hiaz

haiz.... duno wat to think... haiz.
haiz............. so luan now....
haiz

some times...... but really?

sometimes.. i feel that i can share my feelings.. but really, when i think back... can i??
i feel sad sometimes... but, can i feel that way? o it is something wrong?
sometimes, i wana find a person to talk too.. but who can i find?
sometimes, i think that i can go over with a problem, but i know i can't.
sometimes, i wan to share my happyness, but than only i noe that i have no one to share my feelings to.
sometimes, i feel like wan to cry, but at last my tears flow inside to my heart.
sometimes, i feel empty but wat can i fill tit in???

haha... manything i pass just like that.. with no feelings n all.. the only thing that make me going is time... n also my will to continue study.
when i feel bad, i really hope someone would noe.... but is there/?

just like today, when i talk something, i been scold.
n when i wanted something, i also been scold.
i need to listen to everything, without saying no.
i'm afaird to say no. but thn, ppl say i do not have my own point of view. everything is needed to be done readly for me.
when i talk, ppl will not listen, so wat is the use if i talk?
i have learn to no talk. just listen. i think tat at least will not hurt my feelings which is oledi empty.
i do not hope for anything now.... nothing....

today... thursday..`!~!~~!
hihi.... i got a meeting today...
finish around 3.
yes.. ta day at least i got talk with her... ^^
so happy... BERJAYA...~!~!~!~!~
need to study now./. i dun wan to fail..~!!~!

tuesday.. Holiday~!

hihi.. today is holiday..~!~!~
at last i go c movie~!~!
haha... i went to c i'm not stupit......
the movie is so touching.... LOL... cried at cinema.... T.T
haha..... i'm really happy today..
ya, i went for a walk at sutera harbour too.... WAH... so so so so fun o....
the place is so nice.... except it is vry vry hot... ^^
well, i spend my time looking at the fishes...
so cute....
.....
today, i am so happy.. but i also need to finish my work today......
hope i can finish it o
^^
jia you me...~!~!~!

hmm....

haiz.. i fail my chinese again....
feeling not so happy... haiz.. but who will noe.....
hmm.... i just feel down this few days... i need to smile, so that ppl will not noe my feelings,...
so sad..
well, today, i study mat. matermatik most easy chapter.. matric......
i also need to prepare my shirt de design...
haiz
so sleepy.... n tired too.....