这几天，我家在装修。本来这是一件快乐的事，但，昨天，妈告诉我说我的房间也要变成shore room... 天啊，本来有一间房间的我，突然这几天就要流落街头了。。。 什么嘛。。。 我就问说我将睡在哪里。。 答案很简单。。。 “就和你姐姐睡咯。反正啊，你回来没多久就回去西马了。”
嗨。。。 现在我知道到，一旦出去读书了。。。 在家地所有东西就会被丢掉。。。。
虽然很想不般。。可是自己也知道不可能了。。。 过几天。。。我就要过流落街头的日子了。。。
在西马房间也和人家分。。。。回到家里，更加糟糕。。。没有地方睡。。。
算了吧。。。 慧仪。。。任命吧。。。
今年的二十一岁生日。。。得到的礼物和祝福。。 都非常怪。。。
二十一岁生日庆典。。。
来自我父母：帮他们办货。。。
来自男友：帮我办货
来自大学朋友：最正常。。。帮我庆祝（谢谢你们咯。。。
来自中学的朋友：无。。。
来自姐妹：无。。。。
生日礼物：
来自父母：把房间搬掉，没房间睡
来自男友：reload
来自大学朋友：茶叶蛋，和pizza （大家知道我喜欢吃。。。)
来自中学的朋友：无。。。
来自姐妹：无。。。
从以上几个要点。。。终结一下。。。
我是个没什么朋友的人。。。
二十一岁的礼物是非常“特别”的。。。。
二十一岁的生日庆典。。。 好奇怪哦。。。。
我的二十一岁生日。。。。
就这样平平淡淡，好气又好笑。。。
在没什么的情况下。。。 过了。/。。。。
好伤心哦。。。
生日蛋糕虽然也只吃到一口。。。
后来迟到的，就只是朋友的生日蛋糕。。。。。
还要是我买的。。。。
但不要紧。。。 哈哈。。
从父母那儿得到的礼物。。。。
最糟糕。。。。
哈哈哈哈。。。。 我唯有接受了。。。
并说声谢谢咯。。。
帮我庆生的人。。谢谢咯///
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Tags
Got a tag from Steph
The Rules
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.
Random Fact 1:
waking me up is a really easy thing to do..
all u need to do is.. knock on my door n switch on the light..
o call out my name...
damn, that's y my mom n pa like to wake me up everytime there is something urgent that she wan me to do.. T.T
Random fact 2:
i'm the shortest gal in my house....
mayb is something to do with the pertumbuhan terbantut thing...
all my sisters n my mom is actually more that 16+ height...
but i'm only 158.. which is y i really look short in the house...
Random fact 3:
i love chocolate...., candy n sweet stuff...
Random fact 4:
i'm someone who likes to go traveling to many places..
i dun mind going alone... just that i really need a map.. that i can understand well.. coz i'm someone that is really blur with roads.. n tent to get lost easily...
can even get lost in kk penampang area..
haha.....
Random fact 5:
more than 50% of my friends are guys....
coz i dun really look anything like a gal....
yeap...... can imagine it....
i mean fizicaly.. so mostly guys dun really c me as a gal....
sad..
Random fact 6:
it takes me half a year to gain 1 to 2 kg.... but it only takes me 2 week to loose it...
so to me loosing weight is easier that gaining weight...
so i'm really famous with the name "pi bao gu", o " bai ku jing"
Random fact 7:
i like blue.. but all my things are mostly in pink o green...
funny huh?
Random fact 8:
i dun like hot weather, but i like sunny day....
ok... the 8 ppl that i wan to tag is..
i have no idea..
so i think i can stop here la....
Got a tag from Steph
The Rules
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.
Random Fact 1:
waking me up is a really easy thing to do..
all u need to do is.. knock on my door n switch on the light..
o call out my name...
damn, that's y my mom n pa like to wake me up everytime there is something urgent that she wan me to do.. T.T
Random fact 2:
i'm the shortest gal in my house....
mayb is something to do with the pertumbuhan terbantut thing...
all my sisters n my mom is actually more that 16+ height...
but i'm only 158.. which is y i really look short in the house...
Random fact 3:
i love chocolate...., candy n sweet stuff...
Random fact 4:
i'm someone who likes to go traveling to many places..
i dun mind going alone... just that i really need a map.. that i can understand well.. coz i'm someone that is really blur with roads.. n tent to get lost easily...
can even get lost in kk penampang area..
haha.....
Random fact 5:
more than 50% of my friends are guys....
coz i dun really look anything like a gal....
yeap...... can imagine it....
i mean fizicaly.. so mostly guys dun really c me as a gal....
sad..
Random fact 6:
it takes me half a year to gain 1 to 2 kg.... but it only takes me 2 week to loose it...
so to me loosing weight is easier that gaining weight...
so i'm really famous with the name "pi bao gu", o " bai ku jing"
Random fact 7:
i like blue.. but all my things are mostly in pink o green...
funny huh?
Random fact 8:
i dun like hot weather, but i like sunny day....
ok... the 8 ppl that i wan to tag is..
i have no idea..
so i think i can stop here la....
life back in kk
well, it is a while since i'm back at kk... during this time, there are many things happen in kk... so.. haha.. yap.. was not able to update for a while eventhough i have really good internet access here..
one of the reasin i wasn't able to keep updating is because my house is under renovation..
n since i came back, all the things i need to do is to carry the box to the shop near austrial park..
then is that some of ting yau friend n my friend came over sabah, so we need to bring them jln jlnj..
another thing is that yeah.. as u all know, all the dauthers in my house need to work,.....
so since i came back.. all that i did is work.. n really did not when out to do anything like shopping stuff..
just that yesterday i was able to c a movie n have yam cha with some of my friend that i like to hang around with...
so yeah.. talking bout the trip to bring my friends,.. well, i bring them to ranau, kundasang n pulau...
so of coz, here are some of the pictures that we took during that time...
here are they...
one of the reasin i wasn't able to keep updating is because my house is under renovation..
n since i came back, all the things i need to do is to carry the box to the shop near austrial park..
then is that some of ting yau friend n my friend came over sabah, so we need to bring them jln jlnj..
another thing is that yeah.. as u all know, all the dauthers in my house need to work,.....
so since i came back.. all that i did is work.. n really did not when out to do anything like shopping stuff..
just that yesterday i was able to c a movie n have yam cha with some of my friend that i like to hang around with...
so yeah.. talking bout the trip to bring my friends,.. well, i bring them to ranau, kundasang n pulau...
so of coz, here are some of the pictures that we took during that time...
here are they...
Sunday, April 27, 2008
my stay in someplace call kolej kediaman ke3
well, this was the first place i stayied when i first came to stay at kl... in um of coz..
well, at first when i came to this place.... i was really glade coz it is near my colledge, and i wake up early to go to class everyday, somehow, i like this place... just that the food here is sometime hot n spicy, but all this wasn't a problem for me... n i actually plan to stay back for my other years here.... i like this place...
there was my really cute n happy roommates, which i like so much, and also alots of friends that i can talk with n play with, n sing song with...
i always dream of staying in this kind of places, where everyone will know each other n make friends with.. a hostel of coz...
well, i really did meet alot of friends here, some a funny, some cool, and some even talented with a lot of skills, i did really learn a lot here, especially when i can just drop by to someone's room n talk with them... so just foolaround with my roommates, which i like to do most of the time...
i even told my roommate, that we fight to stay in colledge...
well, that is all my dreams when i;m here in my first sem... but as someof u know, sometime, what we dream for will not always comr true,
something happen to me, n u can't continue staying in the colledge anymore...
i though of all kinds of altenative to solve my problem, but it all ended up in a dead end... i'm really sad bout it, but i know i could not do anything...
now, it is only few days left berofe i leave this place .....
but one thing i will know for sure that is i will always remember the ppl over here..
i think i will always come back here often... coz i know cleary that i will miss u all... especially bei shan, my roommate, who was always there when i have problem... n who always give me a helping hand when i need it....
thank you very much,
other than that, i would also like to wish thatnk you for all my friend who held me when i need one, n who though me many things when i'm here....
bringing me out ( a cho, a gong, n lao ma men)
thn who teach me guitar n sing for us when we wan to hear sone ( wen jun lao ba)
help me in my com stuff ( yu xiang lao ba)
all my friend..
one thing i know for surw, thank you for letting me b your friend...
adois, y muchas gracias por todos..
no les ovido nunca.....
well, at first when i came to this place.... i was really glade coz it is near my colledge, and i wake up early to go to class everyday, somehow, i like this place... just that the food here is sometime hot n spicy, but all this wasn't a problem for me... n i actually plan to stay back for my other years here.... i like this place...
there was my really cute n happy roommates, which i like so much, and also alots of friends that i can talk with n play with, n sing song with...
i always dream of staying in this kind of places, where everyone will know each other n make friends with.. a hostel of coz...
well, i really did meet alot of friends here, some a funny, some cool, and some even talented with a lot of skills, i did really learn a lot here, especially when i can just drop by to someone's room n talk with them... so just foolaround with my roommates, which i like to do most of the time...
i even told my roommate, that we fight to stay in colledge...
well, that is all my dreams when i;m here in my first sem... but as someof u know, sometime, what we dream for will not always comr true,
something happen to me, n u can't continue staying in the colledge anymore...
i though of all kinds of altenative to solve my problem, but it all ended up in a dead end... i'm really sad bout it, but i know i could not do anything...
now, it is only few days left berofe i leave this place .....
but one thing i will know for sure that is i will always remember the ppl over here..
i think i will always come back here often... coz i know cleary that i will miss u all... especially bei shan, my roommate, who was always there when i have problem... n who always give me a helping hand when i need it....
thank you very much,
other than that, i would also like to wish thatnk you for all my friend who held me when i need one, n who though me many things when i'm here....
bringing me out ( a cho, a gong, n lao ma men)
thn who teach me guitar n sing for us when we wan to hear sone ( wen jun lao ba)
help me in my com stuff ( yu xiang lao ba)
all my friend..
one thing i know for surw, thank you for letting me b your friend...
adois, y muchas gracias por todos..
no les ovido nunca.....
Thursday, April 24, 2008
sing k
That day, when out with a few friens, to sing k... as fair well for us...
so we when n sing our hearts out.... haha..
it was really fun... one of my friend can really sing really nice... so we spend our morning there..... ^^
n guess wat.... we sempat take a few pictures as remembrence....
haha.... this is four of us who when out to sing...
welll..... posing for the cam.... n wat is su sing doing? i tot we say act cool???
haha... never mind... she is always cool... just duno y suddenly act cute pula......
ok ok.... so after we got out from the place where we sing song, thn we when to sungai wang...
so as u know there is always a lot of ppl in sungai wang doing road show... so tat time, there was pl doing road show as well... n they wanted someone to go out to play games...
so me n my roommate when n play games... haha...astually she dunwan de... but kena takir go de.....
sorry neh...
so we play some thing like stone n scicous, n paper.... something like that la... but with our whole body to act out... haha... funny..
so here we are...
haha.......... this is rock... which i duno y we need to do that...
ok.\, continue, then while walking, some of my friend felt hungry... n they when to sushi buffer, but we din plan to eat, i mean me n my roommate... so me order a plate of frendfries.... yeah,... in a jap restaurant....
so we need to eat it in a jap way, that is of coz eat it with wasapi....
haha.......... but to tell the truth, it was really nice...... don really tast weird....
haha..... but it looks totaly weird.....
as u can c....
so wat is the most usual thing in a jap restaurant?
that is there is always a train with a lot of sushi moving round n round n round... so we took pic of the train...
here it is...
but the sushi here don really look nice.....
yeah... check this out...
it really don look anything like sushi huh....
haha...
but still ok la... coz there ware really a number of ppl there.....
so i think overall the food is edible....
so we when n sing our hearts out.... haha..
it was really fun... one of my friend can really sing really nice... so we spend our morning there..... ^^
n guess wat.... we sempat take a few pictures as remembrence....
haha.... this is four of us who when out to sing...
welll..... posing for the cam.... n wat is su sing doing? i tot we say act cool???haha... never mind... she is always cool... just duno y suddenly act cute pula......
ok ok.... so after we got out from the place where we sing song, thn we when to sungai wang...
so as u know there is always a lot of ppl in sungai wang doing road show... so tat time, there was pl doing road show as well... n they wanted someone to go out to play games...
so me n my roommate when n play games... haha...astually she dunwan de... but kena takir go de.....
sorry neh...
so we play some thing like stone n scicous, n paper.... something like that la... but with our whole body to act out... haha... funny..
so here we are...
haha.......... this is rock... which i duno y we need to do that...ok.\, continue, then while walking, some of my friend felt hungry... n they when to sushi buffer, but we din plan to eat, i mean me n my roommate... so me order a plate of frendfries.... yeah,... in a jap restaurant....
so we need to eat it in a jap way, that is of coz eat it with wasapi....
haha.......... but to tell the truth, it was really nice...... don really tast weird....
haha..... but it looks totaly weird.....
as u can c....
so wat is the most usual thing in a jap restaurant?that is there is always a train with a lot of sushi moving round n round n round... so we took pic of the train...
here it is...
but the sushi here don really look nice.....yeah... check this out...
it really don look anything like sushi huh....
haha...
but still ok la... coz there ware really a number of ppl there.....
so i think overall the food is edible....
Thursday, April 17, 2008
purlpe bulding
well, when for a walk that day with my roommate... n we come to a building,... that is purple in colour.....
well, for now i call it the purple building......
okok, so we when walking around taking alot of pictures...
(like wat we always we do when we go walking around... )
so we walk n walk n we come across a place...... that is the rooftop....
n we took a pic as remembrence ....
well, posing for the cam..
one two cheese...........
well, if u wondering who is taking the pictues??
well, the answer is no body.....
haha, i just put it on one of the roof n took the pic auto..
which is very dangerious...
dun try it at home...
haha
so after posting we continue walking around and around...
n as u know, our uni if famous of its varity of animals... n one of the animals which dominate almost half of UM is of coz monkeys..
so in UM, parking is not really a problem in some of the places exept bangunan peperiksaan..
but, the most improtant factor when u park ur car is where u park ur car..
if u hink under the tree o some place that will not get much of the sun... well, think again...
coz those places has alot of parking, but u will also have alot of "visiter" visiting ur car, just like this car we found near the purple building....
well, there are at least five visitors ON is car....
check this out...
haha....... pity the person...
ok ok..
so where is actually this mysterious purple building??
well... let me show u the whole pic of the purple building...
saw it???
nice??
still have no idea where is it???
think harder...... on top of the hill
purple in colour..
of coz... it is facualty sains n teknologi...~!~!
well, for now i call it the purple building......
okok, so we when walking around taking alot of pictures...
(like wat we always we do when we go walking around... )
so we walk n walk n we come across a place...... that is the rooftop....
n we took a pic as remembrence ....
well, posing for the cam..
one two cheese...........
well, if u wondering who is taking the pictues??
well, the answer is no body.....
haha, i just put it on one of the roof n took the pic auto..
which is very dangerious...
dun try it at home...
haha
so after posting we continue walking around and around...
n as u know, our uni if famous of its varity of animals... n one of the animals which dominate almost half of UM is of coz monkeys..
so in UM, parking is not really a problem in some of the places exept bangunan peperiksaan..
but, the most improtant factor when u park ur car is where u park ur car..
if u hink under the tree o some place that will not get much of the sun... well, think again...
coz those places has alot of parking, but u will also have alot of "visiter" visiting ur car, just like this car we found near the purple building....
well, there are at least five visitors ON is car....
check this out...
haha....... pity the person...
ok ok..
so where is actually this mysterious purple building??
well... let me show u the whole pic of the purple building...
saw it???
nice??
still have no idea where is it???
think harder...... on top of the hill
purple in colour..
of coz... it is facualty sains n teknologi...~!~!
