Saturday, September 24, 2005

hmm..... thinking n thinking n thinking

many days i did not write my blog... kind of busy lately....
haha.... sometimes things does not go the way we wanted.. but wat can we do thn?
today i when to school. actually we go to school to study, but lastly the teacher did not come. so i ended up playing b.ball... funny, i keep long hair, but someone told me i look like a guy, n they actually thought i am a guy? omg? with long hair???
but sometime, we cannot control wat people think we are, but sometime it is really hard listening to them. but the only way to bcome better, to improve , is to listen to them.
well, mayb i am bad n no quallity, o many, but wat can i do? is it my wrong n i need to change it?
ever we felt something we dun wan to feel, but the feel keep on coming?
ever u try dun to be sad but u cant?
ever u try hard to change ur personality but u become worse?
ever u try to make frends but u ended up alone?
had anytime you feel that no people can accept wat you are?
well, wat do u feel when u are no good in anything? n nothing at all?
always people say that there are things that you are vry good in, o if practise, thn you can be good in it. but until now, i never believe it. haha.... when u do not have the talent, meaning u really don't have it. no matter how much you practise or change. haha....

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