothing? i really need to thing something usefull to do...
well, now i'm having headact on how to pay all the pans???
wat la my sister..... she is the one who ask to get tat all panz.. n ask will finish with the payment.. but thn, wat happen,?? she hutang two ppl.. each person 100 ove,... headact a,,,,,...!~!~! thn all throw to me to think how..... SO So So So So So angry~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!
she first say got a way to ask them to buy, but look at now???
wat can i do???
having headact now~!~! how to pay off the depts>?????????
well, one thing i noe is that my sister is not giving me any cooperation at all,.... i really mean it.. HAIZ\1`1`1~!~!~!
wat can i do?
having holiday is not really a good thing for me. i need to stay at home.. n i basicly can't do anything....
so? da point is i hate long term holiday...
nothing to do~!

today

today is the first day of fasting.... din did much things......
hais.... hungry...^^
wish everyong happy fasting..
today i cannot go out swimming with my friends... so sad o.....
but never mind la..