Saturday, March 22, 2008
naw ruz
21 of march.... it is naw ruz... a day where we baha'is celebrate our new year...
haha... well, i join the subang cominity in celebrating this festival.. i when early to help out in decorating the hall...
it was really fun... n really grand... i really like it.. haha... such a nice place to go... ^^
it was from a normal hall... n we make it into a really nice hall... of coz they did hire ppl to decorate the hall into a really nice place...
of coz nice place means nice ppl n nice food n program,.... well, it is casual wear.. so i wore really casual....
haha.... but thn, i was ask do i wana be user.. so y say it is ok for me...
n i became the user
n because i took the number from all the tables... so i became the luckly draw lady for the left group..
haha... it was really fun.. although i did not have the chance to really sit down n eat..
ya, i meet roya there... nice...
haha... we took lots of pic... but here are some of them....
busy decorating
some pic
i finish working tat day, b4 cc night.... n i come across with this... took some pic of it... but going to post just one... haha, it was nice...
then, when to cc night... the theme was old school... so all of us wore something like school uniform...... n took a lot of pic... this is siew li... one of the organizer//...
this is rachael..... she is hot... n pretty..... won a prize .... cool huh..
me n amos..... he is gool.... n funny too... one of the banana gang... can really act
well.... these are some of the pictures of me.... durong cc night...
then, when to cc night... the theme was old school... so all of us wore something like school uniform...... n took a lot of pic... this is siew li... one of the organizer//...
this is rachael..... she is hot... n pretty..... won a prize .... cool huh..
me n amos..... he is gool.... n funny too... one of the banana gang... can really act
well.... these are some of the pictures of me.... durong cc night...Monday, March 17, 2008
cc night
well... in my college, there is something that is call cc night...
well, of coz cc stands for chinese commitee....
and in this cc night, we all willl know who is our guardian angel... n who is the cc queen n cc king...
well, i was late for the whole thing coz, as u know, i have to work now... n tat dat, i need to go to work.... so....
i was late of co... plus there were plenty of people there ( i mean in midvalley).. well i don't know why... so all i know is that there were so many people untill i can't go anywhere...
n taht is sad....
haha...
ok ok ... continue...
i reach the bus station in uni at 9 something...
walk till the econ fac.... n i'm half dead....
reach there, they were playing games tat time... so i spend my time eating... haha...
thn, they call out the nomanies for the cc queen n king...
well, there have alot of fun... but duno why i was quite bored..
well, contunue, we have few activities... but one sad thing is that it took out too much time... so the whole thing was really a bit bored...
but luckly i took few pictures...
but the sad part of all is that i dunno who is my guardian angle.. so....
nevermind la....
well... few of the prices i had in mind got the price... n was happy for them....
haha... at last everything is going to and end.. n that is sad///..
next time, i will not ahve the chance to have that much fun with them again..
but one thing for sure, i'll be really happy to always stay in contact with bei san...
she is such a dear...... nice friend to have..
ok la...
thats all for now... the pic will post soon.
well, of coz cc stands for chinese commitee....
and in this cc night, we all willl know who is our guardian angel... n who is the cc queen n cc king...
well, i was late for the whole thing coz, as u know, i have to work now... n tat dat, i need to go to work.... so....
i was late of co... plus there were plenty of people there ( i mean in midvalley).. well i don't know why... so all i know is that there were so many people untill i can't go anywhere...
n taht is sad....
haha...
ok ok ... continue...
i reach the bus station in uni at 9 something...
walk till the econ fac.... n i'm half dead....
reach there, they were playing games tat time... so i spend my time eating... haha...
thn, they call out the nomanies for the cc queen n king...
well, there have alot of fun... but duno why i was quite bored..
well, contunue, we have few activities... but one sad thing is that it took out too much time... so the whole thing was really a bit bored...
but luckly i took few pictures...
but the sad part of all is that i dunno who is my guardian angle.. so....
nevermind la....
well... few of the prices i had in mind got the price... n was happy for them....
haha... at last everything is going to and end.. n that is sad///..
next time, i will not ahve the chance to have that much fun with them again..
but one thing for sure, i'll be really happy to always stay in contact with bei san...
she is such a dear...... nice friend to have..
ok la...
thats all for now... the pic will post soon.
fish...
i bought two fishes last day.......
red guppy..... there were cute... n small of coz.. adding some like to the death room...
hope there r ok... i really love them.. haha....coz there so cute...
yap..... going to take pic today... yesterday wanted to take pic of them... but there r swimming so fast... like scare of something... so..... was quite worry... today it was quite ok.... so i think there r going to be ok...
haha....
hope my fish will be ok ...
red guppy..... there were cute... n small of coz.. adding some like to the death room...
hope there r ok... i really love them.. haha....coz there so cute...
yap..... going to take pic today... yesterday wanted to take pic of them... but there r swimming so fast... like scare of something... so..... was quite worry... today it was quite ok.... so i think there r going to be ok...
haha....
hope my fish will be ok ...
Friday, March 07, 2008
back again..
halo... ilm back again..
well
not much things have happen thisfew days.. but first of all, i think i should talk bout the PHt that we had on monday.... first of all... sorry bout the late posting. this few days... it was really been a few busy days.... haha.... after PTH.. there is so many thing that is need to be done... but i think still ok la... at least i have done some of the homework...
haha...
well, the pth waS OK ... I tried to do my best in all the performence.. althougn my performentes was not that good.... but./.. still ok la... the bad thing was i rained that day... so i got really wet that day.... T.T
but my friend was really even wet... she was all soak in the rain.. coz she is incharge of the mic... so she was at the back stage all the time... but she really did a good jog...
welll.... here really need to thank all the people who work hard of the show....
well.... how is everyone?
hope u all is in a good condition lo...
well
not much things have happen thisfew days.. but first of all, i think i should talk bout the PHt that we had on monday.... first of all... sorry bout the late posting. this few days... it was really been a few busy days.... haha.... after PTH.. there is so many thing that is need to be done... but i think still ok la... at least i have done some of the homework...
haha...
well, the pth waS OK ... I tried to do my best in all the performence.. althougn my performentes was not that good.... but./.. still ok la... the bad thing was i rained that day... so i got really wet that day.... T.T
but my friend was really even wet... she was all soak in the rain.. coz she is incharge of the mic... so she was at the back stage all the time... but she really did a good jog...
welll.... here really need to thank all the people who work hard of the show....
well.... how is everyone?
hope u all is in a good condition lo...
Thursday, March 06, 2008
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
the pictures from prom night
me n my roomates
well, here are some of the pictures i took when i went to MAK, malam anugerah kursiah...hahaha//....
me n chee siong
well, i think i'm bit funny... but anyhow... here are the pics
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
tired
felt really tired this few days... will post soon.. coz now need to go practice...
yap... their practice is at 10... when ppl goes to sleep....
haiz... dun like this....
yap... their practice is at 10... when ppl goes to sleep....
haiz... dun like this....
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
eh... studying vs ko-kum
OMG>... it was such a busy week.... but it is going to be even more busy.. T.T
our pesta tiong hua is coming soon.... including all the exam...
so now, i'm really having a tight time...
studying n joining the performence..
having major pain in all my body... due to the dance practice...
n i need to prepare for my parctice of the xiang sheng too..
haven have time to practice tat..
but... got to prepare for the exam tomolo... T.T
haiz... was shall i do??
no idea...
all the best i wish to me..
n hope that i will not fall.
coz i wana go for the MAK...
haha.....
break/.....
I WAN BREAK
our pesta tiong hua is coming soon.... including all the exam...
so now, i'm really having a tight time...
studying n joining the performence..
having major pain in all my body... due to the dance practice...
n i need to prepare for my parctice of the xiang sheng too..
haven have time to practice tat..
but... got to prepare for the exam tomolo... T.T
haiz... was shall i do??
no idea...
all the best i wish to me..
n hope that i will not fall.
coz i wana go for the MAK...
haha.....
break/.....
I WAN BREAK
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
long time no c...
haha... wel, at last i'm here...
again...
welll, i did many things... happy n sad,...
some i like it... but some i dun really enjoy it/..
we start from chinese new year.. well, during the chinese new year,
i was at the college ... as u all know by now that i din when back for the celebration..
so wat i did was i when to work... at midvalley of coz...
haha, i tot it will be little ppl in the mall, since it was the first day of chinese new year, but u know wat happen?
there was to many ppl....
haha, even chinese... it is kinda weirde for chinese to comeout to shop at the first day of chinese new year...
well, continue, i when to stay at my aunty's house....
haha..... i remember once that i misplace my keys, i i got louise to come all over from wangsa maju to give me my spare keys... n the worse things is after that, when she reach my room, i found my keys..... =='
haha,
well, as for my class, it was ok...
i'm trying really hard to catch up with it... but i'm not sure my self can i do that..
all the ppl in my class are really good... when i mean really good... they are GOOD....
so now, haveing a really hard time to study.... T.T
haha... okok.... continue, as for valentine, i celebrate it with my room mate....
haha, we did a quite romentic n small party in the room... took some fotoes too...
^^
haha, this year also din celebrate valentine...
haiz.... never mind la...... still ok la... at least... ^^
but the celebration in the uni that my roommate n i did is really funny... hmm... will post those pic i took soon.,,,,...
now, everyone is really busy with the PTH>.....
same goes for me... i got dance practice,
yoyo, n xiang shen...
hais...so tired...
well, please come n c my performence at 3 mar...
haha...
ok la... wish all the best to me o..
again...
welll, i did many things... happy n sad,...
some i like it... but some i dun really enjoy it/..
we start from chinese new year.. well, during the chinese new year,
i was at the college ... as u all know by now that i din when back for the celebration..
so wat i did was i when to work... at midvalley of coz...
haha, i tot it will be little ppl in the mall, since it was the first day of chinese new year, but u know wat happen?
there was to many ppl....
haha, even chinese... it is kinda weirde for chinese to comeout to shop at the first day of chinese new year...
well, continue, i when to stay at my aunty's house....
haha..... i remember once that i misplace my keys, i i got louise to come all over from wangsa maju to give me my spare keys... n the worse things is after that, when she reach my room, i found my keys..... =='
haha,
well, as for my class, it was ok...
i'm trying really hard to catch up with it... but i'm not sure my self can i do that..
all the ppl in my class are really good... when i mean really good... they are GOOD....
so now, haveing a really hard time to study.... T.T
haha... okok.... continue, as for valentine, i celebrate it with my room mate....
haha, we did a quite romentic n small party in the room... took some fotoes too...
^^
haha, this year also din celebrate valentine...
haiz.... never mind la...... still ok la... at least... ^^
but the celebration in the uni that my roommate n i did is really funny... hmm... will post those pic i took soon.,,,,...
now, everyone is really busy with the PTH>.....
same goes for me... i got dance practice,
yoyo, n xiang shen...
hais...so tired...
well, please come n c my performence at 3 mar...
haha...
ok la... wish all the best to me o..
water..
sometimes strong, sometimes calm....
life cannot goes on without it..
but life can't have too much of it...
can't be cut, nor be tear...
it can only be blend
merge...
mix
combine
such a unic item was create....
but have we notice it?
clean, clear,
transparent,
cold, ice, hot,heat
all these qualities can be adope by it...
a unic things it was...
just like us, obtaining all the virtue that is around us.
but sometime,
unclean, dirty, unclear
rough
is also adope by it..
but, the proses of purifying is hard...
but it doesn't mean that it cant be done..
patien is needed to make it clear...
water... how unic are u...
life cannot goes on without it..
but life can't have too much of it...
can't be cut, nor be tear...
it can only be blend
merge...
mix
combine
such a unic item was create....
but have we notice it?
clean, clear,
transparent,
cold, ice, hot,heat
all these qualities can be adope by it...
a unic things it was...
just like us, obtaining all the virtue that is around us.
but sometime,
unclean, dirty, unclear
rough
is also adope by it..
but, the proses of purifying is hard...
but it doesn't mean that it cant be done..
patien is needed to make it clear...
water... how unic are u...
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
cny is coming
yeah... always like chinese new year so much... ^^
chinese new year means a lot of nice food,
aot of home visit,
alot of ang pao,
alot of wishes,
alot of red red
alot of pork......
n many more..
haha, but this new year, i celubrate it a bit different... haha... so hope i will enjot to the fullest in this new year lo.... ^^
yeah~!~!
this new year,
going to go friend house to eat,
will stay one day at aunty's house,
will celebrat louise birthday..
haha.... not tat interesting, but i'm sure a lots of fun.... n fun .. n fun....
hahaha....
wish everybody HAPPY NEW YEAr,,,,,
gong xi gong xi.. hong bao na lai..
chinese new year means a lot of nice food,
aot of home visit,
alot of ang pao,
alot of wishes,
alot of red red
alot of pork......
n many more..
haha, but this new year, i celubrate it a bit different... haha... so hope i will enjot to the fullest in this new year lo.... ^^
yeah~!~!
this new year,
going to go friend house to eat,
will stay one day at aunty's house,
will celebrat louise birthday..
haha.... not tat interesting, but i'm sure a lots of fun.... n fun .. n fun....
hahaha....
wish everybody HAPPY NEW YEAr,,,,,
gong xi gong xi.. hong bao na lai..
Thursday, January 31, 2008
sick..... not funb at all
this few days... i've been having tooth pain//.... which cause me to have fever for nearly one week now... then later on, now i'm having fever plus running nose... haha.. not good at all.... haiz...
but any where.... i'm going to work for the rest of the days..... at my chinese new year now... i'll be spending my days working.. i hope there will be a day where i can go to my aunty house... really hope nothing will suddenly apear....
ya, one more thing... i really dun fell like going to saturdays ocation... but haiz... nevermind la....
HAPPY NEW YEAR to every one i know lo...
gong xi gong xi...
but any where.... i'm going to work for the rest of the days..... at my chinese new year now... i'll be spending my days working.. i hope there will be a day where i can go to my aunty house... really hope nothing will suddenly apear....
ya, one more thing... i really dun fell like going to saturdays ocation... but haiz... nevermind la....
HAPPY NEW YEAR to every one i know lo...
gong xi gong xi...
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
sick....
was sick for this few days... really felt bad..
but really thankz to natalie for bring me out for porige n taking me form class to kolej..
muchas gracias
but really thankz to natalie for bring me out for porige n taking me form class to kolej..
muchas gracias
Monday, January 28, 2008
bad? good?
awake, n found my self in a forest
wondering around without knowing my path to choose
reach two doors one written good n the other bad
i reach out my hand, but i cant choose
a feeling of anger, a feeling of being hate
a feeling of betray
a feeling of hopeless,
bad is thy name
a name thats reflect lonelyness n sorrows
but, as i take my hand out,
good is unreachable
i can feel it, but it seems so far.
i pulse a moment, n turn to bad
unreachable, am i hopeless?
unreachable, am i lonely?
unreachable, do i bring sorrows?
unreachable, am i bad?
with a door leading down to the darkness
wat is behind u?
shall i continue walking o shall i stop?
fear suround me, hopes leaves me
paint in my heart, n i stop.
than i saw a golden key,
shining infront of me,
i took it, n walk to the other door.
i open the door, n i found another two door
than i suddenly realize,
all this is but my test.
shall i continue walking? o shall i stop?
wondering around without knowing my path to choose
reach two doors one written good n the other bad
i reach out my hand, but i cant choose
a feeling of anger, a feeling of being hate
a feeling of betray
a feeling of hopeless,
bad is thy name
a name thats reflect lonelyness n sorrows
but, as i take my hand out,
good is unreachable
i can feel it, but it seems so far.
i pulse a moment, n turn to bad
unreachable, am i hopeless?
unreachable, am i lonely?
unreachable, do i bring sorrows?
unreachable, am i bad?
with a door leading down to the darkness
wat is behind u?
shall i continue walking o shall i stop?
fear suround me, hopes leaves me
paint in my heart, n i stop.
than i saw a golden key,
shining infront of me,
i took it, n walk to the other door.
i open the door, n i found another two door
than i suddenly realize,
all this is but my test.
shall i continue walking? o shall i stop?
Monday, January 21, 2008
working
i have been working for the past few days, in mid valley. it was ok... haha, at least i can have some extra income to cover up all the expenses here,.. which are like really a lot..
okok, anyways
i will work hard... ^^
hope i can manage my time to study n work...
ok, last of all, hope all the best to me...
n hope i will get well soon..
coz i dun feel quite well now...
okok, anyways
i will work hard... ^^
hope i can manage my time to study n work...
ok, last of all, hope all the best to me...
n hope i will get well soon..
coz i dun feel quite well now...
Monday, January 07, 2008
cny
well, will not be able to pass my cny at home this year..
haha, but we talk bout really a lot in the room,
haha, this is wat we talk yesterday in my room with both of my roomates.
me: i think A doesn't like cny as much as we like.
B:...
A: (comes in n heard the radio) oh no, i dun like cny
Me n B: yeah.. correct
A: wat the...
B: u know Cny is really fun.
A: is just that we need to work a lot before that, just for that few days, really dun like it
me: but that is the fun part
A: well, still dun really like it
thn me n B starts talikng bout the cny
well, it never have pass my head that there is someone who actually dun really like cny....
hmm..... never think of it
haha, but we talk bout really a lot in the room,
haha, this is wat we talk yesterday in my room with both of my roomates.
me: i think A doesn't like cny as much as we like.
B:...
A: (comes in n heard the radio) oh no, i dun like cny
Me n B: yeah.. correct
A: wat the...
B: u know Cny is really fun.
A: is just that we need to work a lot before that, just for that few days, really dun like it
me: but that is the fun part
A: well, still dun really like it
thn me n B starts talikng bout the cny
well, it never have pass my head that there is someone who actually dun really like cny....
hmm..... never think of it
study vs work
well, i was really busy recenly... doing those reading n writing plus finding a house n also planning to find a job..
well, it ended up like this
me:.. hey, how r we going to find a place to stay?
roommate: well, i have a friend who ask me, but i haven reply yet.
we: wat~! thn we better say that we wana have a look at the house n mayb can rent it..
roommate: this fast? but she wana find ppl only to stay in during july
me: well, if it is near this area, i think there will be a lot of ppl will be fighting for the place..
roommate: really?? thn i'll call her asap
well, i hope she will be able to call her soon..
wan to cut a problem now
then, we continue with a nother problem
me: hey, i wan to find a job, part time
roommate: really? then where u planing to find it?
me:well, i think midvalley, hey, anyone wan ppl to work for only one day a week?
roommate: do they wan to ask for ppl to work for just a short time?
me: not sure eh... well if not i can also work on tuesdays..
roommate: thn i think more ppl will wan ppl to work for two days i think
me: yeah.. so i'll go hunt for a job.. boy, it will be very hard for me now..
roommate: wat to do.. but i know u can do it de la.
me: hope so..
so well, i really hope u all can pray for me to find a good place to stay n a good work..
wish me luck
well, it ended up like this
me:.. hey, how r we going to find a place to stay?
roommate: well, i have a friend who ask me, but i haven reply yet.
we: wat~! thn we better say that we wana have a look at the house n mayb can rent it..
roommate: this fast? but she wana find ppl only to stay in during july
me: well, if it is near this area, i think there will be a lot of ppl will be fighting for the place..
roommate: really?? thn i'll call her asap
well, i hope she will be able to call her soon..
wan to cut a problem now
then, we continue with a nother problem
me: hey, i wan to find a job, part time
roommate: really? then where u planing to find it?
me:well, i think midvalley, hey, anyone wan ppl to work for only one day a week?
roommate: do they wan to ask for ppl to work for just a short time?
me: not sure eh... well if not i can also work on tuesdays..
roommate: thn i think more ppl will wan ppl to work for two days i think
me: yeah.. so i'll go hunt for a job.. boy, it will be very hard for me now..
roommate: wat to do.. but i know u can do it de la.
me: hope so..
so well, i really hope u all can pray for me to find a good place to stay n a good work..
wish me luck
Thursday, January 03, 2008
class
class has started recenly...
all of us r busying regester our subject...
well...
i did not get to register one of my subject..
so hopefully i can get it during this time of add n drop...
all of us r busying regester our subject...
well...
i did not get to register one of my subject..
so hopefully i can get it during this time of add n drop...
Thursday, December 20, 2007
sea
i when to see the movie Enchanted..
happy to c the movie before it stop showing.
well, when we when to tanjung aru..
well, some time ppl will think that i dun like the sea...
but acutally i like all nature..
i too like the sea..
just tat i dun like those ppl who go to the sea n dirthy the place
or the crowed there...
for me, the sea is something that reflect calmness....
and sometimes shows its might, causing waves to go wild...
thats why i like the sea as it is, and not the sea side with alot of ppl walking around here n there.
well, tat day when i when to the sea side,
it was calm as it should be,...
i sat near the beach,... looking out to the sea...
so tranquel.....
there was a few youth playing football on my left side...
with me talking to my love one....
nice.. ^^
i like that feeling...
so calm n safe....
well...
mayb that is wat i like bout the sea.. n mayb thats y too
i dun like the beach now a days.......
happy to c the movie before it stop showing.
well, when we when to tanjung aru..
well, some time ppl will think that i dun like the sea...
but acutally i like all nature..
i too like the sea..
just tat i dun like those ppl who go to the sea n dirthy the place
or the crowed there...
for me, the sea is something that reflect calmness....
and sometimes shows its might, causing waves to go wild...
thats why i like the sea as it is, and not the sea side with alot of ppl walking around here n there.
well, tat day when i when to the sea side,
it was calm as it should be,...
i sat near the beach,... looking out to the sea...
so tranquel.....
there was a few youth playing football on my left side...
with me talking to my love one....
nice.. ^^
i like that feeling...
so calm n safe....
well...
mayb that is wat i like bout the sea.. n mayb thats y too
i dun like the beach now a days.......
Sunday, December 09, 2007
headact
haiz....
when can i cut my hair? haiz////...
how am i going to cut my hair???
haiz....
well... hope all will get well lah..
when can i cut my hair? haiz////...
how am i going to cut my hair???
haiz....
well... hope all will get well lah..
Monday, December 03, 2007
race
today i went to the boat race.. to c la of coz... haha,
well, it is the formular f2000....
waited for the whole day but they change the time of the race due to the strong wind..
well, luckly i was lucky enough to c a glims of the speed fo the racing boat.... ^^
nice experience ... ^^
it is a long time since i write my blog... soyr for that...
this few days was really busy for me..
forst my mom was out station... n all the house work in the house need to be done by my big sis n i
including all the sending goods and the picking uo things
and the bills
and the food
n the cloth
and al.....
but the good thing bout it is that i don;t need to take care of my sisters
because they are at kampung now.. ^^
joining the intensive ruhi trainig...
hmm... really hope to joint.. but cannot leh.. no one at home now
haha.. that is the sacrifice that is need to be done when we r older.. T.T
yap, when to pulau with fanny they all when they came back... din remember did i write bout it.. but it was fun..
ya, i when out with kambing n ho ching n grace n julie n lok wa n chin ying sin n jenny..
haha, really miss to hang around with them.. ^^
all are so different now.. ^^
i think i'm one of the one that did not change much neh.. ^
ya, one more thing, yen nie n sien sien they al come back liao.. s happy leh.. ^^
haha, okie la.. is that for now, n i also need to have my nape.... ^^
hope all the best to all my friend...
and thakyou for reading my blog... although i duno who r u...
but really thankyou... ^^
well, it is the formular f2000....
waited for the whole day but they change the time of the race due to the strong wind..
well, luckly i was lucky enough to c a glims of the speed fo the racing boat.... ^^
nice experience ... ^^
it is a long time since i write my blog... soyr for that...
this few days was really busy for me..
forst my mom was out station... n all the house work in the house need to be done by my big sis n i
including all the sending goods and the picking uo things
and the bills
and the food
n the cloth
and al.....
but the good thing bout it is that i don;t need to take care of my sisters
because they are at kampung now.. ^^
joining the intensive ruhi trainig...
hmm... really hope to joint.. but cannot leh.. no one at home now
haha.. that is the sacrifice that is need to be done when we r older.. T.T
yap, when to pulau with fanny they all when they came back... din remember did i write bout it.. but it was fun..
ya, i when out with kambing n ho ching n grace n julie n lok wa n chin ying sin n jenny..
haha, really miss to hang around with them.. ^^
all are so different now.. ^^
i think i'm one of the one that did not change much neh.. ^
ya, one more thing, yen nie n sien sien they al come back liao.. s happy leh.. ^^
haha, okie la.. is that for now, n i also need to have my nape.... ^^
hope all the best to all my friend...
and thakyou for reading my blog... although i duno who r u...
but really thankyou... ^^
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
nice food?
well, i when to sutera to have dinner... represending my moms company..
haha. well, i tot wat food r we going to eat...
waw..... i reawlly duno how to eat those food.. T.T
hah... but some how i manage to eat it all.. ^^
li hai neh...
btw, did many things since i came back, when to pulau with abby n fanny they all
thn go kk jln jln with them
when to c movie with kambing n louise
n yam cha with san long n eric n yuh ching
and also when yoyo with aex yuh ching louise they all...
well, my next program is go visit kwong de house n meet up with stephy.. ^&^
haha.... ^^
haha. well, i tot wat food r we going to eat...
waw..... i reawlly duno how to eat those food.. T.T
hah... but some how i manage to eat it all.. ^^
li hai neh...
btw, did many things since i came back, when to pulau with abby n fanny they all
thn go kk jln jln with them
when to c movie with kambing n louise
n yam cha with san long n eric n yuh ching
and also when yoyo with aex yuh ching louise they all...
well, my next program is go visit kwong de house n meet up with stephy.. ^&^
haha.... ^^
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
lonely? happy? busy? sad?
lonely, happy, busy, sad, all this are feeling ...
but sometime, there are all kind of feelings around us that is contridiction to each other,
but, some times, all this feelings appear because there are lack of another feeling.
for example, we felt sad because we are lack of ther feeling of happy...
everyday, we may come across a lot of feeling, one minit we can be happy, thn another minit, we felt sad...
but because of all this feelings, our life become even more meaningful, more excithing, n more rich..
sometime we dun wan a certain feeling to appear, we felt sad, n we dun like the feeling, we felt angry..
but we never realize that, sometime, because of this feelings, we learn how to grow, we learn to overcome those feelings
and than, as we grow, we gain more n more expirent in dealing with our feelings,....
but, some times, it happen, when we cannot handle our feelings. and suddenly we burst like a bubble....
think of wat we wan to do, is it worth o not doing that thing,,, ... and thn, u may find out thatwe will we more calm, and the ability to control our feeling is even more....
and avantually, with all this better feelings, calmness, we gain more n more knowledge, and thn, we r able to widen out our knowledge n our contact...
overcoming our own feelings is from our own iniciative. but we must remember we must sometime stop n rethink on wat we have done, to make sure that we are on the right track.
gambate
but sometime, there are all kind of feelings around us that is contridiction to each other,
but, some times, all this feelings appear because there are lack of another feeling.
for example, we felt sad because we are lack of ther feeling of happy...
everyday, we may come across a lot of feeling, one minit we can be happy, thn another minit, we felt sad...
but because of all this feelings, our life become even more meaningful, more excithing, n more rich..
sometime we dun wan a certain feeling to appear, we felt sad, n we dun like the feeling, we felt angry..
but we never realize that, sometime, because of this feelings, we learn how to grow, we learn to overcome those feelings
and than, as we grow, we gain more n more expirent in dealing with our feelings,....
but, some times, it happen, when we cannot handle our feelings. and suddenly we burst like a bubble....
think of wat we wan to do, is it worth o not doing that thing,,, ... and thn, u may find out thatwe will we more calm, and the ability to control our feeling is even more....
and avantually, with all this better feelings, calmness, we gain more n more knowledge, and thn, we r able to widen out our knowledge n our contact...
overcoming our own feelings is from our own iniciative. but we must remember we must sometime stop n rethink on wat we have done, to make sure that we are on the right track.
gambate
Sunday, November 11, 2007
back home
i have been back home for this few days.. haha, only can say, it is fun...
will surely enjoy all my time here... ^^
miss my home
will surely enjoy all my time here... ^^
miss my home
Saturday, October 27, 2007
walking alone
yesterday i went to midvalley alone.
not because i was alone, but i was i bit tired of reading too long, plus i need to go in search of a present...
haha,
at first i did not wan to go to midvalley, but there are some senior who will go to mid valley,
so i ended up going with them untill mid valley. but i did not go jln jln wit them., one is because they are going back home..
haha, they go midvalley just to sit the ktm..
okok, continue with the story,
well, after gething off the car, i went in search of my goal, present.
well, first i went to find my sisters present, well, it is a pair of earings,
so i noe the rite place to find it..
thn search for the second present,
that took really long time.. so i prend my time window shopping, c ppl, walk around, c the design of a place, get inspiration,
well, and many things, but at last i found the present,..
i think it is nice, but not sure la....
well, ppl think it is lonely to walk alone, but i like doing it,
haha, mayb u wil think it is funny,
but i really do think it is interenting,
well, of coz walking with friends is fun, and u can play round, but i like walking alone, coz it gives us time to observe wat we always mis, like ppl, place, the design, all are put in effort. somehow, i think all the decoration is for ppl like me to c..
as i was walking, i suddenly come across ppl dancing, indian dance of coz. thn suddenly i realize that how amazing as our country, well, back in sabah, i do c indian dance, but i mean is really a different enviromen,
i look around the crowd that was enjoying the show, they are all kinds of people, all with happy looks on their faces, looking n enjoying the performance,
although there are just 4 ppl dancing, and conducting the whole program, but it was really a nice dance.
i put my senf as a visitor of that place, and how amaze i felt, how happy i felt,
and how the performance took away all my worries.
i stay there for quite sometime, as ppl gather around the stage to c them dance, ( they must have practive a long time to remember so many dance with only 4 ppl running the whole program.)
i walk away from the performance b4 the performance ended,
i when to the back stage to c how is it, when i reach the back stage, the performance already end, but i saw happy n tired faces. i think they must felt happy, n think that all the practice they have been going through is just nothing.
as i hope on the bus to go back to the uni, i start to look at ppls faces again, happy once, quite once, tired once, cheerful once, friendly once...
sometime, when we are tired o reach a state where we think we cannot handle anymore, well, take a walk, enjoy the senery, and mayb from there, u can meet all the happy faces that mayb they can brighten your day and steal away ur worries.
p/s, remember, to be happy too, u never know that mayb u have refresh someone who is in trouble too.... ^^
not because i was alone, but i was i bit tired of reading too long, plus i need to go in search of a present...
haha,
at first i did not wan to go to midvalley, but there are some senior who will go to mid valley,
so i ended up going with them untill mid valley. but i did not go jln jln wit them., one is because they are going back home..
haha, they go midvalley just to sit the ktm..
okok, continue with the story,
well, after gething off the car, i went in search of my goal, present.
well, first i went to find my sisters present, well, it is a pair of earings,
so i noe the rite place to find it..
thn search for the second present,
that took really long time.. so i prend my time window shopping, c ppl, walk around, c the design of a place, get inspiration,
well, and many things, but at last i found the present,..
i think it is nice, but not sure la....
well, ppl think it is lonely to walk alone, but i like doing it,
haha, mayb u wil think it is funny,
but i really do think it is interenting,
well, of coz walking with friends is fun, and u can play round, but i like walking alone, coz it gives us time to observe wat we always mis, like ppl, place, the design, all are put in effort. somehow, i think all the decoration is for ppl like me to c..
as i was walking, i suddenly come across ppl dancing, indian dance of coz. thn suddenly i realize that how amazing as our country, well, back in sabah, i do c indian dance, but i mean is really a different enviromen,
i look around the crowd that was enjoying the show, they are all kinds of people, all with happy looks on their faces, looking n enjoying the performance,
although there are just 4 ppl dancing, and conducting the whole program, but it was really a nice dance.
i put my senf as a visitor of that place, and how amaze i felt, how happy i felt,
and how the performance took away all my worries.
i stay there for quite sometime, as ppl gather around the stage to c them dance, ( they must have practive a long time to remember so many dance with only 4 ppl running the whole program.)
i walk away from the performance b4 the performance ended,
i when to the back stage to c how is it, when i reach the back stage, the performance already end, but i saw happy n tired faces. i think they must felt happy, n think that all the practice they have been going through is just nothing.
as i hope on the bus to go back to the uni, i start to look at ppls faces again, happy once, quite once, tired once, cheerful once, friendly once...
sometime, when we are tired o reach a state where we think we cannot handle anymore, well, take a walk, enjoy the senery, and mayb from there, u can meet all the happy faces that mayb they can brighten your day and steal away ur worries.
p/s, remember, to be happy too, u never know that mayb u have refresh someone who is in trouble too.... ^^
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
pre camp
time passes by fast, this is something i always say,
tat other day, i when to a pre camp at balakong,
i when there without knowing who will i meet,
o what will i be doing there,
i know i will surely meet some ppl that i had already know,
n that made me happy,
but i reall don't have any idea who will i be meeting when i reach there,
o what am i going to do over there,
going there, taking the bus n the ktm, rail way of coz,
as i am waithing alone in the station,
althougt there are many ppl waiting wit me,
but traveling alone is something that sometime can make u feel lonely.
at i hope in to the ktm, how am i amize towards my self,
how long had it been when i am in kl, the capital of my country,
and yet how empty i felt despite all the ppl and places i go..
when i reaches my destination, waithing is something i always been doing,
n reaching the traning center, without knowing anything,
i step in to the hall, and saw lots of faces looking at me,
"huey ye"
a voice so familar, i look at her n give her a smile,
thank goodness, there is a welcoming face showed at me, to make me feel more calm,
i sat beside her, n she start to introduce all the ppl around me,
n without i knowing it, i started to make friends. n i am so happy bout it.
how amazing human is,
freinds, family, ppl,
was once not know to each other, but some connecting pull them together, n made them something call friend,
how amazing it is, that we human can be link in such a way,
we never know, that mayb the ppl that we call stranger, may turn out to be something that we call friend in the future, we never know..
just like my days in precamp, i got to noe ppl, funny ppl, fun ppl,
made a chat with them, learn a chant with them, place n study together, consult with them, and i learn many things, a lot of things,
things that i may not have learn,
how to conduct, how to talk,
we are growing everyday, some may grow fast, and some slow,
but sometime, with just some help from the group of ppl we can learn more thn wat we are able to learn in usual..
before going there, i was scare, but coming back, i know that i have grow, i have learn many things, i became more mature now,
but we must not forget those who help us in the process of our growth,
this group of ppl that always been out side helping us, teaching us,
there are once someone that had never ment anything to us, nor that have any realtionship with us,
but with just this words, they became someone that mayb can change our life,
mayb can made us someone better next time,
someone we know that we can always count on when we have problems,
this people are given this name by us: FRIEND
thankyou i would like to wish to them, thankyou for taking care of me when i need it, thankyou for always helping me,n listening to me. but most of all, thankyou for being my FRIEND
tat other day, i when to a pre camp at balakong,
i when there without knowing who will i meet,
o what will i be doing there,
i know i will surely meet some ppl that i had already know,
n that made me happy,
but i reall don't have any idea who will i be meeting when i reach there,
o what am i going to do over there,
going there, taking the bus n the ktm, rail way of coz,
as i am waithing alone in the station,
althougt there are many ppl waiting wit me,
but traveling alone is something that sometime can make u feel lonely.
at i hope in to the ktm, how am i amize towards my self,
how long had it been when i am in kl, the capital of my country,
and yet how empty i felt despite all the ppl and places i go..
when i reaches my destination, waithing is something i always been doing,
n reaching the traning center, without knowing anything,
i step in to the hall, and saw lots of faces looking at me,
"huey ye"
a voice so familar, i look at her n give her a smile,
thank goodness, there is a welcoming face showed at me, to make me feel more calm,
i sat beside her, n she start to introduce all the ppl around me,
n without i knowing it, i started to make friends. n i am so happy bout it.
how amazing human is,
freinds, family, ppl,
was once not know to each other, but some connecting pull them together, n made them something call friend,
how amazing it is, that we human can be link in such a way,
we never know, that mayb the ppl that we call stranger, may turn out to be something that we call friend in the future, we never know..
just like my days in precamp, i got to noe ppl, funny ppl, fun ppl,
made a chat with them, learn a chant with them, place n study together, consult with them, and i learn many things, a lot of things,
things that i may not have learn,
how to conduct, how to talk,
we are growing everyday, some may grow fast, and some slow,
but sometime, with just some help from the group of ppl we can learn more thn wat we are able to learn in usual..
before going there, i was scare, but coming back, i know that i have grow, i have learn many things, i became more mature now,
but we must not forget those who help us in the process of our growth,
this group of ppl that always been out side helping us, teaching us,
there are once someone that had never ment anything to us, nor that have any realtionship with us,
but with just this words, they became someone that mayb can change our life,
mayb can made us someone better next time,
someone we know that we can always count on when we have problems,
this people are given this name by us: FRIEND
thankyou i would like to wish to them, thankyou for taking care of me when i need it, thankyou for always helping me,n listening to me. but most of all, thankyou for being my FRIEND
Thursday, October 18, 2007
friends
i was chatting with my friend.. and suddenly i reliaze how important they r to me..
i really felt happy after chatting with them..
aslthough i dun have any problem.. but chatting with them just make me happy..
thank you all my freind to acompany me to walk in this path that leads us to our future..
i really thank you all to brighten my day..
thankz my friends.
i really felt happy after chatting with them..
aslthough i dun have any problem.. but chatting with them just make me happy..
thank you all my freind to acompany me to walk in this path that leads us to our future..
i really thank you all to brighten my day..
thankz my friends.
Monday, October 15, 2007
Book 7
a nice n hard book to read..
well, i just come back from intensive learning .. for book 7,
well i have not finish the whole book yet..
well, next friday i need to continue the book, well, i really hope that i can finish it,..
\i really look forward to it...
well, gambatee lo
well, i just come back from intensive learning .. for book 7,
well i have not finish the whole book yet..
well, next friday i need to continue the book, well, i really hope that i can finish it,..
\i really look forward to it...
well, gambatee lo
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
what do you think bout it?
as days passes by, without us knowing,
i don't really know wat is that i have been doing..
there was a trip, un to the hill,
where frashness is all around you..
we played, sang beautiful songs, and act funny drama..
and sad once too..
but in sometime, i don't really know was going on...
today, i got a news, a new that shock me...
n i din know wat to do..
#
but i know, life after death, is much more happier,
and i should not be sad..
but somehow, after thinking of the two kid, i feth sad
mayb i din wan them to past the days i have been passing...
but, wat can i do..
coz i'm just an outsider,
looking at all the happenings..
and couldn't do a thing...
i was happy, n din really think much yesterday, and the days before that...
but after this incident, i suddenly realise,
how weak are we,
and how short our time is...
sometime it make me scare, but i know,
by just being scare, won help anything...##
there are still plenty of things i can do, i can help
i can give to this socialty...
and i know i don't really have mucch time eighter..
when i feel that i am able to go trough all this,
then i can get my answer..
by then., the only thing i can do now
is ...
make every time worth as they were ment to be...
not only to me, but to every one...
i don't really know wat is that i have been doing..
there was a trip, un to the hill,
where frashness is all around you..
we played, sang beautiful songs, and act funny drama..
and sad once too..
but in sometime, i don't really know was going on...
today, i got a news, a new that shock me...
n i din know wat to do..
#
but i know, life after death, is much more happier,
and i should not be sad..
but somehow, after thinking of the two kid, i feth sad
mayb i din wan them to past the days i have been passing...
but, wat can i do..
coz i'm just an outsider,
looking at all the happenings..
and couldn't do a thing...
i was happy, n din really think much yesterday, and the days before that...
but after this incident, i suddenly realise,
how weak are we,
and how short our time is...
sometime it make me scare, but i know,
by just being scare, won help anything...##
there are still plenty of things i can do, i can help
i can give to this socialty...
and i know i don't really have mucch time eighter..
when i feel that i am able to go trough all this,
then i can get my answer..
by then., the only thing i can do now
is ...
make every time worth as they were ment to be...
not only to me, but to every one...
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
days at frazer hill....
last week end, i went to frazer hill..
it ic our cc trip.. n it was vry vry vry vry fun..
haha..... ^^
althoughi did not get much sleep.. ^^
but nvm la... that is wat i need to pay for, if i wanted to go to the trip..
but i did not regard.. ^^
and was really very happy of it.. ^^
haha.. at least ido meet alot of friends... seniors,and those same badge with me... ^^
haha, we had many fun they, we did explore race, and basicly, we when to many many many place... walking n jogging n running of coz.. but overall, fun... ^^
thn nite we play mafia, and haha, come ppl got addicted with in, ya, at night time, we play games too.. many many games.. ^^
haha, but our group din really win many things... ^^
but no problem, our group always say, the mosyt important is the way we pass this trip, the most things we take is photo, and the most things we see is senery,,,....
haha, cool huh.
then after that at night we did something like talent show, and it was totaly funny... kanasai titanic, tat really fulfill the title, then pearl harbour, that was really touching, and the inner meaning was really good... it made ppl cry too... as for my group, we did journey to the west.. haha, funny one.. we suppors to do something that made ppl cry and cry and cry, but at last, we ended up doping something that was really funny, the attaim to make something sad turn to be something really funny... but no problem .... coz laughter is the best medican.. ^^
ya, one more thing, i got the best K LE FE girls award... haha, i was "BAi GU JING" read in chinese plase... haha, not my name is bai gu already/... haiz,... ^^ but , haha, it was ok..
^^
well until now, the photo i will post it soon, when i got the photos..
it ic our cc trip.. n it was vry vry vry vry fun..
haha..... ^^
althoughi did not get much sleep.. ^^
but nvm la... that is wat i need to pay for, if i wanted to go to the trip..
but i did not regard.. ^^
and was really very happy of it.. ^^
haha.. at least ido meet alot of friends... seniors,and those same badge with me... ^^
haha, we had many fun they, we did explore race, and basicly, we when to many many many place... walking n jogging n running of coz.. but overall, fun... ^^
thn nite we play mafia, and haha, come ppl got addicted with in, ya, at night time, we play games too.. many many games.. ^^
haha, but our group din really win many things... ^^
but no problem, our group always say, the mosyt important is the way we pass this trip, the most things we take is photo, and the most things we see is senery,,,....
haha, cool huh.
then after that at night we did something like talent show, and it was totaly funny... kanasai titanic, tat really fulfill the title, then pearl harbour, that was really touching, and the inner meaning was really good... it made ppl cry too... as for my group, we did journey to the west.. haha, funny one.. we suppors to do something that made ppl cry and cry and cry, but at last, we ended up doping something that was really funny, the attaim to make something sad turn to be something really funny... but no problem .... coz laughter is the best medican.. ^^
ya, one more thing, i got the best K LE FE girls award... haha, i was "BAi GU JING" read in chinese plase... haha, not my name is bai gu already/... haiz,... ^^ but , haha, it was ok..
^^
well until now, the photo i will post it soon, when i got the photos..
Thursday, September 13, 2007
coldness.. or refreshing?
rain.... water that falls from the sky,
it brings freshness and moisture
to the land they fall on
giving life and hope to every being....
as rain come, it brings along a gift,
it is a gift from Heaven,
more precious than anything ...
it brings life to the land.
but sometimes,
rain brings more then hope,
it brings sorrow, and emptiness
that makes people weep as it falls.
sometime i start to wonder,
what are you...
are you a gift , a bounty that was given from heaven,
or are you a reminder, telling us to be think carefully
as i look out the window to the falling rain,
i felt happy because it rain, at last..
but i do know someway in my heart,
theres a slide feel of sorrow.
you might say that it is the nature of the rain..
and there are no one to ask to...
but some how i still wonder,
are you my gift, or my reminder
are you coldness.. or refreshing
it brings freshness and moisture
to the land they fall on
giving life and hope to every being....
as rain come, it brings along a gift,
it is a gift from Heaven,
more precious than anything ...
it brings life to the land.
but sometimes,
rain brings more then hope,
it brings sorrow, and emptiness
that makes people weep as it falls.
sometime i start to wonder,
what are you...
are you a gift , a bounty that was given from heaven,
or are you a reminder, telling us to be think carefully
as i look out the window to the falling rain,
i felt happy because it rain, at last..
but i do know someway in my heart,
theres a slide feel of sorrow.
you might say that it is the nature of the rain..
and there are no one to ask to...
but some how i still wonder,
are you my gift, or my reminder
are you coldness.. or refreshing
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
in class
I have class, but i am very tired.. coz i duno wat to do now.. haiz..
every wed n tues..
some of u might think that having com class is fun... but not when u need to do all the exersice in the com..
u will get really tired...
when i say tired, i mean really tired....
haha... everyday need to learn many many things.... ^^
luckly i fund it quite interesting... if not i really duno how can i survive in earning spanish all the time..
today olej no water neh.. coz the pipe was broken.. so they need to change the pipe today.. haven take my bath yet.. duno when the water will come back..,.. luckly i was able to keep somewater.. so that in case that the water din come today, at least we stll have water tonight.. ^^
haha... not like last time no water to brust teeth n drink water..
later at night got meeting.. i really dun feel like going... tired... but wat to do.. i must go... ^^
talkoing bout night... i really have two really funny n fun roomates.. they are willing to help each other.. n that is really nice of them.
yesterday we did disco in the room... it was really really fun... Y^^^
haha... all the best to them////
lateron i will write more bout them
every wed n tues..
some of u might think that having com class is fun... but not when u need to do all the exersice in the com..
u will get really tired...
when i say tired, i mean really tired....
haha... everyday need to learn many many things.... ^^
luckly i fund it quite interesting... if not i really duno how can i survive in earning spanish all the time..
today olej no water neh.. coz the pipe was broken.. so they need to change the pipe today.. haven take my bath yet.. duno when the water will come back..,.. luckly i was able to keep somewater.. so that in case that the water din come today, at least we stll have water tonight.. ^^
haha... not like last time no water to brust teeth n drink water..
later at night got meeting.. i really dun feel like going... tired... but wat to do.. i must go... ^^
talkoing bout night... i really have two really funny n fun roomates.. they are willing to help each other.. n that is really nice of them.
yesterday we did disco in the room... it was really really fun... Y^^^
haha... all the best to them////
lateron i will write more bout them
Friday, September 07, 2007
wat a day
well, not much things happen to me..
haha, recenly i am always sleely, coz not really enuf sleep...
but then still ok la....
haha,
this few days was the konvo... i was actually incharge to wash plates.. but lastly i did not go because i was sick..
haha, sick again... plus some one came n visit me... , so i was even more tired thn usual...
haiz...
now is almost ten weeks i was here... haiz...
i did learn something.. but i really need to work as hard as posible... u know, i;m not that type that all the knowledge can easily get in to my head... nop... really not those type.. but wat to do.. all i can do now is work hard...
so that i can catch up on wat i miss..
ya, one more thing, on merdeka day, i went to c fireworks...
haha, it was beautifull.... really nice... ^^
so happy to c it....
haha, it was a competition actually,and that day the country that is competing is Japan...
at first it was not so nice, but then... the last part was really nice.. they put up many many many fireworks until it turns into a big giantic love shape firework...
nice..
thn of coz we took tans of pictures... but, i did not take much pictures... because i dun't have a camera... ^^
haha
never mind.. all put in head thn ok liao de lo...
lastly, gambatee to all my friends... jia you jia you to u all o...
p/s: my mom is coming soon... so happy... ^^
i can have my things here.. ping pong.. guitar.... haha~!
haha, recenly i am always sleely, coz not really enuf sleep...
but then still ok la....
haha,
this few days was the konvo... i was actually incharge to wash plates.. but lastly i did not go because i was sick..
haha, sick again... plus some one came n visit me... , so i was even more tired thn usual...
haiz...
now is almost ten weeks i was here... haiz...
i did learn something.. but i really need to work as hard as posible... u know, i;m not that type that all the knowledge can easily get in to my head... nop... really not those type.. but wat to do.. all i can do now is work hard...
so that i can catch up on wat i miss..
ya, one more thing, on merdeka day, i went to c fireworks...
haha, it was beautifull.... really nice... ^^
so happy to c it....
haha, it was a competition actually,and that day the country that is competing is Japan...
at first it was not so nice, but then... the last part was really nice.. they put up many many many fireworks until it turns into a big giantic love shape firework...
nice..
thn of coz we took tans of pictures... but, i did not take much pictures... because i dun't have a camera... ^^
haha
never mind.. all put in head thn ok liao de lo...
lastly, gambatee to all my friends... jia you jia you to u all o...
p/s: my mom is coming soon... so happy... ^^
i can have my things here.. ping pong.. guitar.... haha~!
Saturday, August 25, 2007
aquarium....
i went to the aquarium recenly..... it was so fun.. with many fishes...
hihi... a saw sea turtle.. they are so so so cute... hihi.. when i say cute, i really mean that they are cute... but then... i walk future, i saw a more cure creature.. it is a monkey.. a very small monkey...
hihi, so cute n small... ^^
i took picture with it.. but i cannot hold it.. ^^
haha...
thn i saw kangaroo as well.. ^^
ans the skung.. ^^
haha.. but i canot take any picture of it/... coz we cannot that photo at that area.. they only let us to c it only....
haha.... ^^
thn i got to c the under water creature... saw the sting ray, so big.... haha..
the shark too...
n there are scuba diver in the water as well......
hmm... they are not scare on the shark.. ^^
haha... it was really fun... ^^
hope next time can go c even more nice one... coz i wana c dolphine,,, feel that they are so cute.. ^^
haha... next week exam... hope all the best to me.. ^^
hihi... a saw sea turtle.. they are so so so cute... hihi.. when i say cute, i really mean that they are cute... but then... i walk future, i saw a more cure creature.. it is a monkey.. a very small monkey...
hihi, so cute n small... ^^
i took picture with it.. but i cannot hold it.. ^^
haha...
thn i saw kangaroo as well.. ^^
ans the skung.. ^^
haha.. but i canot take any picture of it/... coz we cannot that photo at that area.. they only let us to c it only....
haha.... ^^
thn i got to c the under water creature... saw the sting ray, so big.... haha..
the shark too...
n there are scuba diver in the water as well......
hmm... they are not scare on the shark.. ^^
haha... it was really fun... ^^
hope next time can go c even more nice one... coz i wana c dolphine,,, feel that they are so cute.. ^^
haha... next week exam... hope all the best to me.. ^^
Monday, August 13, 2007
gotong royong
well, we have our gotong royong last sunday... haha, yesterday la... it was fun/... n i wa able to meet with a lot of ppl... ^^
so happy....
we all took plenty of pic.. all sot sot de la.... ^^
still okee.... ^^
going to let u all c the pic once i get them..
now lets talk bout today, today i start class... but i dun quite understan wat the teacher was telling.... haiz.... but hope i waill get wat she is talking after studyong the books la... ^^
hopes all will be alrigh...
next week is my exam.. hope i can get flying colours.. T.T
hope la...
really need to study hard.. as hard as i could... T.T
okie la.. as for now... my life in uni..
jia you to me..
n btw, i feel okie.... no more sick.....
happy of it.. cAN SING now... ^^
hahaha.... ^^
but my roommate sick now.. hope she will get well soon
so happy....
we all took plenty of pic.. all sot sot de la.... ^^
still okee.... ^^
going to let u all c the pic once i get them..
now lets talk bout today, today i start class... but i dun quite understan wat the teacher was telling.... haiz.... but hope i waill get wat she is talking after studyong the books la... ^^
hopes all will be alrigh...
next week is my exam.. hope i can get flying colours.. T.T
hope la...
really need to study hard.. as hard as i could... T.T
okie la.. as for now... my life in uni..
jia you to me..
n btw, i feel okie.... no more sick.....
happy of it.. cAN SING now... ^^
hahaha.... ^^
but my roommate sick now.. hope she will get well soon
Thursday, August 09, 2007
tired
was up till 3 recenly... studying/..... now i can practice my spanish more, coz my room mate is talking to me with her language n i am answering it in spanish... sp io hope my language can inprove....
yersterday i went to the biAN lun , debate chinese de la.... at first i did not wan to go there... i wanted to go to the xiang sheng zhu... but last last kena pull to go to the xiang sheng zhu there la.... haiz..... ^^ nvmm..... but thn kena call up to go bian lun again...
n then we debate lo...
the title is walking brings more happyness thn driving//...
so basicly... i was like, wat title is this.... ^^ still ok la... so i when on bian lun.... but thn wat happen was that.... i got to go for another round of pk debate.....
haiz..... last last, just debate tilll it was 12... but one happy thing is that i was able to eat cake... chocolate cake .... eat also feel happy liao... because there was some one birthday.,,,... ^^
hahaha... one very very very senior de senior.... ^^
but overall, it was still ok.. but i really hope that i was able to go for the xiang sheng too that day,,... coz say wat also, i like xiang sheng... i mean i love to c n talk ... ^^
and it is not as tense at the debate... but writing the scripe is another thing al.......
ya, one more thing, i need to go dance ... haiz... so tecnacly i need to go down to dance.. i think i need to take her placeto dance de... so gambatee to me....
n i feel much more helthy liao..... thankz to all those who took care of we when i was sck.... reallm thankz you, xie xie, arigato gozaimasu, gracias...... terima kasih......
yersterday i went to the biAN lun , debate chinese de la.... at first i did not wan to go there... i wanted to go to the xiang sheng zhu... but last last kena pull to go to the xiang sheng zhu there la.... haiz..... ^^ nvmm..... but thn kena call up to go bian lun again...
n then we debate lo...
the title is walking brings more happyness thn driving//...
so basicly... i was like, wat title is this.... ^^ still ok la... so i when on bian lun.... but thn wat happen was that.... i got to go for another round of pk debate.....
haiz..... last last, just debate tilll it was 12... but one happy thing is that i was able to eat cake... chocolate cake .... eat also feel happy liao... because there was some one birthday.,,,... ^^
hahaha... one very very very senior de senior.... ^^
but overall, it was still ok.. but i really hope that i was able to go for the xiang sheng too that day,,... coz say wat also, i like xiang sheng... i mean i love to c n talk ... ^^
and it is not as tense at the debate... but writing the scripe is another thing al.......
ya, one more thing, i need to go dance ... haiz... so tecnacly i need to go down to dance.. i think i need to take her placeto dance de... so gambatee to me....
n i feel much more helthy liao..... thankz to all those who took care of we when i was sck.... reallm thankz you, xie xie, arigato gozaimasu, gracias...... terima kasih......
Sunday, August 05, 2007
sick badly
i am sick for so many days now, each time i feel the i am recovering, thn i get my fever at night again... and a bad one too...
haiz, miss class for two days liao... keep on asking ppl got wat homework, but no one wans to tell me leh.. they say dun have,... haiz.... dun noe how... ..
hope i will noe the homeworks la.... T.T
there are so many things i wan to do.. but somehow, i cant finish them coz i noly can do things a while only.. thn need to rest... n i loose weight too... coz i was sick till i cannot eat most of the things here.. T.T really sad bout it... i really miss all the vege... hope to go back home n eat nice nice food......
haha, but anyway, i hope i will recover as soon as posible.. i also would like to thank all my room mate.. tere are so good, and really took real care of me all this while... thank you o.... ^^
haiz, miss class for two days liao... keep on asking ppl got wat homework, but no one wans to tell me leh.. they say dun have,... haiz.... dun noe how... ..
hope i will noe the homeworks la.... T.T
there are so many things i wan to do.. but somehow, i cant finish them coz i noly can do things a while only.. thn need to rest... n i loose weight too... coz i was sick till i cannot eat most of the things here.. T.T really sad bout it... i really miss all the vege... hope to go back home n eat nice nice food......
haha, but anyway, i hope i will recover as soon as posible.. i also would like to thank all my room mate.. tere are so good, and really took real care of me all this while... thank you o.... ^^
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
continue
continue with my life... i got sick... n really sick.... i'm so tired.. i think i need to sleep for little more...
but , still ok la... life here, the time pass like water..
i duno how much i have learn, but i will try my best to do wat i can....
but , still ok la... life here, the time pass like water..
i duno how much i have learn, but i will try my best to do wat i can....
Sunday, July 29, 2007
basket ball?
today , my day was really busy... hahha..
i woke up at 8.00 morning... actually is dreak my self out from the bed... haha..
so basicly, i did not get much sleep...
thn i go the ptum de function... busy... but i think it will be vry fun de/...
so just go.. it turn out ok... ^^
thn at 3, i when to youth gathering in one uncle house...
we did bbq, but we wasnt the one who cook the things'
thn we all play the treasure hunt.. n boy how hard is it to play..
our group just got 61 mark... so funny neh.
but nvm la... happy liao thn ok..
thn louise call ask me to play basket ball...
so i when to her colledge to play basketba;lll..
well, play in mid night.. not really midnight la.. but it is nite time;..
so samething hard to play..
plus i cannot c somemore..
bu tluckly i was able to play....and it was fun....
never have that fun time since i came here///.......
haha...... but noe i so so so os tired... feel wana sleep liao... i think later i will sleep lo... nite nte to every one
jia you.. gambatee/...
i woke up at 8.00 morning... actually is dreak my self out from the bed... haha..
so basicly, i did not get much sleep...
thn i go the ptum de function... busy... but i think it will be vry fun de/...
so just go.. it turn out ok... ^^
thn at 3, i when to youth gathering in one uncle house...
we did bbq, but we wasnt the one who cook the things'
thn we all play the treasure hunt.. n boy how hard is it to play..
our group just got 61 mark... so funny neh.
but nvm la... happy liao thn ok..
thn louise call ask me to play basket ball...
so i when to her colledge to play basketba;lll..
well, play in mid night.. not really midnight la.. but it is nite time;..
so samething hard to play..
plus i cannot c somemore..
bu tluckly i was able to play....and it was fun....
never have that fun time since i came here///.......
haha...... but noe i so so so os tired... feel wana sleep liao... i think later i will sleep lo... nite nte to every one
jia you.. gambatee/...
Thursday, July 26, 2007
上课了!!
我上课已经是第三个星期了... 可是我还是一点东西都不会.
大家都可以说留利的西班牙语.但是, 我还很乱.
我看, 我是时候在努力拉. 可能是自己不够努力.
好烦呀~!~!~!
下个星期就是考试.. 我也不董怎么考试.
现在我唯一能做的,
就是
努力努力再努力,...........
每个人都有自己的问题,
但,
问题是可以解决的,
只是看看自己要不要努力把问题决绝而已...
大家都可以说留利的西班牙语.但是, 我还很乱.
我看, 我是时候在努力拉. 可能是自己不够努力.
好烦呀~!~!~!
下个星期就是考试.. 我也不董怎么考试.
现在我唯一能做的,
就是
努力努力再努力,...........
每个人都有自己的问题,
但,
问题是可以解决的,
只是看看自己要不要努力把问题决绝而已...
Friday, July 20, 2007
time + memory = history
as child, i look foward to this place,
and as teenager, i made it as my goal,
there was so many hopes i lay my dreams apon it,
and now i am in it..
thinking back to the pass now,
i miss my childhood,
looking back now,
i miss my teeenager life style...
sometime, people are so funny,
when they don't have it, they strive to get it,
once they get it,
not many apreciate it.
mayb one of them is me,
or even you.
but please bere in mind that,
life + memory = history
wat we need to know now,
is wat are we going to do NOW.
and future.....
days in university passes in a flash,
i don't wan to make it as only my memory,
so i will strive to make each day meaningful..
can i?
and will you?
and as teenager, i made it as my goal,
there was so many hopes i lay my dreams apon it,
and now i am in it..
thinking back to the pass now,
i miss my childhood,
looking back now,
i miss my teeenager life style...
sometime, people are so funny,
when they don't have it, they strive to get it,
once they get it,
not many apreciate it.
mayb one of them is me,
or even you.
but please bere in mind that,
life + memory = history
wat we need to know now,
is wat are we going to do NOW.
and future.....
days in university passes in a flash,
i don't wan to make it as only my memory,
so i will strive to make each day meaningful..
can i?
and will you?
Monday, July 16, 2007
Melaka
when to melaka on the saturday,... wern nie bring me n bei san oveer to her home town, although we din go to all the history place, but they really bring my all over the place to makan...
made really a lot of friends there, and it was really fun... ^^
i ate durian there, n nice one too... really need to thankz aunty to take us in to her house to stay... n thankz to pei ling n pei yee too... who bring us all around malaka to look look see see and eat... ^^
it was really fun there.....
when i reach there i loose my voice. but tat din really stop them to bring me out and eat all the nice nice food... ^^
i ate plenty type of food, and those i never c b4, like celup sate, i think tat is wat they call it, thn the rice round round de, thn mai ya tang, a king of candy, durian, nyonya food and many... ^^ so nice neh.,.... ^^
beside that, they also sing k at home, wah, now only i noe that their whole family can really sing,... n sing in a melodies way too.. T.T i wasn't able to sing coz no voice...
ya one more thing, i think i'll be find here in um, coz all my senior took really good care of me.. ^^ got fdew lecture from them bout how to take care my self.. ^^ really need to thank them o...
today study no voice, my teacher was so good, she din let me read anything, haha, i cannot read them either. LOL...
ok la.. until here...
all the best to all my amigos...
GOOD LUCK
made really a lot of friends there, and it was really fun... ^^
i ate durian there, n nice one too... really need to thankz aunty to take us in to her house to stay... n thankz to pei ling n pei yee too... who bring us all around malaka to look look see see and eat... ^^
it was really fun there.....
when i reach there i loose my voice. but tat din really stop them to bring me out and eat all the nice nice food... ^^
i ate plenty type of food, and those i never c b4, like celup sate, i think tat is wat they call it, thn the rice round round de, thn mai ya tang, a king of candy, durian, nyonya food and many... ^^ so nice neh.,.... ^^
beside that, they also sing k at home, wah, now only i noe that their whole family can really sing,... n sing in a melodies way too.. T.T i wasn't able to sing coz no voice...
ya one more thing, i think i'll be find here in um, coz all my senior took really good care of me.. ^^ got fdew lecture from them bout how to take care my self.. ^^ really need to thank them o...
today study no voice, my teacher was so good, she din let me read anything, haha, i cannot read them either. LOL...
ok la.. until here...
all the best to all my amigos...
GOOD LUCK
Friday, July 13, 2007
days in uni
it is the second week in uni now, well, and it is time to talk bout my first two weeks in uni life...
well, the haluan siswa is really a challenging thing,,... but haha, overall atill ok...
every day, we only get to sleep for like 2 hours.. n take bath at late night.. but till the last few days, it was ok already.. everything is back to normal again...
haha, but one thing that made me vry sad is that during tat time, i break my glasses.. so meaning to say, i dun have glasses for like 5 days.. i broke it when i was playing bola baling...
haha, long time din play that game.. we dint win, but at least i enjoy the game n made many friends.,..
so happy neh...
one more thing, we lose in our cheer leading competition... it was bad.. but nevermind.. i dun really mind winning also.. haha
thnh after a week, my class started.. well, it was bad.....
coz i realize that my class credit hours are overall more thn other ppl.. n my class number are really small.. only 6 ppl... os... a lot of studying and teacher will always c u... hmm... no compliments... haha..
one more thing. learning a new language wasnt a nice thing to do.. u need to study real hard.. thn in my condition where i'm not use ti the food and all. it was really hard...
i wander how could i survive till the 3 year... ??
gambatee to me... * haha.. learning spanise but still type in japanese...
well, i mayb going to malacca to visit there ... ^^ hope everything will be ok...
n ya, i attainted the NDF yesterday, haha, luckly there are ppl that i noe.. ^^
the comity there are vry good. the aunty even give me cakes to bring home.. ^^
n prayer books too.. which i forgot to bring.. ^^
ok la... until now. adios
well, the haluan siswa is really a challenging thing,,... but haha, overall atill ok...
every day, we only get to sleep for like 2 hours.. n take bath at late night.. but till the last few days, it was ok already.. everything is back to normal again...
haha, but one thing that made me vry sad is that during tat time, i break my glasses.. so meaning to say, i dun have glasses for like 5 days.. i broke it when i was playing bola baling...
haha, long time din play that game.. we dint win, but at least i enjoy the game n made many friends.,..
so happy neh...
one more thing, we lose in our cheer leading competition... it was bad.. but nevermind.. i dun really mind winning also.. haha
thnh after a week, my class started.. well, it was bad.....
coz i realize that my class credit hours are overall more thn other ppl.. n my class number are really small.. only 6 ppl... os... a lot of studying and teacher will always c u... hmm... no compliments... haha..
one more thing. learning a new language wasnt a nice thing to do.. u need to study real hard.. thn in my condition where i'm not use ti the food and all. it was really hard...
i wander how could i survive till the 3 year... ??
gambatee to me... * haha.. learning spanise but still type in japanese...
well, i mayb going to malacca to visit there ... ^^ hope everything will be ok...
n ya, i attainted the NDF yesterday, haha, luckly there are ppl that i noe.. ^^
the comity there are vry good. the aunty even give me cakes to bring home.. ^^
n prayer books too.. which i forgot to bring.. ^^
ok la... until now. adios
Thursday, June 28, 2007
driver..= mamat
well, now i noe y driving is tires and why i dun like driving.
ya, of coz driving is fun, u can go any place u wan.. but once come to finding a parking and looking only the road and cannot do anything except driving, thn, think again, driving is not tat fun after all..
haha...
today i send my sis to places she wanted to go.. haha... tell u the truth, i wasn't able to even wake up..
LOL.....
but luckly i was able to drak my self out from bed..
thn send my sister to hospital...
haiz..... tired...
just now went our with ting yau to city mall..
hihi, so happy.. thankz to him so much...
thank you..
although the thing i plan did not went smothly, but thank for fulfilling it...
i was so happy.
hihi..
one more thng, we have a farewell thinging for ting yau yesterday.. haha... talk until so late...^^
i think next time we won have tat much chance to stay that way..
but still ok... hihi.... sure will miss him much..
duno tomolo de flight i can go send o not leh... T.T
hope i can go...
hmm, really need to pack my things liao... OMG.... not yet even start packing.. not a good sign...
jia you to me.. all the best to all...
and will always miss you to him..
ya, of coz driving is fun, u can go any place u wan.. but once come to finding a parking and looking only the road and cannot do anything except driving, thn, think again, driving is not tat fun after all..
haha...
today i send my sis to places she wanted to go.. haha... tell u the truth, i wasn't able to even wake up..
LOL.....
but luckly i was able to drak my self out from bed..
thn send my sister to hospital...
haiz..... tired...
just now went our with ting yau to city mall..
hihi, so happy.. thankz to him so much...
thank you..
although the thing i plan did not went smothly, but thank for fulfilling it...
i was so happy.
hihi..
one more thng, we have a farewell thinging for ting yau yesterday.. haha... talk until so late...^^
i think next time we won have tat much chance to stay that way..
but still ok... hihi.... sure will miss him much..
duno tomolo de flight i can go send o not leh... T.T
hope i can go...
hmm, really need to pack my things liao... OMG.... not yet even start packing.. not a good sign...
jia you to me.. all the best to all...
and will always miss you to him..
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
tired day...
as day passes by,
the day to get in to uni comes near...
and how nervous i am now,
i'm scare that i will mis bringing something to tat place
i duno..
and all my friends
sure will miss them all
well, today prepare my things
wah, so many need to do, with so little time
haha, but guess wat, i got a new laptop..
so nice neh
hahaha
so happy also
thankz mummy n pa.. ^^
i really need to thank them coz i can get in to uni... ^^
haha...
the day to get in to uni comes near...
and how nervous i am now,
i'm scare that i will mis bringing something to tat place
i duno..
and all my friends
sure will miss them all
well, today prepare my things
wah, so many need to do, with so little time
haha, but guess wat, i got a new laptop..
so nice neh
hahaha
so happy also
thankz mummy n pa.. ^^
i really need to thank them coz i can get in to uni... ^^
haha...
Sunday, June 24, 2007
eat dinner
today we all went and have dinner with our form 6 teacher..
haha, u coulden have think that actually eating with teacher can be very fun..
and when i say fun, i really mean it.. ^^
haha.... we talk with teacher bout uni life... they give us many info.. and it was nice..
i was happy.. ^^
haha... luckly i did go...
i was able to go two places in one night... ^^
haha,
but now, i have many things need to prepare again...
i'm leaving sabah on the 30,
n i haven prepare my cloth yet..
black skirt, baju kurung... OMG...
money come out like water... T.T
hope every thing will turn out ok....
i'm starting to feel nervous now... haiz.. i think it is time i go c a movei first.. ^^
haha, u coulden have think that actually eating with teacher can be very fun..
and when i say fun, i really mean it.. ^^
haha.... we talk with teacher bout uni life... they give us many info.. and it was nice..
i was happy.. ^^
haha... luckly i did go...
i was able to go two places in one night... ^^
haha,
but now, i have many things need to prepare again...
i'm leaving sabah on the 30,
n i haven prepare my cloth yet..
black skirt, baju kurung... OMG...
money come out like water... T.T
hope every thing will turn out ok....
i'm starting to feel nervous now... haiz.. i think it is time i go c a movei first.. ^^
Saturday, June 23, 2007
goin of soon
now everyone is going in to uni, including me, lucky enuf, i was able to get in to Um..
hha//....
well, leaving sabah to west.. hmm, something i did not think tat much, but hope i will get use to it as soon as possible.
talk to teacher bout it, and got whole lots of information from her.. so happy i talk to her..
well, many of my friends will be studying in UMS...
i sure will miss them, T.T
gambatee to all of u... ^^
hha//....
well, leaving sabah to west.. hmm, something i did not think tat much, but hope i will get use to it as soon as possible.
talk to teacher bout it, and got whole lots of information from her.. so happy i talk to her..
well, many of my friends will be studying in UMS...
i sure will miss them, T.T
gambatee to all of u... ^^
Saturday, June 09, 2007
a day out
went out today.. it was fun.. at least can get my mine off a while. but haha.. not that fun also..
coz i need to worry my big sis too.. ^^
so din actually shop much.. is more like bring my big sister go jln jln..
haha.. but use to it liao.. ^^
this time go out i tot i can go c movie, mana tau my sister late late, thn everything is late.. so i din have the chance to c movie with my friends.. they said it was nice.. T.T
i so long din go c movie.. hmm.. i go kacau cts they all ask thm to bring my go c movie lo..
haha...
we also talk bout go out together go eat stem boat.. also long time din go eat lo.. ^^
haha.. i miss all those time..
my life was kinda dull this few months... everyday work.. but no payment.. so..
well, i think i can get over it de... ^^
just that i have a feeling that i will be quite busy on monday..
n btw, i missed my appointment with the dentice.. T.T i forgot bout it.. how now?? T.T
i really duno wat to do .. i also din tell my mom bout it yet,... haiz.. so how? i need to wash my teeth.. if not i will get worse..
haiz.. hope everything will be ok//
coz i need to worry my big sis too.. ^^
so din actually shop much.. is more like bring my big sister go jln jln..
haha.. but use to it liao.. ^^
this time go out i tot i can go c movie, mana tau my sister late late, thn everything is late.. so i din have the chance to c movie with my friends.. they said it was nice.. T.T
i so long din go c movie.. hmm.. i go kacau cts they all ask thm to bring my go c movie lo..
haha...
we also talk bout go out together go eat stem boat.. also long time din go eat lo.. ^^
haha.. i miss all those time..
my life was kinda dull this few months... everyday work.. but no payment.. so..
well, i think i can get over it de... ^^
just that i have a feeling that i will be quite busy on monday..
n btw, i missed my appointment with the dentice.. T.T i forgot bout it.. how now?? T.T
i really duno wat to do .. i also din tell my mom bout it yet,... haiz.. so how? i need to wash my teeth.. if not i will get worse..
haiz.. hope everything will be ok//
Thursday, June 07, 2007
no parents day
haha, 3 days without parents.. ppl will think it is fun..
of coz, in some condition, i was fun,,..
but thn, it was hard.. dispite need to send the things and need to do a whole lots of house work...
i still need to do aii the work that my pa was doin. n it was not fun
haha... haiz... but still ok la.. i can watch wat movie i wanted to watch in the tv.. haha
n that is a nice thing..
i can sleep when i wanted to... ^^
but when your parents is not around, and because u are one of the eldest in the house, there is so much responsiblity that we need to hold on to.. and we cant really do wat we wan. coz we have sisters too... and that's y...
even it was just for few days only, i realy can feel the presure..... haha... at last i;m relise from the hard work that i did.
but comming back to all the working days, well, not much happen/// but i dun really enjoy it eighter... haha... parents back mean work.. n plenty of work.. n tired..
T.T
i cant watch the movie i wanted to watch.. n going out is really a problem.. so.. nvm la.. ^^
hope i can get over with the pileof work that is waithing for me o..
of coz, in some condition, i was fun,,..
but thn, it was hard.. dispite need to send the things and need to do a whole lots of house work...
i still need to do aii the work that my pa was doin. n it was not fun
haha... haiz... but still ok la.. i can watch wat movie i wanted to watch in the tv.. haha
n that is a nice thing..
i can sleep when i wanted to... ^^
but when your parents is not around, and because u are one of the eldest in the house, there is so much responsiblity that we need to hold on to.. and we cant really do wat we wan. coz we have sisters too... and that's y...
even it was just for few days only, i realy can feel the presure..... haha... at last i;m relise from the hard work that i did.
but comming back to all the working days, well, not much happen/// but i dun really enjoy it eighter... haha... parents back mean work.. n plenty of work.. n tired..
T.T
i cant watch the movie i wanted to watch.. n going out is really a problem.. so.. nvm la.. ^^
hope i can get over with the pileof work that is waithing for me o..
Saturday, June 02, 2007
答应
今天很想用华语来表达自己。
本来今天以为是一个很好的日子，但是从早上到现在都没有一个能让我开心的东西发生。
今天早上本来以为可以去CITY ＭＡＬＬ， 但是，没去成。结果去吃了一点东西，拿了钱，去了ＣＥＮＴＲＡＬ 买了一点东西，就回家啦。
本来想散心，但到头来啊，反而使给了自己根大压力。也没有去任何地方。
嗨！没办法啦。
哪知道，回家后，本来答应要和我一起去看戏的姐姐自己跑去看戏啦。把我丢在家。多亏我这么多天都没有约朋友去看戏，因为答应了姐姐，却被她放了飞机。。有点气。上次她叫我不要去开会，叫我陪她去买点东西，我没去开会因为要陪她，但她却把我丢在家。。。没话说了。谁叫我容易骗， 容易上当。这么容易就相信人家，相信人家所答应的东西。
从小，人家说不能给我答应，应为答应了就一定要做。可是，答应了的东西不就是一定要做的吗？我真是不明白。因为，从小人家答应我的东西，很少做到。那么答应是什么东西呢？答应难道是说了就算了吗？
有时候，我心里会想，如果你不肯定可不可以做，那就不要答应我呀，免得我伤心，然后又说我小气。我不知我还可以忍受多久，因为感觉有点透不过气来了。不知何时，但感觉就要疯了。 脑袋也有点点迟钝了。。。
昨天，
我很像是活着。
今天，
感觉不像活着。
明天，
我还会活着吗？
我自己也不清楚了。
只知道眼前出现了一条
崎岖不平的道路。
但，
我还有能力继续走下去吗？
本来今天以为是一个很好的日子，但是从早上到现在都没有一个能让我开心的东西发生。
今天早上本来以为可以去CITY ＭＡＬＬ， 但是，没去成。结果去吃了一点东西，拿了钱，去了ＣＥＮＴＲＡＬ 买了一点东西，就回家啦。
本来想散心，但到头来啊，反而使给了自己根大压力。也没有去任何地方。
嗨！没办法啦。
哪知道，回家后，本来答应要和我一起去看戏的姐姐自己跑去看戏啦。把我丢在家。多亏我这么多天都没有约朋友去看戏，因为答应了姐姐，却被她放了飞机。。有点气。上次她叫我不要去开会，叫我陪她去买点东西，我没去开会因为要陪她，但她却把我丢在家。。。没话说了。谁叫我容易骗， 容易上当。这么容易就相信人家，相信人家所答应的东西。
从小，人家说不能给我答应，应为答应了就一定要做。可是，答应了的东西不就是一定要做的吗？我真是不明白。因为，从小人家答应我的东西，很少做到。那么答应是什么东西呢？答应难道是说了就算了吗？
有时候，我心里会想，如果你不肯定可不可以做，那就不要答应我呀，免得我伤心，然后又说我小气。我不知我还可以忍受多久，因为感觉有点透不过气来了。不知何时，但感觉就要疯了。 脑袋也有点点迟钝了。。。
昨天，
我很像是活着。
今天，
感觉不像活着。
明天，
我还会活着吗？
我自己也不清楚了。
只知道眼前出现了一条
崎岖不平的道路。
但，
我还有能力继续走下去吗？
Thursday, May 31, 2007
bored,......
today not much things to do.. ^^ just book some air ticket for my parents..
well, recenly i just cut my hair.. still not so use with the new look. but i dun think anyone notice i cut already.. coz the differents is not much... just that my fron hair is short now..
so not much ppl notice.. hahaha
this few days really nothing to do... i just do the house chorse..
hmm.. n not much..
made a song.. but duno nice o not the song.. well nvm la.. ^^
hope the song will come out nice..
there is still a few missing tone..
hope to get the inspirition to finish the song soon....
haha..
there is a movie i wanted to c.. but duno call who neh..
hmm.. how leh???
hiaz.. no idea..
well... hope i will be able to watch it..
btw, planning to change my skin.. but i duno change to wat.. still thinking... anyone have anyidea??? haha...
my chat box is not working anymore.. well lazy to put that in liao...
coz not moving always.. haha..
althought i have many things to do.. but i really not sure wat to do now..
everything is blank in my head...
i duno wat to think liao..
just hope days passes by.. thats all...
so bored neh...
okie la....
hope i will find something to do soon.
well, recenly i just cut my hair.. still not so use with the new look. but i dun think anyone notice i cut already.. coz the differents is not much... just that my fron hair is short now..
so not much ppl notice.. hahaha
this few days really nothing to do... i just do the house chorse..
hmm.. n not much..
made a song.. but duno nice o not the song.. well nvm la.. ^^
hope the song will come out nice..
there is still a few missing tone..
hope to get the inspirition to finish the song soon....
haha..
there is a movie i wanted to c.. but duno call who neh..
hmm.. how leh???
hiaz.. no idea..
well... hope i will be able to watch it..
btw, planning to change my skin.. but i duno change to wat.. still thinking... anyone have anyidea??? haha...
my chat box is not working anymore.. well lazy to put that in liao...
coz not moving always.. haha..
althought i have many things to do.. but i really not sure wat to do now..
everything is blank in my head...
i duno wat to think liao..
just hope days passes by.. thats all...
so bored neh...
okie la....
hope i will find something to do soon.
Friday, May 25, 2007
study
just came back from west..
have lots of fun there,
and also learn pleanty of things.
after learning unit one of the book discourse on social action,
it really let me think many things, and see things cleary, in a different point of view,
i now c how things are fragmented, where else, it shoudn't be this way.
hmm... * fall in to deep though again
haha, i also been able to strenten on apriciation towards beauty, not as in phisicaly, but also deep within. ya, one more important thing i learn and i will always remember is that the transformation in society don't just start with indivitual, but also social transformation is also needed. not only one side, but both as well. * never though of tat until i learn this book.
ya, one more thing that is very important is that i some how manage to improve my english.. * yeah, good news to me!~~!~!
happy bout it.
i also meet alot of friend like Rani, Chia Pei, Kong Eng, Dylane, Jeeven, Soon Seng (don't know how to spell his name), khameal, Feizy, danish, nirosh, shakira, temily, and many many more.. miss u all... ^^
haha, i when to the eye of the world too./.... it was fun, mayb coz we were quite crazy in the cabin... well... haha.... no problem of being crazy once a while... ^^
lastly, hope everyone have a fun and nice day~!
have lots of fun there,
and also learn pleanty of things.
after learning unit one of the book discourse on social action,
it really let me think many things, and see things cleary, in a different point of view,
i now c how things are fragmented, where else, it shoudn't be this way.
hmm... * fall in to deep though again
haha, i also been able to strenten on apriciation towards beauty, not as in phisicaly, but also deep within. ya, one more important thing i learn and i will always remember is that the transformation in society don't just start with indivitual, but also social transformation is also needed. not only one side, but both as well. * never though of tat until i learn this book.
ya, one more thing that is very important is that i some how manage to improve my english.. * yeah, good news to me!~~!~!
happy bout it.
i also meet alot of friend like Rani, Chia Pei, Kong Eng, Dylane, Jeeven, Soon Seng (don't know how to spell his name), khameal, Feizy, danish, nirosh, shakira, temily, and many many more.. miss u all... ^^
haha, i when to the eye of the world too./.... it was fun, mayb coz we were quite crazy in the cabin... well... haha.... no problem of being crazy once a while... ^^
lastly, hope everyone have a fun and nice day~!
Thursday, May 10, 2007
time
day passes by each day.
but how many of us realise it?
once i was still a little child,
but just a turn,
i was one step closer to take responsiblity,
one step closer to become an aldut.
And yet,
we still dun realise,
that our time will never wait for us.
and it still flows away without our notice.
Time, is slow and yet so fast.
time can be so slow that we did not notice the earth is turning.
yet, it can be so fast until we did not notice it has already past.
can we say time is fast? o should we say it slow?
i dun really noe.
but i do noe, time is something that we can't buy
time is something we cannot take
o hold on to..
the effect of time can be seen every where,
but y, we still don't think it as something presous to us?
y we still wan to waise time??
but how many of us realise it?
once i was still a little child,
but just a turn,
i was one step closer to take responsiblity,
one step closer to become an aldut.
And yet,
we still dun realise,
that our time will never wait for us.
and it still flows away without our notice.
Time, is slow and yet so fast.
time can be so slow that we did not notice the earth is turning.
yet, it can be so fast until we did not notice it has already past.
can we say time is fast? o should we say it slow?
i dun really noe.
but i do noe, time is something that we can't buy
time is something we cannot take
o hold on to..
the effect of time can be seen every where,
but y, we still don't think it as something presous to us?
y we still wan to waise time??
Monday, May 07, 2007
May
it's been a long time since i update my blog. there is so many things happen.. ^^
first is my birthday, this year's birthday is really simple.. ^^
on the 1st may, vic n eve help me celebrate my birthday.. really thankz to them o... ^^ arigato..
thn on the 2nd, i went to beach.. with family n Bahai friend. well, it was not for my birthday, it was for twelve day of ridvan... well, really have fun there, haha... but i bring wrong cloth, so lastly ended up wearing my mom's cloth... ^^
thn later at night, i call fanny , cts, lemon, louise to go yam cha.. so just chat there... it's been a long time since i go out.. well, i seldom go out.. haha...
well, one more thing, louise n me got the same interview couses... hope we both can go in to the couses we want.. ^^
thn, yesterday, was a busy day, when we rest at night time, my big sis suddenly start to "decorate" me.. well, she some how come out with a kimono, and start dressing me up.. well, it do look like kimono.. but, kinda funny also...la.... ^^
first is my birthday, this year's birthday is really simple.. ^^
on the 1st may, vic n eve help me celebrate my birthday.. really thankz to them o... ^^ arigato..
thn on the 2nd, i went to beach.. with family n Bahai friend. well, it was not for my birthday, it was for twelve day of ridvan... well, really have fun there, haha... but i bring wrong cloth, so lastly ended up wearing my mom's cloth... ^^
thn later at night, i call fanny , cts, lemon, louise to go yam cha.. so just chat there... it's been a long time since i go out.. well, i seldom go out.. haha...
well, one more thing, louise n me got the same interview couses... hope we both can go in to the couses we want.. ^^
thn, yesterday, was a busy day, when we rest at night time, my big sis suddenly start to "decorate" me.. well, she some how come out with a kimono, and start dressing me up.. well, it do look like kimono.. but, kinda funny also...la.... ^^
Friday, April 06, 2007
mayb it was just me
since young, i dun really like ppl breaking promise,
like they say wan bring me to somewhere,
i will put much hope on it.
but,
once they break the promise,
the only answer i got is that we need to be flexsible,
need to c the time,
need to accept ppl breaking promise.
but, sometimes,
i really hope, that ppl can fulfill at least one promise they made to me
exspeacially some one that is important to me.
i dun like ppl making promises.
but i do make promises, ant will no mater how, fulfill it.
even thn i get scolding later.
but i always kept them.
but i really hope ppl will keep their promises.
really i hope.
today, some one said coming to c me, i did prepare, but i din even get an answer,
nor did tat person came.
this made me think of the sandakan trip.
if tat really u can't go, plz, dun promise me.
i am really scare i become someone who doesn't believe in promises people made..
like they say wan bring me to somewhere,
i will put much hope on it.
but,
once they break the promise,
the only answer i got is that we need to be flexsible,
need to c the time,
need to accept ppl breaking promise.
but, sometimes,
i really hope, that ppl can fulfill at least one promise they made to me
exspeacially some one that is important to me.
i dun like ppl making promises.
but i do make promises, ant will no mater how, fulfill it.
even thn i get scolding later.
but i always kept them.
but i really hope ppl will keep their promises.
really i hope.
today, some one said coming to c me, i did prepare, but i din even get an answer,
nor did tat person came.
this made me think of the sandakan trip.
if tat really u can't go, plz, dun promise me.
i am really scare i become someone who doesn't believe in promises people made..
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
a door to be open
infron me is two door, a door that looks small and timid
and the other, big and mighty
i turn to the mighty door,
thinking how to open it,
it must take all my might to open it.
But to my surprise,
when i tried to open that mighty door,
just a push,
the door came trembling down
then, i turn to the small and timid door
thinking, this door must be as heavy as stone
as hard as diamond
i gather all my might,
and give the door a push.
but, to my surprise
the door open so easily,
as if it was never been close.
the mighty door tell me,
don't judge a book by it's cover
the timid door tell me,
don't let your past be an obstacle
we always doubt how to open each door
but,
now i know how
another question comes out,
which one do i go in?
and the other, big and mighty
i turn to the mighty door,
thinking how to open it,
it must take all my might to open it.
But to my surprise,
when i tried to open that mighty door,
just a push,
the door came trembling down
then, i turn to the small and timid door
thinking, this door must be as heavy as stone
as hard as diamond
i gather all my might,
and give the door a push.
but, to my surprise
the door open so easily,
as if it was never been close.
the mighty door tell me,
don't judge a book by it's cover
the timid door tell me,
don't let your past be an obstacle
we always doubt how to open each door
but,
now i know how
another question comes out,
which one do i go in?
Friday, March 30, 2007
30 march 2007.....
well, i woke up today and found out that half of my family members are sick.
this means that i need to do all the work..
will, i mean ALL.... n u noe how tired tat is...
haha.... luckly my mom din really ask me to do al..
luckly for me.
the day b4 yesterday i got a sms saying that he will go to ns on sat...
which is tomolo....
one part of me felt gad that at last he is able to go, and won need to bother it anymore..
but one part of me felt sad.... T.T
haha.. i think i do need some time to overcome it de...
but you never noe....
3 month is not tat long... but when u start to count the days, it make it longer.. and longer...
haha.... stupid me
well, i'm still thinking will i go to the trip, since that its been a long time we din gether together.
but, karabunei is really a place i always go de...
haha...
but mayb70% of me will go... but a nother problem arise...
i have NO CAR>>> NO TRANSPORT....
haiz... i think i contact steph n c how la... ^^
this means that i need to do all the work..
will, i mean ALL.... n u noe how tired tat is...
haha.... luckly my mom din really ask me to do al..
luckly for me.
the day b4 yesterday i got a sms saying that he will go to ns on sat...
which is tomolo....
one part of me felt gad that at last he is able to go, and won need to bother it anymore..
but one part of me felt sad.... T.T
haha.. i think i do need some time to overcome it de...
but you never noe....
3 month is not tat long... but when u start to count the days, it make it longer.. and longer...
haha.... stupid me
well, i'm still thinking will i go to the trip, since that its been a long time we din gether together.
but, karabunei is really a place i always go de...
haha...
but mayb70% of me will go... but a nother problem arise...
i have NO CAR>>> NO TRANSPORT....
haiz... i think i contact steph n c how la... ^^
Friday, March 16, 2007
Saturday, March 10, 2007
another day..... another day
fasting month.....
means need to wake up early... ^^
so i have been waking up early n also been sleeping late....
so wake up early + sleep late = not enuf sleep..
haha........
well, during fasting month, i usually gain weight. but this year, i loose weight T.T
tat is a terrible news for me.....
so sad..
most of my cloth already vry loose...
haiz.......
but nvm.... it is fun to fast.... but it is quite tired also..
haha..... so hope i can manage it o....
means need to wake up early... ^^
so i have been waking up early n also been sleeping late....
so wake up early + sleep late = not enuf sleep..
haha........
well, during fasting month, i usually gain weight. but this year, i loose weight T.T
tat is a terrible news for me.....
so sad..
most of my cloth already vry loose...
haiz.......
but nvm.... it is fun to fast.... but it is quite tired also..
haha..... so hope i can manage it o....
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
wat?
new year, a season where ppl will feel happy, will wish one another.
tat season is when all the love n blessing will go flyin around...
but, i duno why, i dont really can blen in to this season.....
i tried to blen in, but the more i try, the more i felt drop out..
haha...... so i just keep quite..... until i dun really talk much.....
and act as wat ppl wan... n not wat i am.....
it is hard, but i duno wat more can i do....
even at home, a mask was always with me...
when can i be me again? y cant anyone accept me as me...
n not as wat they hope to be...
why?
this new year, i duno wat meaning to me..
now, i also worried with my future..
wat can i do?
i really scare i did not do well, due to my health n hospital visit..
i noe i cannot blam anyone..
but i noe i tried..
so wat i get is mine...
n there is nothing i can do noe...
sometime i cannot sleep, thinking many things...
but i really duno who can i tell..
i duno who to tell..
ppl use to say tell ur friend... but the ones who i tried as friend,
didnt respond to this call..
some time i wonder, them , will they tread me as wat i tried them?
so, slowly, i start to feel lost...
now, i am wondering in a path i duno where it will leads....
tat season is when all the love n blessing will go flyin around...
but, i duno why, i dont really can blen in to this season.....
i tried to blen in, but the more i try, the more i felt drop out..
haha...... so i just keep quite..... until i dun really talk much.....
and act as wat ppl wan... n not wat i am.....
it is hard, but i duno wat more can i do....
even at home, a mask was always with me...
when can i be me again? y cant anyone accept me as me...
n not as wat they hope to be...
why?
this new year, i duno wat meaning to me..
now, i also worried with my future..
wat can i do?
i really scare i did not do well, due to my health n hospital visit..
i noe i cannot blam anyone..
but i noe i tried..
so wat i get is mine...
n there is nothing i can do noe...
sometime i cannot sleep, thinking many things...
but i really duno who can i tell..
i duno who to tell..
ppl use to say tell ur friend... but the ones who i tried as friend,
didnt respond to this call..
some time i wonder, them , will they tread me as wat i tried them?
so, slowly, i start to feel lost...
now, i am wondering in a path i duno where it will leads....
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
new year?
first of all... Happy New Year o...
well, today is the third day of new year, which usually, ppl will go visit most of ppl de house... but i din go anywhere
hahaha....
actually i wanted to go somewhere de.. but i duno who to call to go tat place..
anyways,,, wat to do......
i can only be at home today...
n no ppl came visit as well..
haha.. this is the first time i dun really have the mood of chinese new year..
i mean, this begining of the year, i basicly din have any mood for any celebration..
haiz...
valentine, birthday, new year,.... i really duno now...
haiz,,,,....
but lastly, still need to wish everyone, happy new year.. i mean... happpy chinese new year. to every one...
hope every one have a wonderfull new year, may your wish come true.. ~!~!~!
well, today is the third day of new year, which usually, ppl will go visit most of ppl de house... but i din go anywhere
hahaha....
actually i wanted to go somewhere de.. but i duno who to call to go tat place..
anyways,,, wat to do......
i can only be at home today...
n no ppl came visit as well..
haha.. this is the first time i dun really have the mood of chinese new year..
i mean, this begining of the year, i basicly din have any mood for any celebration..
haiz...
valentine, birthday, new year,.... i really duno now...
haiz,,,,....
but lastly, still need to wish everyone, happy new year.. i mean... happpy chinese new year. to every one...
hope every one have a wonderfull new year, may your wish come true.. ~!~!~!
Friday, February 09, 2007
have u every been to a misarable day??
haha..
plenty of things happen to me...
but, sometime, i dun really wan this things to happen... but i just cannot help not to let tat things happen.
haiz..... how?
sometime, i feel like will i be remember?
i mean, i always feel that can i find some one to talk to?
i mean a friend...
mayb i'm not someone ppl will remember....
but...
haiz..
mayb i'm not someone who noe how to make friend..
haiz....
haha..
plenty of things happen to me...
but, sometime, i dun really wan this things to happen... but i just cannot help not to let tat things happen.
haiz..... how?
sometime, i feel like will i be remember?
i mean, i always feel that can i find some one to talk to?
i mean a friend...
mayb i'm not someone ppl will remember....
but...
haiz..
mayb i'm not someone who noe how to make friend..
haiz....
Thursday, January 04, 2007
i just heard the news.. although it has pass many days, but wat i can get is, when ppl have problem, but, there will always be ppl to help u
sometime, we cannot say this world is cruel.. coz, when we look around, even small little good deeds, sometime make us feel good.
at least, in this time, there is still ppl that is kind hearted enuf to help people...
but, i am no way getting health... haiz.//// but i really hope can leave a normal life..
but now, i can't even eat cold, hot, heady food..... all i can eat is normal plain food..
at least i still can eat pizza... haiz.....
well, every ones live will change, but towards wat path? a better one o towards the worse? i have a feelings that my life will change from now, but to where?
i don't really noe it my self.....
hmm.. as time passes by, i am walking towards 20 years old... but i dun really like it...
i look down, n c so many ppl younger thn me... ... haiz.............
nothing to say...
anywhere.... wish all happy new year.....
sometime, we cannot say this world is cruel.. coz, when we look around, even small little good deeds, sometime make us feel good.
at least, in this time, there is still ppl that is kind hearted enuf to help people...
but, i am no way getting health... haiz.//// but i really hope can leave a normal life..
but now, i can't even eat cold, hot, heady food..... all i can eat is normal plain food..
at least i still can eat pizza... haiz.....
well, every ones live will change, but towards wat path? a better one o towards the worse? i have a feelings that my life will change from now, but to where?
i don't really noe it my self.....
hmm.. as time passes by, i am walking towards 20 years old... but i dun really like it...
i look down, n c so many ppl younger thn me... ... haiz.............
nothing to say...
anywhere.... wish all happy new year.....
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
everyday seems the same...
but i really hope something different.,...
now, one year has come to an end...
some times i wonder, have i done wat i wan to do?
o have i not?
ppl has reach thier goals, but have i?
oh, another more year,
i have grown... but am i really learn that much wat i should learn?
another new year, another brand new wishes,
but have i fulfill all my wishes now?
i look at the young ones,
oh my, how big i have grown...
another new year, means another wish
can i fulfill them? i dun't noe.
have i walk the path i wanted?
but i don't have the answer.
all i can do, is continue walking, until i reach my goal...
happy new year
but i really hope something different.,...
now, one year has come to an end...
some times i wonder, have i done wat i wan to do?
o have i not?
ppl has reach thier goals, but have i?
oh, another more year,
i have grown... but am i really learn that much wat i should learn?
another new year, another brand new wishes,
but have i fulfill all my wishes now?
i look at the young ones,
oh my, how big i have grown...
another new year, means another wish
can i fulfill them? i dun't noe.
have i walk the path i wanted?
but i don't have the answer.
all i can do, is continue walking, until i reach my goal...
happy new year
Thursday, December 21, 2006
my day
today, i was so tired. i been teaching the whole day, plus my leg has blister..
T.T
tomolo duno how to go work
whole my leg pain, coz yesterday de high heels.
haiz.
tomolo is winter day.
how a?
duno how
hope can go home early.
one more thing, i haven buy my cloth for working..
die lo
duno wat to wear...
haiz......................
T.T
tomolo duno how to go work
whole my leg pain, coz yesterday de high heels.
haiz.
tomolo is winter day.
how a?
duno how
hope can go home early.
one more thing, i haven buy my cloth for working..
die lo
duno wat to wear...
haiz......................
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
start work
i started work last week..
it is been i think two weeks from now.
feeling tired...
i mean vry tired
hais./.....
^^
but still ok la i think..
christmas, hope got holiday
but i scare dun have o
haiz
my house in a mess now, my mom making pinata.
hope can help her, but cannot
well, nvm la... ^^
hahaha
hope i can stand walking to work
ya, tty is going to ns, hope he will be ok lo.. ^^
jia you
it is been i think two weeks from now.
feeling tired...
i mean vry tired
hais./.....
^^
but still ok la i think..
christmas, hope got holiday
but i scare dun have o
haiz
my house in a mess now, my mom making pinata.
hope can help her, but cannot
well, nvm la... ^^
hahaha
hope i can stand walking to work
ya, tty is going to ns, hope he will be ok lo.. ^^
jia you
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Thursday, November 16, 2006
wat to do?
sometime, i dun think i can stand the house...
wat am i talking about?
i also not sure...
but i dun think i like the house anymore..
everyday, only they talk that wat we need to do..
when they ask us wat we wan, but, when we say what we one,
our voice is being cover up with all their words
wat could i say, sometime, i see things much more then them
coz tat is wat i am good of, but they only listen to what other ppl say
n dun believe their own daughter...
sometime, i mean all the time, i feel lonely,
but wat can i do? nothing
y\? what can i do?
i am sad, yes, vry sad,
i duno how can i be happy.
i am depresse...... i duno what should i do
when can i got the believe of my family?
how? how?
life without a listener, life without a ppl to listen
lonely... dark
cry in the dark
but what could i do?
can anyone tell me?
i duno....
a life with family, but i dun feel them
life with friends, but i feel lonely
wat can i do?
i don't know...
just feel to voice my voice now....
but i noe i cannot.
wat am i talking about?
i also not sure...
but i dun think i like the house anymore..
everyday, only they talk that wat we need to do..
when they ask us wat we wan, but, when we say what we one,
our voice is being cover up with all their words
wat could i say, sometime, i see things much more then them
coz tat is wat i am good of, but they only listen to what other ppl say
n dun believe their own daughter...
sometime, i mean all the time, i feel lonely,
but wat can i do? nothing
y\? what can i do?
i am sad, yes, vry sad,
i duno how can i be happy.
i am depresse...... i duno what should i do
when can i got the believe of my family?
how? how?
life without a listener, life without a ppl to listen
lonely... dark
cry in the dark
but what could i do?
can anyone tell me?
i duno....
a life with family, but i dun feel them
life with friends, but i feel lonely
wat can i do?
i don't know...
just feel to voice my voice now....
but i noe i cannot.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
thinking deeply
i just finish my convocation yesterday, but i dun feel a thing now.
i duno wat is happening to me now..
i really duno...
i duno wat is happening to me now..
i really duno...
Sunday, November 05, 2006
bad luck?
sometimes, i been thinking, do u believe in bad luck?
well, yesterday me day is bad luck
guess wat?
well, i woke up at 8.. not that i wanted to... but i was wake up by the voice of my grandma.. not forgetting that i always wakes when there is voice..
haha, well, i when to sleep at 2.30 n wake up at 8, so guess wat, i ran out from room n sleep at sofa.. (bad idea)
coz not til 10 minit, my grandma come asking me y slep at the sofa...
well.. my answer was so stupid... coz the room was hot.... hahaha
thn my mom say that we need to go out to go for raya..
wat~!~! raya, when i'm having sore through???
har? wat to do... just eat la./...
thn it started to rain
n my pa bring us to go servey, coz my mom wans to buy some paper..
when i reach home.. it is 4.. children class..
i thought i don't need to go.. mana tahu, my sister wans to bring the children to park.. which means i need to drive,... duno y my sister dun't wan to drive.....
thn hor, the car cannot start...
stupidcar.
thn play at there la...
thn come back time the car also cannot start.
again.
thn the arlam when off..... wah.,.. everyone was looking at us.... ..
wah... i so hope i was not there
thn my dad came...
so happy..
but i need to send the children back home... the worst part is that my big sister no need to follow, coz she dun noe the place... wat the....
i reach home at 7.30. guess wat, my tuition starts at 7.30
meaning to say i am late..
i reach tuition at 8.20
wah.. not yet eat my dinner..
T.T
study till 9.30 reach home
eat things thn i doze off at sofa .. coz too tired. my big sister calls me to sleep at my room
but guess wat, i was dreaming n i was scolding her..
wah... my family laught at me...
so cham o...
T.T
hope this few days will be better for me~!~!~
well, yesterday me day is bad luck
guess wat?
well, i woke up at 8.. not that i wanted to... but i was wake up by the voice of my grandma.. not forgetting that i always wakes when there is voice..
haha, well, i when to sleep at 2.30 n wake up at 8, so guess wat, i ran out from room n sleep at sofa.. (bad idea)
coz not til 10 minit, my grandma come asking me y slep at the sofa...
well.. my answer was so stupid... coz the room was hot.... hahaha
thn my mom say that we need to go out to go for raya..
wat~!~! raya, when i'm having sore through???
har? wat to do... just eat la./...
thn it started to rain
n my pa bring us to go servey, coz my mom wans to buy some paper..
when i reach home.. it is 4.. children class..
i thought i don't need to go.. mana tahu, my sister wans to bring the children to park.. which means i need to drive,... duno y my sister dun't wan to drive.....
thn hor, the car cannot start...
stupidcar.
thn play at there la...
thn come back time the car also cannot start.
again.
thn the arlam when off..... wah.,.. everyone was looking at us.... ..
wah... i so hope i was not there
thn my dad came...
so happy..
but i need to send the children back home... the worst part is that my big sister no need to follow, coz she dun noe the place... wat the....
i reach home at 7.30. guess wat, my tuition starts at 7.30
meaning to say i am late..
i reach tuition at 8.20
wah.. not yet eat my dinner..
T.T
study till 9.30 reach home
eat things thn i doze off at sofa .. coz too tired. my big sister calls me to sleep at my room
but guess wat, i was dreaming n i was scolding her..
wah... my family laught at me...
so cham o...
T.T
hope this few days will be better for me~!~!~
Thursday, October 26, 2006
hope? light?
i'm lost now...
duno where to go
walking alone..
yes, i dun't reallt noe how to comunicate with ppl.
i basicly noe nothing.
so?
my life goes trought many things, some terrible things that i dun wish other will walk tat path
there was no helping hand, n i face everyday with doub.
wat can i do?
to talk where no ppl is listening, how can i communicate?
i really don't know.
passing each day is a pain
ya, no feelings of the real me review in my face
how fake is it?
yet, i been say, by almost everyone i noe,
but have anyone really listen b for wat i feel b4 telling me wat i need to do??
i use to think that i will have a sholder for me to lean to...
but i found none.
wat i go across each day, my problems,
i dun think any one noe....
hahaha...... i laught at my self
how useless am i.....
useless
duno where to go
walking alone..
yes, i dun't reallt noe how to comunicate with ppl.
i basicly noe nothing.
so?
my life goes trought many things, some terrible things that i dun wish other will walk tat path
there was no helping hand, n i face everyday with doub.
wat can i do?
to talk where no ppl is listening, how can i communicate?
i really don't know.
passing each day is a pain
ya, no feelings of the real me review in my face
how fake is it?
yet, i been say, by almost everyone i noe,
but have anyone really listen b for wat i feel b4 telling me wat i need to do??
i use to think that i will have a sholder for me to lean to...
but i found none.
wat i go across each day, my problems,
i dun think any one noe....
hahaha...... i laught at my self
how useless am i.....
useless
Sunday, October 22, 2006
galz?
yesterday when to kk....
haha.. bunch of galz....
so will be vry vry vry funny coz gals do talk
when i was walking with them, i started thinking... sometimes, gals are really important to galz..
haha.... funny huh...
yesterdat, whole kk was pack...
coz hari raya was near, n tat day is depavali.
as i was looking at the streams of car, and look at everyones faces,
i think, wow, this is such a busy place, but once i glance at the blue sea, i felt a different way,
sometimes, life can be vry busy, but in all this busy times, there always be a place where it is co calm, a place where it can bring a new hope for you.
well, i spend most of my time window shopping, and it was a vry long time since i window shop,
i really miss those times, when wat i have is only time....
but now, the only thing i dun have is also time..
haha.....
btw, yesterday as i came back, i saw behind my house, a flower, in the middle of the bushes,
so nice n beautiful, it refreshes my day.... i think , i will refreshes ur day as well.....
haha.. bunch of galz....
so will be vry vry vry funny coz gals do talk
when i was walking with them, i started thinking... sometimes, gals are really important to galz..
haha.... funny huh...
yesterdat, whole kk was pack...
coz hari raya was near, n tat day is depavali.
as i was looking at the streams of car, and look at everyones faces,
i think, wow, this is such a busy place, but once i glance at the blue sea, i felt a different way,
sometimes, life can be vry busy, but in all this busy times, there always be a place where it is co calm, a place where it can bring a new hope for you.
well, i spend most of my time window shopping, and it was a vry long time since i window shop,
i really miss those times, when wat i have is only time....
but now, the only thing i dun have is also time..
haha.....
btw, yesterday as i came back, i saw behind my house, a flower, in the middle of the bushes,
so nice n beautiful, it refreshes my day.... i think , i will refreshes ur day as well.....
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Friday, October 13, 2006
new look
a brand new look for a bran new me.....
haha... hope so la...
but i been thinking many things this few days..
haiz
i dun noe wat to say... meaning speachless.
but i just will live my like usual...
change my attitude a bit to more better..
hope i can make it
n be happy,
really happy....
my wish for my self, pass my exam with flying colours
n be healty.
haha... hope so la...
but i been thinking many things this few days..
haiz
i dun noe wat to say... meaning speachless.
but i just will live my like usual...
change my attitude a bit to more better..
hope i can make it
n be happy,
really happy....
my wish for my self, pass my exam with flying colours
n be healty.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
a day of living.. a day of life
ppl always think wat they can do after they grow up.......
i hope to think so.... but to tell the truth, i'm a afrait to think....
not because i dun wat to think, but i'm scare to think.
i really hope i do not have any problems, but i cannot deny that the fact,
i really have problem.
i dun dare to face the truth, i dun dare to ask.
i fear that wat i fear most come true.
i always think in the middle of the night, wat if wat i fear most come true?
what will i do?
how will my life be?
wat can i do?
living a day, means a life to me.
i really hope everything will be ok with me.
today just have a fight with my family....
haiz.. now, i dun feel like anything.
i really duno who can i trun to now....
use to hide myself in my own coner. now i start to ask my self, when can i go out?
i seldom show my feelings, happy o sad,
a smilling face was on my face,
but wat is whithin? i my self not sure.
but i noe i need to be strong, but i do hope a for break.
i hope for a sholder, i hope for a life
hope i will be ok, hope i will be fine,
hope i will be strong enuf to face everything
i noe, where i have a hope, there will be a life..
well, living.. is life
i hope to think so.... but to tell the truth, i'm a afrait to think....
not because i dun wat to think, but i'm scare to think.
i really hope i do not have any problems, but i cannot deny that the fact,
i really have problem.
i dun dare to face the truth, i dun dare to ask.
i fear that wat i fear most come true.
i always think in the middle of the night, wat if wat i fear most come true?
what will i do?
how will my life be?
wat can i do?
living a day, means a life to me.
i really hope everything will be ok with me.
today just have a fight with my family....
haiz.. now, i dun feel like anything.
i really duno who can i trun to now....
use to hide myself in my own coner. now i start to ask my self, when can i go out?
i seldom show my feelings, happy o sad,
a smilling face was on my face,
but wat is whithin? i my self not sure.
but i noe i need to be strong, but i do hope a for break.
i hope for a sholder, i hope for a life
hope i will be ok, hope i will be fine,
hope i will be strong enuf to face everything
i noe, where i have a hope, there will be a life..
well, living.. is life
Friday, October 06, 2006
moon cake festival
today is moon cake festival...
yeah.....
means nice food, nice drink n all......
hihi.... although feel bit not happy today... plus now aa n in major pain, plus today exam is 100% terrible, but i think i will be ok la
just tat i canot go out... T.T
haiz... nvm la....
happy moon cake festival lo..... ^^
to everyone n also most important me~!~!~!~!~!
yeah.....
means nice food, nice drink n all......
hihi.... although feel bit not happy today... plus now aa n in major pain, plus today exam is 100% terrible, but i think i will be ok la
just tat i canot go out... T.T
haiz... nvm la....
happy moon cake festival lo..... ^^
to everyone n also most important me~!~!~!~!~!
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
another day
haiz...... time flys.... n i'm going to sit for my exam next month..
not kidding... NEXT MONTH..
haiz..... die lo me... duno how o... now starting have nightmares.... cannot sleep well... ~!~!
my nightmare is coming near...
am i prepare? am i?
now is my exam time... hmm.. ppl must think wat am i doing here now? shoulden i be studying now?
but the point is i been reading for like whole day liao....
need a bit rest.... so come in fron the com just to update my blog....
n c any news to 8 also... haha
btw, i cannot just sit infron the books rite?
i been sleeping with them... basicly with books 24 hours... (i'm nuts)
so need to get of the books a while....
i'm feeling not well now... a bit scare of my health////... hope nothing bad happen to me... (choi choi)
lastly, wish every one who sitting for exam.. jia you jia you n jia you o....
especially ME,..~!!~~!~!~!~!
jia you o!~!~!~!~!~
btw, i just recover my chat box... feel free so tell me anything there...
press tag.. n u can c the chatter box
not kidding... NEXT MONTH..
haiz..... die lo me... duno how o... now starting have nightmares.... cannot sleep well... ~!~!
my nightmare is coming near...
am i prepare? am i?
now is my exam time... hmm.. ppl must think wat am i doing here now? shoulden i be studying now?
but the point is i been reading for like whole day liao....
need a bit rest.... so come in fron the com just to update my blog....
n c any news to 8 also... haha
btw, i cannot just sit infron the books rite?
i been sleeping with them... basicly with books 24 hours... (i'm nuts)
so need to get of the books a while....
i'm feeling not well now... a bit scare of my health////... hope nothing bad happen to me... (choi choi)
lastly, wish every one who sitting for exam.. jia you jia you n jia you o....
especially ME,..~!!~~!~!~!~!
jia you o!~!~!~!~!~
btw, i just recover my chat box... feel free so tell me anything there...
press tag.. n u can c the chatter box
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